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Attention

How fucking good does it feel to be in the middle of all of this attention?


Betty with Beth, Flor, Mimi & and more - Sapphic Slumber Party #14

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Overwhelm

Every once in a while I come across a photo on my camera roll that stops me in my tracks. The sheer number of bodies, lost in each other, the scene in the background, the overwhelm; it’s beautiful.

I send it to everyone pictured, we gasp and marvel at our lives, how lucky we are to have been there, how we can’t wait to do it again soon. It’s a good reminder when you’re knee deep in your busy job, and busy life, “ah yes… I also make magic.”

Next I ask if it’s okay...

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Heart as Ophelia

I have a print of this gorgeous painting Elly made of me, one day I’ll frame it and hang it in my bedroom.



Here’s Elly when it was still a work-in-progress.



And here are the photo she took of me when it was finished.

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Ouch (an update)

*Trigger warning for foolish injury details.*

You know those hot videos of strong women crushing watermelons with their thighs?

I want to be one of those women.

Last fall Max and I were discussing this while cuddling, and naturally it turned into wrestling. The usual dynamic when we wrestle is that she’s my coach and I’m her little athlete. I was pressing my thighs together, squeezing an imaginary watermelon with all of my might, and she was putting cou...

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Max & Me

Ms.O sneaked these photos of Max and I during a party, when we first started dating. It’s hard to believe 6 years has passed already.

Her arms around me felt so new at the time, a thrill in itself. Now her arms feel as familiar as my own, safe and comforting.

There’s been a lot of changes even from this photo, we both have more tattoos, she quit vaping a couple years back, I don’t dye my hair anymore. Even more changes out of the frame, she lives in the city now, I’m not ...

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Sparkle

Knowing such a wise and wonderful woman has improved my life in so many ways. O is my loudest cheerleader, my most cherished confidante, my inspiring friend. I’ve watched her bloom over the years and become even more herself; don’t you love watching sparkly people shine their brightest?

Ms.O in my Bedroom with Circe

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6 Years

Six years ago I sent Max (the hot babe I had a crush on) a risky text and she replied right away. 🥰

And then I screenshotted it to send to Ms.O, who had been coaching me to be brave, but what I actually did in my excitement was send the screenshot immediately back to Max. 💀

I made up a silly excuse for my mis-fire, and we did indeed meet up Wednesday for drinks. The ...

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Coming this fall…

Hi friends, I’m so excited to announce that we’re sending out invitations for our Fall Sapphic Slumber Party, which will be our 15th event!

If you or someone you love is a sapphic babe who is interested in attending please send me a message.

Here’s a sneak peek at the invitation.

Piper & Ms.O - Sapphic Slumber Party #14

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Trust and a Straight Razor

You can tell these are daddy hands.

My former dom loved this game, he loved any game where my job was to be still and good while he did scary things.

He was steady with a straight razor, there was a romance to it. He would sharpen it on a leather strap while I soaked in the bath and watched him. Then came the bristly brush, the shaving cream that he whipped up (it smelled like him). I loved to watch his face, his focus as he slid the blade across my skin.

I liked the caret...

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Late Night Leather Sounds

You can tell how late at night this is because the parlour floor is strewn with blankets and pillows from scenes that have finished. (One scene is still in progress in the foreground of this photo…)

Now that we’ve had 14 of these magical nights I can say with certainty, there is a particular kind of girl who gets the most courage at the latest hour. And gosh do I adore that kind of girl. They watch all night, taking it in, and as the finality of bedtime inches closer their bravery g...

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Un-tangled

There’s a shift in energy when the body caught in rope, suspended, is brought back down to the floor. Dreamy and full of sighs. The rigger takes her time, talks through it. I love watching her hands as she works. Aftercare is so beautiful.

Ms.O & Immortelle -Sapphic Slumber Party #14

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Cuck Talk (#11 - Confusing Feelings)

I’m groggy from the night before, my head is pounding. How much did I drink when we got back home? The threesome was so much fun, she’s stunning, and we all had great chemistry together. But it was the muffled mouth sounds and movement of the mattress that woke me up a moment ago. We fell asleep with her in the middle, cuddled up together. And now she’s over there with him.

For some reason I don’t want to alert them that I’m awake. What time is it? 7? 8? We were up fucking un...

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Pussy 🐱

What a great fucking tattoo.

Carly (with someone cuddled up on her lap) - Sapphic Slumber Party #14

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Dreamy Rope

What a dreamy sensation, floating off of your feet into the capable embrace of rope.

Held tight, secure, exploring your body in space in this new way.

The bliss on her face says it all.

Ms.O (suspension by Immortelle) -SSP #14

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PenPal Packges

My instax printer has died after years of dedicated service, which is bad timing because I need to send all of the lovely guests from our April slumber party instax photos of their most depraved and beautiful moments.

I’m sending out cute little penpal packages to raise funds to buy a new one! 💌

Penpal packages include a handwritten note and a selection of the following; prints, instax, stickers, magnets, postcards, pins, pressed flowers, patches, colouring ...

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Inviting

She’s so graceful,

and inviting.

Her hands trace her curves and it’s hypnotic.


She’s weaving a spell, and I’m gladly under it.

Where she leads

I follow.


The stunning Ms.O (Summer 2025)

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Cuck Talk (# 10- Origins)

So where the fuck did this cucky little kink come from?

I posted about this on the Patreon group chat (click on “chats” and choose “cuck talk check-in”) but I’m 100% sure that watching these scenes in Dirty Dancing (much too young) as a child inspired a lot of my cucky fantasies. 🙈

The whole undertone of Penny being Swayze’s former lover, his special person, how she’s older and wiser, she’s a better dancer, she’s more mature… what a heady feeling b...

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Swept Off of Her Feet

When Immortelle leans back and pulls there’s a *woosh* as the human in rope gets swept off of her feet. Everyone’s breath catches a little, it’s exciting.

In these photos you can see the hip and chest harness (black rope) at work, and the suspension ropes in red too.



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Rope Dreams

Our darling Ms.O has long dreamed of being suspended in a beautiful woman’s rope. I was thrilled to have a guest who had suspension skills, and she spoiled our little girl gang all night. I’ll be sharing O’s rope scene pics this week (along with some more cucky stories, don’t worry) so I had to start with these cute as fuck intro pics.

Before you lift a rope bunny in a hard point suspension you have to tie a rope harness on them. Here’s Immortelle securing O’s hip harness b...

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Summer Peach

A few bruises but it’s still good.

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Daddy’s Nail Salon

I highly recommend you fall in love with a butch who will paint your nails (and then eat your cookie).

She is the only person who paints my toes. She takes her job very seriously, it makes me melt every time. Now and then she’ll notice the polish is chipping and say “it’s about time for Daddy’s salon.” She’s patient with me when I don’t sit still.

When my nieces point out my pretty nail polish I always give Max credit, they think it’s romantic that she cares for m...

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Group Activities

The thing is group activities inspire group activities. As Sage, O, and Betty intensified their scene others were moved to start scenes of their own. Watching Sage ride the Sybian (while making out with O and Betty interchangeably) gave everyone good ideas. Iris started petting and pulling Aster’s hair as they cuddled up to the left. Flor found The Beekeeper on the right, their kissing turned into titty torture and hitachi rides.

I love that you can see the Sybian controls held tight...

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Cuck Talk (#9 - Hers)

The collection of her personal items in his closet had grown. It started with the basics, deodorant, contact lens solution, tampons, but eventually she’d taken over a whole shelf. They were getting serious.

“You left your shirt here,” he said as I was getting dressed. I’d been naked in his bed, tied up in his ropes and taking everything he wanted to give me. It was dreamy, I’d cum so many times I felt lightheaded now trying to put my hair in a bun and make myself presentable ...

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How it started…

Sage and O have a chemistry together that can only be described as soft and sexy. They’re both advocates for sensual touch at orgies. (Sage created Soft Touch Hour at the slumber party, a beloved event.)

This scene started with Sage on the Sybian, Betty is just off to the right working the controls, her other hand holding her steady. O knelt in front of Sage and assisted with the soft touch. Sumptuous kisses, darling caresses, fluttering lashes and hearts.

In the background you...

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Boop

You know how people get tender after they fuck? They soften, flushed cheeks and smiley faces, breathless and sweet. I love watching people when they’re like this, pillow talk and gentleness. The way they touch and gaze at each other has a special magic.


Ms.O & Piper Doll being absolutely adorable post-fuck - Sapphic Slumber Party #14

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Strap Pros

No, it’s not a post about being a pro with the strap (heh, but I could write one if you want!) THIS is a post about all of the pros of fucking a strap on.

This post was inspired by a conversation I had with Max when we first started dating. She’d heard a lot of straight patriarchal propaganda about how there’s nothing like “the real thing”, and knowing I was historically bisexual she felt a bit insecure that strap-on sex might not be as satisfying for me. When I star...

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Cuck Talk (#8 - Secrets)

The unfortunate truth is secrets are sexy.

Whispers for nobody else’s ears;

“Don’t tell anyone…”

“Just between us, ok?”

The temperature gets turned way up.

Hushed tones you can almost hear, but not quite, even though you’re straining.

Knowing glances.

Secrets that aren’t meant for you.

Secrets someone asks you to keep.

“Shhh… nobody else needs to know okay?”

Eyes wide, nodding, biting your lip, desperat...

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WOMEN IN STEM!

A thousand blessings to the kinky Tumblr girls who showed off this life hack way back in the day. There I was in the shower, annoyed that the suction cup toy wasn’t staying stuck like I’d hoped it would. I thought “I need to strap it down to something…” and then 💡 I remembered this ABSOLUTELY GENIUS move.

Yes, my strap-on has been repurposed to secure the ridiculous alien cock (shh) onto the foam roller I use for physio. I put a towel overtop to make cleaning a breeze beca...

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Cuck Talk (#7 - Masochism)

"See how wet you get when I hurt you?" he said sweetly as his hands roughed me up. I was already floating away, the room felt distant and hazy, his blanket felt like a cloud.

His face. I watched his face. His jaw tightened as he forced more of his fingers inside of me. His eyes set hard, focused. His expression was searing hot. His sadistic resolve, the intensity of this exchange, felt holy. Blissful, immaculate pain, like the universe was just this current running through us.

"Pr...

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🖤

“I am my mother’s daughter

I am midnight’s sun

You can find me on the moon

Waxing and waning

My heart full of petals

Every single one begging

Love me, love me, love me

Whoever I am Whoever I become”

Andrew by Andrea Gibson

Ms. O and I have had several beautiful moments with Andrea’s poetry. We were both so gutted to hear of 2025-07-15 03:00:28 +0000 UTC View Post