calligraphic scripture
“art is
the slowing
down
and stretching
of pure
thought-free
witnessing”
—Talia Sutra—
2025-02-26 12:57:32 +0000 UTC View Post
“art is
the slowing
down
and stretching
of pure
thought-free
witnessing”
—Talia Sutra—
2025-02-26 12:57:32 +0000 UTC View Post
meredith and i, intertwining.
rachel piercing through herself.
vasudeva: in the space between.
what does ‘intimacy’ mean to you?
nakedness can be a metaphor for shedding. layer by layer.
the protective sheaths. what is underneath?
do not cut with the dull scissor. the knife!
a whole tapestry is revealed, now,
woven fro...
2025-02-23 14:52:51 +0000 UTC View Postthese palms of hands relax
& the heart seed breaks open
milky soles are magnetized
to the core, or navel
of Mother
i am held
by her
i am
her
*
lalitā plays on this throne of honey bees
mmmm, that which was suppressed
turns around: erotic creativity
sssss, there are obstacles 2025-02-12 13:34:24 +0000 UTC View Post
after a great love
there is death
here is silence
/
do not try
to turn
it into poetry
/
rest
in the twilight
womb
/
you and i
and the third
is this the holy trinity?
/
do not try
to turn the impulse
for poetry into po...
2025-02-05 15:41:00 +0000 UTC View Post
to reflect
or absorb
Here
is the [mirror]
(or the sponge)
through equanimity
practice, practice
of discriminative Wisdom
one will choose
which to Be
2025-01-30 13:01:31 +0000 UTC View Post
[complete
in an instant
of recollection]
i embrace
the Wholeness
of the present
moment,
2025-01-27 15:35:25 +0000 UTC View Post
Ten thousand flowers in spring, the moon in autumn,
a cool breeze in summer, snow in winter.
If your mind isn't clouded by unnecessary things,
this is the best season of your life.
[Ten Thousand Flowers in Spring, by Wu-Men]
2025-01-23 15:58:31 +0000 UTC View Post
now
i pray
to Jesus
and He holds me
in his Hands
and it snows and is warm
and i bleed
on the moonlight
white and red ribbons
billow in the winds
observe that
2025-01-20 20:46:57 +0000 UTC View Post
mind creates
entire universes
become empty sky
behind the moon …..
2025-01-17 17:55:07 +0000 UTC View Post
Kālī dances. Bloody, sweet, terrifying, true Love.
It is the dance of frenzy and possession. She dances because she is essentially śakti, energy, power, capacity.
Mary dances. She indeed wants the Spirit to come and possess her; nothing else will do.
Her birthing is her dancing. Her dancing is her birthing.
In iconography, Kālī often appears fearsome. However, we have frozen Mary. We have tamed her.
“I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost... I am helpless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.
*
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I am in the same place.
But, it isn't my fault.
It still takes me a long time to get out.
*
I walk down the same street....
2025-01-12 12:20:44 +0000 UTC View Post
relationship
is everywhere
and everywhere
we are shown
ourselves
the other
reveals us
2025-01-10 12:52:53 +0000 UTC View Post
there was great thunder
the night father came home
from the first day of treatment
/
there was clear lightning
the night Mother came
and i stroked her hair like she was mine
/
we, the current
or the luminous abyss
the storm, the stillness
/
the sky splits in two:
a teaching
*
[flash on emptiness
as the breath turns around]
*
i breathe in my own suffering
i breathe out the cool breeze of compassion
*
i breathe in your suffering
i breathe out the cool breeze of compassion
*
i breathe in all of our suffering
i breathe out the cool breeze of compassion
2024-12-30 20:08:20 +0000 UTC View Post
a series unedited for you, to end the year. it always feels like ripping myself open to share raw images. perhaps it is a good practice sometimes. thank you for supporting my art making this year. my heart dances with deep, deep gratitude. i love you.
2024-12-29 15:33:29 +0000 UTC View Postholy fire
/
which moves
the tailbone
/
sun sets
within
/
sacral ocean
/
in the plexus
luminous,
/
He has risen
/
deep
verdure forest
/
in Mother’s chest
/
lapis sky
...
2024-12-12 21:04:29 +0000 UTC View Postthe yogi entered me last night
this body accepts him
enveloped by a shawl of attunment
*
we perform the rituals
the inner purifications
looking into this being,
*
i cry, wondering who he is
it is interesting
that physical union does not feel
too different than time we’ve shared
in its absence 2024-12-05 14:48:03 +0000 UTC View Post
but, look,
the self that hovers
in between
is neither man
nor woman
/
O Ramanatha
/
—Devata Dasimayya—
2024-12-02 22:10:09 +0000 UTC View Post
the vulture cries
the coyote sings
butterflies are quiet
there is one woman
who has an image of jesus
in the garden, tucked in her arm
i know she has seen the deepest
pain — a butterfly lands in the center
of her palm — it rests there, her heart
listen to the jungle
nature promises
nothing 2024-11-26 19:37:03 +0000 UTC View Post
it is november 14th
i sit at the altar having coffee. this incense smells of myrrh. three candles burn. the full moon is tomorrow. a year ago i was engaged.
i tried to cling a little more. clinging. grasping. actually last night i was speaking with tomas and he told me the etemology of the word manipulate comes from the Latin word manus, which means "hand” and also the Italian word manipulare, which means "to grip with the hands".
i wonder how much we manipulate ourselve...
2024-11-14 16:37:28 +0000 UTC View Post/
i wonder
is having compassion
for all parts of ourselves
what frees us
/
all so tender
so fragile
like a cloud
here, then gone
/
maybe we all
want to be
loved
seen into
/
i see the versions
of myself who grasp
who gasp so needily
for air
/
for air is love
it is always here
but i forgot!
how poignant
/
i love you
in ...
2024-11-09 13:58:24 +0000 UTC View Post
i have been making so much art
that it can feel overwhelming
i am grateful for this
especially in comparison to times
of nothingness — still
i haven’t taken time to go back
through this patreon diary
and see all that has emerged and become
i must remind myself to slow down,
breathe - breath by breath, day by day
do not only create - turn around, witness
2024-10-30 19:35:40 +0000 UTC
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