Kawaii Selfie + Life Updates: Nightmares! 👹

Hello Fans and Top Supporters!

Thought I'd share a recent selfie and design I made since I'm procrastinating tonight instead of writing scripts lol. So cute! I'm in love with my heart suspenders hehe. 💕

Lately I've been into 80's-90's aesthetics and vaporwave so it's influencing a lot of my designs (if you can't already tell). It honestly feels weird the 90's is considered retro now. Like how has it already been 30 years since? Jeez... In my head I keep thinking it was only a decade ago. My dudes, I feel old haha.. do you? I know I don't look it, but I definitely feel it now at 30. *shakes walking cane at you* 👵

OH YEAH, I GOT A NEW SETUP! I'll share in a BTS post for all my Patrons tomorrow about my new isolation shield, it has helped tremendously with audio quality and voice control on the Blue Yeti. My last two public audio fills were recorded with the new setup and I noticed the quality difference immediately... Hopefully my listeners will too! And it's all thanks to you fucking rad Patrons for supporting my work, I was finally able to upgrade to better gear yay~

Sucks I haven't been getting much sleep though, so now I don't have energy to write my script tonight like I had planned. Still hoping to get another exclusive audio out by the weekend though if all goes well and after I'm all rested. My recent public audio Unlocking The Good Ending With Your Ex Goth-GF had great reception so I'm super thrilled to start filling more public scripts again. Will hold another vote next week for the next upcoming fill!

You guys know the little incident awhile back that caused me to shut down from public audios, right? Yo, I had a fucking nightmare a few nights ago about it! And it was weird... I didn't realize it had affected me this much. The worse part was I was being stalked and couldn't wake up, felt so real that I started to panic. When I finally did wake up, I was breathing heavily and sweating... and not the sexy kind either lmao. I thought I had moved on from all that but it seems my mind hasn't. I just HATE feeling helpless in a nightmare. Why couldn't it have been a nice, sexy dream instead? lol

Drew a sketch below illustrating my mood:

Fortunately everyone I've talked to has been very supportive and kind, it's helped a lot and given me the confidence I need to carry on. So thanks to those who have been constantly encouraging me... You inspire me every day to create and share what I love doing! <3

My week has been going pretty well otherwise... I have a lot of great ideas I can't wait to reveal! But for now I'm gonna go relax and get some much needed rest.

Have a great Memorial Day weekend~ ❤️🤍💙

- SooJ