this jet lag is kicking my ass
i went to bed around 1:30am and woke up at 5am LIKE PLEASE
i have now been tossing and turning just praying to go back to sleep but alas i am AWAAAKKEEEEE NOOOOO 😫
i know i said i was gonna try and stream zelda early but i feel like im boutta have to hit the afternoon nap
maaaaannnnn 😮💨
ALLLSOO random but im reading the fourth book from the flesh and fire series (a shadow in the ember book i always talk about) but half...
2024-09-28 14:51:42 +0000 UTC
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2024-09-27 19:17:39 +0000 UTC
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HIIIII This is the first extra patreon segment
a lil yapping
Let me know in the comments what you would like to see for these special segments
2024-09-26 18:00:13 +0000 UTC
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It is hereeee
The first look at Episode 4 of Open Book!
2024-09-26 17:56:51 +0000 UTC
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HIIIII EVERYONE 。・:*˚:✧。☆ ♡
i can’t believe it’s already been a week?! this trip went by SO fast for me :o
WHERE TO BEGIN?!
as y’all know, the focus for this trip was all things skin related and i am happy to report that i think i learned a lot this trip (whether directly or indirectly tbh) 🥹
i didn’t really come here thinking i was going to get a bunch of procedures done + also just tried to come with an open mind / low expect...
2024-09-25 04:49:46 +0000 UTC
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i feel like i should put a warning on this but i can’t so im sorry if this is a litttle scary to look at
i will say that walking around w my face totally fucked up is a little freeing tho
to be honest, i usually i feel like i can’t go outside without putting makeup on and whatnot bc i usually get recognized / have to take a photo
so it’s nice to just embrace that i just had a procedure done and not give a fuck
it’s pretty normalized here like i j...
2024-09-21 02:19:17 +0000 UTC
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welp i am officially leaving korea with TRAUMA like bawled my eyes out on the medical table trauma
so thankfully a friend of a friend was in korea and bc my translator bailed on me, she subbed in to come with me to my appointment today. it went MUCH MUCH better with her there and the doctor was saying that he REALLY recommended the laughing gas
anyways i am the 1/10 people that experience TERRIBLE laughing gas side effects and basically had a panic attack on...
2024-09-20 10:06:03 +0000 UTC
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hiiiii ₊⁺⊹⋆₊˚⊹ᰔ
ok SOOOOO the last two days have been kinda 😅 for me
the color analysis was aiightttt i think it just reinforces what i naturally am drawn towards so im excited for that video and to show you guys the results! the most surprising thing was that my makeup colors are apparently all wrong OOP lol and ive been doing it wrong alll my life DOUBLE OOP
i went to my first skin appointment today and it about met my expectations; they don...
2024-09-19 15:48:23 +0000 UTC
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in other words, a lot of food and reading and yummy drinks LOL
2024-09-19 00:36:01 +0000 UTC
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pov: me on any flight LOL
but hey ITS SURPRISINGLY REALLY COMFY
2024-09-18 03:44:09 +0000 UTC
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The God of Endings
what is it about? Colette LeSange has been hiding a dark secret: She is immortal. In 1834, Collette’s grandfather granted her the gift of eternal life and since then, she has endured centuries of turmoil and heartache. Now, almost 150 years later, Collette is a lonely artist running an elite fine art school for children in upstate New...
2024-09-17 08:34:24 +0000 UTC
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OKAY HEY SOME UPDATES
i tried soy milk and my mouth got itchy!!!! ONE ALLERGY DOWN, PROBABLY MANY MORE TO GO ✅ fuck you soy 🫵😡
genji knew something was up when i was leaving :(((( mabel was her usual self. but i think my parents are going to take very good care of them and the new apartment is so spacious that they’re gonna have so much fun playing (this is what i keep telling myself bc i am so sad about leaving them but i know this will be a really good data point to s...
2024-09-16 19:25:27 +0000 UTC
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YALL TO BE LOVED IS TO BE SEEN
i think my mom really knew how stressed i was about all of this and she did her absolute best to combat that like i just have to show you guys all the cat things she has decorated the place with
not only that but she stocked the shower full of all the necessities like body scrub and my fav face wash etc ?! AND she put my fav handsoap next to the sink like 🥹 i feel SO SEEN AND SO LOVED AND CHERISHED like my parents just want to help and that is su...
2024-09-15 07:27:48 +0000 UTC
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every time i come back to washington i just feel this sense of HOME like no other
some updates: my mom decorated the “cat apartment” with all things cat and it makes me so happy so see my parents but also to see them become cat parents in their own way bc they only have ever had dogs :’)
she has decorated with cat throw pillows, towels, rugs, and art LOL its so silly but also so so SO cute
my dad drove me to the pet store to pick up some extra things to make genji and...
2024-09-15 02:26:56 +0000 UTC
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im waiting for my food to get here so that i can eat and start stream but the cats are so affectionate when im not streaming like trying to climb on me and be held and i think its prob bc im not constantly yapping and screaming HAHA
IM GONNA MISS THEM SO MUCH HEEELLPPP
rn mabel smells like warm cat and a lil bit of poop tbh LOL
2024-09-13 22:10:49 +0000 UTC
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every morning the cats sit here to soak up the sun and just wait for me to open up the curtain LOL


2024-09-13 20:16:26 +0000 UTC
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HEY TEST TEST !!!
soooooOoOoooo i’m pretty new to this whole patreon thing and im testing out uploading on my phone but HI EVERYONE <3 i’m so excited to have a safe space to upload all my random STUFF!!
i head out for washington (to drop off my cats with my parents) and korea soon so you can expect some behind the scenes content from these trips :)
thank you as always for your support thank you thank you thank you
i must now get out of bed bc i was a degenerat...
2024-09-13 20:07:21 +0000 UTC
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So excited to have you here!
2024-09-13 17:05:56 +0000 UTC
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