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TWITTER: 2023-08-01 05:43:55 +0000 UTC View Post

Women in naturism - Here's my thoughts...

I was once asked the question, "Do you think it’s more difficult to be involved in naturism being a female?" & my instant reaction was "NAH, NOT REALLY" But then I paused for a moment to not just think about myself, but all women & realised hell fucking yes it is!

Because, come on, isn't the entire point of a woman's nakedness for male tantilization?

Many people seem confounded by expressions of female nudity that are not sexual as we view a woman taking her clothes ...

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It all started with a photo...

Getting naked in nature has been a journey of self discovery and healing and sometimes I can't believe how the simple act of taking my clothes off and stepping into my vulnerability has allowed me to grow in the way it did.

But the question i get asked regularly is how did it all begin?

Well, it all started with a photo. 

I would get a quick snapshot at the summit of a hike or at a flowing waterfall before running back to my pile of clothes to cover up. It was a laugh a...

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Life Update // Sad girl vibes + saying goodbye to Patreon

For the past 3 weeks, I've been fighting a sickness, like im right on the edge of getting sick, which has made me feel so tired and fatigued. On top of that, I've been working my little butt off in my retail job... 11 days straight. I thought I stopped working myself to the bone? But when money is being waved in your face, your past promises take a side seat.

I don't know if it's this sickness that I'm trying to fight off with both fists or the fact that I literally contemplated my en...

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Naked photoshoot + exploring sea caves (vlog)

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The health benefits of getting naked outdoors

We all know I'm a huge advocate of getting naked in nature DAHHH! But other than feeling the breeze on my butt cheeks, I questioned if it had any health benefits... Here is what I found!

YOU LOSE THE BACTERIA


Originally, we developed and wore clothes to keep dirt off our skin. Dirty people got more diseases and contracted parasites. However, in reality, all we did was create breeding grounds for bacteria. Ticks, lice, and bacteria cling to warm, swea...

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Misunderstood and under-discussed

Misunderstood and under-discussed I've found myself apart of an invisible sexual orientation, it feels like i'm coming out all over again but this time, I'm met with confused faces and an even bigger lack of understanding.

Asexuality.

For years, I thought something was wrong with me. Why do i feel like this? Don't touch me here - don't touch me there... but if you catch me on a good day, i may just allow your embrace. I felt disconnected, as if i was outside my body watching fro...

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Dear Diary, I can't do this anymore (trigger warning: substance abuse)

Dear Diary,

I can't do this anymore. How many more breakdowns? How many more comedowns? How much more physical illness can my body endure? How much more paranoia can I suffer before I walk in front of a bus? My depression is worse than ever and I'm sitting here wondering why? But I already know. I guess that's what addiction is - Denial. It's time to make a choice but it's no longer about the debt or lifestyle...

It's my sanity.

These words are from a dairy I had found fr...

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6 ways to become more comfortable naked from @nakedwanderings

Step 1: Start alone and face yourself


Nudist partners can be a bit pushy. And we’re certainly not just talking about men here. We’ve met several women around the world whose husband didn’t want to hear anything about nudism and who were trying to convince him. 

When was the last time you had a good look at your body? As in a real good look, not just a quick flash in the mirror while jumping from the shower into a towel. Now is a good time to do s...

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Have you ever felt invisible in a room full of people?

Yeah, I have. On the weekend I had some heavy emotions come up. Emotions that I thought I had worked through but they came flooding back and knocked me off my feet.

I was suddenly believing things that I knew weren't true, things that I had spent countless hours of therapy speaking about. 

The mind is a powerful place and with one swift walk down memory lane, you can lose years of self-work.

I found myself believing that I wasn't liked, that I wasn't worthy. That I d...

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What does it mean to be a woman in a man's world

I've been thinking a lot about this latley, what it means to be a woman in a man's world...

Women are told to be feminine, to be kind-hearted, and soft skinned. Because men love women who are soft, caring, loving, and kind.

It's always about what we should be, not who we WANT to be.

We could go into gender equality rights, sexism, and institutional misogyny, but I want to talk about how women can THRIVE in this world that is run by men.

I've been doing a lot of ...

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Exploring Mt Buffalo National Park in Victoria - VLOG

& you can bet I got naked!

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Why hitting rock bottom is the best thing that could happen

Let's talk about hitting rock bottom 👏🏼

It has a negative tone to it, doesn't it? Makes you cringe a little, and perhaps you think I'll never let myself get there. But why does hitting our own 'rock bottom' need to result in losing family, friends, or self-respect.

The thing about rock bottom is that it's YOUR bottom. You've chosen that enough is enough. You've created the awareness to know that you no longer want to be there. You've gained the strength to want to start mo...

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Car karaoke with my titties out

I recently took a few days away from the hustle and bustle of Sydney and drive north. I'm a big advocate for taking time away from your partner and learning to be alone, so that's exactly what I did.

I was on the highway, music blasting, and the window down. And then I thought to myself, what if I went topless... not for reactions, not for thrills but simply for liberation.

I pulled over on the side of the road, took my top off, and continued driving. I felt like a weight had ...

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"My girlfriend can be naked, just not around other men"

This is a line I've heard many times before. I have been told it directly by my previous male partner and then again (after I had dumped him) as a leader and facilitator in the naturist community.

I have had many women confide in me saying they want to experience body confidence and freedom through naturism but their partner 'won't let them'.

I have heard it all...

"My boyfriend doesn't want me to be around naked men"

"My boyfriend says my naked body is only for hi...

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Life Update // The ups and downs

I'm day 8 of my cycle, which puts me in the Follicular phase - Phase 2. If you don't know what that means, don't worry. I didn't either until about a month ago.

Although (most) women only bleed 1 week of of the month, we are in a continuous 4 week cycle. So that PMS we have all heard so much about... is our bodies rising, fluctuating and dropping in hormones preparing our bodies for a pregnancy that will most likely not happen. The female body is incredible!

On paper, phase 2 re...

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Is it appropriate to express your sexual interest at a nudist event?

Let's set the scene.

You've arrived at a nudist gathering, grabbed a beer and have begun to say your hellos to everyone that has already arrived. You spot someone in the corner of your eye that you haven't met before. So you start to walk over to introduce yourself. You're a few minutes into conversation and quickly realise you have a lot in common with this person. You're laughing, the energy is high and you're receiving a lot of eye contact. They said they are here alone but haven't ...

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If we want to grow, we have to let our bullshit go

I've had a journal since I was a child. I would write about my thoughts, random fun facts and even short stories. Putting pen to paper has always been my escape, my outlet. But Somewhere along the way, It was also a place to feel justified in my actions. I could write whatever the fuck I wanted with no one questioning or challenging my inner dialog. 

But that's the point of a journal right? No body sees it but you and it's a place to let your weirdest and wildest thoughts run free...

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Before you get naked, have you checked if you are you on sacred land?

I have a story I want to share with you.

I recently went swimming at a waterhole which was a sacred women’s place for the Aboriginal Dharawal people. We respected the land by doing an acknowledgment of country and then went for a skinny dip. We had an amazing day, connecting to the land and our naked bodies but after we had left we caught wind of a few whispers of it being disrespectful to be naked in these sacred waters.

Of course I took immediate responsibility and did my re...

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Connecting with my inner child

There's so much talk and laughter about channelling our inner child, about letting go and just having fun like we used to when we were kids.

Although I agree with this, I don't believe there is enough talk about CONNECTING with our inner child. Listening and learning about parts of our current self that you have been holding onto since we were young. The bullshit narratives you were told that went on to become the words that you live by. Because our childhood shapes the way we think, f...

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TMI update! Dog sitting, exhaustion & getting my period

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A story about change (naked yoga BTS)

As I flicked through these images with the intention to share them with you on Patreon, it really brought up a lot of emotion. It got me thinking about how much I've evolved as both a facilitator and a human being.

During the time of this shoot, I was holding space for both men and women for the Get Naked Australia community to practice naked yoga and drink wine (spot the wine glass). It was the first time I had stepped into the spotlight as a teacher, and I thought, "This is it, I've ...

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Point Addis, Great Ocean Road

I wanna talk about gatekeeping locations.

Gatekeeping: noun

The activity of trying to control who gets particular resources, power, or opportunities, and who does not.

Anna and I had heard about this specific location and had seen magical photos taken, so of course, we wanted to visit. But after watching several YouTube videos and googling different blogs - nothing!

We hiked up and down looking for the small entrance that would lead us to the cliffs edge but kept...

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"It's harder to date as a vegan than it is as a nudist" With Slightly Crazy Vegan

I was too excited that I couldn't wait... Here is the first episode to my social nudity series that will be launched within the next few months. Just a little teaser for you!

Enjoy my conversation with Emily aka Slightly Crazy Vegan as we talk about dating as a nudist, waiting until marriage and travel.  

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We got attacked by leeches! (VLOG)

Did you catch my email yesterday? First one in awhile huh... Life has been nothing short of HECTIC but I was so excited to give you guys the full update plus I slipped in this vlog so all you email readers got the first watch!

Enjoy x

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Hey siri, message the naked climbers group on Whatsapp

We called ourselves the naked climbers.

We even have a WhatsApp group!

But we all came together in the most organic way. It was almost poetic.

Get Naked Australia was hosting a camp out event at a nudist club, and I signed up in a heartbeat. There were so many new faces, but I stayed with my familiar friends throughout the weekend. We had planned to go climbing on the Sunday afternoon after the GNA event had ended, and as we were packing away our tent, we overheard someo...

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Life Update // mental health

My mental health has been pretty shit lately, and once it's in the red, it's a vicious cycle. I have been sleeping in, doubling my coffee and chocolate intake, binge watching netflix, and ignoring any kind of self work.

All these things above are the easy way out for me. They require the least effort with the most reward, that quick fix.

I've always opted for the easy way out for as long as I can remember. I can blame it on childhood trauma, or I can admit that I'm just lazy. View Post

I want to share one of my darkest secrets

I had a dream that I was proposed to by my ex partner. In my dream, we were dating. They also looked like a yeti, but that part is besides the point. They asked me to marry them, and within seconds, I felt my heart leap into my throat, and I couldn't breathe. I felt embarrassment, fear, disgust, and guilt all thrown into a blender and handed to me in a smoothie.

I woke up with feelings of discomfort and instantly turned to Anna and said, "You're not planning on purposing, are you? Plea...

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Take your best guess...

Okay, throw me your best guess to what Anna and I are doing in these photos 🤪

P.s. Does anyone follow Emily, also known as Slightly Crazy Vegan? Because I have a sneaky Patreon exclusive podcast interview coming very soon!

"It's harder to date as a vegan than it is as a nudist"

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Sunday sauna recharge // Life update

Do you ever feel like you're playing catch-up with life? I've just finished my first month back at work while also attempting to juggle the gym, friends, my relationship, mental health. Oh and also learning to live in a van full-time!

My calendar is PACKED to the brim with one notification after the other telling me where I need to be next. Now don't get me wrong, I am loving being back in routine  but all the busyness, the hustle and bustle, it starts to mesh. And that mesh turns...

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