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229.The truth is...

1/8 of February

Ok,  awkward explanations  have been delayed with my first friend, but what would happen with the second one? And someone else is arriving. Who will be?

228. You look... different

8/8 of January (WTF I have been putting July this whole month!)

Ok, I should have posted this yesterday, but I still count it as January page. Now... time for awkward explanations?

226. Every trans girl has wished for

6/8 of July  

I think dreams should become reality for everybody.

225.A bit guilty

5/8 of July 

Yeah... the usual problem with magic. Not to mention government experiments and so on.

224. If someone finds out

4/8 of July

What do you think, Arya will have the period or not? Should I make a survey about this?

223. "I know how you feel"

3/8 of January 

This is a difficult topic for me.

222. That makes me feel good

2/8 of January 

Somehow I needed to include this scene in the comic. I know it's something private, but I also feel that is somehow important.

221. Enough of this

1/8 of January

I  probably  would have fallen asleep in this moments, but some thoughts make me wake up. This one looks like that kind of thoughts, because it sound like a challenge in my mind.

220. I feel horrible

6/8 of december    

Happy 2019 for everyone! I should have posted this yesterday, but It were difficult to me to chose the dialogs. 

Here starts the last part of the "day" in the comic. In this part Arya will met several people for a role play game. Three of them are Arya's friends, but only one of them knows Arya is on hormones. And there will be other two people who don't know nothing. What could happen in that situation? I'm undecided yet...

219.Is this how love feels like?

5/8 of december   

Back from travel and hollidays! ^_^ 

This page might look a bit strange. There have been dialogs in it, it's just that when I feel something like this I enter on automatic mode, and don't hear anything else.

218.It suits you

4/8 of december  

Well, it won't be a kiss on the cheek finally, but there will be a kiss.

I will be outside until 25th of december, so there won't be undates the next wek, sorry. :(

217.A good bye kiss?

3/8 of december 

Ok, difficult question for me. She is nice but...

216.Where are we going?

2/8 of december

I hate this. Sometimes I walk in a specific direction without knowing.

215.You are like that

1/8 of december

It's difficult to know your true self in a society where people judge so much based on your appearance. I not even sure yet who I really am. If I'm really like this or I'm pretending.

214.To be seen like that

8/8  of november    

Finally! I have been abled to reach the goal of 8 pages. December will be another difficult month because travels and holidays, but things are returning to normal.

Also, this chapter is near to it's end. We will say goodbye to Xana, and wellcome to several other characters the next month.

213. But still...

7/8 of november   

Xana is really supportive. This is something I really need to hear.

212. Female socialization

6/8 of november  

This is something difficult to understand to me. I think it hurts more being a trans girl. You feel guilty for this feelings, or for not doing anything. I feel like I let it happen.

211. Something wrong with me

5/8 of november 

It looks like Xana is really worried. But it's not such a big deal, right?

210. He was... strange.

4/8 of november

You remember who is she talking about, right?

Sorry, it's difficult to make people hold hands. I mean, I heed to move the whole arm, and even the whole body to pose it.

209. A weird thought

3/8 of november  

The good part is this: that my frinds say to me a lot that my hands are feminine. And I love to paint my nails. ^_^

Any idea about the weird though Arya had in mind? Well is difficult to guess, I suppose. You will have to wait for the next page.

208. Still affects me

2/8 of november 

This is based on my real life. People are not aware about how their prejudices can affect others. For a trans girl anything can be a source of disphoria. It's not easy to fight against it when other people talks about it that way.

207. Trying to be "polite"

1/8 of november

Sorry for the delay! I promise to work quickly to recover lost time. 

Basically last week was the last one of the crowdfunding and... we did it! We reached the goal! So my game is on the way.

Anyway now I return to the comic with full energy. And I know exactly how the next pages will unfold.

206. Avoiding being seen as a girl

7/8 of october 

This month I couldn't reach the goal either, but the crowdfunding ends soon, so I will go back to normal.

About the comic, it's time to decide how to present myself for the meeting with my friends.

205. Cis boys like me

6/8 of october

Even with all the changes, I'm still having doubts. I'm not sure how people will really see me.

204.As if it wasn't real

5/8 of october    

This might look like a strange thing to tell after the change, but I still feel like that...

203.Are you nervous?

4/8 of october   

As I said, I have been in the Madrid Games Week. Not too much productive in short term, but I have an interesting anecdote or two. First, a lot of people think that I'm 22 years old ^_^ (I'm 37 actually).

But more important: I had a meeting with a businessman and when I was going to shake his hand (the normal between men) he gave me two kisses (the way to greet women here in Spain). So it looks like I'm more feminine than I thought.

202. I feel overloaded

3/8 of october  

This week I will go to a videogame event in Madrid, to meet investors for my game, so the next page might take a bit more. But it will be ready soon in the next week, in the worst case.

201.A bit late

2/8 of october 

Well, at least it looks like I have a new friend.

200. There's no rush!

1/8 of october

Page 200 reached! When I started, I would never have imagined getting here.

Anyway this chapter is almost complete, and soon Arya will meet her friends. What could happen then?

My game's crowdfunding is ready!

Hi! At last I have my crowdfunding ready!

Please take a look to the crowdfunding campaing of my game. I really would appreciate any suggestions (and corrections about english texts).

And if you can contribute with something, even the 2€ tier will be very helpful. It looks like that is important to have as much initial contributors as possible because it helps others to decide to contribute once you start to move it on social networks outside your circles. So even 2€ can have a huge i...