Did you all survive Skynet?
Isn’t it sad how dependent we all are on social media. Sigh…if only things were different.
Alas, it isn’t, but guess what? THE POSTERS SRE COMING TOMORROW WITH THE BOOKS!
Which means they’ll all be sent out within the next few days!!!! FUCK YEAH!
2021-10-05 17:20:43 +0000 UTC View Post
The biggest outage ever? Who knows. All I know is it still gives me a chance to give y’all more sanguine pleasure.
So, in the meantime, enjoy this video of the sacred blood; it’s so beautiful. 🩸❤️
2021-10-04 18:51:23 +0000 UTC View Post
I was reading an article about consuming blood, and the term they used to describe the act was “liquid meat.”
Interesting, to be sure, but what if you’re vegan, or a vegetarian? These are things I wonder about…
Also, does anybody else feel cleaner when they bleed out? And, does anyone else feel feral and revitalized consuming the sacred fluid?
2021-10-03 14:52:48 +0000 UTC View Post
Happy October 1st, my Patreon peeps! Not sure if everyone checked out the post on my Instagram, but here is the BTS video behind that shot!
Obviously you can see WAY more of my blood, and it’s rather comedic as my hair is a ball buster!
And…POSTERS ARE ORDERED!
Which means you’ll be receiving your goodies sooooon! 😻😻😻😻😻😻
2021-10-01 22:06:17 +0000 UTC View Post
Should I make these into future prints? More than that, what do you all think about a future photo book? Any suggestions would be great?
2021-10-01 18:23:30 +0000 UTC View PostThank you—all 20 of you.
Support is not about money, but it’s about caring. You all have shown me that you are willing to delve deeper into my life and learn more about me—that means something.
Thank you for all the support, kind words, thoughts, and genuine care. Going through my abortion, you all are the only ones I entrust with this information…with a reason.
These are 20 people that care.
And these are 20 people that I care for as well. ...
2021-09-30 21:52:54 +0000 UTC View Post
The one time I don’t have my cup with me. You know, I could use this in a shoot, and of course, I have to be at work. 😑
There was no way I was going to pass up capturing this, though! It looks like The Blob!
2021-09-30 15:11:50 +0000 UTC View Post
I guess, it’s almost over.
You know, I barely harvested anything but that small portion of blood. I think it’s meant that way.
And so the story goes on and on. And we pick up the pieces that came from us, to create masterpieces of art out of our pain.
I’ll remember this moment.
And I’ll remember this bath. And I’ll remember these words I’ve written to you all who have entrusted me to create art of the things most valuable to me.
I...
2021-09-29 00:59:35 +0000 UTC View Post
Instagram’s piece of shit algorithm flagged this as “dangerous acts,” so you guys get to see it.
Man, fuck that platform right up the ass. Enjoy me being brutalized. 😎🔪
2021-09-27 17:12:33 +0000 UTC View PostHey, guess what? Y’all get to see the video before anyone else! 😎
Working with Kjetil Manheim, founder of Mayhem, was a dream. We worked out ass off on this video, and DAMN, it SHOWS!
Enjoy my dudes. 😎😎😎
2021-09-27 12:48:50 +0000 UTC View Post
Today has been…painful. I mean that in every literal sense. I have never felt so much pain from this Misoprostol than anything in this world.
I’ve spent my whole day writhing in intense pain, barely able to move, and bleeding like a stuck pig…but where there is blood, there is pleasure.
I know that my life may not be the most normal, and I don’t expect anyone to understand it; however, seeing blood come from my body again is another opportunity create. I’m trying my be...
2021-09-26 19:58:26 +0000 UTC View Post
Well, today was the first day I finally had some results.
Last Monday, the ultrasound revealed that what is inside me is dead. The clinic I was going to originally was trying to coax me into keeping a baby with defects, or whatever craziness they were planning.
I bowed out, and I got a second opinion.
I’ve been in immense pain since I found out I was pregnant last Wednesday. This, by all accounts, has not been a fun experience for me at all. I’m frustrated, tired, dep...
2021-09-25 22:32:30 +0000 UTC View Post
Okay, so I mentioned doing shirts as a giveaway. This is the design so far. I’m working with a friend of mine who is able to astral project.
My initial idea was to create an image apart from any reality here on earth, but align the design more with an alternate universe. So far, the design has stayed true to my concept. What my plan is, is to have this out by mid-October before I go on vacation—this way I can give them away to all you guys! For others, I’m charging a hard $34-$40...
2021-09-24 13:51:58 +0000 UTC View Post
Peeps, I need your opinion: how much should I charge for these? Obviously, these will be part of my gifts for you all next month, but how much should I charge non-subscribers?
My original thought was $15.99, but is that asking a lot? HALP!
2021-09-22 22:00:24 +0000 UTC View PostY’all! PLEASE SEND ME YOUR ADDRESS! You will be receiving your first round of goodies from me, which I definitely look forward to! Thank you so much you guys for helping me with all my projects! I love you all so much!
2021-09-21 23:50:17 +0000 UTC View Post
So, I promise to do a tutorial on these looks, but I didn’t want to do it with something as half-asses as this look.
I’ve been experimenting more with corn syrup to give looks more of a slimy effect, and I really enjoy it!
2021-09-21 21:08:07 +0000 UTC View Post
Why do pre-edited photos look so stupid?
Well, even though I’m in a funk (with the abortion situation) I’m trying to stay positive and motivated. It took a lot for me to get out of bed and do these. I’ll be editing these and posting on IG! 🙂😇
2021-09-21 18:22:47 +0000 UTC View Post
Y’all, I cannot wait to share these! When I look back at how much of my actual blood was spilled—it’s a shitload lol. I still can’t believe that a cup held all that, or maybe it’s because the flow I collected was so viscous! Ahh!!! Stay tuned, y’all! 😎😎
2021-09-21 13:54:19 +0000 UTC View Post
She’s almost here, peeps! SHE IS ALMOST HERE!
Here is the official outside of the book! I cannot WAIT to give you all a copy! I love y’all so much!
2021-09-20 20:49:23 +0000 UTC View Post
I cannot WAIT to get my hands on a fresh harvest.
Once all this is over, I’m more than likely going to submerge myself in a bloody bubble bath.
A hot, bubbly, crimson soup.
God, blood really is the life.
Blood is the life—Bram Stoker2021-09-20 00:26:33 +0000 UTC View Post
Wellllllll!!!!! Here is a short sneak-peek to one of the chapters of Dissention. Enjoy!
“You don’t get it, do you? Huerco doesn’t give a fuck about us! He’s in it for himself! We have to get our cut and get the hell out of here,” he pushed Billy aside and grabbed Lucina’s withering body, “listen here, bitch; tell me where your daddy kept everything.”
Lucina smiled and whispered, “your guess is as good as mine, asshole.”
Billy starte...
2021-09-19 17:43:59 +0000 UTC View Post
Alright, so, you all know how much I love giving. I’m a giver by nature, and it’s a fucking pleasure to give!
So…since October is my favorite month, my first giveaway will be the limited edition Urotherapy single (above photo!) I’m so fucking stoked this one-man band came to me for the album work, and I’m more excited to giveaway FREE, SIGNED copies to you all, because life is too short not to spoil the ones you love!
So, be ready for ...
2021-09-19 14:34:45 +0000 UTC View PostI’ve been wanting to attempt a horror-snake cosplay. I have the idea in my head for it, and I’ll post the BTS on here.
I’m semi-inspired by Drian Bautista, and I want to take a stab at doing some really fucked up shit with it. 👊🏼
2021-09-18 21:16:35 +0000 UTC View PostWell, though, my next period will be kind of messed up. Right now, I’m missing my periods.
It may sound insane, but as a woman, I enjoy my period. It’s a time of renewal, self-cleaning, and it makes me feel whole.
Since I started getting into doing art with my own blood, it’s been a beautiful experience becoming acquainted with my own body. Menstrual blood is sweet to the taste. The smell can be off-putting after it thaws, but the taste is like a perfectly cooked ribeye st...
2021-09-18 16:17:16 +0000 UTC View Post
In other news, besides existential dread lol, this is a lil more BTS of what im doing for ****** next month.
Coincidentally, this was the last video I posted on TikTok before they deleted me. Oops. I definitely will not post this anywhere else, so, enjoy some weird, foot fetishized, slimy shit…thingy.
It’s just weird.
2021-09-17 20:24:13 +0000 UTC View Post
This is probably going to be the most personal thing I have ever posted in my entire life.
I’m pregnant.
I found out Wednesday I was pregnant. While most would probably be elated and overjoyed—I was shocked. I knew in my heart of hearts that I’m not ready. I know that financially, even with Jim, I can’t afford to raise a child. And realistically, I’m not comfortable raising a child in a world full of chaos, destruction, greed, and evil.
And it hurts, you guys. <...
2021-09-17 18:02:47 +0000 UTC View Post
I briefly posted a story this morning about it, but I will teaming up with Agustin during the course of the month.
Obviously, this is the theme we are going for. Trust me, don’t think this is going to be a sexual set, just wait… all that smooth flesh will be turned into jelly. 😈😈😈😈
2021-09-17 13:40:30 +0000 UTC View Post
Guess what? Copies ordered! When the book comes out—it’s yours. Signed copies, from my heart, to yours ❤️👊🏼
2021-09-16 19:37:19 +0000 UTC View PostAlso, one more thing, y’all:
I’m giving everyone on Patreon a signed copy of “Aesthetics of Sickness” from Heavy Music Artwork. So, DO NOT PRE-ORDER!
I love y’all. Stay amazing, wonderful, beautiful, and thank you for the support. Y’all keep me going. ❤️❤️❤️
2021-09-16 14:38:14 +0000 UTC View Post
Received some pre-edits of our shoot the other day. I never have an opportunity to post pictures that are pre-edited!
Obviously, these will never be on the Gram, but I have to say, these look super fucking cool before they reach the editing room!
2021-09-16 14:35:51 +0000 UTC View Post