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Sunday Inspiration

My husband’s latest building project was a privately owned gallery in a warehouse space. Today he brought us to look at his work, but I was too busy dropping my jaw at all of the gorgeous art. Here are some of my favourite pieces, as well as the true masterpiece; Maverick the mastiff.

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Weed Fairy

I’ve been having a lot of chronic pain issues and anxiety stuff this week, so weed has been good medicine as usual. I bought this bodysuit during an excellent sale and I love how very on brand it is for me, considering joints are always my party accessory. I might wear it for the Spring slumber party... maybe with a weed flower crown?

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Retro baby

I love this shot of Kitten on the circle bed lookin’ like a retro daydream. The mansion has stacks of nude photography books and old playboy mags everywhere. Inspiring to say the least.

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ZeroSpaces: Explore

(I wrote about foursomes for the latest issue of ZeroSpaces magazine. Stoya said I can share this snippet with you. It’s about the couple my husband and I had a relationship with for years, they were tagged as “GF” and “BF” on tumblr, and we stayed with them this summer when we visited the East Coast. Our connection with them was life-changing and so special. If you use the link above to purchase the issue you ge access to all of the videos, photosets, articles and smut in this ...

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Ohhhhh O 💙

We were discussing why Ms. O is the ultimate assistant and wing-woman. I mentioned how she doesn’t get phased by my anxiety, how she’s good at breaking down tasks and delegating , how her decisive decision making is a boon to my bum-and-haw Libra nature. I also stated the obvious, that her positivity is uplifting and her ability to say “you’re doing great!” no matter the circumstances is comforting. And then I uttered the phrase “Sometimes you just need a pretty girl to lie to you...

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Hush

Quiet moments at the Sapphic Slumber Party... more babes than you can count.

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Patience

I’d been touching her, sitting too close, breathing her in for almost 24 hours and she hadn’t made me cum. My body wasn’t sure what was happening, her nearness had always meant I was satisfied, taken care of, made useful. But we were not alone this weekend, and we were trying to be well behaved.

Every time I felt her eyes on me my cunt throbbed. Every time she leaned closer just to kiss my forehead my heart skipped a beat. My hands wanted to find their way to her softest places. ...

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🙏

I’ve re-edited this older self-portrait from tumblr. It’s one of my very favourites. I took this sneakily at a summertime family reunion in a tiny church in the country. Everyone went outside for those cheesy games where you spin around with your forehead on a baseball bat and try to run? And bean bag tosses? I just liked the lighting. I balanced my camera on a pew and set the timer. I could hear the kids shrieking and laughing outside as someone brought them freezies. I took a few quick ...

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This Morning

My mister and I are in the woods. Last night when we arrived and I poured water into the pup’s metal dish and it turned to ice immediately! It was -20 C, and this morning it’s not much warmer, but the sun is shining and it’s toasty inside near the fire. Perfect opportunity to take a winter edition of the Traditional Cabin Butt Selfie.

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Yorik

Kitten says Yorik was her first husband. He’s her best accessory.

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(She asked to read something I wrote about her, so I sent her this. 🐥🐠)

“A bird may love a fish, but where would they live?”

I try not to overthink it. It’s easy to ignore when her hands are all over me and I’m breathless. Her arms around me, inked and strong, remind me there are birds who dive under water and fly beneath the waves. Birds that can hold their breath, birds whose feathers repel the water and keep their bodies warm, birds who flap their wings against the current and go deeper. I can’t help but fall deeper.

She pulls me closer,...

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Relationship with a capital R

“I like you a lot,” she said, gazing into my eyes. We’d been fucking for hours, warm cheeks and soft touches as we smiled at each other, buzzed in the afterglow. (God does she make me glow.)

“I like you a lot too,” I reply. She hasn’t looked away. “Does that freak you out?” I’m careful with my questions, I want to go deeper but I don’t want to push.

She nods quietly, “Yeah, a little bit.”

“Me too,” I whisper, kissing her forehead.

We bot...

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Blessed 🍑

Heart’s Point Of View at the Sapphic Slumber Party 🙌

May I just say I love my life, and one month ago we made some serious magic.

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Mindfulness

This week has been full of bad luck, and I woke up with all kinds of angst, but I took a long walk by the lake with my pup, listened to Lana in the shower, and I’m on my way to a super long super fun date with my babe. I’m working really hard to not let my anxiety and overthinking spoil this. It’s HARD.

I have a few mantras to push away the bad thoughts, including “my only job right now is to feel good”. It’s amazing how this reminder can stop all the busy-bunny-brain thoug...

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After Glow Babes

Anna and Kitten cuddling with the hitachi, and very satisfied grins.

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Kitten and Friend

This cute little girl makes friends everywhere she goes. 💕

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Mystery Guests

The master bedroom at the mansion has a four-poster canopy bed, a balcony, and fem-dom inspired art all over the walls. It’s the perfect place for us to play.

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In all her glory...

This is one of my favourite slumber party photos of all time. I looked up across the room of post-hitachi-race babes and saw Ms.O adjusting her corset laces, a sea of beauties sprawled out in front of her. (Shh... I had this one printed and mailed it to her as a surprise.)

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Kinky Queer Babes ♥️

Here is L giving O the spanking and flogging she’d been asking for. The light bounced funny and made these sparks on her bum on impact. This was around 4am... sometimes us hosts have to wait until very late to get what we want. 😏


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7 Things

1. This is an older photo my ex took. I look happy though, so here you go.

2. Yesterday I was inspired to solve a problem. No matter what I do I’m always figuring out my slumber party outfits at the last minute... so I took advantage of Black Friday sales and bought a weed-themed bodysuit in pink and green for the Spring slumber party, and a black mesh medusa-inspired bodysuit with snakes on it for the Fall slumber party. I feel like this was a brilliant move.

3. I went out to...

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Max ♥️⚡️

She likes simple things; my long dark hair tumbling over my shoulders, sweetly asking me to sit on her face, spoiling me rotten.

Her language is worshipping every inch of my soft curves, opening the car door for me, and making sure there’s cold lemonade. Her language is calm and loyal and reassuring. Her language is beautiful. Her language is the way she looks at me like she sees something marvellous, how the corners of her mouth twitch and dance if I stare at her too long, like I’m...

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gay girl party tableau

This is so blurry because it was so dark, but I just had to share this bed-side table scene from the last slumber party.


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A Moment In Time

I still have plenty of Sapphic Slumber Party pics to share, like this cute moment from the maestro game I made up. (You can see my hand and my heart-shaped-crop in the foreground.) Kitten needed her pussy licked so I set her up in a pretty chair and put Betty on her knees in front of her. The rest of us got to sit back and watch the magic.

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Warning: Mushy rambling post date feels

I can’t sleep because I just got home from a date with Max and you guyyyyyyyyyyys. We finally had an actual Relationship (with a capital R) talk. I don’t want to sleep I want to write and fuck and write and fuck and smoke in the cold under the stars and fuck some more. But she’s warm in bed where I left her and my alarm’s gonna go off in less than 5 hours and I should sleep.

The highs and lows of living and loving, my god. The delicate “so what is this” conversation, but wi...

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Put Me On Ice

We went for a hike in the forest, tap danced on the marsh to see if it was frozen solid, took pictures in the biting cold. There’s something magical about walking on the water during the winter, standing in places reserved for the fish and the ducks and the herons the rest of the year round. I told stories of ice fishing from when I was a little girl, of making our own fun in the snow. Heart pumping, sun on your face, wind in your hair, cheeks with a chill.

(Photo by the lovely Ms.O)...

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I apologize in advance for the electrician pun.

This picture makes me feel almost as good as I do when her hands are on my thighs and I can graze my fingertips against her freshly-cut fade. Having her close to me makes me feel grounded. We spent the weekend so close we could smell each other’s scent over the wood stove burning (mine bergamote 22 and weed, hers a crisp cologne I can’t put my finger on).

This picture makes me think of Billie Holiday playing over the speakers while I sipped maple syrup moonshine and got tipsy, I don...

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Spot the Snow Bunny

I love this shot I took of Ms. O in my forest. You can see the deer tracks in the snow and a bright ray of sun beaming off of her cute butt. We had such a good weekend.

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Reporting live from the woods...

I lied... here’s a little peek from our walk this afternoon.

❤️

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Cutie and Booty

A cute shot of me with Bee over my knee, ready for a heart shaped mark.

(We’re in the woods being cute and taking pictures this weekend, I’ll be taking a break from posting until Monday when you’ll see our frisky forest pics. Xo)

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In Cahoots

I kept teasing Max that I was gonna get her drunk and take pictures of her at the slumber party. She hates having the camera turned on her, and I am obsessed with her face, so alcohol seemed like a good solution.

The funny thing is I was too busy that night to make good on my word, but the morning after when I woke up I found instax pics of Max’s goofy face that Eden snapped, candid snuggle pics of the two of us that Kitten and O took, and an adorable duo of portraits that Bee took a...

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