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went to an escape room today

AND IT WAS SO FUN

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choose your character LOL

i was in a discord call with syd and i wanted her to smell a perfume on me so i said imma walk over to her room

she then met me in the backyard and once i made eye contact w her i immediately laughed and said we have to take a photo

like just two girls in their nighttime comfy attire HAHA

we looked like we were secretly meeting to smoke a cigarette in the backyard

we chatted and enjoyed golden hour together, smelling perfumes and trying out different scents

girlh...

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I LOVEEE YALLLL

night 💫✨☁️

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get ready for bed with me, ASMR edition 💤

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HOW I DO MY HAIR <3

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- Q&A -

ASK ME ANYTHING AND ILL REPLY TO SOME IN THE COMMENTS ☺️

seems like it could be fun to do here so i thought WHY NOT TRY

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˗ˏˋ OPEN BOOK CLUB ´ˎ˗ : The Tainted Cup by Robert Jackson Bennet

we have our next book!! say goodbye onyx storm, hello the tainted cup!!! i have heard only good things about this book and have seen many give this 5 stars. beyond excited for this one, i’m gonna start reading tmr!

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just some more photos from today that didn’t make it to the public post ☁️🫧💘

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monthly blog post: march 🫧

OH BABY I FEAR WE ARE ON THE UP AND UP YALL

march favorites 

book: now i say this not bc its my fav but it was the tallest of the pygmies type of thing LOL but Trial of the Sun Queen by Nisha J. Tuli. scratches the itch i suppose for romance fantasy

skincare product: COSRX The Vitamin C 23 Serum!!!!!!!!!!!! love the consistency and i think its REALLY helped my scarring

body care: I T...

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starting my single player game arc 👀

any game recs? 🤍

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had a photoshoot session yesterday!

will upload some bts footage whenever i get it transferred to the pc <3

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freebies sent out for the last month!!!!

grats to *drum roll pls*

battlerme

Kyleigh

Deagan

MarshMelon

XeniAylin

anna


hope u like them 🥹🤍

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a very slow and chill vlog of my trip with john <3

we went to SLO to visit his parents and it was such a beautiful day. i hope you enjoy :)

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˗ˏˋ OPEN BOOK CLUB ´ˎ - Onyx Storm by Rebecca Yarros End Discussion (SPOILERS)

well i finally finished the book

this was my hardest read in a very long time bc when i dont like a book, i usually just dont finish it

yall

IDK WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO THIS SERIES

iron flame made me skeptical but i was like ya know what, im sure it wont get worse than this

i was wrong

rebecca yarros feels lost

or it feels like her editors / publishers are pushing this story to go out faster than it originally planned for

the pacing feels w...

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a little photo dump!

me syd and sean went to the gym yesterday then came home, chilled, and watched severance. while watching i doodled, gonna doodle johns soon too hehe

syd and i stayed up and sat in the backyard to look at the blood worm moon and had a great reflective conversation :’) i live for natural phenomena like this

my brother texted the family group text and it made me smile so big to remember that everyone is looking at the same moon

someone tagged me in this tiktok of ‘did i ac...

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I HAVE LOST 1 POUND HEHEHEH YIPPPEEEE

i know that it’s just 1 but i am still very happy and proud of myself for sticking with being active for 1 whole month


now onto the next month!!!!!

i looked in the mirror last night and finally felt like recognized myself

not from the 1 lb lost but from the lack of inflammation. i swear my face and neck and honestly just my whole body has been inflamed from allergies / stress idk but im like holy shit i’m starting to look and feel like myself again

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photo dump

tiny hummingbird that i love

went to the park yesterday !!

skin update


flowers john got me for women’s day 8)

watched pride and prejudice w sean and i have prob seen that movie 10 times and i love everything about it

we then watched phantom of the opera

last phot is my sleep setup HAHA i have lowkey been loving wearing mouth tape to sleep i can’t believe it

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monthly blog post: february ❤️

hello my loves :) a random thought that i have been having is that i want to just record myself and make content specifically for patreon but then i look at myself in my camera and hate how i look so then i dont want to do it anymore and i HATE THAT IT HOLDS ME BACK GGGGRRRRRRRRRR

anyways

february favorites 

book: LEGENDS AND LATTES!!!! just started but so comfy and cute, giving my Freiren vibes

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went to a park after our otv meeting

the weather was perfect and we met this doggie who came up, wiped his butt all over the grass, then plopped and hung w us for a little LOL

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was just chatting with someone about self love and figured ya know what- why don’t i share this just in case i can possibly help someone

so here is a copy and paste of what i told them! i’m sure there’s so many examples in here that yall already actively do but if i can just help even 1 person, then its worth and i hope it receives you well <3


“i’m not sure what will stick but here is my advice that i would give as someone who has been on the self love journey for 3 years with my therapist


these are just the things that resonated with me so you might be diff but i think it’s grea...

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wanted to share some of my skin journey through photos

my skin has changed so much i just don’t even know anymore HAHA

i still don’t know the root cause and still experience tiny red dots that look like an allergy reactions but don’t know why

the scarring is baddddd, feels like it’ll never go away

i think the lasers that i got done in korea helped but idk im just so scared of lasers especially bc my first rash that i got was after a laser

part of me does think my cats were a large catalyst bc i am already allergic ...

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i had a nightmare that just took it out of me

i’m gonna share here bc i feel like i gotta tell someone LOLLLL i have been laying in bed for an hour just decompressing bc wth


my dream starts off normal,

random as most dreams


i’m at home in washington


im upset bc someone is outside my bedroom window being a dick so i open my window and yell at them something crazy and then i say ill fucking kill you, leave! something along those lines and he screamed back no i’ll kill you!! w...

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just some pics of the cats that my mom has sent me bc i miss them so much <3

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monthly blog post: january 🌨️

hi everyone, i hope youre doing well :) i know its already half way through February so please forgive me for the late blog, next months will be right on time :D also i didnt nothing this month so this is one of the 3 photos i took lol

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behind the scenes of the otv x frieren shoot 👀

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we look like we’re being kidnapped

basically i’ve been sleeping w mouth tape and i swear i sleep better so i had john try it last night and we just straight up look crazy lol

we said gnight and put the tape on but still continued to try and communicate through hand motions and understand each other through various noises hahaha

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a verbal diary

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a little personal but

i just wanted to share

bc i also feel bad for not being as active :(

BUT

basically i go through these -almost depressive states- and it’s been happening since like late high school on and off

and i can feel them coming and generally i power through or distract myself enough that i can kinda close the tab in my brain that is pulling me down

sometimes it catches up to me though and i feel the exhaustion creeping up


i have been rather exhausted ...

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˗ˏˋ OPEN BOOK CLUB ´ˎ˗ : Onyx Storm by Rebecca Yarros

ALRIGHT OUR NEXT BOOK FOR THE BOOK CLUB!!!!! this is the 3rd book from the series BUT ITS SO POPULAR i feel like a lot of us have prob read it

ok but hey this is prob a 18+ book so FAIR WARNING

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mlep

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