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Identity Stickers

Every year our Pride organizers raise funds by asking for donations for these identity stickers. Every year the labels get more diverse, this year they included some emojis too like the eggplant and the peach.

I love the stickers as a way of flagging and helping with flirtations.

They had stickers for dozens of sexualities, proclivities and genders. I picked queer and daddy, you can see Ms.O in the reflection above trying to capture the shot.

Ms.O showed her kinky sticker...

Pride Looks

What’s in your purse? 🏳️‍🌈

Pride Edition:

• Instax camera
• Instax pics for Pen Pals
• Hello Kitty (dressed as a bunny) tin filled with pre-rolled joints
• “You are loved” message from a passerby
• Postcards to send to Scout and Piper
• Little zippered bag with my Advil, lipgloss, keys and cards (bare necessities)
• “Bad Influence” name tag I bought from one of the crafty vendors for my best friend Joie
• Pride Identity stickers from the fundraiser in “Queer�...
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Happy Pride 🏳️‍🌈

More to come this week. ♥️

3am feels

I’m smoking a joint alone on my porch, my face hurts from grinning through the pride edition of amateur strip night at the queer bar. Gloria and Sabina performed with rainbow paints, it was sublime. There was a woman in drag as Freddie Mercury in drag for “I want to break free!” The sacreligious Jesus striptease was a Classic, and the two hot dudes doing magic-mike-but-gay to Ginuwine’s Pony had me SCREAMING.

I met Mars for a drink before the show, she was wearing a rainbow seq...

Outtakes and Update

A big thank you to all of you. I’ve been working on some smut I’ll be posting here for all of you lovely Full-Access people over the weekend.

Tomorrow I’m going to a queer bar for amateur strip night to support some coven friends.

I’m doing a little photo project for Pride this weekend that I’m so excited to be sharing with my Pen Pal tier folks in their next package. I’ll be posting some teasers here too.

A heads up to long-time followers that my peonies look...

Kisses (2018)

Steamy summer kisses with Elly.

Things I Never Knew I’d Love

His tongue slips between my toes and I gasp. An electric current runs straight to my clit. I didn’t know that connection existed until he showed me, while I protested.

He knew I would like it, even though it embarrassed me. “Stop!?!?” I squealed, my cheeks burning a little as I hid my face. He knew I didn’t mean it. He feigned surprise. “Why baby, does it feel good?” He knew it did. He knew it was that shameful unexpected kind of good.

I watch again now with wide eye...

Texts with Scout 🌱

Scout lives deep in the USA, but she always finds time to text me the kinds of thoughts that hijack my brain. Texts about her latest knife-making workshop, or Georgia O’Keeffe’s retreat space, or gigantic boom box art installations she’s working on, or (in yesterday’s scenario) sapphic sexualized lactation.

She was texting a very gorgeous woman she’d been flirting with, a toppy mommy type, already my ears were perked up for more juicy details. When she was threatened with a s...

Crafty Friend

I’m experimenting with ideas for our next slumber party craft. “Friend of Sappho” is a phrase Scout came up with, we’ve been trying to brainstorm a cheeky way to use it. These are tiny mirror-finish pendants I had engraved, I’ll be sure to post pics of the finished product. 💕

Heart (by Elly)

Elly snapped this photo of me as I was taking an instax photo of her. I love it so much, she captured my focus and the moment. I miss rolling around in bed taking pictures.

Summer 2018

Super Silly Dungeon Antics

Last night my husband and I went to check out Cee’s new club. It was nice to see some old friends, but the best part was undoubtedly the ice cream truck they had parked outside handing out free treats.

It reminded me I never showed you pics from our dungeon date last summer where Elly and I goofed off doing circus tricks on the suspension chains. Very Serious Dungeon Stuff.

Sirens

“Human?' The girl cocked her head the other way. I caught a glimpse of pink gills under her chin. 'My sisters told me stories of humans. They said they sometimes sing to them to lure them underwater.' She grinned, showing off her sharp needle-teeth. 'I've been practicing. Want to hear?

-Julie Kagawa, The Iron King

(📷 Heart and Elly -Summer 2018)

Unedited Profile Pic 💕

I feel so cute in this pink velvet bodysuit. I need more good excuses to wear it.

This just in: Rumi texted me outta the clear blue sky. He’s separated with his partner and wants to catch up with the Mister and I. He’s been in a monogamous relationship for the last three years, and he didn’t connect much. The threesomes we had with him were some of the best group sex experiences of my life, memorable and playful. There’s a chapter I’d like to revisit. Perhaps in pink velvet?<...

Hostess gifts?

I’m obsessed with these vulva candles. The dick ones are good too. I foolishly travelled with a few, they got a good laugh from the TSA folks. The red ones are supposed to ignite passion, and the white are for new beginnings. Gloria gifted me a beautiful black vulva candle that we use for coven related ceremonies. I tucked a few away for important moments that might arise, wedding showers, break up parties, hostess gifts.

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BDSM Boardroom Party - May 2016

Throw back of my husband and Ms.O getting acquainted with Amy.

Photo by NymphoNinjas

Trouble maker 🐬

Late night selfies to get all kinds of bad attention. 😇

Wiggles

I made a video yesterday, very butt-centric. Let’s just say it was well-received. 😇

Squish

I made a bootylicious video today, the soundtrack was Truth Hurts by Lizzo. This is a little clip.

Goofy Girl ♥️

Last summer Elly brought me to her family cottage, I met her parents and their dog. Late at night she and I tip toed out to the deck to hot tub under the stars. There were fireflies and we fucked until we realized the rhythmic sound of the water splashing out of the tub was echoing over the lake, and certainly audible through her parents open window... and then we took very serious art photos.

😁

Hot Tub Babes

Elly and I last summer on a late night naked hot tub mission. We took these photos for painting reference.

Self Portrait at O’s Place

Ms.O’s apartment is just what you imagine it would be. It’s modern and airy, pristine white couches with soft textured throws and blankets always within reach. It’s filled with plants and candles and good energy. I took this selfie during a photo shoot there last year.

Me over Elly’s Knee

This was an out take from the Sunday Night Rope shoot we did with Mr. J back in November 2017.

Elly and I were still just getting to know each other. This is how I flirt I guess.

Behind the scenes 🌹

I hid in the washroom taking butt selfies to calm my nerves at the wedding. Peach and her partner asked me to sing the song for their first dance, and there were a few awkward poly elements I was navigating, so I was happy to take any excuse for a walk or a distraction. My husband was in the wedding party, and of course he was continually paired up with the bridesmaid he fucked years ago. Which is fine, we’re all adults, but out of the 6 other bridesmaids he didn’t fuck it was annoying he...

I love weddings 🌹

Peach got married last weekend. She used one of my saucy handkerchiefs as her “something blue”.

Forest Frolic

These were taken by my husband last summer. We went for a walk in the woods while I was in lingerie. He’s happiest when he’s in the forest. Once a year we get to be there alone, I didn’t post these on tumblr because of my tattoos, but I swear I can hear the birds chirping on the breeze when I look at these photos.

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Sitting Pretty

Last summer with my husband and I were spending a few days together camping I asked him to shoot some photos of me in my lingerie in the woods.

He didn’t notice that green plant right in the middle of the shot, I teased him about it later and he said he was distracted by my butt. Fair enough.

With Elly, August 2018

We attached my phone to the light fixture above my bed and took reference photos for her paintings. I loved being naked and tangled with her. You know when you just love how a person smells? Her skin has this woodsy, sensual, natural fragrance that I just want to bathe in. We haven’t had a moment like this since New Years. Long distance and other factors, but seeing this photo made my heart swell. I miss these moments of electric intimacy, connection and skin saturation.

Kitten and Sabina

This is from the 4th Sapphic Slumber Party, Kitten’s happy face during this scene made me just squeal. She walked all over Sabina in her expensive new shoes, femme daydreams come true.

My laptop died (*cries*) so I’m in the process of buying a new one and going through old hard drives. This gem made me smile.

So here’s the thing...

A week ago I woke up, rubbed my eyes and checked my phone. Instantly panic set in.

It had been 58 days since I’d had any contact with my ex. We’d agreed it was best for both of us to break communication habits so we could work on healing and moving on. For 58 days I worked hard to fight that impulse to reach out. I built new self-care habits to help with the change, I journaled every day. I didn’t slip up once. Joie and I focused on release during our time together in the woods, ...