notsoErudite

Holy Sepulchr Special Tour

So while in Israel, we had an amazing tour guide who took us to Old Jerusalem and showed us a burned out area where there is greater belief that Jesus may be buried. It is not in the traditional flashy section, but in a section of the church Armenians own and cannot renovate because to renovate anything within the Holy Sepulcher ALL groups with some ownership of space must approve every change. It has led to essentially NOTHING ever changing in the church. And the poor Armenians had a fire an...

Mental Health DEStigmatization

Thoughts I had while riding. Video possibility?
I am trying to finish the Israel video but really struggling to finish it BLEGH. Always the same problem.

First Hand at Full Editing

So I plan to edit my own video essays as a spiritual practice (joking but not really).

I am making this ad for starting riding lessons locally but lemme know your thoughts. I obviously made this from the group up! Second time full proper editing ever. First time was last night with the patreon and I just cut out extra sections we didn't need.

Day 4? Of Israel

Be aware, I am forming my opinion. AKA things I say here back at the beginning of my trip do not necessarily reflect my current more fleshed out opinion. As I learn about something, my opinion updates to reflect that information. This was pretty early on in the trip.

Pup.

Sweet baby

Throw back! That's my broski~

Went to Disney for free with my brother and Nic :)

I am going to DUMP videos and schedule one/day so expect a LOT of RANDOM BTS :)

Video Essay Script so Far

Hi,
I'm making my first video essay. Proper one. Finally.

Here's what I have so far. You can see I picked a real casual topic :) I also have WAYYYYY too much. But I will widdle it down. Enjoy! Also transfer from obsidian removed page breaks sorry about that.

_WELCOME TO ISRAELLLLL_ (impose the video clip of the pageant queen) I figured it was time to try a proper video essay. So naturally, I decided to start with a war—one wrapped in centuries of history, soaked in gri...

Donkeys!!!!

Jesus Hates Pussies

I want to make note of the fact that typically I aim to shield viewers from my current emotional state. I think I have done so by and large for wise reasons. When you are too actively emotionally vulnerable with your audience, I think it compels many viewers to feel a drive to "take care" of the content creator. I think this is especially so when it is a woman.

I am posting this because I wanted to let the few who have forgotten or remained supportive know where I am at. While I AM str...

Freya is the original goblin.

Leisure Vs Selfcare

Back Home. Happy New Year!

If you've been following my YouTube channel, you know I went over my hiatus and what I had going on. To give you some of the story, we got stuck in Canada for a while! We are finally back home, and I'm back with my horses!

Horse summoning ritual (not clickbait)

Find simple happiness

Tell people you're mad

Savage Dog attack at new house

Should I challenge my feelings on femininity?

Training a handsome young man for the future

It's a horse

Car talk #112 (Politics sucks)

I made that number up

Spicy Talking with mild driving

Car yappin because i forgot my passwords.

Has propaganda ruined democracy?

Horse Tour (not a typo)

Walk and Talk 2 (driving)

Dark Clouds, and a Dog food debacle

Walk and Talk number 1

This is a new thing i wanted to try I have a small backlog of them so stay tuned, and let me know if you like it. Today its a bit of a two-fer because I recorded the first one but it was really short.

Freya and Her Llama

Savage dogs steal my toys

Camping with Freya

I took a camping trip with Freya. Talked about my tendency towards negativity, and it origins. This video is from a while ago I rediscovered the footage recently and figured you guys on Patreon might like it.

Horses invade the yard and Freya is a goblin