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A Bell and A Belle

I love this photo I took of Ember on our Friday the 13th date in Brooklyn. The altar bell looks so good rested there, what an altar. I can’t wait to use this photo for an invitation to a witchy event.

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FROZEN ACCOUNT UPDATE

Apologies to any patrons who were unable to access content while my account was frozen.

I got an email from Patreon this morning asking me to remove a few photos because they violated their pornography guidelines. After chatting back and forth they settled on two posts that needed to be removed, both of them were of coven babes using hitachis over their underwear... which yes, is definitely a sex act, in spite of being a clothed activity. Anyway, they let me leave the written portion o...

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Baby 🐥

I’m feeling like somebody’s baby. But I’m not. I’m a lot of things, to a lot of people, but I’m nobody’s baby. I miss that tenderness, the grounding hold of being owned. I really do. But I also love the time I’ve gained by belonging to only me.

It’s dark and raining and I have all the windows open and I’m in my pyjamas and I don’t have to get pretty for anyone. I don’t have to meet anyone’s expectations. I don’t have to make anyone happy except myself. And I...

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touché

“Touch has a memory.” -Keats

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Instax Packs are Back!

I wanted to let you know that Instax Packs are available for a limited time. Click the link above!

Let us send you some femme inspiration in the mail. We’ll take Instax photos for you at our upcoming Sapphic Slumber Party and send you a cute package in the mail with a handwritten love note.

Your purchase helps to support our event, but the good karma you accrue from supporting our girl...

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Instruction Manual

Stretch me.

Push when I resist.

Believe that I have more to give you,

I always do. You should know it.

Lean in to that impulse.

I’ll impress you under pressure.

I’m tougher than I look.

Don’t you wanna see?

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Brooklyn Snaps

I wanted to share some other good moments from my visit to NY two weeks ago. Including the sneaky and discrete one-eyed Pixel cat. Usually he’s hiding, he’ll strut into the room to say hi to Stoya and he ignores everything else. But this time he hung out, and let me get close enough to take his photo and pet him.


Stoya’s roommate Steve Prue was happy to have my Canadian ass over so he could gush about his love of the show Letterkenny. Of course I know one of the actors...

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Up and At ‘Er

These past few weeks have been non stop. This weekend is no different.


I did a good job setting some boundaries though to give myself a few quiet days next week.


I want to be a Yes Girl and an Always Sunny Girl, but the wiser I get the more I realize I need time to decompress and fortify if I’m gonna be either of those girls.


Next weekend is our Sex Cult Field Trip and I CAN NOT WAIT!!! I’m going to have so many incredible country girl...

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getting ready 🌹

I can’t remember if I’ve worn this set for her already. It doesn’t matter I guess, Max will be happy to take it off of me either way. She’ll lean back and look me up and down and say “This body...” like she’s speechless and I’ll glow a little.

She’s easy to please. But that’s not a criticism. It’s nice to have a warm reception and know you’re pushing all the right buttons. It feels good. Sturdy. What a relief to feel like “enough”.

I haven’t seen h...

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Ember and Friday the 13th✨

Ember and I made plans to spend the day together on Friday the 13th. In the morning I listened to the new Lana Del Rey album as I was getting ready for our date, she posted an article on Twitter about practising sex magic on this lucky day, which happened to also be the full moon. Let’s just say as I read the article some intentions were set.


She gave me the address of her favouri...

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Once Upon A Time in New York City...

A witchy babe took another witchy babe out on a Friday the 13th date... worship and magic ensued.

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Waiting for the train...

This week’s been fucking wild. Just a whirlwind of action. The sunset was doing special things while I was waiting for the train to the Lizzo show last night.



She was radiant, as you would imagine. The place was sold out to the tits and everyone dressed as if she personally wou...

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Perpetual Motion

One of my best contributions to tumblr. Elly and I lookin’ cute and gettin’ grabby last summer.

Things have been non-stop with travel and tat and catching up on life, and I’ve had a small veterinary emergency for my rabbit. He’s adorable and the only foster pet I’ve ever kept. “Failed Foster Floof”. Here’s a painting Elly made of him for Valentine’s Day last year. In our family whenever someone uses the phrase “nothing’s perfect” or “nobody’s perfect” we a...

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Baby Cuck Feels

I wrote this when I was still with my ex. He and his new girlfriend had a whirlwind sexual connection. We played with that jealousy a little, me asking what it was like when they fucked, him teasing me with details.

“Okay, tell me,” I whispered, my eyes wide. He took a breath in, the words on the tip of his tongue, I lost my nerve, I flinched and shouted “Wait no don’t tell me!” I covered my eyes, he smiled and held me close. “Poor conflicted girl...

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Tattoo Parlour Thoughts

I’ve been following this artist for years and her unique style captivated me. I wanted to gift myself a piece of her work, so when I hustled hard at work last Spring I stashed some money away and booked an appointment.

I just wanted beautiful flowers, I suggested some of my faves, including birth month flowers for my most important people, and a bumble bee too. I loved her stencil, she drew the greenery freehand and got to work.

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Top Secret 🐝

I’m going to be a whole garden one day.

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Homeward Bound

More updates coming this week, but I had a lovely weekend in NY with the very best folks. I’m headed home now but wanted to share this cute snap of me in Piper and Guy’s livingroom.

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“Show me...”

Lazy morning looks at Piper and Guy’s. We were texting and she asked what I was wearing. Good girls show off.

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Arrived in Brooklyn

Piper isn’t here yet but she left me a little welcome package (because she’s the sweetest) and Guy and Zelda welcomed me warmly.



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LOOK AT THIS TINY FRIEND

All is well in squirrel-raising land. He’s growing, eating well and he learned how to jump this week. Shout out to my husband who can not believe I let a squirrel in the house, because he’s gonna be the squirrel keeper while I’m cavorting in New York this weekend. He’s shaking his head at me right now as I write detailed colour coded instructions for him. The things we do for love. 😘

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See Stars

I think I like the vulnerable conversations after sex more than I like sex itself. Let me make you cum so I can ask you to describe the first girl you ever kissed, or ask about your Father. Pillow talk about being the children of alcoholics, and pets you shared with your ex’s. Let down your defences a little for me.

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Update ⚡️

Friends, she is getting on board with these power related puns.


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Words 💙

I’ve been struggling to meet a few writing deadlines, just feeling like every time I sit down to finish them the words wouldn’t flow. As soon as I got laid it was like the floodgates opened and I had so much to say. I finished both deadlines and started two new projects. It doesn’t feel like a chore the way it had been for the past few months. It comes easily, all of a sudden. I guess I need hands against my skin and teeth against my neck to find the words.

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Vulnerability and Exposure

I wanted to take her picture. Seeing her disarmed, her face relaxed, her eyes warm, made me want to freeze this moment in time. Her face is so good. She has delicate features and dark lashes, faint freckles dust her cheeks and the bridge of her nose. There’s a small beauty mark on her cheekbone, and she has perfect teeth. Her silver-green eyes squinch up when she laughs. I wanted to wake up tomorrow and be able to study her face again, even if she was at work and I was busy in my own worl...

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Sun Day ☀️

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Max Power: 4

I neglected to mention this in my previous posts, but I DESPERATELY NEEDED TO GET LAID. For a variety of reasons (personal issues, a partner’s health issues, long distance) I haven’t had one-to-one intimacy with a partner in a very, very long time. Saying “YES” to dates with Max truly meant I was putting my own needs on the table, which felt good (and a little indulgent) after working so hard to please everyone else.

First time sex can be fun, but in my experience it only gets ...

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Date Night Looks

A sneak peek. 💙

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Brooklyn-Bound

One week from now I’ll be arriving in New York for a much deserved and much needed long weekend.

I’ll be there for the full moon on Friday the 13th (!!!) and I have so many delightful plans with wonderful people. Can’t wait to share more.

(This shot is from the last time I was in New York: Me and the infamous and incredibly on-brand Candle Couch! Photo by Natasha Gornik for House of Darker’s...

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Max Power: 3

You know who I am? I’m a girl who wears lightning bolt earrings on a date with an electrician. I’m also a girl who listens well, and remembered that Max likes black lingerie.

She picked a gorgeous boutique hotel with a charming 120 year old elevator. The only time I’ve ever been on one like it was in Havana, I had no idea we had one like this in my city.



I di...

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Baby Update: Happy

Things are well in his squirreldom. He likes exploring all my hanging strawberry plants. He feels very sneaky and squirrel-like up there.

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