LeeAllure

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 28 - Part 6

You’re not sure how long you chant. But eventually you hear the voice of LeeAllure calmly telling you to stop chanting. Everything you desire lies in pleasing her, and you stop immediately.  With a snap that creates a crash of light within your mind, you are returned to the place of control, with the words “I kneel for Lee” echoing within you.  You know that those words will be there, just waiting again to be said, for the rest of your life.

“Today you have helped to p...

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 28 - Part 5

You start to head towards the group of people on their knees, but are sidetracked by someone waving at you from the snack table.

“It’s a good idea to at least drink some water before you begin.” they advise, and you grab a bottle of water to drink and a banana for good measure.  The chilled water is gone in an instant and you’re about to join the people on their knees when someone holding a green magic marker calls “Hey, you! Come here next!” You’re getting a little i...

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 28 - Part 4

Luckily for you, it’s a beautiful, warm day, and you don’t have to walk far. Normally when you’re walking outside, you take your time about it, savoring the sights around you and generally enjoying being out in the fresh air under your own power. But today is different.

Today you’re determined to get to… wherever… it is that you’re going as quickly as possible. There’s an address in a text message on your phone, and even though you don’t remember receiving the message,...

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 28 - Part 3

You bask in Lee’s approval as you whisper “Yes”, no longer caring if anyone in the library should happen to overhear. It feels so good to know that you’ve pleased her, and her next words magnify that pleasure.

“In a moment, I’m going to bring you up out of trance and end this call. When that happens, you’re going to find that I’ve texted you an address, one here in town and fairly close by. Come to that address as soon as you can.

And when this call is through, it�...

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 28 - Part 2

The library is quiet. Too quiet, even for a place where silence is a tradition. Or maybe it’s just your nerves getting the better of you. But the message from LeeAllure had been very clear: “Be someplace quiet yet public at 11am.”

So here you are at 11, in the quietest public place you could think of. Standing restlessly in the mid-one hundreds, staring at the spine of Kant’s “Critique of the Power of Judgment”, and wondering what you’ve gotten yourself into. Your phone bu...

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 28 - Part 1

For the last three days of brainwashing month, your adventure will be happening faster! Decisions will need to be made every two hours, so make sure (if you can) to check back and add your vote!

You don’t remember what the question was, all you know is that you’re pleading with Lee to choose for you, which is only right and good, since you are so fully under her control.

She smiles and says, “When we’re done here, you’ll be able to choose for yourself, knowing which choi...

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 27

Are you sat at a kitchen table contemplating servitude? Or maybe kneeling in a basement dungeon staring at a wall? Could you possibly be on a train journey, looking out a window at a glowing spiral that bobs alongside the train as you travel? Or are you somewhere else entirely, where it doesn’t matter where your physical body is, because your reality has become all the magical phenomena you’re experiencing within your own mind?

All you know is that in every place you’ve been brain...

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 26

“I love being brainwashed,” you say to yourself. You don’t have to say that you dropped, because dropping when Lee says “drop” is part of the mundane fabric of your existence. And your existence now is all about serving LeeAllure.

“Take a day to contemplate what that means to you,” Lee tells you. “And we’ll resume after you’ve done that.”

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 25

“That’s right,” Lee says. “You are in my control, and you have been from the moment you first heard my name. And we’ve been working together, you and I, all this time, to teach you how it feels to be controlled, and I think now you finally do.”

“Yes, Lee,” you respond.

“And this is what you’ve always wanted.” She states.

“Yes, Lee,” you say.

“I control your mind, and through your mind, your thoughts, and through your thoughts your life.” 2023-06-25 13:00:06 +0000 UTC View Post

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 24

You are awash in purple light, the deep jewel tone of royalty, the fabled wine-dark sea of poets, the color underneath blackness and beyond the safety of sunny skies.

The sweet scent of ginger, the sugary note that defies the burn that tasting it can bring, crawling into your breath and taking up residence in your lungs, and blood, and bones.

And through it all, you find yourself utterly unable to move. Irrevocably frozen and lacking the ability to even think about moving, or want...

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 23

With the last snap echoing in your ears and your mind, you just can’t tell where you are. It’s like your ability to think has become uncoupled from your ability to understand; there are images in front of your open eyes, but your mind can’t make sense of them.

Your ears are better, you can hear the faintest of voices whispering to you, of colors and sensations, and how sound and color can be as one for just a little while, and the longer the voice goes on the fainter it becomes, a...

Enhancement (327DC)

Your can trust your unconscious mind to completely take charge of your trance experience.                             

The very beginning of this file is missing, and fades into an experience that has already started, but it shouldn't impact your ability to interact with the file at all.   

This empowerment file helps to strengthen y...

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 22

“Isn’t that interesting?” Lee asks. “Usually on calls it’s me sipping water and you pausing for just a moment, but it looks like something different is happening for you today.  And of course right now you’re so completely paused that you’re not even hearing me say these things, and quite possibly when you’re no longer completely paused you might not even recall or realize or remember that this moment happened. And in just a second I’m going to take the glass of water b...

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 21

On the verge of walking away, but unwilling to miss this opportunity; of course you’re going to knock on the door. As you raise your hand to rap on the black-painted wood, your eyes are drawn to the brass door knocker – an intricately contrived spiral. ‘Of course,’ you think to yourself, and then knock three times on LeeAllure’s front door.

The door is opened so quickly that you suspect you’ve been observed this whole time, and you’re even more grateful that you didn’t g...

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 20

For the last year, you’ve been corresponding online with a hypnotist called LeeAllure, who was recommended to you by a friend who you’ve always thought of as being just a little bit… bent, but harmless.

“I know you’ve been reading a lot of mind control stories online,” they'd said “And if you’re interested in a real life twist on that, you should try being hypnotized.”

You’d been hypnotized once, in high school, when the senior class got an “Exciting Evening ...

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 19

“I was always going to continue brainwashing you. That was part of our agreement. But it’s lovely to see that you still can’t remember. And that you’re so deeply under my control that you can’t make the effort to ask the things that maybe you’ve already asked.

“For example, it might be important if you knew why you were being brainwashed. And into what. Will you be the same when I’m done? Did you agree to this or did I… persuade you? Let’s see what happens when you�...

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 18

Is it possible to feel someone’s finger carefully stroking your mind? You’ve never wondered that before (and you’re not wondering it now, being incapable of thought) but surely if you could only think one of the things you’d be thinking about is how that fingertip carefully caressing your synapses seems to have a little bit of an edge to it. But in a good way.

(“It’s not pain, because most of the time I think that pain isn’t a very good motivator, especially when pleasure ...

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 17

Lee laughs, and the sound of it teases the inarticulate moan you can’t help but make out of your mouth. Lee laughs, and it’s as if every part of you that can possibly feel pleasure is suddenly tuned to respond only to that sound. Lee laughs, and you moan again.

“I’ve always wanted to write songs,” she muses. “This is a little bit like having my own orchestra!”

Her words are bursts of warmth against your skin and flashes of light inside your mind. Your mind, which is ...

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 15

“Why don’t you close your eyes now,” Lee suggests, “and you can let the spiral go for a moment.”

Your eyes don’t just close, they slam shut, and join the rest of your body in feeling heavy and slow and impossible to move.

(“And as you let the spiral go, you can find that your awareness of your body has returned, and even though you can feel it again, it’s still a separate, distant thing that almost feels like it belongs to someone else.”)

You are completely...

Word Salad (325DC)

Here's something a little out of the ordinary:  how adept can your unconscious mind be at separating sense from nonsense?                                        

This subject empowerment file presents you and your unconscious mind with the opportunity to learn to recognize which influences ...

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, the Mantras

Have you been following along with my June "Choose Your Own Brainwashing" adventure? If you're caught up to today then you'll know that you were asked "Which mantra did you choose?"

Those mantra choices, of course, actually exist in some form in my other work, so...

If you would choose "I'm a happy toy, happy toys obey" you've got a couple options on where to hear that, but the easiest way is here on Patreon. The file that will be released on Friday, June 30th def...

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 15

“Of course you can feel sensations without a body,” Lee says. “You could say that my entire philosophy revolves around that idea that your mind is the most important part of you anyway.  Yes, it’s true that sometimes if I say the right thing in the right way at the right time you might have a very physical response, but that’s only because I’m influencing your mind to make it happen.

“And you like it when I influence your mind, don’t you? You enjoy the notion that t...

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 14

There’s a sharp noise right next to your ear, and between one blink and the next you’re no longer sitting staring at a spiral through a window. In fact, you’re kneeling, and the spiral you’re staring at appears to be a shaky doodle drawn on a piece of notebook paper. You’re probably not even on a train!

“Your unconscious mind can be so delightfully creative, following along with my suggestions. I thought it might be interesting if, just for a moment, you had a sense of where...

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 13

You keep getting hotter and hotter, and you’re really glad you didn’t bring a coat with you today. The train itself doesn’t seem hot at all; the window glass that you’re still watching the spiral through is perfectly clear. But something seems to be affecting your body in a very specific way. Maybe it’s the drug you ingested earlier? Maybe there’s something else that you can’t quite pinpoint?

(“And I wonder what would happen if I told you that the more you listened to my...

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 12

At first you try to figure out what Lee means using logic. You’re missing the knowledge of something, which means you’ve lost a memory somehow. But a memory of what? And how and when did that memory go astray? You cast your mind back over the last several hours (it has to have been hours, right?) and find only a seamless recollection of the events of the day. Standing on the train station waiting for a train that didn’t come, being invited to get on this one instead, the drugged cup, th...

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 11

The idea that you might have been chanting a mantra without knowing it seems outlandish to you, but the more you think about it, the more enticing it becomes. You can’t take your eyes off the spiral, of course (the spiral that while Lee has been talking has been undulating with different colors), but it should be simple to watch it and figure out if you’ve been speaking at the same time, right?

You take a deep breath and realize that your mouth feels very dry, and that your jaw feel...

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 10

“I do enjoy it when people understand my worth and demonstrate it to the best of their ability. This is how I like the people who serve me to think. But you’ve chosen a different path. I’m not usually one for worship, and I think you’ll have to convince me that your prostrations will have meaning for me before I accept them.”

Your focus on the spiral falters. Until that moment you hadn’t realized that there might be a difference between service and worship.

“I’ve a...

Recharge (316DC)

It can be easy to find yourself recharged.                             

This self-care file enlists your unconscious mind in creating in you an ability to discount the things depleting you and revitalize yourself as necessary.

https://www.dr...

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 9

“Of course you do, because that’s why you’re here. To fall under my spell, to fall into the unknown, to fall into a wonderfully suggestible state. You’ve been in that state since the moment you set foot on the train, ready to accept anything I say and make it true for you.

"And I think you’ll find that the longer you focus on that spiral the stronger your focus becomes, so strong, so determined, that you can just completely lose track of anything else that happens around you.�...

Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 8

“Of course, as far gone as you are now, I’m sure that any spiral would do, so you can just keep on watching that one. Isn’t it delightful how it shimmers as it turns? I wonder if you can follow every turn it makes without losing track, just patiently letting your eyes trace from the outside edge to the center?

“And you can keep doing that while I talk to you, and maybe you’ll hear the words I’m saying and maybe you won’t. Maybe the sound of my voice will fade into the back...