Monday, April 24, 2023 at 7:26 PM
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i want to sleep into a distant memory of holding myself with both arms , as still as november 2018
as still as 2011 nightgazing
as still and perfect as june 2010 watching from my bedroom window
a distant memory of feeling just like me
i just want to sleep
i just want to sleep
i just want to sleep
i just want to sleep
i just want to sleep
i just want to sleep
and wake up okay a...
2023-06-08 03:55:04 +0000 UTC View Postabcu means flower. i recorded the synth intro a year ago and then everything else since a couple days ago. also if you want to pronounce hadlhaj every "c" makes the "s" sound in "sound". so it's like "ab-cu". the "u" is like the "u" in "put"
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dlhicadëabcu tu líështacënacdlhësa evo ëlh
dlhigem ëf navam jecanc trhene zurháhhsdëgsë niecerjë
uemahh narhat ebenicare ëf alëcajësh cecohh
fahh nu’ëmagra
cá dlhicadëabculjan nu líësh...
"if I were a girl"
Wednesday, January 11, 2023 at 12:44 PM
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cën nina emulëega
mon idlhi emuui
mon idlhi nu qevohh ëf mon qáshmëna nu naj taceui
qurhe turqlivasë boncehh
ljadja ëf bejdane ëf qolte qlivacomasë
qhon turqliva taceui
lëne turqlivasë imëlh lajbehh
con turqliva taceui ëf lhum turqlivasë dlhimajhh
linahhalso ëmat tjaqin ui
ján qáshmënasë namvajui
Tuesday, May 2, 2023 at 5:14 PM
"running towards the vague edges of our bodies"
ninatahace qhanimac uvashtlíështa ilan ëlh nivtehamëc
dëhajcetba hellama tun alannan áfqhugrasë gan ahhnesan ëlh nitéqh
nëëbamovhene jecansë da
tun lëde elhmasë nin qevohhehan navue nidorhe
elh tun ahhnesan ëlh nu qlivaninahanai uvashtepahhba
uvashta qosdëtël lebahhsdëg
uvashta masdíatël lebahhsdëg
nëëbamlhén ilan di gjer shava cesha taqhunehh
mon t...
Tuesday, May 2, 2023 at 5:43 PM
dájbulëhh ámhëlcoma taomseg Imhajl ëf Olbi gunahh avrhëlovhen jecan da
ján ga gavana shadama eudëshes
Endlhëtonëg ëënzu shtens nën aso shaohhna ámhël tlaheno dë
endlhëeddaidlhu’a brhén marhëdnasë lhuéshno bë
mishalë qorhangra plenqalh
aso zen judjehan jecansë suppa gë
naëmaha ëhhqhaodënhana
lënahhha ëf eufqhlahhha ámhël
tlenha vaoshhha
ëf egaba tu sëbaj jáha emu
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super ep...
Tuesday, May 2, 2023 at 6:33 PM
ljanqhjaalmëndra
dsacetnvasalmëndra
alsogomahhealmëndra
alëcetáhhrënalmëndra
hënatnemalmëndra
nu'ëmadleshdlhëalmëndra
dlhosënen
ehtla qhudo bë, cénnëëbamlíështaéma
ëmat nu’ëmegra
edlhifilamëndra
rhede ilhvasë ëlh niélën
solahansamë ga belëdeedlhi lhëlh
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a cascade of tiny moments
a timewave cascade
a cascade of lovepulses
a trancewater cascade
a rainflash cas...
Tuesday, May 2, 2023 at 2:21 PM. this song is going on yet another split! wow! this song is about one day recently I was in my house and looking out the window (i have a beautiful view) and seeing all the greentrees in the distance and some of the trees have bugambilias whih if you dont know what they are look them up, they are beautufl flowers that usually grow on vines and trees and there are a lot of them where I live. and there was one specific patch of buganbilias while i was looking out...
2023-05-09 15:19:07 +0000 UTC View PostTuesday, April 18, 2023 at 10:20 AM. this is going on the same split as the last song I just posted. I won't share the full lyrics but I'll share the part at the end so you can sing along to it. like I said in the last post I wasn't too in love with the harsh vocals I did yesterday and not sure if my voice just simply can't scream like that anymore or maybe it just wasn't a good day to record. I tried to make it work but I may redo the vocals if in the future I feel like I can do them b...
2023-05-08 20:56:57 +0000 UTC View PostTuesday, April 18, 2023 at 9:13 PM. yesterday I tried recording vocals for new sadness songs in which I want to do more of the vocal style I used to do (really loud screams in the background) but i wasnt the happiest with how I did. this song and one more will be on one of my splits, and I finished these two songs, but again not exactly in the most satisfying way. I don't know if it's because it just wasn't a good day, or if I literally finally reached the point where I can't scream like I us...
2023-05-08 20:36:20 +0000 UTC View Poston my trhätube channel i posted some videos of me reading aloud the lyrics to some trhä songs. i did halëlhër too but i have to upload it late when i get back home https://youtu.be/PaE1ladV50g
2023-04-25 22:26:02 +0000 UTC View Post
I took a long time to release this because for the longest time I intended there to be 2 other tracks. they were left completely instrumental back in 2013/2014 and I never even wrote lyrics, I just imagined what they would be about. my plan was to write lyrics now (in 2022) but I just came to the conclusion that I don't want to do that anymore. I would rather just leave these songs in the past and not try to finish them artificially 10 years later. the two songs were 2023-04-23 17:42:30 +0000 UTC View Post
is someone with the project in "erratas" in here? i agreed to do a split but i have no idea where you are i don't know where we talked lol so if you see this message me
2023-04-23 15:24:11 +0000 UTC View Postthis song is going on my split that has "all of the beautiful moments" i truly truly love this song so much. i have no idea how to describe what the song is about, I even say so in the lyrics. it's about this dense absolute beautiful beauty that saturated and permeates everything in the most timeless moments. started Friday, February 3, 2023 at 4:14 PM
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routine colors in a perfect way
it's so hard to describe
all the little sparks between your soft words
and...
2023-04-17 05:32:09 +0000 UTC View PostTHE SONGS ON MY MOST RECENT SPLITS SOUNDED HORRIBLE I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WAS THINKING BUT ITH HAS BEEN BOTHERING ME FOR A LONGGG TIME SO REMASTERED THE AUDIO I'M GOING TO DOUBLE CHAECKT TRHIS LATER ON DIFFERENT MEDIUMS BUT I UPDATED THE BANDCAMP AUDIO AND I'LL UPLOAD THE REMASTSERS TO SPOTIFYT TOO
https://sadnessmusic.bandcamp.com/album/springgarden
Wednesday, March 8, 2023 at 10:51 PM THIS IS GOING ON THE SAME SPLIT AS QHËNDLHËM GA ASHZAEDLHI MAHH. WILL NOT SHARE DA LYRICS BUT THIS SONG IS ABOUT TRUTH AND HONESTY AND HOW ABSOLUTE AND MAGICAL IT IS TO BE PERFECT INFILTERED SINGULARITY AT THE VERY EXTREME OF TRUTH
2023-04-10 01:51:58 +0000 UTC View PostWednesday, March 15, 2023 at 1:14 PM THIS SONG IS JSUT LIKE THE LAST ONE I POSTED ITS GOING ONTHE SAME SPLIT AND I WROTE IT THE EXACT SAME WAY PROBABLY TOOK ME FIVE MINUTES BUT JUST LIKE THE OTHER ONE I FORGOT ABOUT IT FOR A WHILE AND I FINISHED IT JUST NOW WONT SHARE THE LYRICS CUS THEY'RE MY SECRET
2023-04-10 00:10:27 +0000 UTC View PostWednesday, March 15, 2023 at 12:41 PM
I WROTE THIS SONG IN ABOUT 7 MINUTES AND BY WROTE I MEAN RECORDED THE GUITAR PART WHICH WAS I INTENTED TO JUST MAKE A SIMPLE SONG WITH ONE GUITAR PART AND NOT A LOT OF SYNTH LAYERS OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT IT TOOK A MONTH TO FINISH CAUSE I FINALLY GOT BACK TO IT TO RECORD EVERYTHING ELSE. THIS IS GOING ON ONE OF MY SPLITS. HADLHAJ AND ENGLISH BELOW:::::::: ALSO U MIGHT BE WONDERING WHY IN HADLHAJ THERE WOULD BE A WORD FOR "NOVEMBER" WHEN THIS IS A COM...
i built this song off of something I never finished in 2016. https://damianantonojeda.bandcamp.com/album/unused-music-2015-2019 the song is called "talks with my anterior self" and it's basically about conversations I imaagined myself having with versions of me from different moments in my past. in february when I went to meditate in the woods I kept having these scenarios play in my hea...
2023-04-05 02:52:12 +0000 UTC View Postthis song (and also "tu ahhshëdlhevu në qevohh idlhvrét nona") are both going on a split that I implore, please do not share these songs . in general don't do it for any of the songs I post on here until theyve been officially released, but we agreed (myself and the other band) that this split will only be available physically. no digital download (unless you're a patreon supporter). so please just don't ruin that intention
not sure if any one else has felt it but i've been feeling ...
Monday, January 23, 2023 at 6:35 PM. this song features vocals by abriction in the chorus. the vocals are her idea too, I just gave her the melody but she made it really pretty. the song has a detailed backstory that I probably wont get into because it's pretty personal but it's basically about what the lyrics and title suggest. this is the second song on my split that includes the song in the previous post. maybe some time in the future I'll make a more detailed post about this song and thep...
2023-03-09 04:40:28 +0000 UTC View PostMonday, January 23, 2023 at 9:14 PM. I started this one night when I felt sad. I could talk really in depth about this but I'll probably do that at another time because I just want this to be done already and I don't have the mental concentration organiziation right now to focus on the huge essay that wiuld be explaining this song. . this is going on a split with another song that I sohuld be post today. I could've finished this like 3 weeks ago but lately I've been procrastinating alot...
2023-03-08 19:26:06 +0000 UTC View PostMonday, January 23, 2023 at 8:52 PM. if you're in the discord (someone comment the link) you'll have seen me be very excited about a song that to me sounds like another "I can't say goodbye". it's this one. before february 8th I had recorded the super epic chorus in the middle (at around 11:11) from february 8-19 I was gone so I couldn't record anything but while I was away I came up with the rest of the lyrisc and melodies in my head. I just finished recording the vocals tonight (also my cou...
2023-02-25 02:52:03 +0000 UTC View Postthis is going on one of my splits. Wednesday, January 4, 2023 at 2:09 PM. this song is about "secrets in the magicdimmension". I can't say much mmore,,, they are secrets...
"faj dëhajjëdahh innamvaj
qoncta vim shemlajno dë
ga qevohh luvnegra mina haverhësa
tu dëhajmúncëdasa ëlh
aso adahhdlha brhén dëhajma hash nu gjëri olëf
dem hacelog nedanno bë nogve
cën jenu prëmeno naobesu
ëf elh ga lëfusa ëlh i evëshama uvashtelh
abcul gjërinv...
this is going on my split with sanguine wounds. Wednesday, January 18, 2023 at 2:03 PM and today I finished the vocals (last night I wrote the lyrics). this song is about this kind of abstract place and moment where I (And a second half of me) are in some timeless place, on a warm spring morning, in a connected wandering, unaware of direction and sequence, only burning through an inexplicable story.
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in a still moment under a spring tree
he...
2023-02-07 02:54:09 +0000 UTC View Posttoday I recorded vocals for 3 Trhä songs. I started this Wednesday, November 23, 2022 at 11:39 AM when I recorded just the intro, but didn't finish the rest until january (and today vocals). this is going on my split with Careus. tlimiva means "joyparade" (i'm not sure if a joy parade is a specific thing in english but in my heart's understanding it means what it means for me) which is a specific magical moment/place. one of my favorite songs which I've loved since I was 16 is ca...
2023-02-07 01:10:52 +0000 UTC View PostUPDATE: remastered in june 2025
this song is built off of something I made in 2014. (https://damianantonojeda.bandcamp.com/track/my-heart-spring-2014-2) I always knew i wanted to finish the song but I guess now that I reimagined it I only retained a few aspects of the original. I'll keep it in the unused music but I do plan on making it into a song as the original arrangement...
this is going on a split with stellafera (unless they're going by a different name). we released a split in 2015 actually, been friends for a long time. this song is somewhat dedicated to him because of the recent loss he's been suffering. the song is based on the first guitar part that I came up with a long time ago (2015 if not 2014) I didn't upload it to me unused music compilation because I had played it really sloppy, but I always knew I wanted to remake the song. at first it was called ...
2023-02-03 19:19:43 +0000 UTC View PostFriday, December 9, 2022 at 10:54 AM. this song is going on my split with Sëht. "halëlhër" is "a moment/event that defines a chapterturn" as in a distinct remarkable moment/event from which the before and after are different, recognizeably contrasted chapters (be them in life, a story, etc). the scream at 6:33 was so intense my vision blurred and I got very lightheaded and felt like my soul was gonna leave my body. it was very intense and it took a few minutes to come back.
"lh...
2023-01-28 13:56:01 +0000 UTC View PostWednesday, January 4, 2023 at 11:56 AM. this song is going on my split with eliante. the title is not in hadlhaj, just like the other song it's in kadahh. I made the instrumental and then I stayed went up to tepoztlán and stayed with a relative who has this real nice house on the outskirts in the countryside and the view is amazing. it reminded me of what certain parts of Kadohh look like (Kadohh is much farther south than Endlhëtonëg). more specifically the northwest part of Kadohh beause...
2023-01-28 13:39:42 +0000 UTC View Post