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trhä - jecan∂acet ím ebenno

"to fly as perfect time"


"...... i remember a specific sight i had forgotten somewhere deep in my memories the deep earth color and dreamnight sky, i miss the valley, i miss stargazing from warmth and a height upon which i would look towards endlessness, i would fly endlessly as perfect time..."

den Ωwonba í§fe∫ amo£ í§fe non so iva amo£ sim’en ev◊uns qá§mëna sotej¶e ëf den lín jecan a¶Ωëcta bë soetrejcab eh twan’we tujactgat◊ë d‡éfnamë...

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Trhä - awbi tawmzen suvzen hen

dense autumn rain on the roadside

perfect colors in love 

soft trembling on a little river 

warmth in your wrist 

and cut at the freedom

my heart jumps excitedly to feel your blood on my chest

the fire in your eyes looks like autumn leaves

you're the most precious

i kiss your rainy smile on the sidewalk

under grey sky and a chilly early morning 

maybe today is the densest adventure

dense autumn rain on the r...

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Trhä - tawmnwa jën’eb imqomaha£ i non ovhenba den Ωevun µen bojms nja lëful’he agsaw∫ i ega ∫ami‡en dëhajmasë ge cëppen ë∫ najcëgë qonct



suvzen Helêni goen qlihab Alëcan §raj qom∫ eh suvzen d◊imnabundet na Ωicazen Ωevupa ën µuan da eh §pehrni nu§ fjanqan nu dëhajdavra nav eh den zenna inmisde ën indaΩe ën g‡íem innime ën lebne jecansë Ωica◊an∫alíë§taë§ah com ájnt tawmnwa jën’eb imqomaha£ i non ovhenba den Ωevun µen bojms nja lëful’he agsaw∫ i ega ∫ami‡en dëhajmasë ge cëppen ë∫ najcëgë qonct

".........
 i know somehow in an unaware way ...

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trha - iΩvrétv◊ejn ya qosdëada£ da

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trhä - jê§no ◊anbi - fa£sí§t ëmat qá§mëna ëct

the random audio trail at the end is bothering me and ill have to probably cut it manually another time,, disregard it for now

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letterstoyou - run with me

this concludes that album.. i just need to put together an album cover. i have one i really want to use but it includes someone else's artwork and i asked them about paying for the utilization of it but i can't seem to reach them so if that doesnt happen ill just use another idea i have

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letterstoyou - elope red autumn night

the other songs on this session that i posted already (memories on pavement, infe, and with that my eyes sink, the whole city's burning) are updated with revised mixing and also better vocal takes

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rite november leaves

the sky is burning

fire stretched

across the sky as far as the eye can see

november branches, cold autumn air and distant scar sounds

thread of melody caressing her voice

burning to the melody in her throat

in despair to...

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trhä - tahec qin ne wejctbe twanis - eh anëhanaj hana

this riffy trhä album has 8 tracks, stay tuned for more
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autumn flame dances in our eyes

the surface of our hands kissed by the stars

in love with your magical edges 

i watch as they read secret words 

written somewhere on this autumnal chapter

pulsing with your heartbeat as nihthlaj paints your lungs

and with my pink hands i write you a love song

a perfect autumn flame dances in my heart

your eyelids twinkle like star...

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trhä - ya nêbam ∂án ë¶ar t◊alen - ∫aá∂i ëf sidi - aleΩ ebuc §purë dla - ëf nava∫én nêbam’aw£lel dla

".........i had never felt something so soft and pure 
so glistening and potent
warm to the touch and enchanting to the thought of 
to know you and to fall in love with you
is to remember the true awe of life
to stand before the first autumn 
awestruck and giddy
tears white as birch
and pinkred as autumn leaves"

tahaccet ga qëcsa com ibajn

níteq galanmac im një nebus ë∫ glën

ga lëfun ig...

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trhä - nêbam'ajlín

"the essence of autumn"

i've been making new trhä now that i've been inspired by having my synths again. i didnt have my synths for pretty much a year which is why a lot of the more recent trhä has no synths on it. this isn't really a synth album it's more riffy but i added some synths to it. i also have another album that's synth based like some of the older trhä stuff. the extra synth chord at the end of the file isn't supposed to be there i dont know why it keeps bouncing like th...

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letterstoyou - infe

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letterstoyou - and with that, my eyes sink

the lyrics are two parts combined one piece of something i wrote in summer 2013 and one in summer 2014


i bled in the rain with the trees

as the scars say

I loved you

I loved the despair

all emergencies, fallings

and with that, my eyes sink

i weep

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letterstoyou - the whole city's burning

just like the previous post, this song's lyrics are some of the lines of trhä - Alnú£a borrowed . (not all of them). also these songs (part of a 6 song album) are interesting in that all the songs were written starting with the Bass, when it's usually the guitar that starts the process

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her skin is adorned with lunar memory scars
decorated with stories, burnings, kisses
somehow all fitting. the city is burning. it’s ablaze. absolutely burning
yet the little patc...

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letterstoyou - memories on pavement

about letterstoyou:

i briefly talked about this in a podcast i did recently. for a while "life" was my dedicated emo project in which i would apply all the emo/screamo related music i made. then in 2025 i started making way too many albums, i say "too many" because while i love nothing more than writing songs (and lots of them) i also like the idea of a [screamo] project having a short discography; especially if that band plays live. one reason is it makes it infinitely easier to decid...

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ninatahec - imd‡ima amo£ pi¶ean

[EDIT] - i added more vocal layers because i think it needed more and today i was singing better than last night and when i did the first vocal tracks some months ago. also added harmonies

i have a handful of ninatahec songs from a while ago that i just never fully finished (vocals). i recorded most of this early 2024. i'll finish them soon


qevo£ dal’ag’onvesamë ya gëmworabejm Ωevusawpá◊ën dam∫

nidoi¶ajmΩ ibajn∫enactah’we tawmseg Ωoc

navaturc...

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letterstoyou - orange lights and november rain

orange lights and november rain

pulling tension as driving away 

daydreaming towards

red light and sweet nectar

chaos at the bridge and perfect lips

and a newfound constant thought of you

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letterstoyou - my heart is beating out of my chest

a trail of letters kissed at the edge of the world

at the edge of an autumn blanket

despondent place swollen edema inflamed heart pink with churning stars 

it echoes in the silent sky

two hopes drown like suns and melt into the soil

lightly flickering on your face the scent of november 

perfect moment

our cheeks pressed together and your hair swaying

and a flashing glimpse of your eyes

swollen with tears 

i dont have t...

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letterstoyou - lavender orange blood

a discreet moment on the roadside

enveloped in mystery 

i'm burning

i'm burning 

i'm burning for you

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letterstoyou - early garden

i trace it subtly when i don't even notice

coy hands and impatient eyes

when a year is as long as the stars

a day as blood in the soil

take my hand

watch the sky kiss our throats

there's deep lavender on our knees and september is the slow sun

slow holding hands and orchid veins 

your lips are swollen and bleeding 

i hear it in my dreams

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letterstoyou - eighth autumn

please hold me on a november night

and remember the first contact

some years old 

and a constellation of red lights 

pulsing like waves towards the horizon 

my vision feels blurry in a mirror

dreaming memory dissolving between a time and place

somehow in adornment on your familiar surface 

somehow i know it was in autumn

i know it was you

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letterstoyou - my veins are burning

yellow autumn leaves spelling

my veins are burning

far away 

distant weather singes over the sun

a wall of sparkling voices 

heartflame and perfect harmony

tears in my throat

my veins are burning

sing with me 

my veins are burning 

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letterstoyou - you're the warmest place i've ever felt

you're the warmest place i've ever felt

please come back

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letterstoyou - november

it's perfect

something so

somehow entwining red leaves fluttering towards the sidewalk and begging words

begging to be rain

begging to thaw our voices 

begging to hold your hand

begging to find a way to say

why does it feel like the sky

and the sky feels like a dissolving fawn in the earth

and subtle rain on your face feels like my bursting veins

and it feels like an ever growing constellation

enfolding autumn days set our...

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letterstoyou - highwayside

i kiss your rainy smile on the sidewalk

under a chilly early morning 

maybe today is the densest adventure

dense autumn rain on the roadside

maybe some day became today 

maybe today i'll fall in love for the first time

maybe today i'll kiss you

maybe today we will dream 

hand in hand along the side of a highway 

and if i stop for a moment to watch the stars

hours turn to minutes 

and yet i find myself l...

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letterstoyou - autumn chapter

autumn flame dances in our eyes

the surface of our hands kissed by the stars

in love with your magical edges 

i watch as they read secret words 

written somewhere on this autumnal chapter

pulsing with your heartbeat as october paints your lungs

and with my pink hands i write you a love song

a perfect autumn flame dances in my heart

your eyelids twinkle like stars

and i become yours 

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more spilling songs

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1C2eCtzHc5PlSHOQiGd48iaJPT2JE_HjX?usp=share_link

after these all that are left are four of them, then the album can be released. pretty cool

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spilling album (first 13 songs)

in april i recorded 23 songs for a full album for my powerviolence project, the first 13 are done (with the help of amalia's epic vocals)

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1_jajQxXrIJDkPL8nNNk40rt76qpkYiNG?usp=share_link

most of the lyrics are too personal for me to share (typical of me i know..) but here are some i guess

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spilling:
<...

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life - (idk what to call this yet)

at the first autumn rain 

flashes in my eyes of our abandoned home

the cityscape far away 

inseparable at birth and crying hysterically at being apart 

please hold on tighter

please never leave

please don't go

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life - new season

seamless days seamlessly interlocked like bruised hands and fever dreams 

as threaded a lunar canopy of silk light and september leaves swaying against the sound of impulse

freedom to become a new season 

split grass and lust for life

freedom to become a new season

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life - october like last year

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