Update
Added 2025-07-16 21:20:49 +0000 UTCMy family is visiting from out of town and I'm having a great time with them.
I threw my back out for a while and thought "when it rains it pours," but I did my daily exercises and stretches for five days until I was mobile again. It was just in time for my family to arrive.
I've still been quite sickly and it's been a drag. I have up days and really down days where I feel like dog water, but slowly and surely I am getting better. I am now 55 days sober still testing positive on my test, but there seems to be a nearly invisible feint line forming. Perhaps all the toxins will leave my body soon.
I appreciate you guys all sticking with me. I'm surprised that everyone didn't immediately drop. You guys are real serious and amazing readers and fans.
More and more I'm thinking of returning to my writing when my health improves. I'm just thinking it over for now. The billing is paused until the end of this month July 30th for now. I will not be collecting money while I'm not actively writing.
If I continue this venture, I'd definitely have to open things up to commissions or I won't be able to afford my rent. It would also seem that I need to stop pressuring myself massively so that I burn out. My family will be in town until the 20th of July I think. I'm eating very well lately and my appetite has been ravenous. I am still healing and taking it easy for now.
Love you all very much and hope you are all smiling and feeling happy.
Comments
Thank you so much. *crying face emoji* Waiting for my tests to start passing has been rough and difficult on the mind. I'm at 60 days of sobriety and going strong. I'm having a totally okay time resisting my addiction. I'm so happy to be sober. When my body catches up and returns to health, it will be lovely. I'm optimistic about the future.
stewy
2025-07-21 19:01:14 +0000 UTCThat is amazing. Nine years wow. I hope I can succeed at that too. I can't believe how badly it messed up my life. I obviously had no control at all. I'm at 60 days now and still not able to pass my test, but it's getting close now and I see nearly invisible activity on the test line. I really appreciate your encouragement. I'm not going to test myself regularly anymore. I will wait a week because seeing the failed test really brings me down. I'm hopeful about the future.
stewy
2025-07-21 18:58:57 +0000 UTCMuch love and congrats on your sobriety!
bustyshrink
2025-07-17 17:02:54 +0000 UTCI'm 9 years sober from weed, and still go to the occasional MA meeting. Early sobriety is hard, but it gets easier. Stick with it, you got this!
Bob Bobberson
2025-07-17 09:34:36 +0000 UTC
