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Duski Loveless

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interest poll -- please vote! <3

hey friends.

i'm keeping this interest poll open to everyone because it's less about committing to something specific and more about getting a general idea of what art people would like to see. i've listed my main projects first. those poll options refer to the comic as well as just general drawings and lewds that i make of those characters. but please vote for whatever you're personally interested in! 

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Comic cover WIPs + updates

i feel guilty that i haven't uploaded here much. i know you guys understand. you're here voluntarily. i love you and appreciate you.

this past month has probably been the hardest month of my life. i've barely drawn. i feel too raw to give details but rest assured that while it's hard, i'm healing, growing, accepting things. to put it shortly and uncharitably to myself [because it's so much more complex than i care to share online]; it's the breakup i went through, moving house alone for...

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NSFW [commission for @TheSmuttyRogue] Isaac denied

a recent commission that i did for my wonderful friend SmuttyRogue of his OCs Isaac and Nina! <3

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thing + stuff

love my highly specific titles. this was a sketchy design for tattoos for myself, if i had like, unlimited money, time, and infinite pain tolerance. lmao.


so, an update on my living situation... i'm moving! i think in the last post i mentioned i was going to see a cottage, 20 minutes out of the city. it was beautiful. i leapt on the opportunity. then i had to be basically vetted and interviewed, since applying for properties is so competitive these days. i've had a really fuc...

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more puppy girl and an update <3

heyo! couldn't resist drawing more of Ash and her owner. i love them so much.


life has been turbulent... which i feel like i say literally every post lmfao. this week was my first time in my whole life living alone, so that's been weird. i still have my cat though which is nice. then my landlord came today for the first time ever in 3 years, only to tell me that he's increasing my rent by a huge amount and i can either move soon or sign a new lease at that price. sigh. i want...

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Commissions opening to patrons only!

Allllrightyy then! I'm opening commissions today for the first time in a long time. Given that you guys are already supporting me, it only feels fair that I open the first slots here!

Going forward, I'm thinking of making a specific commission slot tier. But until I do that, I'll open slots to everyone who is a patron. It's not a first come first serve so don't stress, I’ll be figuring out budgets and checking what people want before confirming!

I'm just going to do 3 slots for ...

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[dirge] puppy play

i felt like drawing some wholesome petplay lately, to get myself back into the swing of things! i have a bunch of ideas that i'd like to get through. :3

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explaining things

wow, i did not expect to need to take that long of a break. i’ve literally barely drawn or been home. this is gonna be a personal update. i know you guys don’t mind them and i feel like i owe you guys the source of my recent vague text posts. i wanted to wait until i was in a better place before writing this.

i broke up with my partner of 8 years at the end of last month. we worked together, lived together (and still will for a little while), there was so much complication in the si...

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when it rains, it pours

sigh, back again with another low. i’d SAY that i should stop diarizing on patreon but then i’d just never post, lmfao.

i dont know what the future holds. everything is up in the air right now. at least i’m drawing. i'll get around to posting stuff that i keep meaning to soon. i gotta put my bodily and emotional needs first right now. thanks guys and love you. <3

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comic covers, news, boobs, etc

Firstly, lots of good but intense stuff has happened recently! I feel happy and creative and free for the first time in a long while. The day before yesterday I passed my driving test, first time, 3 minors! I’m over the moon. It took 6 months of studying and so much money. (I’ve said it before but, the UK test is hard to pass.) Soon I’ll have my car and be ready to zip about anywhere! I’m quite an anxious person and a complete insomniac, so just doing regular lessons + constantly stud...

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[infernal flowers] blood vessel

hello lovely people. i've had online friends staying with me for a week, so i've not had much time to draw. i did do this portrait of Rhain though.

i saw a few people thinking he's my interpretation of a vampire character from a romance book i'd never heard of. just to clear things up, he's not a vampire and he's my own character. he's a witch/bloodmage! i don't mind reiterating because i love him, that his arms are blood constructs, he actually has none. (they were cut off as punishmen...

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Andi

hi new patrons! i apologize that i'm not greeting everyone individually. i was doing it for a while but i dunno if people even see their patreon inbox very often. anyway hello! muah! (big horrible kiss)

this is Andi, a character from the Dirge comic universe that i've been planning for a while. i just wanted to do a dumb character sheet thing with my sketch to get an idea of her. she's so toxic but i WANT her. urgh.

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[NSFW] brutalize me, i will heal

it's a KMFDM lyric. i'm happy with how this turned out! i played with an inky/comic kind of style. also, i know i'll get asked; it's not ghost (Call of Duty) but fucking tiktoks did make me thirsty for Simon Riley and skull masks. so there we go, brain tell me do things and i do them!

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[NSFW] wip

the very beginning of a drawing i just started working on tonight. i'm really into masks at the minute, and tactical/military gear. sooo that's what we're doing. :']

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anatomy studies

hi guys. did a few studies today. Apologies for the lack of posts recently, I just haven’t been doing good mentally. I’m sure I’ll feel better again soon and be back to drawing until my eyes bleed. Winter ends and the constant low mental state ends, and spring brings back my excitable energy, but with it comes this fucking insane up and down state. i just signed up for a gym and started lifting for the first time since before covid, and i feel like it's definitely helping but everything...

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[NSFW] hexen

heyo! so i thought my flu was getting better but it got worse, aagh! anyway it's finally going away now and i managed to finish this drawing of Rhain doing some bloodmagick today. still very low on energy, but i'm okay.

what he's doing here is kinda open to interpretation. i think i intended for him to be researching. just in his study, browsing some like weird bloodmagick necronomicon, and looking at some witch websites. as you do.

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[NSFW] ignored (+ spicier version)

done!

to reiterate from the post i made earlier for the lineart; this is no particular OCs, i just felt like drawing it! i've also attached another version with slightly more details. that version makes me hhwoooo mama. i love this full arm and leg bondage a lot. i don't even know what my captions are anymore ok, i'm full of cold and also wine, which i'm sure is making the cold worse. i used to like, write coy, detached captions for smutty art that i drew and now that seems so boring an...

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[NSFW] ignored (lineart)

RIIISE and shine! more degeneracy for you all! i did not know how to title this drawing. it was inspired by conversations with a friend, and it's no particular OCs, which is sort of odd for me these days. this is lineart is very messy. this is what happens when i say to myself 'i wont render this one, no way, i'll just sketch it.' but now i've actually rendered it all... i'll post the finished thing tomorrow or later today when i'm sure i'm finished noodling it.

as for the subject, ummm...

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NSFW [Dirge] pup - 4/4 finished!

And the others too for ease of reading. Again, this is basically a style test for a thing called 'Dirge for a Normal Life' that I'm working on, so there is no other pages as of yet.

Some of the time, I have no idea why I draw the things that I do, I just blindly follow what feels most hot and do it. Then later on in retrospect I suddenly get why it’s so good. Doing too much of an actual spoken analysis of my kinks anywhere online is weird for me, I’m actually quite private ...

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NSFW [Dirge] pup - 3/4

it got spicy... :-]

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Anatomy studies

just some recent studies i did! the upper arm somewhat makes sense to me, but learning the muscles in the forearm has been an ongoing struggle for a while now lol. hands of course, are always an enigma, and one i shall continue working on forever probably. here's a sheet with a whole tonne of hand studies i did here and there over the course of a few days.

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[Infernal Flowers] stupid tshirts

heyo! apologies for the short break. i’m currently travelling, now en route to the Lake District for a few days!

this drawing is the product of my infatuation with slogan t-shirts. i just saw these ones and wanted to draw Tex and Otto in them. they’re just… iconic. this is totally ridiculous. whatever.

this one was worn by Robert Pattinson, then ganked by Kristen Stewart when they broke up, and she turned it into a crop top. lmfaoo.

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NSFW [Dirge] cuckquean puppy play - 2/4

next page inked. (prev page) weeoo. lots to do, lots to do. *putters around* (hm, the etymology obsessed weirdo inside of me finally had it's curiosity sated.)


i went to see Puss in Boots in the cinema yesterday. on top of constantly quietly cooing throughout the film about how cute he is in his little...

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[Infernal Flowers] wip

been working on this thing, here's a little snip. i wanted to draw Rhain doing some cool looking bloodmagick. i love drawing his weird arms so much. 


haven't drawn much the past couple of days because i've been studying a lot, and today i passed my driving theory test! whooo! i'm so relieved. closing the tabs of theory stuff on my PC and putting away my books was sooo satisfying. now i just need to pass my practical test, and hopefully in a few months when i've done that...

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[Infernal Flowers] pg 22

hwoo. people seemed to like my last drawing on twitter, hello new patrons!

just posting comics one page at a time here, as i ink them, so it's not the speediest thing ever, but i'll link again to where you can read chapter 1: [click for mobile friendly] --- [click for web...

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[NSFW] Tex

not much to say about this one, just felt like drawing it in between other stuff. :-B


edit: i think i drew this because i'm very car-brained at the minute. studying for my theory test (in a week) and generally absolutely sick of it. whooo!

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[Morphine] Eliza and Reznikov

i spent the past two days in complete hermit mode, writing. i can't help but just absorb myself in it completely, sustaining myself with coffee and whatever i can scrounge from the fridge, not answering much or doing anything actually communicative at all, much to confusion and annoyance of people who know me, hahah. i’m finally outside again to buy actual person food… and more wine.


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NSFW [Dirge] cuckquean pup play - 1/4

this is page one out of four, a random excerpt of Dirge for a Normal Life that i decided to draw out of nowhere. just to give the context again. look at this like a stand alone thing for now!

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[Infernal Flowers] pg 21

i spent hours at various comic shops yesterday talking to staff about indie comic publishing, and all the ins and outs of the comic industry. i came out feeling invigorated but also sort of nervous, hahah.

i'd love to eventually print a comic and sell it. stickers and wall prints too. i'm totally intimidated by selling real printed goods though, it's something i always admired from afar and never dipped my toes in. i know rationally that it's just sending images to a printing company, g...

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[Dirge for a Normal Life] pg 2

like me, Ingrid prefers cheap shite when it comes to alcohol. in the immortal words of keith flint - "straights at eight quid a packet? fuck that i'm on the baccy mate"


also i'm sorry for taking a while to respond to messages. as usual just juggling 80 different things and internally screaming. (it's my own fault) :'-)

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