I just finished painting a little piece of art for you all. I just painted the whole day, and it was sooo nice. It's a landscape this time, which is one of my weakest points but it was good practice. And I did it with gouache! It's such a beautiful medium, if you haven't tried it and you paint, I definitely recommend it!
Look at the "ramen" i made! It's more-so just regular chicken soup with some noodles and an egg, but looks nice anyway. I also bought a glass ring, mainly for the colou...
2022-10-24 17:55:39 +0000 UTC
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Hello everyone! How was your weekend? I know we're like.. already inside the week but the question is still valid π This weekend I honestly didn't do anything except for work, go for a nice long walk and get a new sweater in a dusty sage green colour. I'm trying to get outside of my black clothing comfort zone.
I thought for this video it might be fun to incorporate the lap videos with the instructional videos, and see what would happen, it's actually pretty cozy! I hope you like it....
2022-10-18 18:15:59 +0000 UTC
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Okay.. I can explain π I had this idea just for shits and giggles. And then filming it turned out to be rather entertaining. Timing everything was really fun. I majorly screwed up one specific aspect of filming to ensure a seamless joining of both frames, so there's no line in the middle, but I know exactly what I did wrong and when I do a more asmr-esque trigger-filled twin video, I know what to do. It was a learning experience! I hope you enjoy this mild humble fail π€£
READY for ...
2022-10-08 17:44:24 +0000 UTC
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Hello guyyyss, as a treat (I hate that word, yet, here we are), I decided to do another FaceTime video since you liked it so much AND was so nice to film.
In this video we also do face touching, spider crawling up your back π personal attention and white noiiiseee, since this phone naturally creates a pretty nice, even white noise effect. I really hope you enjoy this one too! It gets more quiet and relaxing from about the middle towards the end! I really hope you enjoy this one!
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2022-09-30 18:25:31 +0000 UTC
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Haaalllooooo guys! I really hope you enjoy this video because for whatever reason it was extra tingly filming it - so I hope that comes across π I actually think the key is filming at night like I did here. I can't always do it but when I am able to it's fantastic, and immersive also for me!
I took 2 walks today. Double walk day. I took myself for a coffee (decaf - caffeine is a big no no for me) and I got a cookie in this beautiful cafe close to my house. It was so nice and calm in ...
2022-09-25 18:12:02 +0000 UTC
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Art can really be anything, you don't have to be a painter. I just wanted to show you this new channel that I found. Her videos are so stunningly done, it's just a joy to watch. If you're into this kind of content you can browse her other videos.
I thought I'd share this tiny chunk of feel-good!βοΈ
2022-09-18 17:01:01 +0000 UTC
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Hey guys, something a little different! This was actually one of your guys' ideas and I thought it was so clever! I hope the size works on your phones! It'll be best viewed on your mobile ***activate jennifer coolidge british accent***.
Do you like this idea? The audio was just from my iPhone, the external mic worked much better than the headphone mic so I decided to do it like this. Let me know!
I really hope you enjoyed it. If you like it we could expand on this idea a little bi...
2022-09-16 15:50:30 +0000 UTC
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We're going to have more of a personal attention-themed September! What do you think? I made a list of your guys' trigger requests and have been doing my best to integrate them into videos! I have a really fun one for the next drop π It was one of your guys' idea that I thought was super clever!
In this video I am counting your grey hairs, measuring you, taking notes on your face and smelling your breath lmao among other things π
How have you guys been? What are you doing th...
2022-09-10 16:04:15 +0000 UTC
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for anyone who hasn't really been tracking how insane Miley has become in the last few years. She was always talented but holy crap. Watch Doll parts until the very end. If you're interested, here are some other good links. I just wish her covers were on Spotify.
Janice Joplin's Maybe: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kwJSTcvhq8c
Blondie's Heart of Glass: 2022-09-02 12:47:46 +0000 UTC
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I know you guys missed the personal attention videos - September will be dedicated to that!
What did you get up to today? On this fine Thursday π
I worked, made a meatball soup and set aside some time to read my new book. Clouds are setting in as we speak and the forecast for the next 10 days is literally just rain and thunder and I could not be any more stoked.
I hope you enjoy, have a good evening and a good sleep everyone π
2022-08-31 15:18:16 +0000 UTC
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Happy... tuesday? Are tuesdays happy?π
Today I wanted to share two paintings instead of 1 with you guys. So about 3 years ago I made it a goal to improve at drawing faces, because that's always been my weak spot. I did a few anatomy lessons but it didn't click too much. But the main part of my goal was to draw as much as I could, so for 3 months I decided that I would paint one piece of art a day - that quickly became too much, so I dwindled it down to about 2 art pieces per week. I ...
2022-08-30 19:35:48 +0000 UTC
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I'm dropping this song because I can't stop listening. I know I'm 40 years late but my god how great is Billy Idol. The obsession I developed for this song, however, is on the level of "smalltown boy" π
I just went to grab some groceries and what the fuck is happening with the prices. Felt tiny heart stabs when I went to checkout. Global inflation party π₯³
On a weather note, where I live we are slowly feeling the temperatures drop slightly, and as excited as I am for fall I w...
2022-08-28 09:34:13 +0000 UTC
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I wonder if you guys will enjoy this concept! I thought it might be fun to do a sleepy, dark-lit version of 'follow my instructions' but in my lap! Let me know what you think! I did film 1 more, so you can also expect that one once I've edited it.
I went to Luxembourg last week, it was beautiful and fucking pristine! It was incredibly organized. It was really nice to see a new city, especially something in Northern Europe. It was a nice little trip - a change of scenery. I'd love to see...
2022-08-26 16:22:11 +0000 UTC
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And I found my old thumbnails with my old set up π the 50mm lens I was using was CRAZY. But it only looks that good because of the huge windows at my grandmaβs house, where I live now I only have stupid ceiling windows π€£ and itβs impossible to replicate this with just studio lights. The huge windows also had these sheer curtains on top which basically acted like a giant giant softbox. It was a dream.
I was watching this photography/videography video once and the guy...
2022-08-22 16:17:39 +0000 UTC
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Something a liiiitttle different! I LOVE magazine flip throughs. I could watch just those for hours and hours. They're so relaxing - the page flipping, the nail scratches on the paper, and it's oddly exciting to just look at a magazine. Have you guys watched Alb in Whisperland's magazine videos? They're incredible! This is hugely inspired by hers. I thought i'd give it a try. Gentle Whispering also did some great magazine flip-through videos for colour analysis and I genuinely regularly fall ...
2022-08-18 17:46:28 +0000 UTC
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I think the heat, most of us can relate to right now. Where I am at least it dropped a bit, to around 30, but the air still feels so damn sticky and suffocating. But soon when it gets cold we'll be complaining that it's too cold... so π
there's no winning.
I can finally say that I'm at 100%! I hope you guys are too. Well, 98%, I can't tell if it's the post-covid or just general summer fatigue but I've been sleeping and napping LOTS. I also did a deep clean of my apartment the o...
2022-08-11 18:03:29 +0000 UTC
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No comment. Insane. Iβve had this on repeat nonstop
2022-08-06 18:57:48 +0000 UTC
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You can see a super faint double line so I guess itβs basically negative. But Iβll wait out the weekend just to come full circle haha.
I feel back to normal finally, I just have a faint cough but coughs always take a while to completely clear up. Iβm just grateful that I didnβt lose my sense of smell or taste π
How are you guys? Do you have plans for the weekend??
2022-08-05 14:30:19 +0000 UTC
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Hi everyone from the corona household hahahhaa so today was the first day where I had a glimpse of getting my energy back, and where I felt significantly better overall! I'm happy that this garbage is slowly going behind me ahhaa. I was so happy to edit this video today, and omg, I filmed this video a week before I got sick π this was NOT intentional π€£ but I guess I predicted my own destiny π
I hope you guys enjoy it and I am sending you my love and again - keep yourselves safe...
2022-07-31 17:56:00 +0000 UTC
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Iβve had 38 fever for a few days. Then 38.6, but now itβs been a steady 38. I sort of feel like a garbage pile ππ the body aches are stuuuupid. Also skin pain, but Ive always gotten that when Iβve had the flu throughout my life. Thatβs pretty much it for now, Iβve definitely had worse so Iβm grateful for this, but itβs still not fun. Iβm so tired all the time, and just want to sleep π₯΄ and cease to exist π
Just a gnarly update ππ€£ I hope youβ...
2022-07-27 20:46:34 +0000 UTC
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It got recommended to me last night and I watched it at least 10 times. Cheb Maniβs vocals are inSANE!!!! I used to love this song so much when I was a kid, still gives me shivers.
Then THIS cover of it got recommended and π«£ https://youtu.be/U9lgWy8X260
I hadnβt heard of Faouzia before - amazing.
2022-07-26 12:29:06 +0000 UTC
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Haaaallo everyone. Here is the little experimental video I told you i'd share this weekend. If you guys like it, we can think of expanding this format into different activities and topics to talk about! I love when I find a new idea that feels THIS fun to film. Let me know what you think! Maybe you prefer only the above angle without seeing me talk into the mic/without the split screen? Or if you guys don't dig these then we won't do more.
How was your weekend? What did you do? Where I ...
2022-07-24 19:06:29 +0000 UTC
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Tiny little behind the scenes shot (the final video won't look this ugly i promise). I've had some different ideas lately that I want to try, just to break out of what i've been filming for the last while - add some versatility. I did a split screen for this video so let's see how it turns out when I finish editing it. We will just chat about random stuff in this video, sort of like a podcast format which I LOVE because who doesn't enjoy mindless rambles, and we will finally do this damn wood...
2022-07-19 21:32:50 +0000 UTC
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Hey everyone! I wanted to post this video with some questions that I'm genuinely curious about. Sleep routines are fascinating to me and I could come up with more questions but I'll let you breathe haha:
π΅ What time do you usually go to sleep? (I'm so bad at this, I go to bed at around 1 usually)
π΅ What's 1 thing that makes you excited to go to bed? (mine is turning on my fairy lights and reading my kindle)
π΅ Do you have a neurotic sleep-time rule? (I n...
2022-07-16 17:46:05 +0000 UTC
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Ploink ploink ploink !!! I filmed this on my iPhone again, my sad little iPhone 8 but it still works (even though the speakers and the earpiece listening thing are both totally blown out and broken π
but any new phone i've had i've gotten out of pure necessity, not because I wanted the newest model etc... If I could, I'd honestly just use my old iPhone 6 because how cozy. It feels like a toy π But it doesn't function anymore :(
Anyway! I hope you guys enjoy this video! How are you...
2022-07-08 16:01:03 +0000 UTC
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Alloooo π How are you guys? Today we've got a personal attention video from lap POV but with sort of these like.. subtle sounds that I hope you find relaxing. I tried to be more quiet here, I hope it came across π
How are you guys doing? Are you happy that it's almost friday? Does wednesday count as almost friday? π
I was super busy with work today and running errands but I'll make sure to give myself a relaxing weekend with good snacks.
Do you guys have plans for t...
2022-06-29 18:00:04 +0000 UTC
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After filming one of these "in the dark" videos a few months back I thought another one might be nice. There's just something comforting about looking at a super dark screen, or not even having to look at a screen at all.
I hope you guys like it π a simple little video to hopefully lull you to sleep.
Goodnight π and sweet dreams
2022-06-24 17:00:07 +0000 UTC
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Ignoring the fact that I look like an actual tool in this videoπ let's focus on the cozy things - a little collection of recently acquired cozy things and a mini life update. Even though I filmed this video about 2 weeks ago, and forgot I had it in my external hard-drive, and was so excited to find it and edit it, it's still actual/current.
I hope you like it! Let me know what you think of some of the stuff, the stuff the stuff the stuuuufff!
Do you like tahini?
Do you ...
2022-06-17 19:12:22 +0000 UTC
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It's an hour long so prepare a snack or keep it in the background. Perhaps take a shot every time I say "uhmmm". I can guarantee you'll be getting your stomach pumped lol
We are baaaack with part 2! Took me a while. For some reason the first time only half exported, but then I had already deleted the completed file so I had to re-edit the second half of the video and download the file I had already uploaded to YouTube, and stitch the two together. So if the first 40 minutes are a bit fu...
2022-06-12 13:39:14 +0000 UTC
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This one, if I do say so myself, turned out kind of killer. Kind of reminds me of trip reports I read in this book I read ages ago called β¨ DMT - The Spirit Molecule: A Doctor's Revolutionary Research Into the Biology of Near-Death and Mystical Experiences β¨ I had totally forgotten about that book and literally just now, while uploading this, it reminded me of the trip reports documented on there, and the countless reddit threads I've gone through about DMT ahahaa.
I wasn't th...
2022-05-31 15:55:33 +0000 UTC
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