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Teacher ready to attack!

Again I have no clue what her role is in the actual project, She is strong and powerful and ready to fight! I enjoyed this sketch allot so I decided to post it here. to learn more about her please go to my previous rewards for more information! 

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huh?!?!

im trying to design Lili's everyday clothes, going on a journey would be hard if she wore her golden or white dress all the time. Ive come up with ideas relating to Edwardian clothing and fashion since I mentioned I take allot of inspiration of the Edwardian era. it should be loose yet comfortable and easy to fight, run and walk in. Im still thinking if she should wear a skirt or pants.  

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doubts

Lili is a optimistic character, she tends to always see the good side in everyone! this behavior and personality gets her in allot of trouble. She does at time become concern of those around her. as mentioned she takes her relationships very seriously even if the other person does not. She worries about Jasper who tends to get hurt allot. Lili isn't to naive and she start to catch on of what Jasper is doing to her memories, at first she doesn't want to believe he could be capable of something...

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Jasper

Jasper is a dream catcher, as mentioned before he can enter Lili's dream since they hold a strong connection. what is that connection? well no spoilers! not yet. Jasper and Lili are close friends who met in college. Jasper didn't want to associate with anyone when attending college but he eventually created a friendship with Lili. Jasper and Lili had a horrible last interaction with one another that sent Lili in a spiral of sadness. Lili tends to hold friends in a high pedestal. Lili believes...

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Abandon idea

I was going to go somewhere with this piece and completely abandon the idea. I still enjoy it but I've drawn Lili so much I became a bit bored half way. I need new ideas to draw my characters!  if you have any please let me know! not much to say about this piece sadly ;0; 

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Memories (click for close up!)

Lili's memories are golden orbs. For Lili to awaken she must seek out all her memories both good and bad. Lili is hesitant about the idea of finding her memories because she isn't to sure if she wants to face reality. I wanted to capture those moments when a memory is presented to her and how she reacts to it. Please enjoy!

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Exclusive illustration to first Zine

An old illustration from 2017 from my first zine, it was a limited exclusive run and I spent years itching to post the illustrations that I'm still most proud of such as this one. this was my first idea of Lili's chaotic form it stayed mostly the same in design. Heavily inspired by Mucha. 

I thought for the month of July I post two illustrations instead of one. please enjoy! 

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Show the truth

I wanted to create this illustration for my charm bundle but didn't think it would print correctly. So back to the drawing board. I still enjoy this illustration and love it dearly but thinking about it being printed and losing it details breaks my heart haha. 

As we know her memories is what she needs to become self aware to understand who she truly is even if it leads to a path she didn't want. Lili is tired of having to live a lie day after day knowing there more she doesn't kno...

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Tell me your secrets

Not exclusive but I love this sketch that I wanted to show you all in full quality ;)

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Who is she!

This is a new character who does not have a name yet. She is a wonderful buff woman who I enjoy sketching lately. So her role in the project I yet to decide but in my one of hundreds of AUS she is Jasper teacher. She taught Jasper everything she knows from swordsmanship to fighting. I wanted to give Jasper a teacher who wasn't a man but still held a dominate presence compare to Jasper. in the AU (meaning not canon) she finds herself returning to the sun kingdom after being away for a few year...

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Unfinished print illustration

Another sketch I decided not to finish, to be honest I was going to finish it as an illustration for a future print but once I added color and began to render the illustration I started to hate it. There are drawings I rather leave alone because it is the best it can be when I try not over do it. Who knows maybe ill try again but I doubt it. But I do love the sketch <3

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Jasper giving you the stink eye!

A piece I never finished and prob won't ever will. Why? I believe it looks as great as it is. I tried to outline the sketch even color it in and it just loses it effect. so I decided to just let it be. Jasper doesn't wear this coat often I just enjoy drawing him in large coats is all.

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The underground library

There is a scene in which Lili and Jasper both find their way to an underground library. Jasper not able to read depends on Lili help to understand what is written in the books in the hope they could find an answer to solving their problems. These books are created by the subconscious so obviously it shouldn't be trusted. Though Jasper being a book nerd he still wants to sit and try to understand the literacy. They do find their answer and it is thanks to the books but most importantly the un...

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Chaotic forms and hands

Here are some notes and ideas of how I want to progress in the story content wise. I recently began to think how Lili's nightmare form can change from a pure universal figure to white a constant change of both colors. I do enjoy the idea and will keep planning to go further with it. A Leon sketch because again why not? haha. in the far bottom left are hands reaching for her memories. I have this idea with hands that I will keep exploring. 

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very proud of my sketch! pose 2.

I love! this sketch! SO MUCH! I love the movement and the marking etc. I was so close to ruining it and had to stop myself from trying to redefine the sketch I was afraid of loosing all those markings! but man! oh man! I love this sketch! Jasper movement the enter pose! I did reference from D. Gray Man manga scan and I just can't believe I was able to create a drawing that has this much movement. As you can see his entire body isn't even drawn out but it doesn't have to be because of the acti...

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Pose 2

Every time I draw Jasper he always seem to either be lost in thought, in pain or just annoyed. It does sum up his personality quite a bit especially the "in pain" part., again I'm trying to get myself to a point I feel comfortable enough to draw him without being nervous. I do enjoy this piece. I wonder what Jasper thinking? I'm sure that pose must be uncomfortable for his feet. haha

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Sketches of action poses

Jasper is the one character that I keep having issues drawing. He is a complex character and his design is also a bit difficult. If I sit down and focus on my sketches I can do a pretty good job but I admit I'm more  nervous to draw Jasper than any other characters haha maybe because he is a main character but he makes me so nervous! lately I've been sketching some poses and I'm starting to feel like I'm becoming comfortable drawing him again. I suggest if anyone is sketching to please d...

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Clipped wings

Jasper is a dream walker, As a dream walker he can enter anyones dreams as long as he has a strong bond with the person. In the world of this story everyone can dreamwalk so it isn't an amazing or rare skill. Jasper enters Lili's dream and is surprised he is able to do since the last time they met their entire relationship ended terribly. Jasper and Lili weren't lovers but friends, a friendship that meant more to Lili than it it did to Jasper. Not to say he didn't care about her or didn't hav...

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And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me

The only way for Lili to turn into her chaotic form is for someone to tamper or destroy her memory. For her to truly awaken she must accept all her memories the good and the bad. When her memories are taken and destroyed or alter she loses control of herself she becomes the form she fears in her nightmare. When Lili enters this form she becomes an empty shell, She can't think straight she can only feel pain and despair as she speaks to herself asking questions with no true answers. Lili becom...

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You are your worst enemy

As Lili gets closer to the truth she slowly becomes aware that the true enemy is herself. Her entire journey of self discovery starts to weigh in on her  as she begins to question if she truly wants to wake up from her dream. The entire story is about self love, discovery, and facing the truth. Lili subconscious is apart of her that she can't control, a part of her that doesn't want leave the comfort of one own fantasy. Seeing who she was, remembering the pain the depression and sadness ...

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Human Beebun I think?

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doodles 2

doodles

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sketch

sketch

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golden wings

Another piece from my first zine, it was an exclusive zine so don't worry I did not post this image anywhere online. again this isn't a sketch but I feel very proud of my older work and be glad to show everyone. I like it I do...but it is to much. less sparkles!!!! either way please enjoy 

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Inspired by Mucha

Something I done some time ago, I didn't like how it turned out so I never posted it. I thought you guys can enjoy it for what it is. haha. wouldn't call this a doodle it is deff a finish piece but I thought since I already completed my illustration for June you can see rejected work that sure is is fully render but I don't consider it complete. 

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AU Kiss part 2.

enjoy,

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AU KISS

enjoy.

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Shadows

I enjoy paintings of women and their pets. cats, dogs bird name it I love it. I tried to create an illustration of Lili and Beebun. They do enjoy each other company. I like to think of Beebun not just as a pet but as a friend and a advisor. idk. haha. thanks for supporting me for June! stay amazing everyone!

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Sketch

A sketch of a bigger illustration I made. I enjoy the sketch allot more maybe because I stop caring about the background. I do enjoy playing with the shadows.

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Summer

It funny I hate summer because of the heat and humidity and just the sun. BUT I do enjoy drawing summer theme sketches haha. can you consider this a sketch? I like to think so in some ways. I think Lili looks amazing in red

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