damianojeda

Update

I have been too silent in my music career and this patreon and especially responding to a lot of messages I get. my personal life has been extremely overwhelming this past month and today is the first day I genuinely have been able to gather all of my responsibilities and come back to you guys with some words. if you have any requests for anything at all feel free to message me, you guys deserve it. like I said before I recorded a new EP in may and I will try to get that out very soon (sadnes...

life - eleven lyrics

i shouldve saved you 

i should’ve met you at the shoreline that night 

i should have done anything

i should have done everything 

if i walk the same ground i left you when i screamed your name four years ago i wouldn’t be strong enough to hold myself i don’t know why my arms are so weak i don’t know why it hurts me so much 

why do i feel so alone

why do i feel so broken

and i try everything to hold the ground you...

candacensling lyrics

Holding..

Candicen anxiety and purely in the walls of a painful shower room

In the lucidity of exposure

Eyes, radiating like hallucinative memories

No one understands my eyes

I’m alone in the corner and water falls

It’s grey and blue and I quiver because it is all going to be okay

The torches burn only being more beautiful in that

Where moonlight will shine on my hands?

Someday…

These are tiles ...

emhudlhevukshja lyrics

He stood within the height of ages

Watching as the sun waved the ground 

And as angry as the sun

Burning to fly

To shed from a broken family 

A parched orchard and a starving fox

From here to the summits

Are the scripted bodies from ancestry 

A young boy in the stream of adventure

The aroma of nature inherit

The oxygen from the growing grass along the side of the river

All the poetry aside his burning ...

life - feral child

not sure If I already shared this one. well it's from demo four, made back in 2018. I should release it soon

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feral child

aromatic bark and petrichors of yesterday

a lonely feeling lightly enveils the sun, the color of soil and deep honey

sweet nectar of a wandering child

as tracing towards a time and place, saw spring flowers

feeding of rain

saw the light in her skin

glistening 

saw the sun become memo...

I love you guys

I love all you guys. I feel like I should be posting more on patreon. if you have any lyric requests or play through requests comment them below. or anything really you can think of. I should be getting around to playthroughs soon. also new unheard life song coming soon

sadness - may

last song from my upcoming split with in autumnus and other bands. should be released soon

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from a perfect sunrise hidden in a springflower dreamscape

resting as softly as youthful eyes upon a maygarden

holding the sun across entrusted field 

that trusts lavender seeds and nightlight through dreamtravels 

as traveling along endlessly into golden may stories 

and lit the youthful body

as running towards wher...

sadness - sky you feel

the album will be coming out now. "alluring the distant eye". mostly written and recorded early 2018, with the exception of cerulean as you know

shallow streams and she
sky you feel
cerulean
cedar wings

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nomadic light like embedded stone the ancient wings eclipsed white sun
drawn of roots and feathers

as about an endless field soaring

grain carrying through winter generations

at the edge of fertile land

a story in the turning waters<...

sadness - for everything

from the new split that should come out soon

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of july flowers and summer rain

nesting into the earthly rivers

like seeds and lily critters

with blossoming stories on their eyes

the first light crying

and crying upon my face

your maternal nurture

for everything

sadness - I was born in two bodies

this is one of 3 songs that will be a part of an upcoming split between sadness, soulless, and in autumnus. 

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i was born in two bodies 

in seven years watched separation 

a separate universe

incomplete roots 

watching the youthful body from projection

somehow warm like the womb

in seven years connected

overlap and intorsion 

four in circle 

i was in ...

Sadness - Cerulean

this song was written all the way back in the very beginning of 2015, on february 20th, just 5 days after "as dawn shines a mourning light". it was originally called "Mångata" and it was recorded as part of Acjétêc until sometime in march of that year the project corrupted and I lost more than half of the session due to files being overwritten. that was so upsetting that I gave up on the song for a while until the summer of 2017 when I decided to rerecord it from scratch. some of the thing...

life - paroxis

this is the last song needed for demo three to finally be released. it took nearly 3 years to finally put this thing out. all songs on demo three were written sometime in 2017 around the summer.

ametic

paroxis

september

lluvia

"demo four" also has just one song left, hopefully it can finally be done. I have so many new project ideas and way too many more unfinished ones and it would be very satisfying and relieving to finally just have a clean slate to work ...

Cerrien lyrics

May 10 2017

this is one of those songs I never wanted to share the lyrics to because it felt like oversharing and I tend to hold things that are special and mysterious really tightly. everyone here deserves so much for their support. have cerrien

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Cloud

Cloud

Cloud 

It’s not a fair

It’s not a festival 

it’s something else

it’s my own dreamland

It’s walking...

sadness - hope you never forget

the last song that needed to release this EP. recorded around this time last year

daydreaming

how bright you shine

hope you never forget

it should be available on bandcamp and streaming services soon

I hope you still remember early morning rain

and if there ever was beauty in my eyes, in me

I hope you never forget

life pathwalk lyrics

The fire of social streamlines cruising ages faster and faster

To reflect upon faces and experiences

I reinnovate overflow

Neon blue ridden line and mosaic arrivals

Every sound, every note to saturate my world

I will walk the life of dreams

von vorn anfangen lyrics

Von vorn anfangen

When the moments drape your eyes

and we smile… and dance

When the wind blows through your hair

and the sweetest melody rings in your voice

When we’ve never been here

and it lights the hand that holds mine

When the memories play like the dreams

and you love me too…

I want to go back

and live the years over

hold your hand

and kiss away the agony of ever being this alone

and perfect wistfulness<...

twelve travel lyrics

The green of spring chrome of rain

Rain is the stone blue

Together a rich harvest, swirling

I took you deep in the twelve travel

At the edge of a mirthing cliff

And you spoke the purest words

Words like the falling rain

And the bright red wood 

And the burning yellow sun know

I love you

I love ether

I love your rain

I love your rose

I love your sun

I love your ether

I love myself

I love my eth...

it rained every day lyrics

It rained every day

I waited for you, drowning in the sadness that you’ve never reached

I’d have given so much for you to see me cry

At least then I could have been touched...

Such a short time seemed like forever

We had so little time, though lasting forever

There were years in just 5 days

and one moment was all I asked

It was the only thing I asked for…

It was the only thing I had…

Somehow, such a short time feels like fore...

playthroughs

one of you asked for a playthrough of "I want to be there". I'll definitely do that. if you have other suggestions comment them below. sorry for the silence recently, will try to be less distracted

sadness - I can't say goodbye

I made this in august 2018

life - ametic

I recorded this song in june 2017, except for the vocals, that's why it's only just now being shared. for "demo three" which only has one song left before I officially release it. all these songs are old so it'll be exciting to finally release them


I am the brightest in the shadows
Outlining my face and my radiating eyes
Posing softly under autumnal light
Solemnly I rest my eyelids over the deep river
And but in my hands
Proxismal rain

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the spring sun on summer rain lyrics

The spring sun on the summer rain, crystallizing an enclave of pure cerrien light

Orchid shimmering magic, the brightest colors as I find you

You’re like the summer spring sun, evoking memories I know I had

The absolute green

life - i still burn lyrics

Times remember older sands older bark

Older ceram

Remembering the subtle nurture of young roads

Young everything

I was so young and so young was the fire to hold you

So young and in the largest way

I still, every day, every noon sun

I still know

I still carry far away my sight

I still burn

I still scream your name

I still stand utop my mother’s trees and beg to fly

Are you to ashine we will brince

And endlessly so...

lana lyrics

Her eyes pierce so gently

tainting the wounds with a black lavender

that flows like the flight of urbanity

She sees me in the city

She hears my voice in the distant passage

and burns through her vinyl

and as I breathe before her, her smile burns

Flames no city could fully absorb

No rain could smother

and she, coy, graces stable like a lilly

so coy she is and in our eyes

connected with a pure stream

we know the colors of i...

distances lyrics

Distances

call, with such haunting bliss

In love with the mystery beyond horizons

with loves, two souls

and an endless flame

soaring beyond the enrapturing skyline

lavender lyrics

Birthing blooming flower

of melancholy waters

rain unto lavender

of love twilight

The spread of enamored roses

became the true rain a blooming beginning

light behind the brushed

of creation as before eyes

Light

We are light

Illuminating light

In and of twilight beauty

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In the flowing home rose lavender

a place in which to April roam

pacing memories as blooming love

when your eyes shine the ve...

burning gardens lyrics

I’ll have the november leaves

in petrichorus rite

the sky is burning

flames stretch across the sky as far as the eye can see

what had once been the despair

“no place to which to run”

november branches against the cold autumn aria

I’m left alone…

...the autumn leaves, the distance

the scar sounds

it all lines on the thread

burning to the melody in her voice

as carressing my skin is not only the distant wind, but ...

ramas de noviembre lyrics

Branches wither like a shrilling voice in despair

The cold November nights

Distant sounds from cold winds

They echo so beautifully within my heart….... I cry...

Nightfall holds my crying soul through wanderings

Emptiness and sadness

Loneliness

Alone, like November branches…

“I will always wait for you…

I cut like branches

for you….

In a November perfection… Kiss me…."

in january lyrics

When in a hopeless cast I wither and fall, slowly, lost of likeness to her smile, we say that someday I’ll return to you. I’m sorry that I hurt you, maybe some…

Still, of unknowing to her words, still length and still hearse. She kissed me by the lovenant grace, she held me once before in so grave my pearling shadow…

What it is to feel unloved so bent and strewn by hopeless desire and un-timable mourning, I cradle my arms to hold ashing leaves that vanish like porcelain du...

te amé lyrics

(incomplete, anything in parenthesis means that I'm not sure about what I actually said, I lost the lyrics years ago and had to listen to the original recording to make out what was said, and some things I couldn't understand)

Te amo

como la lluvia en mis ojos cuando te conocí

te amo como la noche de besos, oscura y tierna (o llena, no logré entender)

que lució tu sonrisa

te amo como el dolor de mis brazos

y la pura tristeza que fluye como una...