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Some stuff I tried to draw during the time I was away

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Update

Hey peeps, I'm really sorry for not posting anything for quite a while. I just lost a lot of willpower to do anything and the pandemy not being well handled here just adds another level of discouragement.

Honestly, I'm seriously thinking about just closing this Patreon for good. It's been almost two years since I lost my mother and I don't think I'll ever feel the same about drawing again, and I feel bad for having you wait for something I don't think I can deliver anymore.

I'll g...

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21102020

Sorry for the lack of content lately, I had to step away for a bit.

I hope everyone is doing well

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24072020

Casual Yoshizawa for a friend having a rough time

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19062020

Making emotes is pretty fun ngl

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28052020

Watched a friend play through Witcher 3 and I must say, I really liked the characters

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07052020

Going back to anatomy studies

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11042020

Hey peeps, I apologize for not posting anything for a while. Hope some morning hollstein makes up for it.

Stay safe, everyone

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24022020

If I ever had to get a tattoo of one of my own drawings, this would be it.

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16022020

More experiments and also a somewhat redraw of a friend's photo.

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14122019

I'm sorry things are still going slow lately. I'm really trying and really tired at the same time.

Playing around with a different artstyle to see if it helps with anything. Any feedback is welcome.

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09102019

she stuck

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Leviathan

noot noot

She's too cute in this outfit orz

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24072019

cat

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20072019

I'm still not feeling very well but I can try to distract myself.

Ended up looking back some of my old art and one of them got me an idea. I'm in a bit of valkyirie mood so why not mix some things up.

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25062019

It's easier to draw things I miss drawing

This AU was fun....

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12062019

It's been a while.

Got some time to sketch a bit again, will try to do that more

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01062019

I was talking to a friend about the new MK11 and we both are pretty upset that Mileena is not in it (yet at least). I remember liking her a lot so I got a random inspiration to draw her. It was gonna be just a sketch, but I got some time to clean it a bit more.

I'm still rusty but at least I remember how to paint, haha

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Update

I'm sorry for not posting anything until now, last month was really rough. Things were going pretty good, mom was recovering and then the situation got worse again. She was sent back to the hospital and had to stay 15 days on the ICU because of breathing problems. Turns out her heart is not doing so well and now she needs to take meds for that for the rest of her life too. She's back at home but she can't walk again because of the time she stayed in the hospital.

So, back to recovering ...

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The reason I've been away for longer than I wanted to.

I really wanted to make this post a long time ago, but my mind wasn't really in a good place and even now it's still not, but I'm actually feeling bad for leaving people in the dark for so long and who knows, maybe finally talking about it might make me feel better.

I'll try to resume this as much as possible because I don't know how much I can take before I end up a mess.


For most of my life I can resume my family as me, my mother and my youngest aunt (who lives in ano...

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Closing this Patreon for a while.

I'm so sorry I haven't been able to post anything for some time. Mom's health got bad again and I guess it was too much for me. I finally accepted that I need a break, some time to put everything back in place in my life and within myself before I can even feel like drawing again. I feel awful but that's life, I guess.

Thank you all so much for all the support, it really made a difference.

I don't know when I'll be able to open the Patreon again, but I hope it'll be soon enough. I'll mak...

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SQ

This was one of the doodle suggestions. I wanted to finish it before Valentines, but I got some sad news during the Carnaval break and I just couldn't draw anything for a couple of days. Since I was already late, decided to put more effort and color it.

SAI2 is super fun and has a lot of new tools I'm pretty excited for. I couldn't transfer any of my old brushes so I worked with what I had, which is not that bad. I do miss the blur tool, bluring with Air Brush is kinda wonky, I'll see if I can...

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Commission

Emote commission I couldn't upload earlier with all the moving mess.

On better news I finally got SAI2 and I'm really excited about it!

I want to use your suggestions as practice but first I need to find a way to get my brushes into the new program orz

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Almost there

After a lot of trouble we're officially in the new apartment, but since I had to carry most of the heavy stuff, my arms are really sore so the doodles will take just a bit longer. ;-;

I apologize for all the mess that's been going on with the moving. I wanted to get back to drawing asap but my arms hurt a lot and makes me really uncomfortable so I'll take care of them before I end up hurting myself even more.

Thank you again for the patience and support

Red

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Doodle suggestions!

Welp, I can't build my pc yet but I got my tablet working on my mom's notebook, so I can at least doodle things at night if I'm not dead tired, so feel free to suggest some characters c:

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Happy New Year!

I know I know, I'm super late, but better than never, right? orz

Sorry I haven't posted anything yet, we're moving to a new apartment and everything is a bit chaotic since it's just me and my mom doing all the work. Hopefully this will help my year to be better by starting it off fresh. I'll try my best to at least have my computer build until the end of the week, fingers crossed.

Thank you once again for the support and here's hoping for a better 2018 for everyone.


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I kinda lost the will to finish the painting but still wanted to have a drawing of her since I love the character, so I ended up doodling something else instead

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Horo

A gift to a friend

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A couple of changes.

First of all, I'm really upset with Patreon charging more out of Patrons. Creators should be the ones paying the fees, not the people that support them.


Anyways, I know my content has been really sparse lately and it's mostly due to life being difficult and even my lack of motivation/inspiration to draw. Drawing stopped being fun and that makes everything really hard to keep up. I honestly apologize for this.

I really want to get back on track, to draw more because I still lov...

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Commission

Another emote commission

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