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Evening Show

I stuff myself. Privately, in the other room, while you shower. I'm not sure if you're washing your hair or how long you'll be, so I go fast. Distend myself so quickly I have to bite my tongue to keep from crying out. It's delicious pain. It's euphoric discomfort. I'm so uncomfortable as I heft myself up, holding my belly to steady it. My head's spinning, all the sugar and fat I've just forced into myself, and the few glasses of wine we had earlier, making my heart race and head swim...

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Empty belly on a rainy morning

I think I'd better stuff it 👀🐷

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My POV

So plush, yet so taut. One of the reasons I love getting stuffed is that way it puts my body into a state of contrast. Soft, loose, wobbly pudge jiggling on my thighs, arms, ass, hips, and then a tight, stretched, straining belly. And if you know anything about me, you know how much I love contrast. 🥵 I can't stop touching myself all over. 

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Swelling out of my street clothes

I can’t tell if this outfit makes me look thinner or fatter. What do you think? 🤔

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Eating a whole apple pie | July 2022

I’m not American but I can get into the spirit of your holidays when it involves food! Happy 4th of July, I ate a whole apple pie topped with ice cream. 🥧 I barely waddled away from this one. I’m going to gain weight from this for sure… 🥵

There's something so hot and heinous about eating a whole entire thing of something. You're not meant to. It's too much. It's not comfortable, I don't want that much food, so that only possible reason I'm forcing myself to eat it i...

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Too big for my pants 🥺

This video goes with the photoset I posted a couple weeks ago, I can't even tell you how many times I've watched this. I get so flustered watching how I've grown myself a huge cellulite-ridden cottage cheese ass that won't fit in my pants 🥵 So heavy, wobbly, literally coated in dimples. Oh my gooddddd 

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I feel huge and fat

These days I feel like I'm made of nothing but dough. Sensitive, wobbling fat. I love the way it's starting to hang down between my legs. I love the way it's starting to drape over my fat thighs to fill in between them. How my thighs balloon up and press into the bottom of my overhang. 

Maybe love isn't the right word. I'm obsessed with it. With how far I can take this, how much worse I can make it. I could sit and fondle my belly for hours, obsessing over how different my...

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Editorial Chub

I mentioned on my tumblr a few weeks ago that I wanted to start doing some more refined self portraits, mixing an editorial, high fashion style with my gratuitously exposed fat, and this is my first set. What do you think? These kind of images really get me going, I think it's something about how out of place an obese chub looks in this type of setting. It makes me think of a whole studio setup, with a photographer and crew, everyone looking at me all exposed, photographing me, granularly foc...

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My clothes are fitting differently these days

Oh my god the way I look in this. Fuckkk. This shirt used to be loose. It still is around the arms because I'm becoming so disproportionate and losing so much muscle in my upper body. This transformation is turning me on and making me blush so damn hard. You can really see how butter-soft my stomach is, the ripples that absolutely cascade through all the fat I've forced onto my body at even the lightest brush of the fingertips.

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Is that me?? 🥵

I’ve been staring at these photos for ages. Part of me still doesn’t identify with the big doughy fatty in the pictures. Sometimes it feels like I’m still that fit guy, even after the years since I started gaining, part of me still doesn’t recognise the body I have now. Which of course has been my kinky little goal all along. 🥵😫

Do you think my belly’s looking heavier?

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I've overfed myself AGAIN

I'm out of control, I just can't stop, and it's showing more and more blatantly on my body every single day. I push myself, force myself full of food, knowing what it's doing to me, but I'm helpless against the urge. When I flopped onto my back and took these pictures after stuffing myself yet again, and saw that my big thick hang is even starting to show when laying on my back, my heart just lurched. I love the hot panic that comes in these moments. I'm taking this so far. It turns ...

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Whole block of chocolate in 3 minutes

Guys, Feeders' Night was so hot. I think it's probably the only time I'll run it because it was a lot of organizing as well but I loved every minute of it. I won't share a lot from it, because it was a private event, but I just have to show you this one video. This is a family-sized block of chocolate that I ate in 3 minutes! No cuts or fancy editing this time. I want you to see the whole thing as I force myself full of fattening chocolate. 😩

I buy these chocolate blocks pretty frequ...

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Heavy and fat 🥵

Fuck I love how I’m getting too wide for the chair. You almost can’t even see it from some angles 😩 can’t stop staring at my body, oh godddd

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Growing pear

This is crazy, my ass is getting so big and soft 😫 I tried on some old pants and could barely even get them all the way up my thighs. I'd say 'what am I doing to myself', but... I don't think it's entirely me that's to blame, do you? 😉 Thank you for helping me fatten my body out of my clothes. I'm blushing hard today after taking these pictures. 🥵

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Vanity

The heavier I get, the more I want to show off. It’s so strange, I didn’t feel like this when I was fit, and I didn’t even really feel like this the first time I got fat. But lately, I’m just desperate to flaunt, to show every new roll as it develops, capture it all and blush as I look back through them. I feel really hot in a way I didn’t the first time. When my belly slips between my legs, it’s not just a shiver of hot shame it gives me, it’s more than that this time....

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Pampered Fat Boy | May 2022

I know some people like big musclechubs. Strong men with a gut. Well, that’s not me. I’m a soft, pampered fatty. I like comfort and luxury. So much so, that it’s turned me from a fit, lean guy into a plump, bottom-heavy chub. 😫

Watch me indulge my every desire, overfilling my body with fattening treats and wobbling the soft, heavy belly that this kind of decadence has left me with.

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Heavy wobbly bottom

I’m so happy to finally show you some long-awaited ass pics. You’ve probably already guessed from seeing me from other angles that I’m turning into a fat, heavy pear, but I wonder if you realised just how coated with cellulite the big wobbling globes of my heavy bottom have become? It’s so embarrassing for me to look at these pictures and see how bad it’s gotten 🥵🥵🥵 I’d love someone to give it a nice big slap and watch my big dimpled ass cheeks bounce around and softly kn...

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Wobblier than ever

Walking around like this drives me wild 🥵 My arms are getting fat and pillowy, hips and ass getting wider and heavier, more dimpled with embarrassing cellulite, and it feels like my belly's dropping lower by the day. Everything I do makes me wobble 😫

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Weight reveal May 2022

I've decided to finally reveal my numbers - how much I weighed when I came back to the gaining community in November 2021, and how much weight I've gained since then. 🥵 

(I refer to numbers in the video past this point, so watch first if you'd prefer to be surprised).

Seriously, guys, looking at these two videos side by side turns me on so much. The difference isn't just in the numbers. It's the huge belly that pushes into frame, which I had to lean over to be abl...

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Lenses?

I just posted a few lenses - I guess they’re like instagram stories? I haven’t used this feature of patreon but I think I’d like to start. I’m considering a bit of a content plan overhaul and this could be part of it. I’d love to show you exactly what I’m doing and how I’m looking in real time. It could allow me to live post stuffings and things like that, and become more engaged on my page. Let me know in the comments - this patreon is (somewhat of) a democracy! 😂


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Marked forever

No matter what I do, I'm marked forever by this. Whatever I end up calling it in the future - whether this intense period of weight gain becomes known as a delicious experiment or a horrible mistake, whether I pile on another two hundred pounds or I lose it all and try to put this all far behind me, I will never, ever be rid of these permanent, humiliating reminders of what I've done to my body. 🥵

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Fat & Golden

I've been feeling so hot lately. Wobbly, heavy, and plush. I can't keep my hands off myself. My hang is really starting to drop low again and its driving me wild. So I wanted to try something a little different - when I was taking these photos I was imagining they were for a magazine editorial - an 'underwear model got fat' sort of fantasy. How would you feel about more of these types of photos? Because I really enjoyed taking them.

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The lower it hangs, the lower I want it to hang

I’m seriously out of control 🥵 it turns me on so much to watch my body change, fatten, way beyond what I ever intended. I love the way panic and thrill washes over me when I don’t fit into my clothes, when I catch my reflection, get a surprise from how much fatter I’m looking than I expected. When I feel my hang nestle between my big thighs, fat pressing into fat. I’m completely obsessed. It freaks me out how into this I am.

Ps - what do you think of my new overhanging back r...

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Fit to Fat — Struggling workout | April 2020

Wobbling through these exercises - or attempts at exercises - was a real wake up call for me. I was shocked by how hard it was to do the things I used to on a daily basis. I get so wrapped up in how different my weight gain has made me look that I forget what I'm doing to myself is not purely a visual transformation. I've also changed my capabilities, the way my body moves, what it's able to do. It was shocking and embarrassing but also crazy hot realising that I couldn't ma...

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Getting used to being a pear

I've been finding myself leaning into my developing pear shape. Buying underwear a couple sizes too small so I can feel my thighs balloon out of it. Sitting with my legs apart so my hanging stomach can settle between my plush thighs. It's so embarrassing, it's the perfect shape for me.

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Ex-jock body

I still remember all of it. The proper form for a squat. The optimal posture for a long-distance run. Sometimes I feel like I'm still that fit guy, smothered and helpless under pounds and pounds of wobbling fat, making people see me differently. Making me see myself differently. 

My mind remembers all of it. It's my body that can't manage. 🥵

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Who remembers this shirt? 🥵

Barely holding on now. I don't think it's going to make it to next New Years. 😳

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Soft and hanging

Can you imagine?  I was someone's gym buddy. Someone's friend they had a crush on. Someone's fitspo. I often got hit up for nights out.

I imagine the first few pounds I gained were barely noticed. Then the next few, the ones that were noticeable, probably got brushed off. Maybe side-eyed with an amused sense of justice.  The next few pounds would have been met with confusion, (what is he doing..?).  

Then, I ballooned, and I truly don't know what p...

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Soft hang slipping low

There’s a version of me who lives in the back of my mind.

He's the one doing this to me. He watches me doing my best to get myself under control. He sits back as I try to forget the bone-deep thrill, the terrifying, humiliating rush that I got when I first made myself fat. He let me believe it was in the past, watched me as I lost the weight I gained, as I started to look like myself again. Started to feel normal again. I remembered what life was like before this surreal fever dream o...

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ROUND 🥵

God I'm getting round. What do you think? Honestly, it feels delicious. So much excess. My meaty back rolls, round low stomach, spreading hips, fat face. Lately I've noticed I barely stop touching and playing with my body for a few minutes of the day before my hands are back on my blubber, pressing, cupping, holding. Settling my stomach out on my legs, or parting them and letting it hang down between. I don't know which feeling I love more, but both make me shudder and blush, and that's a fee...

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