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Jessie Beale

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A picture can speak a thousand words

With nude photography usually comes creative expression of the mind and as I went to post this, I wanted to write something that allowed you to feel what I was feeling during this shoot.

I started to write and then deleted it.

I tried again, delete.

Again... delete.

And then I realised, these images don't need words, they speak for themselves. The green o...

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Naked photoshoot in a rainforest BTS

I feel like a broken record saying this, but I am so sorry for my lack of posting here on Patreon... Now I am back working retail, and I feel like I'm playing catch-up on life! But I'm going to leave the details for my Q&A later this week 😘 Don't forget to drop my curious questions you want answered below!

Also, during this photoshoot, WE GOT ATTACKED BY LEECHES! The full vlog of this adventure will be up next week šŸ™ŒšŸ¼

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Patreon Exclusive Q&A

I'm bringing you a well overdue patreon exclusive Q&A! Comment on this post or send me a personal DM asking anything me any burning questions you have. Life, love, a-sexuality, non-monogamy, natuirsm, feminism, naked yoga...

I'm looking forward to answering all your questions in video form, and you might just get a little appearance from Anna!

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Happy world naked gardening day!

Enjoy this little blast from the past of Anna and I gardening naked during the 2020 lockdown. We had a lot of fun taking these photos, but don't be fooled... we DO NOT have a green thumb 🤣 I tried, and the extent of my gardening days was a few house plants that were said to be 'impossible to kill', which I still managed to kill...

Did you get naked in your garden today?

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Life Update // Finding a healthy distraction

I'm just sliding in with a quick update today because my brain is mush and im so fucking tired! ... but the good kind of tired, ya know. The healthy distraction tired that I didn't know that I needed.

I've been suffering quite bad panic attacks recently, the kind that basically ruin my day because I can't think of anything else other than how it feels like im being kicked in the chest repeatedly.

I made a list of everything that had shifted in my life and made some pretty drama...

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Your expectations determine your reality

So I’ve been on the wild journey of self-healing for a while now, and I've been sitting on the big Q of expectations. The realisation of my expectations on myself and on other people. Of course, this late night thought sent me down a rabbit hole of blogs, articles, and research on the subject.

Your expectations determine your reality, especially when working towards your goals because if you don’t believe you can do it… well, you probably can’t. The mind is a powerful place. <...

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Exploring Mt Buffalo National Park

There's something special about exploring nature, butt naked in solitude. Nothing but you, your thoughts and the breeze against your bare skin.

Have you read my post sharing 5 tips on how to tell your friends you're a nudist/naturist? Read it here

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The dark side of dependency

I've always struggled to be alone, in dire need of someone by my side. Which is actually very ironic considering I would fantasise about being alone as a child. I would daydream about waking up, and my mother would be gone, and I would be free.

But somewhere along the way that desperation for freedom turned into unhealthy dependence.

From the moment I was on my own at the ripe age of 16, I went from one relationship to the next scaling from platonic to love-bomb romantic, hold...

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Life Update // Anxiety

My anxiety has sky rocketed recently... My mind is still, but my body is riddled with fear. My heart is pounding, and my chest is tight. I remind myself that this feeling will pass, yet I swear time has come to a stop.

Fucking anxiety.

The way I have explained it before was its as though you're stuck on a round about and as hard as you jerk on the steering wheel, you just can't turn off. So around you go again becoming dizzier and dizzier.

But the definition of insanity i...

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The divide between naturism and our unspoken sexuality

Let's talk about the movement sweeping the internet, desexulizing the naked body. Now, there is a difference between seeing someone naked & sexualizing someone's nudity.

But I want to talk about the divide between naturism and our unspoken sexuality.

I am an advocate for non-sexual nudity, but there was a speed bump in the road during the beginning of my journey. I felt strange and uncomfortable at the thought of attending a naturist event or even stepping into nude beach ...

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Behind the scenes photoshoot in a rainforest

When I first stood in front of the camera, I felt like Bambi... I didn't know where to look, how to stand or what the hell to do with my arms. But just like anything you've never done before, you're gonna be shit at it.

But with a bit of time and a whole lot of practice, your confidence grows.

Here is a little BTS (I LOOOOOVE behind the scenes, so this video is a personal favourite) of Anna and I making some magic happen in a rainforest šŸƒ

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Courage vs. Confidence

If I had a penny for every time someone said to me ā€œI wish i had your confidence to get nakedā€ well, I’d have a lot of pennies! And each time, I have the same response. I tell them, it’s not confidence… It’s courage. And you have a lot more courage than you think.

Confidence and courage are often confused. Because aren’t they the same thing? Not having the confidence to do something is a belief we can hold onto very tightly, it’s the little voice in our head telling us ...

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Exploring Mount Buffalo National Park

No thought dumps or social nudity discussions today... Instead, I wanted to share a few happy snaps of me wandering off the main track and exploring Mount Buffalo National Park yesterday!

Sadly, there was no view of the incredible rocky mountains due to insane cloud cover, but it was still so much fun!

Mount Buffalo is located in Victoria and not far from the NSW border. It is one of the oldest national parks!

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Our van broke down!

I've been a bit quiet for the past few days, and it's because I've been dealing with a broken-down van in a random ass town! Here's the update ā˜šŸ»

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Skinny Dipping at Horse Head Rock

Did you see my vlog I posted a few weeks back about exploring this magical place? If you missed it, check it out here - https://vimeo.com/810364403/f6fc69c936

P.s it includes skinny dipping & directions!

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Throwback to when it all began!

Let's rewind to when the world came to a halt and Sydney went into it's first lockdown in 2020... I lost my job overnight and I joined the rest of the world in fear as we stepped into an unknown future.

Covid-19 was very scary for a lot of people but I took this opportunity to do something that was even scarier... sharing my naked yoga journey online! And this also marks the the birth of my Patreon page. 

Watching this video makes me so happy because I had no idea what I was ...

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Let's talk about awkward boners (erections)

If you’ve ever been concerned about getting an unwanted erection in a social nude setting, you’re not alone!

This is one of my most common concerns and most frequently asked questions and a valid one at that! I don’t believe the conversation of erections is discussed enough, even within the nudist community and because of this it has caused shame within men and something women fear, especially within my naked yoga classes and being within such close proximity.

So I want to...

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WTF is a life coach + life update

I started working with a business & mindset coach a few weeks ago (aka life coach). It took me alot of convincing to take the financial leap into paying for her services because what the fuck is a life coach anyway? The convincing factor was the support and direction she was offering with the start-up of my business.

So here I am, 3 weeks into working with a life coach and holy fucking shit, my life has been turned upside down and back the front. My beliefs, views and all the littl...

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Let's talk about anxiety

It’s something that I have lived with my entire life… It greets me in the morning and tucks me into bed at night. But I didn’t always know that this heavy feeling on my chest had a medical term… Anxiety. I didn’t understand why I felt the way I did, nor what to do about it. It wasn’t until I discovered social nudity that I began to unpack the years worth of baggage I had been lugging around with me, the narrative of not being good enough, not worthy enough, not pretty enough. All ...

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Skinny dipping at Horse Head Rock (Vlog)

Hidden along the Sapphire Coast of Bermagui, is one of my favourite little adventures... Horse Head Rock!

Once you catch a glimpse of this rock formation, you will immediently understand how it got it's name! I've also come to learn that this hunk of rock is actually more than 50 million years old and is one of NSW's most ancient rock edifices. Pretty cool hey!

If you're not one for a short (but demanding on the knees) hike, then you can visit this attarction from a viewing platfo...

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Your Monday morning life update

Sometimes, I forget how unconventional my lifestyle is, especially at my age. When I was a young teen, I had this idea that once I turned 30, everything would fall into place. I would have the house, the kids, and the husband because that's what you're supposed to do, right? That's what society told us to do.

But instead, here I am, turning 30 in a few months' time living a life so far from what I expected that it's laughable.

I've been living full-time in my ex-ambulence conve...

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Can a relationship survive without sex?

Do you remember growing up and watching those movies you weren’t exactly allowed to be watching, you know... those MA15+ ones with a raunchy sex scenes. Maybe your parents let you or maybe you took a peep around the corner. No matter how you caught an eyeful, these movies gave us all the same message... A relationship WILL NOT survive without sex.

Through my adolescence, this notion stayed at the forefront of my mind, as I weaved in and out of various romantic relationships. I to...

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Topless rock-climbing in Laos

The men can take their shirts off... SO WHY CAN'T I?!

These images were taken 100 metres off the ground right after we had some lunch at the very top of a climb we completed in Laos. It was stinking hot, and I would have taken my pants off too, but as we like to say, safety is SEXY!

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I accidentally went off grid for 6 days & it's exactly what I needed

Woops! It's been a hot minute, but I'm back. I had every intention of sticking to my regular posting schedule on Patreon, but alas, there was no reception!

So what have I been up to?

6 days ago, we packed up our home on wheels and took Johnny (our vans new name) off road for the first time. We drove 3 hours into the mountains to attend a yearly highline gathering where I got to hang out with some of the coolest people I have ever met!

I highlined, I did cliff side yoga, ...

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Women in naturism (Happy International Women's Day)

I was once asked the question, "Do you think it’s more difficult to be involved in naturism being a female?" & my instant reaction was "NAH, NOT REALLY" But then I paused for a moment to not just think about myself, but all women & realised hell fucking yes it is!

Because, come on, isn't the entire point of a woman's nakedness for male tantilization?

Many people seem confounded by expressions of female nudity that are not sexual as we view a woman taking her clothes ...

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Moving into a van was WAY more stressful than I expected

4 months of waiting, and here we are, I've moved into my new home on wheels! ....and it was way more stressful than i expected.

#vanlife has become glorified over the years. Digital nomads living this dream life we see on Instagram, waking up with whatever view they desire that day. But I've come to quickly learn that you don't just pick up your new van and drive off into the sunset.

After picking up our van (name suggestions please) from the workshop with a brand new kitchen, ...

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I never did want kids.

I never did want kids.

The big ol' wedding & the white picket fence. The atomic family we're taught to idolize.

It's just never something I dreamt of when I was young. I was too preoccupied trying to get through each day, fighting a continuous battle against myself. If only someone had told me things get better, then maybe my views would be different.

What they did tell me, though, is that you'll want kids, eventually. I kept that in the back of my mind, and I waited....

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Nude beach etiquette - 6 things you need to know

When spending the day at a nude beach, the clothing may be optional but how you act is not. No matter where you live in the world, the unspoken rules of a nude beach are quite universal. So no matter if you are a first-timer or a seasoned skinny dipper - Here is what you need to know.

1. Be sure it's an actual nude beach before stripping off

This is probably the most important piece of advice I can offer... Make sure the beach you're on is clothing-optional BEFORE stripping off. Y...

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Patreon exclusive life update - 3 things I've learnt while traveling

I'm back in Australia and am finally on the road to recovery after being hospitalized with mega Bali belly so I thought you all deserved a little life update and a few life realizations!

I've decided to bring you a Patreon exclusive video update as it's a goal of mine to become more comfortable speaking in front of the camera this year so maybe this is a new thing?

Drop a comment below if you would like to see more Patreon exclusive life update vlogs.

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My Naked Road Trip!

If you're an OG, you may remember the blog I released 'My Naked Roadtrip' in Jan of 2022. It was about an epic road trip that Anna and I took up North to visit family and got naked every chance we could!

I'm super excited to share a mini vlog of unseen footage taken from this road trip and a deeper look into quality time spent with my family, who I only see once a year.

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