💉I won't be making any Halloween content on YouTube, so you guys are spesh. I've come to realize that I've never actually *done* Halloween content ever! Crazy. This was super fun 😂 I used to have some custom vampire fangs but I couldn't find them so I cut fake nails out and glued them to my teeth with denture glue 😂
2021-10-19 16:28:10 +0000 UTC View PostI'm curious...what do you guys want to see for...
🎃 The end of the month as your bonus video?
🎃 The drawing?
Tell me your ideas below!
2021-10-10 09:56:06 +0000 UTC View Post
This video was inspired by my own regular need for reassurance 😂 I thought hey, if I feel like this so often then maybe others do too. Regardless of how confident you are, everyone needs a little push/pick-me-up sometimes. Just a little reminder to compliment someone you love or give them positive reinforcement, make sure they know they're the coolest and doing a great job at life-ing. Everyone deserves to feel validated, loved and empowered to keep their head up!
I appreciate you al...
2021-10-07 17:03:56 +0000 UTC View Post
Leeeeet me do all the work before sleep! After a long day the last thing anyone wants to do is do all the prep before they crash into a cozy bed....
I hope you're all doing great and if you're not, tomorrow's friday! The weekend is almost here, so try and take some time to yourself. Do your favourite things, do nothing, whatever takes the load off.
Endless appreciation for you guys, seriously. If I don't say it enough, just know that I genuinely appreciate your support and kindnes...
2021-09-30 18:10:18 +0000 UTC View PostIn this last poll you guys preferred a regular video over the Q&A, what would you like to see? I had some ideas.
Kind of a late upload depending on where you are in the world, but I hope it reaches those of you who are still awake! Otherwise, save it in your watch-later and watch it tom night <3 I hope you all had a wonderful sunday.
Today was a really cozy day in my corner of the world. There was a storm and it poured all day basically, and the apartment got so dark and oddly lit and cozy because of the clouds. I love watching and listening to the rain pour over the skylights. I made tea and e...
2021-09-19 23:40:09 +0000 UTC View Post
Keep in mind this video was filmed 2 or so weeks ago, so it won't have our newest members <3 I can do another one towards the end of the year if this is something you guys enjoy, but we can change it up next time and make it interesting.
Sweet dreams. Part 2 coming tomorrow, so it'll basically be a 2-part bonus video for everyone for this month!
2021-09-18 19:48:24 +0000 UTC View PostI know you guys said you'd like to see more personal videos, sooo do you want to see a Q&A (can be about anything) at the end of the month as your bonus video or would you prefer something else?
A Q&A here on Patreon would ensure that I answer everyone's questions.
If the poll weighs more on "yes", i'll make another post where you can drop your questions!
2021-09-12 18:44:58 +0000 UTC View Post
This is the Patreon-version of the video I posted on YouTube a few days ago. I did have some knowledge left over in some portion of my brain from my high school days, which was nice 😅 I hope you enjoy the barely-there sounds. Those are my favourite.
Sweeeeet dreamz and I hope everyone had a good weekend!
2021-09-12 18:39:26 +0000 UTC View Post
you don't look so good....are the walls caving in on you? but here... lemme draw on you w a sharpie.
2021-09-07 17:18:20 +0000 UTC View Post
As requested! Your urologist exam gets a lil funky. Starts out with an exam/analysis, shaving/trimming you, swab test, numbing drops and ends with a wonderful, relaxing prostate exam 😅
SWEET DREAMS 😅🛏
ps. ignore the mascara on my nose 😂
2021-08-31 18:01:01 +0000 UTC View Post
Remember the post I did a few weeks ago where you guys listed some things you might like to see in the next drawing? Here is the result of that! I did this month's drawing in a similar style to last time. To tie things together, I added a mushroom and in the upper corner instead of a moon like last time, I drew a sun. ☀
This style of drawing has grown on me so much. I am having so much fun making art lately with just a fine liner.
Oh and there's actually many element...
2021-08-31 14:02:42 +0000 UTC View PostI filmed some Patreon videos in these days, pick which one you would like for your bonus vid for the end of Aug ♥️
P.S, i'll post the drawing before the 31st! Just have to get it scanned 😍i drew the suggestions you guys commented in that post last month
2021-08-28 16:49:29 +0000 UTC View Post
I had so much fun filming this video, doing my makeup and editing it!! I adore doing layered sounds in this way. Audio that is layered like this always makes me feel sooo sleepy and discombobulated.
A dream within a dream within a dream. I love. I hope you do too!!
Sweet dreams 💗
2021-08-22 19:14:23 +0000 UTC View Post🔵How are you feeling?
🔵What have you been up to lately?
🔵What does your day look like?
🔵Are you eating well?
Here's a tiny life update from my side of the world:
I actually got back from Bulgaria a day ago, and met 2 subscribers there which was the craziest experience ever! It was surreal. And in Bulgaria out of all places - it made me laugh. I guess because it's such a small country.
Since getting back home I've been trying to organize my home, clean ...
2021-08-18 17:01:02 +0000 UTC View PostI have a reverse kidnapping video filmed and ready to upload (where I'm the one who is kidnapped). Do you want to see it?
2021-08-17 17:05:53 +0000 UTC View Post
All about the mari-JIII-UANA.
lol I can say we had a good run but the marJUAna is no more. Now even just thinking about smoking weed again gives me anxiety, but CBD on the other hand, has been life changing!!! Anyway, here are my funny little stories from back when I was in high school.
We can make this a series? Storytimes of this nature. Let me know what you guys think.
2021-08-05 16:17:07 +0000 UTC View PostHey everyone, soooo I am about to go through a major life transition, in that I am going full time…. Internet 😂 I overworked myself for way too long trying to do way more than I can handle and it’s time to change path.
So in this next month, as I navigate sending over projects to whoever will replace me at my old job and organizing things for Youtube & Patreon, I’ll need you guys to be patient with me! I should officially be free around the end of August. I’m going to do ...
2021-08-01 15:01:02 +0000 UTC View Post
Hi everyone, final video of the month! First video for August will be a story time of my first time smoking weed 😂 so you guys can look forward to that one 😎I hope you are all doing well and I can't wait to share some news w you tomorrow!!
2021-07-31 08:22:43 +0000 UTC View Post
Hey guys lol. Do i really need to say anything. Regular ol' American/Canadian-english and British-english.. But I must say that British english has much better (and funnier) insults 😂This is where we're at today 😂 This video is also meant as an educational lesson. Maybe next time we can include some other fan favourites.
2021-07-23 16:07:38 +0000 UTC View Post
The face says it all.
Not super traumatizing but also not too low-key. I hope you guys enjoy this one. I had the AC on in the background, and while I usually remove all background noise, I decided to leave that sound in this time as I thought it might be relaxing? I sleep really well, personally at least, with the sound of my humidifier, or a fan or the AC on in the background.
*Also shout out to the shirt I forgot to move from behind me on the bed lmao.
En...
2021-07-15 18:12:58 +0000 UTC View Post
In recent polls a lot of you guys wanted to get to know me a lil more. In this video I drank some (gross) lmao red wine and talked about my mental health both now and in the past. Just an honest, open talk w you guys. It gets a lil heavy so if you're not into it, you don't have to watch!
I want to do another drinking video. What should we talk about? Something a little more upbeat! Let me know if there's anything you guys want to see in particular!
2021-07-07 17:15:54 +0000 UTC View PostDrop your suggestions, little elements we can combine into one drawing! Anything and everything. No judgement 😂
I really want to do sort of like a flash sheet, similar to last month's drawing. I loved all of your suggestions on that last post, those were:
Crow/raven
an eye, poison
a watch with infinity symbols instead of numbers
a small hourglass of tears
For your exclusive video but also for the other monthly videos. If none of these options, comment below
2021-07-05 10:29:09 +0000 UTC View Post
So since all i've been thinking about recently has been nature, that's what I decided to draw! It also really reminds me of my sleeve hahaha. It started out as practice and I decided to share it as this month's drawing as I really really loved it, and wanted you guys to have it too.
Keep in mind I did use reference photos for the mushrooms because there's no way I would've been able to do the perspective and shading on my own. I relied on @allmyotherstuff's page on instagram, he's...
2021-06-30 19:08:53 +0000 UTC View Post
Some barely-there sounds, mouth sounds, ear cupping and reassuring you. Also, the drawing is coming tomorrow guys! <3
I hope everyone is well. Where I live it's been really hot and sunny during the day and then around 4 or 6 the thunder and rain comes and lasts for about 15 mins, then it all clears again 😅
2021-06-29 13:56:47 +0000 UTC View Post
British doc is back for an STD check and it looks like you've got a problem 🥴🤦♀️
2021-06-22 21:13:54 +0000 UTC View Post
This month’s Patreon doodle is a bunch of little cute stuff. In this area it’s a skull, a tooth, and a dragonfly, there’s also ferns and mushrooms and all kindsa stuff! What should I put in this little gap as filler? Smoke from the skull? Another smaller tooth? A bottle of poison? Give me your ideas and I’ll finish it up, get it scanned and post it here in these days or over the weekend 🧚
2021-06-22 13:27:38 +0000 UTC View Post
Also popping this in here for everyone as well, it's early access to tomorrow's Youtube video. Thought you guys might enjoy. I mainly filmed it to test out the Rode! Still have to make maaaannny adjustments when I film tomorrow but the sound, I thought, was pretty damn good considering I didn't set anything and didn't know what I was doing hahaha.
2021-06-13 17:51:49 +0000 UTC View Post