LeeAllure

Pleasure Senses

Learn how to expand your experience of pleasure by developing strategies for each of your senses. This file is part trance and part workshop, and contains a little bit more conversation both before and during the trance element than usual, as well as my version of ASMR done with various pieces of jewelry that I had handy when this was recorded. I talk a little bit about how to calibrate pleasure levels, and there is a very brief mention of PTSD in passing that I do not elaborate on.

https://www.dropbox.com/scl/fi/cumd967b12qqoaxoo383p/Pleasure-Senses.mp3?rlkey=jw02c6symdc6grpbftg77s05o&st=z22hl9ek&dl=0

video with subtitles (note: I am using a different captioning program this month and am unable to edit subtitles): https://www.dropbox.com/scl/fi/s2tkqc5fp7ovbiz9gn0fx/Pleasure-Senses-FINAL.mp4?rlkey=epccmn5xn0hdj71leest08ys0&st=try0v0wm&dl=0

Hypnovember 2025 Day 14

For Hypnovember, we're exploring creativity and abstinence!

For people who want to focus on abstinence, everything you create should be related to denying yourself physical release at my direction, and how that makes you feel.

If you are repeating Locktober, you are free to interpret the best way to incorporate HypNOvember tasks into your Locktober tasks. (And make sure that when asked to choose a word that you do your best to come up with something different to what you've already chosen.)

Today's Challenge

How does being on display affect you? Would writing any of the words in the cloud on your body cause them to sink under you skin and into your mind in a way that changed you for the rest of the day? Let's find out! Choose 3 words from the cloud and write them somewhere on your body with skin-safer markers and let them percolate in your mind until they visibly fade away. Share your 3 words and a SFW picture in the #hypnovember channel of my Discord. If you are focusing on denial for HypNOvember then make sure to choose three words that will reinforce that for you.

Hypnovember 2025 Day 13

For Hypnovember, we're exploring creativity and abstinence!

For people who want to focus on abstinence, everything you create should be related to denying yourself physical release at my direction, and how that makes you feel.

If you are repeating Locktober, you are free to interpret the best way to incorporate HypNOvember tasks into your Locktober tasks. (And make sure that when asked to choose a word that you do your best to come up with something different to what you've already chosen.)

Today's Challenge

Have you got skin-safe writing implements in your home? Today would be a good day to make sure so that you can be prepared for the weekend. While you're collecting those, be thinking about your favorite words in the cloud, and how you might be asked to use your writing implements. Share three ideas in the #hypnovember channel of my Discord. If you are focusing on denial for HypNOvember then make sure that at least one of your ideas relates to abstinence and denial.

Hypnovember 2025 Day 12

For Hypnovember, we're exploring creativity and abstinence!

For people who want to focus on abstinence, everything you create should be related to denying yourself physical release at my direction, and how that makes you feel.

If you are repeating Locktober, you are free to interpret the best way to incorporate HypNOvember tasks into your Locktober tasks. (And make sure that when asked to choose a word that you do your best to come up with something different to what you've already chosen.)

Today's Challenge

You've likely noticed that the words in the cloud are different colors. For the most part this is random, but there are eleven letters that are the same color deliberately that spell out "HYPNOVEMBER". For today's challenge, make a new word that you would like to add to the cloud from similarly shaded colors and share it and why you chose it in the #hypnovember channel of my Discord. If you are focusing on denial for HypNOvember then make sure that the new word you choose relates to abstinence and denial.

Hypnovember 2025 Day 11

For Hypnovember, we're exploring creativity and abstinence!

For people who want to focus on abstinence, everything you create should be related to denying yourself physical release at my direction, and how that makes you feel.

If you are repeating Locktober, you are free to interpret the best way to incorporate HypNOvember tasks into your Locktober tasks. (And make sure that when asked to choose a word that you do your best to come up with something different to what you've already chosen.)

Today's Challenge

Compare the picture you made yesterday to the word cloud and make a list of the words that you did not remember. Is there a word on that list that slipped your memory that surprises you? Is there a word that you forgot about that you want to have seared on your mind? If there's any word that stands out to you for any reason, write it large on its own page and keep it where you can always see it for the rest of Hypnovember. If no word springs to mind, then display the list you've made of all the words that you did not remember for the rest of the month. Share your picture and why you chose that word in the #hypnovember channel of my Discord. If you are focusing on denial for HypNOvember then either include in your post about which word you chose how it applies to abstinence and denial, or highlight the words on your complete list that relate especially to abstinence and denial in your mind.

Hypnovember 2025 Day 10

For Hypnovember, we're exploring creativity and abstinence!

For people who want to focus on abstinence, everything you create should be related to denying yourself physical release at my direction, and how that makes you feel.

If you are repeating Locktober, you are free to interpret the best way to incorporate HypNOvember tasks into your Locktober tasks. (And make sure that when asked to choose a word that you do your best to come up with something different to what you've already chosen.)

Today's Challenge

By now you should be pretty familiar with the word cloud. For today's challenge, spend 5 minutes studying the cloud, then put it away. After at least 10 minutes have passed, without looking at the cloud again, attempt to recreate it from memory, on paper, to the best of your ability. I'm sure that certain words are already indelibly stuck in your mind, and I'm interested in knowing what they are. This is not a test to see how much you can remember, rather it is an exercise in seeing what you do remember. Share a picture of your creation in the #hypnovember channel of my Discord. If you are focusing on denial for HypNOvember then make sure to note to yourself how that applies to the words that you remember.

Hypnovember 2025 Days 8 and 9

Welcome to the weekend! This post is for paid subscribers from all tiers only.

For Hypnovember, we're exploring creativity and abstinence!

For people who want to focus on abstinence, everything you create should be related to denying yourself physical release at my direction, and how that makes you feel.

If you are repeating Locktober, you are free to interpret the best way to incorporate HypNOvember tasks into your Locktober tasks. (And make sure that when asked to choose a word that you do your best to come up with something different to what you've already chosen.)

Today's Challenge

One of the most basic things you can learn from me about submission is that Obedience is Pleasure. You are often welcome to interpret the kind of pleasure that obedience brings you in the way that is best for you, but since we've just had Locktober and since some of you are pursuing HypNOvember, let's focus on physical pleasure for today's challenge. (Physical pleasure does not need to be erotic in nature, but it might very well be!)

Find the word in the cloud that is most related for you to feelings of physical pleasure. Search my Patreon for that word and listen to at least one of the files that comes up. (Please note that not all files are available to all tiers, so your choices may be limited.) When you're done, share your word and the file(s) you chose, as well as a description of how you feel after listening, in the #hypnovember channel of my Discord, Bluesky, and here on Patreon. If you are focusing on denial for HypNOvember then make sure you do not orgasm!

Powerfully Inward

Your mind is always working on your behalf, whether you are in trance or not. And in this case, it's helping you to learn to feel pleasure in saying "no". That pleasure can be of any type that best suits you, whether that is relief, feelings of warm happiness, or erotic satisfaction.

This subject empowerment file was first recorded as a video livestream in December 2024, and I mention specific years as well as reference a sparkly eye pendant that I used in the original video. I'm sure you'll find it very simple to imagine more current years in place of the ones that I say, and that you'll be able to find a suitable eye fixation substitution for the sparkly eye pendant (the video that accompanies this audio conveniently is of an hypnotic eye if you'd like to use that.)

https://www.dropbox.com/scl/fi/yp33vvim70cijv9fzqrus/Powerfully-Inward.mp3?rlkey=ugme82gkioau9cruzchl5kwsr&st=2kfjewfm&dl=0

video with subtitles (please note that I am using a different program to caption videos this month and was unable to edit these subtitles.): https://www.dropbox.com/scl/fi/y8d4vyf6e59zk4n5nm0ca/Powerfully-Inward-1.mp4?rlkey=1l91dlc6v16a6gpkyh1wnbgm6&st=j774432b&dl=0

Hypnovember 2025 Day 6

For Hypnovember, we're exploring creativity and abstinence!

For people who want to focus on abstinence, everything you create should be related to denying yourself physical release at my direction, and how that makes you feel.

If you are repeating Locktober, you are free to interpret the best way to incorporate HypNOvember tasks into your Locktober tasks. (And make sure that when asked to choose a word that you do your best to come up with something different to what you've already chosen.)

Today's Challenge

Most of the words in the cloud are small, because they only appeared once during Locktober challenges. Choose a small word from the cloud that resonates with you and create something that more accurately represents that word's impact in your life. You get to decide what you want to create! Share your creation in the #hypnovember channel of my Discord. If you are focusing on denial for HypNOvember then make sure to keep your commitment to abstinence foremost in your mind while examining the cloud and when making your creation.

Hypnovember 2025 Day 6

For Hypnovember, we're exploring creativity and abstinence!

For people who want to focus on abstinence, everything you create should be related to denying yourself physical release at my direction, and how that makes you feel.

If you are repeating Locktober, you are free to interpret the best way to incorporate HypNOvember tasks into your Locktober tasks. (And make sure that when asked to choose a word that you do your best to come up with something different to what you've already chosen.)

Today's Challenge

There are some, perhaps, unexpected words in the cloud. Examine the cloud closely and see if there are any words that you wouldn't have thought of, but that resonate with you now that you've noticed them. Share the word(s) you found and why they resonate with you in the #hypnovember channel of my Discord. If you are focusing on denial for HypNOvember then make sure to differentiate between words that only relate to abstinence for you (if that turns out to be the case.)

Hypnovember 2025 Day 5

For Hypnovember, we're exploring creativity and abstinence!

For people who want to focus on abstinence, everything you create should be related to denying yourself physical release at my direction, and how that makes you feel.

If you are repeating Locktober, you are free to interpret the best way to incorporate HypNOvember tasks into your Locktober tasks. (And make sure that when asked to choose a word that you do your best to come up with something different to what you've already chosen.)

Today's Challenge

As some of you know well by now, I prefer to build people up rather than tear them down. Submission should help you find the best you that you can be! For today's challenge, find a word or words in the cloud that describe at least one mental state that helps you feel that you are becoming your best self and share your word(s) and an explanation (if you wish) in the #hypnovember channel of my Discord. If you are focusing on denial for HypNOvember then make sure your explanation also addresses how abstinence help to build you up.

Hypnovember 2025 Day 4

For Hypnovember, we're exploring creativity and abstinence!

For people who want to focus on abstinence, everything you create should be related to denying yourself physical release at my direction, and how that makes you feel.

If you are repeating Locktober, you are free to interpret the best way to incorporate HypNOvember tasks into your Locktober tasks. (And make sure that when asked to choose a word that you do your best to come up with something different to what you've already chosen.)

Today's Challenge

Even the most devoted person may sometimes find submission difficult. Find a word or words in the cloud that describe how you adjust your mental outlook at times when submitting might be more difficult for you than usual, and share your word(s) and an explanation of the adjustments that you make in the #hypnovember channel of my Discord. If you are focusing on denial for HypNOvember then make sure your explanation also addresses abstinence.

Hypnovember 2025 Day 3

For Hypnovember, we're exploring creativity and abstinence!

For people who want to focus on abstinence, everything you create should be related to denying yourself physical release at my direction, and how that makes you feel.

If you are repeating Locktober, you are free to interpret the best way to incorporate HypNOvember tasks into your Locktober tasks. (And make sure that when asked to choose a word that you do your best to come up with something different to what you've already chosen.)

Today's Challenge

Do you consider yourself to be open and available for adjusting by my words and intentions? Find a word in the cloud that answers that question, and share why you chose that word and how it answers the question in the #hypnovember channel of my Discord. If you are focusing on denial for HypNOvember then include how you can incorporate being open and available into your abstinence practice.

Hypnovember 2025 Day 2

For Hypnovember, we're exploring creativity and abstinence!

For people who want to focus on abstinence, everything you create should be related to denying yourself physical release at my direction, and how that makes you feel.

If you are repeating Locktober, you are free to interpret the best way to incorporate HypNOvember tasks into your Locktober tasks. (And make sure that when asked to choose a word that you do your best to come up with something different to what you've already chosen.)

Today's Challenge

There are many words in the cloud that indicate states of mind, like attentive, carefree, and submissive. Which word in the cloud best describes a state of mind that you would like to have? Choose your word and then write a short mantra to chant to yourself while you're completing your Hypnovember tasks. Share your word and your mantra in the #hypnovember channel of my Discord. If you are focusing on denial for HypNOvember then plan to chant your new mantra whenever you feel tempted to quit.

Bye Bye Brain (140B DC)

November's free for everyone file celebrates a different kind of being blank and mindless.

Experiment with losing your intelligence, little by little, and then by a lot, in this brainwashing file that celebrates how being blank and mindless brings you so much happiness! Delight in having no thoughts at all in your head as you explore being obedient to me. This file also mentions in passing my "scopolamine trigger", which triggers amnesia, as well as obedience.

CW: Firework noises

https://www.dropbox.com/s/28fupljg9iun67v/140DC%20RE-EDIT%20Bye-Bye%20Brain.mp3?dl=0

Video with captions (note: I am using a different program for captioning this month as was unable to edit the subtitles): https://www.dropbox.com/scl/fi/u158glw3wr16l8ej2mf1s/Bye-Bye-Brain-FINAL.mp4?rlkey=1icyqkrf62dlu18efvwmcdlsb&st=ejly8ru9&dl=0

Hypnovember 2025 Day 1

Or for some of you, hypNOvember 2025 (you know who you are.)

If you participated in Locktober this year, you may recognize some of the words in this word cloud. And even if you did not participate in Locktober, some of these words may resonate with you deeply.

For Hypnovember, we'll be exploring creativity or abstinence - or both. Every day, you'll be asked to create something related to a word from the cloud. This could range from a mantra, to a poem, to a drawing, to a photo inspired by the word, to a state of frustration in yourself.

For people who want to focus on abstinence, everything you create should be related to denying yourself physical release at my direction, and how that makes you feel.

If you are repeating Locktober, you are free to interpret the best way to incorporate HypNOvember tasks into your Locktober tasks. (And make sure that when asked to choose a word that you do your best to come up with something different to what you've already chosen.)

Today's Challenge

What's your favorite word in the cloud and why is it your favorite? Find a picture that reminds you of that word and share your word and your picture in the #hypnovember channel of my Discord. If you are focusing on denial for HypNOvember then share a short statement about how you intend to do that.

Blissfully Blank (121DC)

For October you're getting your Five Friday Bonus File to celebrate Halloween, rather than at the beginning of the month - and in the spirit of Halloween, this file is about transforming yourself into something else, if only for a little while.

Allow your mind to go completely and utterly blank in response to my words, as with each click your thoughts are replaced by mine until all your thoughts are no thoughts at all. Discover a new mantra: "A happy mind is a blank mind" to enjoy whenever you'd like your thoughts to dwindle and disappear.

https://www.dropbox.com/s/hl8ijnk8f1ssfee/121DC%20RE-EDIT%20Blissfully%20Blank.mp3?dl=0

Video with captions (please note that I am using a different program this month to add captions and was unable to edit the subtitles): https://www.dropbox.com/scl/fi/bo00y5nde4lu1lahn7z5p/Blissfully-Blank-FINAL.mp4?rlkey=8b8vyveun8d0fi8i7ulmsnseb&st=wxgp4er2&dl=0

Locktober 2025 Day 31

This version of today's post is available to paid subscribers only.

Congratulations! You've made it to the final day of Locktober!

Or have you?

You now have a choice on how to proceed.

1. Choose to be finished with Locktober today and enjoy a long-awaited orgasm tomorrow.

2. Choose to restart Locktober over from the beginning.

3. Gamble your future with dice.

If you'd like to gamble, roll a d20 - if you roll an even number, then congratulations! Your Locktober will end today! If you roll an odd number, you'll repeat the month! You are, as they say, a winner either way!

Which is it going to be?

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IF YOUR LOCKTOBER ENDS TODAY THEN...

Thank you for your participation! I hope you found this month to be an interesting challenge, as well as a fulfilling experience!

LISTEN - Listen to Coercive, Belong, Mind & Body, and Dark Side Submission, and TOMORROW listen to Hypnosis for Pleasure - This arousal/pleasure file features explicit language related to and inspired by sex and sexual pleasure. You may orgasm tomorrow!

https://www.dropbox.com/s/ts8l2ghe2mw7qi3/39DC%20Hypnosis%20For%20Pleasure.mp3?dl=0

Video with captions (please note that I am using a different program for captioning this month and was unable to edit these subtitles): https://www.dropbox.com/scl/fi/ypqcbmmcmo7k9o32k8btl/Hypnosis-for-Pleasure-FINAL.mp4?rlkey=7jwbkqx6gkfuo9kpbi2l6ro5m&st=94mffieo&dl=0

FOCUS - As you listen, keep at the forefront of your mind (for as long as you possibly can) how wonderful it feels to submissively feel pleasure at my direction.

TASK - As you listen to files today, stroke or touch yourself to ONE EDGE ONLY per each file.

WORD - Today choose two words - one for how you feel before you start today's task and one for how you feel afterwards.

REPORT - Share if today is your last day of Locktober or not, whether or not you gambled to get that decisions, and your two words in #locktober-chat, on Bluesky, and here on Patreon. If today is your last day, include a statement about how you feel about the way the month went over all - don't forget to tag me!

Always remember that participating in Locktober should enhance your life, not derail it. You have to serve yourself before you can serve someone else! So make good choices about how you fulfill the tasks that I set for you!

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IF YOUR LOCKTOBER DOES NOT END TODAY THEN...

Prepare yourself for a challenge!

LISTEN - Listen to Coercive, Belong, Mind & Body, and Dark Side Submission, and Hypnosis for Pleasure - This arousal/pleasure file features explicit language related to and inspired by sex and sexual pleasure. It ends with an orgasm. MAKE SURE THAT YOU DO NOT.

https://www.dropbox.com/s/ts8l2ghe2mw7qi3/39DC%20Hypnosis%20For%20Pleasure.mp3?dl=0

Video with captions (please note that I am using a different program for captioning this month and was unable to edit these subtitles): https://www.dropbox.com/scl/fi/ypqcbmmcmo7k9o32k8btl/Hypnosis-for-Pleasure-FINAL.mp4?rlkey=7jwbkqx6gkfuo9kpbi2l6ro5m&st=94mffieo&dl=0

FOCUS - As you listen, keep at the forefront of your mind (for as long as you possibly can) that you must not orgasm today.

TASK - As you listen to files today, stroke or touch yourself to ONE EDGE ONLY per each file, except for Hypnosis for Pleasure. Do not touch or stroke yourself during Hypnosis for Pleasure, and do not orgasm.

WORD - Today choose two words - one for how you feel before you start today's task and one for how you feel afterwards.

REPORT - Share whether or not you gambled today and your two words in #locktober-chat, on Bluesky, and here on Patreon. If you like, you can include a statement about how you feel about the way the month has gone so far - don't forget to tag me!

Always remember that participating in Locktober should enhance your life, not derail it. You have to serve yourself before you can serve someone else! So make good choices about how you fulfill the tasks that I set for you!

Locktober 2025 Day 30

It's the penultimate day of Locktober!

Today's Locktober 2025 post is for all subscribers.

LISTEN - Of the 9 files you chose for yourself, (days 2, 6, 7, 10, 16, 21, 23 (has 2), and 27) listen again to the one that has had the most impact on you during Locktober. If it's the same as one of the files you listened to yesterday or the day before, then choose the next most impactful for today

FOCUS - While listening, concentrate on how wonderful (and perhaps terrible) it has been to surrender control of your orgasms to me during Locktober, and on how wonderful it might be to continue after Locktober is done.

TASK - After listening, it's time again to Edge with Dice! Roll a d20 for # of edges, a d6 for # of sessions, a d4 for # of fingers (thumb is always allowed) no fractions, just round up or down for the last session! If your time is short, use a d10 for the # of edges/day) Remember, no orgasms!

WORD - Share the first word that popped into your mind when you saw "edge with dice".

REPORT - When you're done, share what you rolled and the word you chose in #locktober-chat and as a comment on this post.

Always remember that participating in Locktober should enhance your life, not derail it. You have to serve yourself before you can serve someone else! So make good choices about how you fulfill the tasks that I set for you!

Locktober 2025 Day 29

3 Days Remain...

Today's Locktober 2025 post is for all subscribers.

LISTEN - Go back through the files that have been assigned by name and choose the one that you recall the MOST. (Files in bold print are from weekend assignments and were made available to paid subscribers only. If you have access to these files and are not a paid subscriber, feel free to include them on your list.)

The Lee Trance
Lazy Summer Day
Would You Like a SIP?
Dark Side Deep
Dark Side Chastity
Dark Side Submission
Snappy Response
Puppet Amnesia
Belong
Mind & Body
Coercive
Out of the Black
SIP Practice
Deep Click Control
Pause Mantra
New Normal

FOCUS - While listening, allow your unconscious mind to let any conscious recollection of what you listen to or what you do while listening to slip away unless needed.

TASK - Listen to your chosen file while naked and stroking your body. Remember, no orgasms!

WORD - Choose an adjective that describes the extent of your amnesia after listening.

REPORT - When you're done, share the file you chose, your word, and a short paragraph describing how you feel in #locktober-chat and as a comment on this post.

Always remember that participating in Locktober should enhance your life, not derail it. You have to serve yourself before you can serve someone else! So make good choices about how you fulfill the tasks that I set for you!

Locktober 2025 Day 28

Only 4 days left...

Today's Locktober 2025 post is for all subscribers.

LISTEN - Go back through the files that have been assigned by name and choose the one that you recall the least. (Files in bold print are from weekend assignments and were made available to paid subscribers only. If you have access to these files and are not a paid subscriber, feel free to include them on your list.)

The Lee Trance
Lazy Summer Day
Would You Like a SIP?
Dark Side Deep
Dark Side Chastity
Dark Side Submission
Snappy Response
Puppet Amnesia
Belong
Mind & Body
Coercive
Out of the Black
SIP Practice
Deep Click Control
Pause Mantra
New Normal

FOCUS - While listening, allow your unconscious mind to continue controlling whether or not you will remember what you listen to or what happens while you listen.

TASK - Listen to your chosen file while naked and kneeling. Kneel for as long as you can do so safely, and find that if you need to stop kneeling you will be able to easily move into a better position. Play with nipples while listening. Remember, no orgasms!

WORD - Choose an adjective that describes the extent of your amnesia after listening.

REPORT - When you're done, share the file you chose, your word, and a short paragraph describing how you feel in #locktober-chat and as a comment on this post.

Always remember that participating in Locktober should enhance your life, not derail it. You have to serve yourself before you can serve someone else! So make good choices about how you fulfill the tasks that I set for you!

Locktober 2025 Day 27

Only 5 days left...

Today's Locktober 2025 post is for all subscribers.

LISTEN - Go back through all the files you've listened to up to today during Locktober, and listen again to the one that you think best sums up your feelings about submission, service, and abstinence.

FOCUS - As you begin to listen, hold in your mind your idea of what submission, service, and abstinence means to you.

TASK - After listening, stroke yourself on your most sensitive area, skin to skin, for at least ten minutes, thinking about submission, service, and abstinence as you do so. Remember, no orgasms!

WORD - Choose a word that represents how you feel about submission, service, and abstinence.

REPORT - When you're done, share the file you chose, the number of minutes you stroked yourself, and your word in #locktober-chat.

Always remember that participating in Locktober should enhance your life, not derail it. You have to serve yourself before you can serve someone else! So make good choices about how you fulfill the tasks that I set for you!

Locktober 2025 Day 26

How close do you want to get?

Today's Locktober 2025 post is for paid subscribers only and will require a significant amount of time.

LISTEN - Listen to all of the Darkside files to which you have access- add more from LeeAllure.com if you'd like.

FOCUS - While listening, try to focus on just how much pleasure you can feel.

TASK - Continue completing your task from yesterday, then do the following task - After listening to today's files, get naked and spend up to 60 minutes touching your body everywhere BUT your erogenous zones, while reflecting on the files you just listened to (however much of them you can remember), on how good you feel, and how submissive it makes you to obey. You may find that certain areas of your body that you do not usually include in your erogenous zones start to become extraordinarily sensitive - when this happens ignore those areas as well as any time in the future that you are given this challenge. When you are done, find a picture or meme that accurately reflects how you feel. Remember, no orgasms!

WORD - The number of areas on your body that are now erogenous zones that were not erogenous zones before Locktober.

REPORT - Share your chosen picture or meme in #locktober-images-only, and the number of minutes you touched your body and your word as a comment on this post, in #locktober-chat, and on Bluesky.

Always remember that participating in Locktober should enhance your life, not derail it. You have to serve yourself before you can serve someone else! So make good choices about how you fulfill the tasks that I set for you!

Locktober 2025 Day 25

How close can you get?

Today's Locktober 2025 post is for paid subscribers only and will require a significant amount of time.

LISTEN - Listen to all of the Darkside files to which you have access- add more from LeeAllure.com if you'd like.

FOCUS - While listening, try to focus on just how much pleasure you can feel.

TASK - After listening, Edge with Dice! First, roll a d4 to see how many times you'll be repeating this task over the weekend, then roll to find your task values - d20, # of edges, D6 # of sessions, d4 # of fingers (Thumb is always allowed) no fractions, just round up or down for the last session! If your time is short, use a D10 for the # of edges/day) - if you need to repeat this task over the weekend I recommend getting as much of it done today as you can... Remember, no orgasms!

WORD - Choose your favorite synonym for "frustration".

REPORT - When you're done, share your numbers and your word as a comment on this post, in #locktober-chat, and on Bluesky.

Always remember that participating in Locktober should enhance your life, not derail it. You have to serve yourself before you can serve someone else! So make good choices about how you fulfill the tasks that I set for you!

Locktober 2025 Day 24

And now for something completely different...

Today's Locktober 2025 post is for all subscribers.

LISTEN - Listen to New Normal - this is a brainwashing file previously available during a past Brainwashing Month - be ready for a sparkling clean mind that sets you up to reorient your point of view to a more useful and effective one.

https://www.dropbox.com/scl/fi/lazuxly9ozmrely8ee1y0/354DC-New-Normal.mp3?rlkey=sf99r5pazaa4qglblcl4uc0xv&dl=0

video with subtitles (please note that the captions were done with a different program than usual and I was not able to edit them properly): https://www.dropbox.com/scl/fi/cswd26zbdqrx6puz9nxuf/New-Normal.mp4?rlkey=tafvcmy2kq2vgm3oejsm6lnwd&st=u5p1koh4&dl=0

FOCUS - Focus on what you would like your new normal to be.

TASK - After listening, pick a number from 1 to 10 that accurately rates how submissive you feel, and then stroke yourself through your clothing on your most sensitive areas for that amount of time in minutes. Remember, no orgasms!

WORD - Choose the verb that seems accurate to you for what you did in today's task.

REPORT - When you're done, share your number and your word in #locktober-chat.

Always remember that participating in Locktober should enhance your life, not derail it. You have to serve yourself before you can serve someone else! So make good choices about how you fulfill the tasks that I set for you!

Locktober 2025 Day 23

Here's tomorrow's post a little bit early! Thursday is an anal play day!

Today's Locktober 2025 post is for all subscribers.

LISTEN - Choose the previously assigned files that turned you on both the most and the least, and listen to them again back to back, in that order.

FOCUS - Feeling pleasure. and carrying feelings of pleasure from the first file to the second one.

TASK - After listening, It's an anal play day! Use your butt plug for 1 hour (NO butt plug? Play with yourself anally for 20 minutes. Read this article if you haven't aready done so: https://www.healthline.com/health/healthy-sex/anal-masturbation#where-to-begin Unable to do anal play? Get some exercise with me instead! Do 50 lunges/squats OR 50 Push ups/sit ups OR your closest equivalent exercise.

WORD - Chose a word that describes how you felt about the concept of anal play before you ever did any

REPORT - When you're done, share the 2 files you listened to and your chosen word in #locktober-chat and on bluesky.

Always remember that participating in Locktober should enhance your life, not derail it. You have to serve yourself before you can serve someone else! So make good choices about how you fulfill the tasks that I set for you!

Locktober 2025 Day 22

Are you a happy toy?

Today's Locktober 2025 post is for all subscribers.

LISTEN - Listen to Pause Mantra for even more practice at Stopping In Place at my command. You'll also be reacquainted with the mantra: "I'm a happy toy. Happy toys obey Lee" https://www.dropbox.com/s/1dxbrtlx4tmjfkx/231DC%20Pause%20Mantra.mp3?dl=0 Video with captions: https://www.dropbox.com/scl/fi/7rwmlroxa5o89985qm2vj/Pause-Mantra-FINAL.mp4?rlkey=fxbsww03ztbapi2qh4bs4tcnx&st=9xc8c3ia&dl=0

FOCUS - Focus on submission and the Happy Toy Mantra.

TASK - After listening to today's file, practice being an object, like furniture (eg. a footstool) for 15-30 minutes. You can do this alone or with a trustd partner. Focus on how being controlled, useful, and obedient, ties into your own chastity.

WORD - Choose a word that summarizes your favorite type of service to give.

REPORT - Share the object that you practiced being and the word you chose in #locktober-chat.

Always remember that participating in Locktober should enhance your life, not derail it. You have to serve yourself before you can serve someone else! So make good choices about how you fulfill the tasks that I set for you!

Locktober 2025 Day 21

Explore your favorite!

Today's Locktober 2025 post is for all subscribers.

LISTEN - Listen to a file of mine from the focus that you chose as your favorite yesterday.

FOCUS - Focus on your favorite focus from yesterday.

TASK - Listen to the file you've chosen while naked, stroking your body on your most sensitive areas, and kneeling. Kneel for as long as you can but don't hurt yourself! Stroke yourself for as long as you can without edging as you listen. Remember, no orgasms!

WORD - Choose the longest period from the following list that you've been abstinent at someone else's direction: day, month, year, decade

REPORT - Share the file you've chosen, how frustrated you feel at not being able to orgasm, and the word you've chosen on bluesky and in #locktober-chat

Always remember that participating in Locktober should enhance your life, not derail it. You have to serve yourself before you can serve someone else! So make good choices about how you fulfill the tasks that I set for you!

Locktober 2025 Day 20

How many things can you focus on at the same time?

Today's Locktober 2025 post is for all subscribers.

LISTEN - Listen to Deep Click Control. This file further trains you to be immediately obedient to the control of my clicker.

Deep Click Control https://www.dropbox.com/s/hfm6dfb7ka9j32r/235DC%20Deep%20Click%20Control.mp3?dl=0

Video with captions: https://www.dropbox.com/scl/fi/f6ap5ahuwlk7r73ztgbpl/Deep-Click-Control-FINAL.mp4?rlkey=xbzh47lnfbsal4fofjfuuzgrn&st=z70ywe11&dl=0

FOCUS - Focus on submission and clicking and SIP and negative numbers.

TASK - Listen to today's file naked while playing with your nipples. Keep today's focuses in mind as much as you can while listening and touching yourelf. When you're done listening, write a short paragraph about what "don't think about it with thoughts, think about it with actions" means to you, and how you will apply it to the rest of this Locktober month. Remember, no orgasms!

WORD - Choose your favorite of today's focuses.

REPORT - Post your paragraph and word in #locktober-chat and on Bluesky.

Always remember that participating in Locktober should enhance your life, not derail it. You have to serve yourself before you can serve someone else! So make good choices about how you fulfill the tasks that I set for you!

Locktober 2025 Day 19

This weekend's tasks are time-intensive. Plan accordingly.

Today's Locktober 2025 post is for paid subscribers only.

LISTEN AGAIN - Listen to Belong and Mind & Body, PLUS a new file.
Belong is an intense experience of domination and submission and you will be conditioned to serve me. Listeners with strong subject agency may be able to substitute their existing dominant relationship for my control, but then again, they may not.
Mind & Body is equally intense, and includes the suggestion that there is nothing that brings you more pleasure than hearing my voice and that you'll want to find more ways to listen to my voice, including acquiring more files.

Belong: https://www.dropbox.com/scl/fi/lo729iylxpnvybfiopanm/Belong-Locktober-2025-Edit.mp3?rlkey=l61ps7f3d4brjhzx4k3mbfhxt&st=xf7vynkm&dl=0 (this is a new edit made for Locktober 2025.)

Video, with NO subtitles. This is a multi-voice audio and there are no captions. https://www.dropbox.com/scl/fi/fn03yk3bj3xo2qdu1rs9y/Belong-FINAL.mp4?rlkey=ya036u7bkjwz4vtpxt0pgan6u&st=37k26par&dl=0

Mind & Body: https://www.dropbox.com/scl/fi/lqjcko5veivswvpmo2k3o/Mind-Body-Locktober-2025-Edit.mp3?rlkey=caalfl8r7xf3xd73qukf3whtj&st=z35ilihv&dl=0

Video with subtitles: https://www.dropbox.com/scl/fi/4eypjnh91r3mhdfjud3k8/Mind-Body-Locktober-2025-edit-FINAL.mp4?rlkey=3ho26b1nrx9urvwcy09h2qpku&st=gwwwkpeb&dl=0

FOCUS - Focus on being and feeling submissive.

TASK - Find and listen to a file of mine on either Patreon or my website (leeallure.com) that you've never listened to before. If you choose a Dark Side file from my website, then listen to all of the Dark Side files that you have today. Remember, no orgasms!

WORD - Choose an adjective that describes how you think the rest of the month will go. Starting tomorrow, there will be more tasks that involve physical stimulation as we ramp up your feeling of desire and desperation, so keep that in mind while choosing your word.

REPORT - Share your word and the new file you've chosen here on Patreon, in #locktober-chat, and on Bluesky.

Always remember that participating in Locktober should enhance your life, not derail it. You have to serve yourself before you can serve someone else! So make good choices about how you fulfill the tasks that I set for you!