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life - (i don't know what to call this yet)

this is from the same session as the last song i posted here for life, everything except the vocals was recorded last october

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one of many

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life - everything for your hands in autumn

i recorded this (and a few other songs) in october last year except for vocals (and also the clean outro) which was yesterday and today. these 4 songs were going to be demo six i suppose but i just never got around to finishing them vocally, i'll do that soon

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how do you sleep so soft?

im waiting for you at the edge of my window 

hoping the rain doesnt stop before i see you again

everything for your hands in autumn

and burning memory painted endlessly ...

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one of many songs from this second half of 2024

the synth intro was recorded november of last year, everything else was last week i think. i have many songs that i just have yet to upload here, ill probably do that soon

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najcë

from the same session as i§ra nene and limalóva

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another one

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i love you

I hope you know
just how much I

that the day we met is still written on my hand

i see your face every time breathe

every time i look at the sky

the same sky i promise

to take you in

I hope you know just how much I love you Zam

I would pulse across the universe for you

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sadness - i love you

I spent my life collecting stars

everywhere to be found

every corner of the world

and it turns out

they’re each a piece of your hands

of you and me

lunar moments on your perfect skin


you and me

lunar moments on your perfect skin

the flowers you that stand in

i brought them for you from the other side of your name


i’d bring you all the flowers that have ever been

and you’d still be the most beau...

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september bloom


i wish upon the stars on your skin
plant autumn love in sinking august
august flowers burning for rain
let september flowers bloom
i want to rain
i promise i will always rain for you

i will rain for the past

and for the future


all the love 

in my heart is just for you

you’re everything 

you’re everywhere all at once

and somehow I’m motionless

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whenever i look at you, i fall in love for the first time

all the love in my heart

all the slowly falling words

to wrap around your wrist

everything is for you

it’s all for you

i want to be the spring rain

and you’re the warmest sun

i look at pictures of you

and write the words between

we can touch each one
and hold them somewhere we can’t lose


everything i have to say is somewhere

pulsing against the surface of my heart

all the distant shimmering stars i wa...

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damzamkeit

normally i would wait a while before uploading a song officially after premiering it on patreon. this time around, i can't do that. i hope you understand

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just like spring rain on mayflowers

just like the orange sun on your face

just like one flame in two bodies

and their two voices together

our names fit just right

our hands fit just right

our lips fit just right



your hand in mine

a place called home

home i...

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always have, always will

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you're the brightest star

two elevens

our hands

interlocked fingers

august flower

i wish upon a star

youre the brightest star

youre my everything

i love you with all my heart

two elevens

our hands 

our hands melt into the orange night

there are fireworks everywhere

even when i close my eyes

and you are every single one

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bury your kiss in me

if the words im choking on make any sound to you

then it’s all i have to say, bury your kiss in my throat

and if your hands are still burning 

and my name still shimmers in your eyes

please hold my hands

hold them close

don’t ever let go


every edge of you is burning

your name is burning

my eyes are burning

my heart is burning


do you?

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please don't let go

morning light shining through the window against your face 

if this is dreaming i dont ever want to wake up

you fall asleep so softly next to me and i wish, i wish, i wish

i wish that time would slow down just enough to hold you like this forever

i wish you knew how much i know  it’s true


please hold my hand and maybe youll feel it

the raincolors slip from you eyes


please dont let go

ill never let go 

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lowsun bridge

https://sadnessmusic.bandcamp.com/track/the-most-beautiful-girl-in-the-world

i turn around and something’s changed

the sun’s lower it looks more golden

holding 


i dont know anything at all

how moments change but never fade away

by your side the evening colors look so much brighter

and perfect 

to carry wi...

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upcoming album cover variants

one for bandcamp, one for streaming, and one for cassettes. the title is "∫um'ad∂ejja cavvaj (lhum'addsejja cavvaj)" which just means "song collection #2"

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Trhä - náhfla

this song + 6 others i posted (ah qältak da £ä Kado£ m £ä Nahatlav, li§logen hënajn'ºe, ga nêbamqevo£ lívër, úbaºh'la den mí¶as absu'jegra desde, uya£¶i enΩë, and ◊u∫ancto£∫án) are going a new album in that order which now that this last song is done, i can release the whole thing on bandcamp. there were originally 8 songs on the session, but when i was recording the drums for the song my stamina ran out by the time i was recording the last one. i recorded part o...

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Trhä - i§ra nene

same session as limalóva. drums were also recorded in france

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i§ra nene
oyΩevialëcaad∂ejja
mon bëct 
jenu pá◊ën¶i íja ëf dënljan indebu
ne Ωigenhasa ëf ¶on afan
¶acudë, në iΩinajn inbelëb’jo bë pala
Ωevialëceb ya bjet plú◊u∫an nvona pol§tes 
enΩëc hans tu UlanΩºecja qin faj Nêbamb dë¶ornë Ωu
ëf onva pala
da ljan’onvactanha ë∫ tu filΩa plúqá§mëna
jenu non vim ctéha ëc
i najcen dë qo...

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Trhä - úbaºh'la den mí¶as absu'jegra desde

the lyrics are the same as the title which means "hanging tree over the rippling canal"

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Trhä - ah qältak da £ä Kado£ m £ä Nahatlav

this isn't haΩaj but rather "Kada£" which is a language i haven't visited since i made the split with eliante. https://trha.bandcamp.com/album/eliante-trh both of these songs are in Kada£ (at least my songs) which is the language spoken in Kado£ (a country more south of EnΩëtonëg). Nahatlav is also a Country north of Kado£ but west of EnΩëtonëg

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Trhä - Hadina

Thursday, February 15, 2024 at 9:38 AM

"Hadina" is a name. I often write Trhä songs about characters/people in EnΩëtonëg and their magical stories. "úbaºh'la" is the kind of tree where the branches hang downward, like a weeping willow

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di najb ibajnma tuhnaném com indeΩan. ∫aº zu◊á£sdëg ëf tenër. eh tu enΩëtál qin Ωu. jëde£be §e gléjzne’ºe qoabcojteqen§së agy◊ënajles. abnile di loq£na aºgen com ëtdenamëc. dica §ºanha nvona nu aylí...

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Trhä - li§logen hënajn'ºe

(same session as previous songs posted). a different title for this may occur to me later on. there was one day in particular when i was watching the clouds drift by from my balcony and i was fascinated with their perfectly horizontal layering and movement, their color, the background colors and weather, and the way the typical old european archictecture in the foreground looked (pointy roofs). it'can be very windy in the netherlands so the clouds moved very quickly, and i watched this endles...

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Trhä - ◊u∫ancto£∫án

◊u∫ancto£∫án

dºia ámhël

ajnt◊ë£ caºnd

qevo£e luvnegrac

Ωar gonda g‡ajy hëdën not‡a

nenë zuº dëmer juqatc faºenmac 

ta Ωenictan sub◊oj líno nvona

im qoabcojteqe§ nëppansamë noΩulbe imjecandêfyehamëc t‡a

duce gomegrasë zu gat◊ël bënatc han

derma §ul’hre ibajnmasë man

ahnemda∫udëmbe judjen ma◊ëdnasë abvaº Ωacëzuºmatín ∫ëjm

matínhamëc cto£ ëf fil’abcul ...

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Trhä - ga nêbamqevo£ lívër

from the same session as the previous song

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Tóvar’alëca §ºanma naº§ëbaºm im

cetba Ωëcya din nuceh ga nêbamqevo£ nilí

ga qevo£ba tu ci£actan ëct

din gepbe tu ΩevuΩ logënqad‡ehesamë

din a£neb tu ∫unΩ uva§tgra

ga lëfub tu alëcaΩ líë§tegra

di ba£ren§◊ia ni§a qin ag’◊un∫

nje§t Lejtovamím nu’en

taºmnaº qet qile£ sá£së i eddan nvona aggoam dena¶nob

im ¶lebutël yúnno ceb â...

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Trhä - uya£¶i enΩë

this (and the next two songs i'm about to post) come from the same sesssion of 8 songs (1 hour) that i made in june (june 12). the other week i recorded drums for 7 of them, and the vocals for these three were recorded while i was in france, so the songs have been finished for a while but i had planned on reamping the guitars, however listening to them a lot i somewhat think that this tone sounds kinda cool. i may or may not reamp these songs when i go to reamp the other songs i need to reamp...

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limalóva

Monday, June 17, 2024 at 2:42 AM

like i mentioned earlier, in the middle of june i suddenly made a burst of new Trhä songs. this time around i did something alittle more efficient and recorded everything that would exist on the same release onto the same DAW session so that in the end the mixing is consistent across all songs on the release. i have about 5 different such sessions. most of the songs i've been making are much more agressive, melodic, traditional black metal, but this on...

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