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Hallo again

So good news; I'm pretty much back to normal now.
Still coughing on and off, but there's basically no blood, which is yay.

Doctor said the coughing in general will probably last for a while, so not looking forward to that... but everything else is mostly fine now (aside from the cold sweats I still wake up in, but those are starting to get better too).

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So... update..

Um... I don't really know what to do now.

I'm getting better, but my parent just got a call from the doctor saying that "she" now has covid.. which was probably from me; only she's asymptomatic, unlike I was (aside from her mild coughing).

So now I need to continue to try and stay away from her so I don't get covid a second time and possibly start this crap all over again. ><

So.. just... shit.
I mean I'm still getting better; but if I get that again while alrea...

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I can't take much more of this. I keep coughing up blood.
I'm well enough to sit at my laptop now, but it's all I can do to stop from having a coughing fit.

Going to doctor on wednesday.. hopefully they can find a way to stop this...

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Still alive

Not doing great, but still alive.
Haven't left my bed for over a week, aside from bathroom and getting up for juice.

The covid was nothing... but the pneumonia it caused is just...
It's been getting very slowly better with the steroids and antibiotics; but the last few days, I've legitimately wanted to die and let it be over already.

The coughing fits send me into tears and cold sweat when they happen. I'm not sure I've ever had pneumonia before; and it's undoubtedly muc...

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So not only do I have covid..

But in addition; I have "covid-pneumonia". I just got back from the hospital, and they told me this after the results from a ct scan.

So this explains why I've been feeling like I'd been dying the last few days... I kinda was.
Needed to have an iv because the vomiting/diarrhea/not being able to retain any fluids.

Got a bunch of prescriptions that I'll need to have filled tomorrow; so hopefully they'll fix my everything.

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Test came back

Turns out I somehow managed to get Covid.

I feel generally better... eh.. well...
I no longer feel like death anyway ^^;

Figures that I wouldn't be asymptomatic when everyone else I know who had it was though, ahaha..

But yep. Thankfully have yet to need hospital, at least.


Hope everyone here is doing well; and stay safe

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Update

Hey everyone; sorry but this is more bad news..

I maaay have covid (getting tested tomorrow); but either way I have some strain of the flu. I had a doctor appointment today and was basically told to stay in my room for 10 days... where my computer isn't.

Might find a way to comfortably set it up in my room (no desk/chair in here); but as it stands I first need this 3 day fever to break first.

I'm fine otherwise; this just really sucks X/

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Jan. 2021 poll ($6 tier)

Not gonna lie.. it's been so long, I honestly forgot I did these ><;

https://sta.sh/2g5je4w0w6l?edit=1

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Jan. 2021 poll ($3+ tier)

Okay now about to go to bed.. realized now that I'm back..! ^^;

Two to go from the last monthly polls..!
https://sta.sh/2g5je4w0w6l?edit=1

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Friendly competition pg. 18

Aaaaand mega Luc~

Finished this a lot sooner than I anticipated, surprisingly. Was expecting sometime early next week, but... I finally got his anatomy down, so after that I just needed to add Rory and the bg o3o


Aaand for now, good night~
Gotta work in 7 hours, ahaha... (worth it~)

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Friendly competition pg. 17

One of the... sadly few upsides to not  working on things in forever; but an upside, nonetheless: gives you time to get better at something than you would have prior.

Namely, Luc on the bottom here looks WAY better than how I was originally going for with him Same with the next page, too. Xp

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Blitz-cream

(My title making is rusty, haha ^^; )

I think I'm going to make a second page of this one; I did start one, although it was not coming out well at all, so I set it aside for now Xp

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But yes; I have 2 more things (nearly) finished, so I can post them as WIPs, if you'd like; oooor if you just want to wait another 4-5 days for them; up to you all :3

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Icee treats~ (colorized)

I was bored and playing with settings, and loved what this did, so here's an alt~

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Icee treats~

I'd forgotten I never did all the evolutions of these, so I started continuing them ^^;

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Hello hello~

I can use internet again~!
(Now just have to see how long I can afford it for, because my parent badgered me into turning cable + phone back on too... I was just going to turn on internet, lol)

But yes!
Internets!

So happy!
Well... would be happier if the first piece of news I've seen in a month wasn't "Comcast data caps in Jan. 2021"...
But that aside. ^^;

I do have three... technically 5 things to post.
Or possibly more..! (I say this because my computer...

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Merry Christmas and-

- Happy holidays!

Hope you all have a great one, as well as New Year~!

Will have internet again next Thursday or Friday (at least that's what my provider said); so will finally be able to post again~

Also to whoever the person or people are who skyrocketed their patronage... My phone won't let me see who you are... But once I get internet again, I shall rain the wrath of a thousand fluffy kittens upon you! ><

I really do need it... But I still feel bad and wi...

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Hey, everyone -update-

So um.. I've been waiting for a call about getting my money back from the hotel. It was supposed to go before a board on the 15th, and um.
Today we realized that the court system where it takes place, has been closed down due to covid...

So.. I have absolutely no idea when I can get internet back... I can't.. keep this up for much longer. My mental and emotional health is shattered.. I'm just silently crying as I draw right now.

I need internet so I can take commissions so I ...

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Happy~ So very happy

Things continue to snowball~

Last week I got my parent back from the hospital, and took my friend to another one.. got back that night to find we had a water main break.

Then a few days ago we were told the brakes on our car need to be replaced, aaand just between last night and today; our dishwasher broke down. :3

Honestly if anyone starts not believing a word I say at this point; Can't say I blame you~
I don't believe it either!

At this point I don't really ca...

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WIP

At friend's house so using his wifi; have random ponies ^^;
Going to make digital later on.

Done while freezing in the car yesterday.. I woke up, got my parent from the hospital (she had staph infection; is thankfully okay now.), got her antibiotics, took my friend to a "different" hospital, and they forgot about him so we sat there forever.

So yep! Pony things. Xp

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He brought lunch~

(I have no idea how much data I'm using by doing this, but ^^;;; )
Blaze you really should probably run, unless you're shock-proof Xp



-edit- Yeaaaaaaah, shit. I can't do this often. My phone data went from 1.6G from 2 days ago, to now 6.2G

I have 8.8G left for the rest of the month... It's been 2 days. X/

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Updating the update

Well, still can't afford internet; so I just going to cave and use my phone's data as wifi to post things.

Not going to lie; since I've been back home, I haven't managed to finish a single drawing. One is "nearly" finished; but that's it.

Things continue to go wrong left and right. My life is falling apart. Still not giving up, don't worry for that... But it's incredibly hard to continue and try to look on the bright side.

Really feel like scum, though, honestly. I told y...

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Good news this time

So I thankfully won't be going into total financial ruin.

One of my good friends lent me enough to take care of the extra on my credit bill; and I'm going to pay him back when/if I get reimbursed sometime after Dec. 13th. (because appArently there's a council that we weren't told about who has to accept or deny the reimbursement :/ ).

As much as I really hate accepting that.. it was really my only option.. so yep. Credit will be... not taken care of; but will still be able to u...

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Idk what to do, suggestions very very welcome

Was just about to see if I had enough in my savings still to turn the internet back on.... they.. the hotel.. they charged me with 2 separate transactions...

I put $1,200 out of the $2.4k I'd been saving for a car... But I had to extend the hotel.. It was implied that extending it would just add to the existing transaction..

I... I'm now $400 past my credit limit... and I only have just over $300 in my bank.

Um.. so just gonna... um. I don't know. I will be reimbursed for...

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Update

Not good news.. I've been told it might be weeks before I can be reimbursed for the amount I had to pay for the hotel. Unfortunately, while I am (supposedly) getting $1,900- something back... I used $2000+ for the stay.

Oooon top of that, I cannot get our cable/internet/phone service back "until" I get reimbursed, because my credit was maxed out from the hotel.

So... I'm stuck. Again.
The only thing I could possibly do right now is use the last of my savings to get our inter...

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Just a heads up

Will be back at home tomorrow, and probably without internet for a few days; so I wanted to let you all know..!

Will keep drawing in the meantime, though~

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Still not enough

Well... I can't say for sure, since he's not mine...
But I have a feeling he'd gladly have you for a snack if you ran out of candy already X3

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Which left!?

I can't think of anything to put here; so just " :3 "

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Which left!? (WIP)

I need sleep, so have a WIP of a Snivy pred on a tightrope for... request reasons? ^^;
Don't know why else this would be happening, aha X3;;

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Pawffee shop

This physically hurt me, for the record, lol
(my back...)

But yep! Humans..! It took about eight tries, but I finally drew a human that didn't have my dang face for some reason!
So happy!

And now I need sleep, so g'night~!

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News~

Hi again; just wanted to let you know I should be able to work again within the next few days.
Still sick; but 90% sure it's not covid. Most likely normal flu/sinus infection. Getting better though, at least.

Also mind has been very cloudy, so that's been fun (Walked into the kitchen at work yesterday thinking it was the bathroom.. it took a full minute to realize where I was).

Anyway, starting to ramble. Point being I'm going to be drawing again within the next few days. ^^...

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