went to an escape room today
AND IT WAS SO FUN
2025-04-13 07:18:44 +0000 UTC View Post
i was in a discord call with syd and i wanted her to smell a perfume on me so i said imma walk over to her room
she then met me in the backyard and once i made eye contact w her i immediately laughed and said we have to take a photo
like just two girls in their nighttime comfy attire HAHA
we looked like we were secretly meeting to smoke a cigarette in the backyard
we chatted and enjoyed golden hour together, smelling perfumes and trying out different scents
girlh...
2025-04-10 03:25:27 +0000 UTC View Post
ASK ME ANYTHING AND ILL REPLY TO SOME IN THE COMMENTS ☺️
seems like it could be fun to do here so i thought WHY NOT TRY
2025-04-07 03:35:29 +0000 UTC View Post
we have our next book!! say goodbye onyx storm, hello the tainted cup!!! i have heard only good things about this book and have seen many give this 5 stars. beyond excited for this one, i’m gonna start reading tmr!
2025-04-06 07:01:09 +0000 UTC View Post
OH BABY I FEAR WE ARE ON THE UP AND UP YALL
book: now i say this not bc its my fav but it was the tallest of the pygmies type of thing LOL but Trial of the Sun Queen by Nisha J. Tuli. scratches the itch i suppose for romance fantasy
skincare product: COSRX The Vitamin C 23 Serum!!!!!!!!!!!! love the consistency and i think its REALLY helped my scarring
body care: I T...
2025-04-04 20:35:24 +0000 UTC View Post
will upload some bts footage whenever i get it transferred to the pc <3
2025-03-29 17:00:18 +0000 UTC View Post
grats to *drum roll pls*
battlerme
Kyleigh
Deagan
MarshMelon
XeniAylin
anna
hope u like them 🥹🤍
2025-03-26 22:38:28 +0000 UTC View Postwe went to SLO to visit his parents and it was such a beautiful day. i hope you enjoy :)
2025-03-21 08:00:00 +0000 UTC View Post
well i finally finished the book
this was my hardest read in a very long time bc when i dont like a book, i usually just dont finish it
yall
IDK WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO THIS SERIES
iron flame made me skeptical but i was like ya know what, im sure it wont get worse than this
i was wrong
rebecca yarros feels lost
or it feels like her editors / publishers are pushing this story to go out faster than it originally planned for
the pacing feels w...
2025-03-18 18:12:12 +0000 UTC View Post
me syd and sean went to the gym yesterday then came home, chilled, and watched severance. while watching i doodled, gonna doodle johns soon too hehe
syd and i stayed up and sat in the backyard to look at the blood worm moon and had a great reflective conversation :’) i live for natural phenomena like this
my brother texted the family group text and it made me smile so big to remember that everyone is looking at the same moon
someone tagged me in this tiktok of ‘did i ac...
2025-03-14 19:24:55 +0000 UTC View Post
i know that it’s just 1 but i am still very happy and proud of myself for sticking with being active for 1 whole month
now onto the next month!!!!!
i looked in the mirror last night and finally felt like recognized myself
not from the 1 lb lost but from the lack of inflammation. i swear my face and neck and honestly just my whole body has been inflamed from allergies / stress idk but im like holy shit i’m starting to look and feel like myself again
2025-03-12 20:48:52 +0000 UTC View Post
tiny hummingbird that i love
went to the park yesterday !!
skin update
flowers john got me for women’s day 8)
watched pride and prejudice w sean and i have prob seen that movie 10 times and i love everything about it
we then watched phantom of the opera
last phot is my sleep setup HAHA i have lowkey been loving wearing mouth tape to sleep i can’t believe it
2025-03-09 18:50:46 +0000 UTC View Post
hello my loves :) a random thought that i have been having is that i want to just record myself and make content specifically for patreon but then i look at myself in my camera and hate how i look so then i dont want to do it anymore and i HATE THAT IT HOLDS ME BACK GGGGRRRRRRRRRR
anyways
book: LEGENDS AND LATTES!!!! just started but so comfy and cute, giving my Freiren vibes
skincare product: 2025-03-02 22:27:03 +0000 UTC View Post
the weather was perfect and we met this doggie who came up, wiped his butt all over the grass, then plopped and hung w us for a little LOL
2025-02-26 00:49:02 +0000 UTC View Postso here is a copy and paste of what i told them! i’m sure there’s so many examples in here that yall already actively do but if i can just help even 1 person, then its worth and i hope it receives you well <3
“i’m not sure what will stick but here is my advice that i would give as someone who has been on the self love journey for 3 years with my therapist
these are just the things that resonated with me so you might be diff but i think it’s grea...
2025-02-25 10:43:35 +0000 UTC View Post
my skin has changed so much i just don’t even know anymore HAHA
i still don’t know the root cause and still experience tiny red dots that look like an allergy reactions but don’t know why
the scarring is baddddd, feels like it’ll never go away
i think the lasers that i got done in korea helped but idk im just so scared of lasers especially bc my first rash that i got was after a laser
part of me does think my cats were a large catalyst bc i am already allergic ...
2025-02-23 22:27:12 +0000 UTC View Posti’m gonna share here bc i feel like i gotta tell someone LOLLLL i have been laying in bed for an hour just decompressing bc wth
my dream starts off normal,
random as most dreams
i’m at home in washington
im upset bc someone is outside my bedroom window being a dick so i open my window and yell at them something crazy and then i say ill fucking kill you, leave! something along those lines and he screamed back no i’ll kill you!! w...
2025-02-23 20:54:59 +0000 UTC View Post

hi everyone, i hope youre doing well :) i know its already half way through February so please forgive me for the late blog, next months will be right on time :D also i didnt nothing this month so this is one of the 3 photos i took lol
basically i’ve been sleeping w mouth tape and i swear i sleep better so i had john try it last night and we just straight up look crazy lol
we said gnight and put the tape on but still continued to try and communicate through hand motions and understand each other through various noises hahaha
2025-01-31 20:11:11 +0000 UTC View Posti just wanted to share
bc i also feel bad for not being as active :(
BUT
basically i go through these -almost depressive states- and it’s been happening since like late high school on and off
and i can feel them coming and generally i power through or distract myself enough that i can kinda close the tab in my brain that is pulling me down
sometimes it catches up to me though and i feel the exhaustion creeping up
i have been rather exhausted ...
2025-01-26 20:01:40 +0000 UTC View Post
ALRIGHT OUR NEXT BOOK FOR THE BOOK CLUB!!!!! this is the 3rd book from the series BUT ITS SO POPULAR i feel like a lot of us have prob read it
ok but hey this is prob a 18+ book so FAIR WARNING
2025-01-23 10:48:27 +0000 UTC View Post