Hey there everyone! If you applied for commissions please check your emails! I've sent out quotes to the ones I've chosen! I'll update the other commission post once the slots have been filled!
EDIT: Turns out that my emails might be being sent to spam or trash, so please check those inboxes as well!
2025-02-07 05:37:21 +0000 UTC View PostHey everyone, remember when I said that I will be taking a break from commissions once I was finished with the current batch, welp, my day job cut my hours, and due to that and a few other IRL situations, I will be opening a few spots for commissions!
I know this is out of nowhere, but I just found out myself, so I apologize if those of you who have been waiting for commissions to open have been kind of blind sided.
Before I put the link down for you to apply, I just want to be honest and talk about a few things to be able to manage expectations for these commission slots since they are so sudden!
These commissions are not first come first serve as I wish to be fair to those who might not see this post immediately.
If you apply for these commissions, please be aware that you will be at the bottom of the current list of commissions I am working on, as to be fair to the previous commissioners. It might take me a bit longer than usual after initial agreement for continued correspondence.
I know I don't talk much about how much my commissions cost, and that's simply due to the fact that pricing is so variable! I will say however, that the average prices that previous commissioners have chosen for their NSFW commissions come out to around $200—$250 for a commission that ends up to be around 25-35 minutes long. (These prices include me writing a script for you. All commissions include some SFX in the pricing as well). The length of the scripts for these commissions is about 1000-1500 words.
Usually I am very open to payment plans or allowing commissioners a period of time before they make their payments, but for these two slots, I ask that you not apply unless you can pay the full amount ither today or in the next few days. I simply ask that due to the urgency with which I need this money. I apologize for the inconvenience, but I want to be very open about it and make sure I don't waste anyone's time or stress anyone out!
If all of that sounds good to you, please use the link down below to fill out the commission form! It has all of the information that I need to price your commission, and if you are chosen, I will email you today with a quote!
CLICK HERE TO APPLY {APPLICATIONS CLOSED}
I know that many of you already pay for Patreon, and I can't thank you enough for that, but if you cannot afford a commission currently but would still like to support me further with a one time donation, please check out my Ko-Fi. For donations $10 and over, If you would like a short personalized audio of your favorite character I've voiced saying something for you, please let me know and I will absolutely send that to you!
Thank you so much in advance to everyone who applies, I appreciate you greatly!
Quick warning there are some NSFW bits to these bloopers, so be careful when listening! Other than that I hope you enjoy my regular wacky antics and bloopers behind the scenes!
2025-02-05 17:00:09 +0000 UTC View PostFinally felt well enough to sit and record this, thank you all for your questions and your patience!
2025-02-02 21:48:18 +0000 UTC View PostIf you're wondering about the most recent Scott Summers commission I posted and where it went, unfortunately it got flagged by Patreon—I'm assuming—because I used "cnc" (not gonna spell it out here in case it gets flagged again) in the explanation, and according to Patreon's rules, not even characters can engage in that kink on the platform. So I edited the description, and we'll find out in a few days if it's allowed back up or not, sorry about that!
Also, I wanted to let you all know that I've been struggling with illness and then a flare up of a back injury in the past few weeks, and I just (like an hour ago) unfortunately reaggravated the injury due to a negligent pet owner. Long story very short I'm ok, but this injury prevents me from sitting or standing really for long periods of time, which has made working even that much harder along with the executive dysfunction and the burnout. I'm still trying, still working little by little, and I appreciate patrons new and old for their support and their patience with , well....everything
I had a thought that I would like to try to focus most of my time next month on finishing the commissions I have overdue, because I'd like to have them finished and out to the patient commissioners who have been waiting. 👉👈In addition, I'll hopefully be moving in April of this year, and I'd like to have them finished before the added stress of moving really comes down upon me lol. I know there are some patrons who have been asking when I might be opening commissions again, and I don't really see myself opening any in earnest until after I've settled down from moving, so probably no more than a couple here and there until May or even June, I'm not currently sure. But I will make an announcement when I do plan to open them!
Also, I'm moving mostly because the noise where I currently live has gotten so egregious, especially in the past year that the only consistent times of silence where I can record audios is from about 4:00am—6:30am, so I'm sure you can imagine how stressful and frustrating that's been for me as well.
All in all I'm still trucking, and thankful for those who have stuck with me. Oh! And one more thing, I'm leaving Twitter starting in February because well.....if you live in America you can imagine why, so if you'd like to follow me on other platforms, I'm on Bluesky now!
And once again I create a giant wall of text when it was supposed to be a small update lol. Regardless, I hope everyone is well, and that if you're not, that you have the strength to continue on. Take it day by day, step by step. I believe in you!
Connor knows that sometimes it's hard to get up and continue on, but he's here to help and encourage any way he can.
Contains: Encouragement, Wake Up Routine, Comfort, Advice
Thank you to the lovely commissioner who commissioned this audio! Sometimes we all need a little help and encouragement, and it also helps when it feels like it's coming from a comfort character! Regardless of whether or not Connor is a comfort character for you, I hope that you enjoy this audio, and hope that it helps you, even if it's in a small way. 💚
~Audio Transcript Below~
Connor: -hums softly-
Good Morning......it's time to wake up......the world is waiting for you.....
-pause-
I know you might not want to get up......and that's alright......take a moment.....you can keep your eyes lidded....or fully closed if you'd like.....wriggle your toes, take some deep breaths with me......
In.........and out.......in......and out......
Now shift your legs, your arms......just allow yourself to start to really move.....slowly bringing your body and mind together to wakefulness.....
Take another few deep breaths now........we can do it together....
In......and out......one last big one......and when you let this one out, go ahead and let your eyes flutter open......
In.....and out......
There we are......pretty eyes open to the world......
-chuckles softly-
Go ahead and sit on up now, allow yourself to stretch, reach your arms above your head and arch your back, feeling the stillness of sleep being slowly stretched out of your body......
-pause-
There we are...good job!
If you need to....continue to stretch or massage any places that feel sore.....and in the meantime, how about you throw the covers off and swing your legs over the side of the bed......no need to hurry, you have plenty of time.......
-pause-
Even though I know you're probably dreading going to work....today is a new day, and you're going to get through it.....I know that you can......
You're setting yourself up for success this morning, one step at a time......even though right now you might feel like it's all worthless, it's not......you're making the choice to make your day better, even if those things might feel small and insignificant.
Use your favorite deodorant or body spray or lotion......allow yourself that luxury......caring for yourself in small ways that all build up......
A yummy filling breakfast will give you the energy to move forward.....to keep going throughout the day.....and remember to brush those pearly whites of yours afterwards! -chuckles softly-
-pause-
And if today feels like it's going to be especially grueling.....there's no shame in allowing yourself a little treat afterwards to look forward to...…
-pause-
I know everything might feel hard...especially with how much is going on in the world and your life right now.....but you can do it.....you have been doing it.....and I couldn’t be more proud of you....
And I know it's hard not to worry.....not to agonize......but may I offer a little reminder?
Over worrying about the unknown outcome of something really only leads to more suffering.
If you go into something expecting it to be awful and it isn't, you'll have suffered for no reason......and if it does end up poorly, you'll have suffered twice....
So take the time this morning to care for yourself.....and if you can't do everything you want....if you don't have the energy, that's alright too......even the smallest step—like wearing your favorite socks for instance—can help.....
And I'll be here waiting for you when you get home....
You've got this......
2025-01-08 17:00:07 +0000 UTC View Post
Sometimes you still need to take those mental health walks even when it's freezing outside.
Contains: Talk, Encouragement, Introspection, Light Banter
Not me inserting some of my feelings about the cold weather in this audio lol. Hopefully if you come from a colder place or a place that has varying seasons you empathize, and if you don't and wish you did live in a place with an actually cold winter that you enjoy the audio! I think it was fun to write this as a more....realistic conversation, if that makes sense? A little less "story and purpose" driven and more kind of rambling a little bit, which I know I do when I take walks with friends and loved ones lol. Regardless, I hope you enjoy!
~Audio Transcript Below~
-feet crunching in snow-
Cassidy: I may be a hothouse orchid but at least I ain't cruel and makin' fun of the man who's freezin' his family jewels off just cause someone had the wild notion that takin' a walk in the freezin' snow was a good idea.....
-pause-
Yeah well, I ain't bred for this climate, you'll have to forgive me.....
-pause-
Never will understand people who prefer this type of weather......we've only been out here for half an hour and my fingertips and toes are already screamin' at me.
-shivers and blows on his hands-
-pause-
-chuckles-
Ah-haa.....shoe's on the other foot now, ain't it?
-pause-
Don't forget last summer..... you were convinced you were dyin' cause I took you to my hometown in the summertime......
-long pause-
Now see, that's what I don't get......folks who enjoy the winter always tell me, "You can always put on more layers" or "it's easier to warm up in winter than it is to cool down in the summer" and I vehemently disagree....I ain't never had an easy time gettin' warm after bein' cold.....
-pause-
I'd rather sweat than shiver, thank you very much.....
-pause-
-grumbles- At least in the summer it's easier and safer to travel.
-long pause-
-chuckles-
Listen to us....bickerin' out here in the snow like a couple of goddamn weirdos....
-pause-
Naw.....let's keep movin'......I reckon if I stop movin my toes might actually fall off....
-pause-
-hisses-
And the wind......wind shouldn't hurt goddamnit!
-pause-
Alright, that's the last I'll say of it.......For now....
-soft walking through snow-
Despite the fact that it's colder than a witch's tit out here.....the darkest part of the year is over now.....and from here on out.....things are only gonna get brighter....
It's something about the winter that I actually look forward to.....the gradual change......the days getting longer...the weather getting warmer.....
Spring will come.....and with it new life.....new beginnings.....
-pause-
S'nice metaphor for life I guess....
-pause-
I know that the winter is hard on a lot of people....especially those who live alone or live in places with especially long and harsh winters......
-pause-
Hey, vitamin D deficiency no joke! They don't call it seasonal depression for nothin'......
-long pause-
There is somethin' nice about a place like this....where the seasons actually noticeably change......
The ebb and flow kind of reflects the ebb and flow of life.....at least....a little bit.....
The ups....the downs.....the fact that our lives won't always be great...but they also won't always be awful......
We reflect nature....and vice versa.....
-pause-
-chuckles-
Where I'm from don't count, it's almost always hot there.....
But I guess.....it's got it's own ebb and flow, you know?
People adapt to the place they live.....just like they adapt to the good and the bad things that life might throw at 'em.....
-pause-
I think I'm just....glad that you and I are both here.....I suppose.....
-long pause-
There is a certain peacefulness about the cold.....it's a different kind of peacefulness than that of the summer.....but that don't mean that it's bad.....
Different ain't bad.....
-chuckles-
Just gotta.....adapt....I suppose....
-pause-
-chuckles-
And I'm glad you're here to help me do that.....
-pause-
-Fading out-
Now.....you promised me warm drinks and an even warmer fire after this and I think it's about time I cash in.....
2025-01-07 00:14:16 +0000 UTC View PostThe ADHD is real strong with me on this one, I hope you enjoy~
2025-01-03 17:00:14 +0000 UTC View PostNew Year, new AMA!
For those of you who are new or aren't aware, at the beginning of every month I make a post asking for questions you might have for me, and at the end of the month I release an audio where I answer those questions!
If you're worried that you might ask something that's been asked before, don't worry! I don't mind answering the same question again, because chances are the answer has changed! Also, if you'd like to ask more than one question, feel free!
I look forward to your questions!
Starting off this update by wishing you all Happy Holidays, and that the Holiday season was kind to you this year! I also want to wish you all a Happy New Year and sort of talk a bit about how I've been, because I know that I'm still having trouble getting audios out.
This year has been a big rollercoaster, and to be perfectly honest in a lot of ways it's been one of the worst I've had in quite a long time, but as in all things bad, there were moments of extreme joy and happiness. This past month has been exceptionally challenging to me when it comes to outside stress and IRL problems, and it's only until about a few days ago that things have started to truly feel like they're turning around. I have hope that in the New Year things will turn out better for me.
So as to not re-hash a lot of the things that have been going on and the mental difficulties and extreme burnout I've been working through this year, I just want to actually thank all of you for another year of me being able to do this, even though my output has been sorely lacking. I'm doing my best to keep going, and remembering that yes, people enjoy the things that I make, but they also care about and enjoy me--and I want to do my best to start engaging in the community again. I dropped off for a while due to stress and genuinely feeling like I didn't know how to talk to people anymore without feeling like it's "useless". I want to be a participant in my own life again and create and engage in a community that I care about and that I appreciate deeply.
I want to continue creating, because I truly do love making audios and acting and playing games and just putting my creativity into the world. The fact that there are so many who have said that the things I've created have helped them through tough times reminds me of the art I consume and enjoy, and how there are creators who provide that for me as well, and how much of an honor it is to hear that something you made helped someone.
After this year it feels a little bit like I'm learning how to be a human again. I thank everyone who has been along the journey, whether you're a veteran or a newbie, you've kept me going when there were times I wondered if I should just quit. All of your kindness and support means the world to me, and this coming year I want to be able to find that work-life balance and make the changes and decisions that need to be made so that I can continue to do this for as long as I can.
As weird as it sounds, my resolution for 2025 is to remember how to be a person again--and not just any person, but myself, and I can only wish that everyone can find that for themselves as well. I wish you all a Happy New Year, and thank you once again for all your support, however it may be. <3
2024-12-31 18:30:39 +0000 UTC View PostI really am just a collective of frustration at interruptions and vocal stims lol
2024-12-04 22:19:31 +0000 UTC View PostThanks for the patience and your questions! I'm also sorry I went on entirely too many Neurodivergent rambles, but I do appreciate it!
2024-12-02 00:06:14 +0000 UTC View PostHi everyone, I just wanted to give you all an update on sort of how I'm doing and some updates/etc.
Life has had it's ups and downs, but I'm working harder on getting back on track, and hopefully people have noticed that I've been starting to post more audios again! I'm doing my best to set up a schedule that works the best for me along with working around my part time job.
Speaking on that, I will say that it's a retail job, and while I'm only working freight at a craft store, it's still the Holiday season, and I think I just got over the exhaustion of working Black Friday, so I might be a little more exhausted just due to that (I don't wanna talk about how many trees I hauled places lol). I'm trying to do well and find that work life balance, but you know, as a Neurodivergent person, it's difficult!
I know I've been relatively quiet on all social media fronts, including the Discord, and I apologize for that! I think in the wake of working on my mental health and also just life in America in general (stares at politics), I think I just kind of forgot how to be myself when it comes to posting online? Like, engaging and interacting with people and fans has been more difficult simply because I don't know what to say without thinking it sounds useless or banal? I sort of have the voice of "who cares?" When I try to post something that isn't about an audio, and maybe it has something to do with like.....maybe lack of engagement beyond reposts and likes—which I am extremely grateful for no mistake—it just feels like my sense of community is sort of whack? I found myself thinking "I don't know how to be a person anymore" several times and delete the post I was going to make, so it's been something I've been struggling with! I know people like me, but this little brain of mine inside has been mean on that front for a while, and I haven't had the spoons to so much more beyond posting my audios and a little bit of things here and there.
Despite this lol, I have made a Bluesky, because I'm thinking about moving away from Twitter. It's honestly become more of a hellscape, and with a certain billionaire introducing even more shit ass policies, I'm getting more and more done with going on there. Even though it's a pain to once again move platforms, I just can't in good conscience keep using Twitter for the long run, and Bluesky seems like a good alternative that actually explicitly allows NSFW content on it, which if you didn't know is incredibly hard to come by these days.
I've also been thinking about like.....the future of how I do audios here and on the rest of social media. I know I talked about before how I was getting burnt out and losing inspiration when it comes to Character audios and polls, and I'm still conflicted on it. I've made some audios recently that weren't based on any previously established characters, and I really liked making them! They allow me more freedom to write different kinks and scenarios, but I know that a lot of my audience followed me and support me (however that is) because I was making audios of a character that they liked, and I don't blame them!
I think I'm mostly looking at the longevity of me doing this as my job, if that makes sense. As much as I LOVE voicing some characters.....being a voice actor that makes audios of established Characters, sometimes I feel that I'm beholden to what's "popular" and feel like I need to make audios of the so called "character of the week" so my stuff gets seen, you know? If I were to shift focus more on "scenarios" and "kinks" rather than established characters I feel like I have more room to explore and grow. It's something I've been thinking about for a long time, but I'm honestly a little scared to move towards more "general" content rather than characters since I feel like I might lose a big chunk of my audience. It's not like I'm going to get rid of the old character audios or anything, but the pivot might be hard for some people.
I also would like to have my audience more involved in what's being made on Patreon specifically, as I have done in the past with character polls, and I feel like it will be easier and less restricting if I'm offering up scenarios and kinks rather than the characters themselves. I don't know if I'm making sense, but I wanted to kind of let you all know what's going on in my mind right now! If any of you have any ideas or opinions on the matter, I'm honestly open to hearing them at this point, since I've been turning it around in my microwave brain for long enough I think lol.
All in all I'm still working towards my mental health and my life outside the internet, and I know I've made progress and I will continue to do so!
I just want to thank you all for your continued support, and also for your likes, your comments and shares and everything. I know I've been having a rough time for coming up on around a year and a half, but I'm getting back there, and I thank you for sticking around if you've been here a while, and thank you to those who are new as well!
I know I ramble a lot when I get the spoons and the chance to, so sorry about that, but thank you again, and I hope you all have a good Holiday season!
2024-12-01 21:49:58 +0000 UTC View Post
Simply because they're Alpha and Omega, doesn't mean that they have to follow conventions.
Contains: Heavy A/B/O Dynamics, Arranged Marriage, Royalty, Virginity, Marriage Consummation, Kind Alpha, Dom/Sub Dynamics, Soft Dom, Soft Alpha, Pheromones, Self Lubrication, Dirty Talk, Heat and Rut, Blowjobs, Fingering, Mentions of Breeding, Breeding Kink, Light Feminization (use of the word "Mommy" to refer to a Masc character), Knotting, Light Scent Kink, Body Worship, Missionary Position, 'Petname' (Alpha), Kissing
Ok! With that exhaustive Content list, I can tell you all that this was a very lovely commission requested by a very patient commissioner, and I thank them greatly for it! If you know anything about Classic Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, this audio is chock full of them. This includes the fact that A/B/O Dynamics can be seen as dubious consent to some people, however I've gone to great lengths to also subvert some of the Classic A/B/O Dynamics in the effort to strengthen the consent of the interaction. If you're still concerned, as always I suggest reading the script below! I hope you all enjoy!
~Audio Transcript Below~
Prince: Alright....you just have to get through tonight.....consummate the marriage.....just.....lie down and—-gasp-
-doors shut-
Y-your Majesty......
-pause-
-exhales sharply-
My....apologies....it wasn't my intent to.....spoil the scent in the room......
-pause-
I.....well....there's no use hiding it I suppose......I am.....nervous......
-long pause-
Please forgive my bluntness your majesty.....but....I've never been alone with an unbonded Alpha before.....less alone one that I was married to.....less alone a king....so please.....forgive me if I am nervous.....
-pause-
I've only ever met Alpha's who were in it for my family's throne and a submissive little Omega Prince they could call their bitch....
-exhales-
I....that was....unfair......please.....forgive me your Majesty......
-pause-
I......
-hushed-
My....Alpha......
-pause-
May I stay standing? Frankly, I fear that if I sit I'm going to explode.......
-pause-
Of course I--! -inhales and exhales- Of course I know how it works......I'm not.......stupid or a child......
I just--I don't know what to expect of you.....
I've only known about you for a few months, have only spoken to you and seen your face even less. I mean--our wedding was the longest continuous time that I've physically been around you....and now I'm expected to go onto my hands and knees and just....take it......
-pause-
-shaky sigh-
That's all I've ever been told....that an Omega loses their mind....that without these collars? I would already be begging for you to knot me......
-pause-
It's not--It's not that I don't find you attractive or compatible....I'm---I'm--
-pause-
Yes.....scared......
-long pause-
We.....we don't?
B-but isn't that the point? To consummate---
-pause-
I.....-shaky sigh-
Your Majesty?
-soft sigh-
Forgive me.....
-swallows-
A-alpha......
-pause-
-hushed-
Yes.....I am.....unclaimed....in any way......
You will....be my first......
-shuddering gasp-
-hushed-
A-and only?
-shaky sigh-
It is within your rights to--
-pause-
K-Kiss me?
Why do you ask? Why aren't you--?
-pause-
-softly- Y-yes.....you...may......
-soft kiss-
I….that was……nice…..
-soft huff-
Yes, nice.....
-pause-
You’re more……down to Earth…than I thought you might be……
-pause-
-chuckles softly-
You’ve met my father haven’t you? Let’s simply say….behind closed doors….he’s essentially the exact same…..
-pause-
May I return to the --”our wedding has been the longest continuous time that I've physically been around you?”
I don’t know you….
-pause-
-hushed-
But I must admit….I’m…..curious…..
-pause-
Y-yes….
-soft kiss and soft moan-
-soft panting-
I must admit…..you do smell….quite nice…..
It does….make me wonder what you’ll smell like….once these….are taken off…..
-pause-
S-shall we?
-pause-
I’m afraid if I don’t jump in with cold feet, I’m not going to jump in at all so…..
-shuffling-
Perhaps it would be best if we……begin…..
-pause-
-soft panting-
I…..-hushed- You don’t have to ask if you can kiss me every single time…..
-pause-
I……I enjoy it, alright…….so….please…..you don’t have to check……
-soft kisses-
-moans-
-soft panting-
Well…..I…..do you think we should……get undressed?
-pause-
Yes….it’s…….-deep exhale- It’s alright……
-shuffling of clothing-
-pause-
-clears throat-
I….well….it’s good to know that the gossip is true……
“You’ll be pleased to know his majesty has quite the impressive body underneath all of his Kingly attire…..but you didn’t hear that from me”.....I believe it was……
-chuckles softly-
Oh no, but I don’t go divulging all my secrets, your Majesty, then how shall I ever keep one step ahead of you?
-chuckles, then clears throat-
-pause-
Forgive me….if I’m not…..to your liking…..
-bed creaks-
-gasps softly-
I….your majesty…….
-pause-
-whines softly-
A-alpha…..
-kissing and soft moaning-
-gasping moan-
Oh-oh~
-panting-
Y-you…..oh……..scenting…..
-chuckles softly-
Just wait until---moans softly-
C-can’t you let me get a word in edgewise, you---gasping moan-
Y-yes, kissing my body is alright…..oh~ You are…….already insufferable~
-soft panting and moaning-
-keening whine-
Y-you can’t….A-alpha….you can’t just…..say things like that…..
-pause-
-panting-
Oh….I’m sure you say that to all the pretty Omega Boys…….
-long pause-
I……you….haven’t either?
-pause-
I…..you----just-just……kiss me again!
-groans softly-
And please wipe that damned smile off your face….it’s….unbecoming……
-pause-
No….of course it isn’t, you fool…..
-kisses and moans-
Ah~ Oh……your mouth……
-panting-
Ah~!
-whines-
D-don’t talk a-about that……I-I……I don’t~
-moans and pants-
-gasps softly-
W-why did you s-stop?
-panting-
Oh you--!
-sighs harshly-
Yes, alright, does that please you? That I’ve thought about…..what will come after the heat? How….how if we’re……successful……how….how my body will change…..
-moans-
I…I’ll only get more sensitive……F-full….and sensitive……
-gasps into soft kiss-
-pause-
Y-yes…you can….continue……is there anything?--mmmf!
-pause-
Th-this is….serving you? J-just…..laying back and….letting you pleasure…me?
-pause-
-hushed-
A-alright…….
-soft moaning and panting-
-sharp gasp-
W-what are you?
-sharp keening moan-
Oh-oh…..m-my….cock~?
-sharp almost panicked panting between moans-
Wh-what are you--? Alpha’s d-don’t--uhhhhh~
-soft panting-
I……I thought Alpha’s---swallows---b-believed it was…..demeaning……t-too submissive…..to suck any cock…..less alone an….Omega’s…….
-pause-
N-no……y-your Majesty….of course I’m not--
-moans sharply-
Oh~ Y-you~!
-growls- Don’t laugh with my cock in your mouth you prickkkkk~!
-sharp panting and moaning-
O-oh…..your mouth is so h-hot…..w-why is it s-so h-hot?
-panting and moaning-
mmmmMMM~!
-gasp-
Oh~
-panting-
I…..I d-do….leak s-slick….out of heats…..I….I can’t help it--I’m sorr--whoa!
-quick bed shuffling- I~Ah~!
W-what? O-hhhaaAHH~! Y-you’re--t-t-tongue~!
-sharp panting and moaning-
Oh…..oh your Majesty….ahhhhh~
-keening moans-
-whines sharply-
N-no~!
-harsh panting-
I….I get it now….y-you’re teasing me……oh~
-soft panting-
It’s…..no….it’s…..not bad…..of course it isn’t bad…..I……
-pause-
D-do I think I’ll want to be knotted? Isn’t that the--
-pause-
You don’t….care about conventions?
-pause-
I…..well…..I……I am unfortunately……at a loss….you Majesty……I thought we…..we would……
Along with….removing the collars……setting off my heat…….-swallows roughly-.....and your rut……
-pause-
I……
You have been…..rather kind……to me……You took me….seriously….when I told you I was nervous…..and honestly……..
-hushed-
This….hasn’t been bad…….anything but---
-pause-
We don’t have to take off the collars? B-but….isn’t that the---?
-pause-
You want me to make the decision? B-but…..don’t you……want….to?
-pause-
-moans softly-
-long pause-
I…..I must admit I’m….surprised you even asked…….
-chuckles wryly-
To be honest….I thought you were just going to……
-hushed-
Take......
-pause-
Forgive me……I…..it’s all I’ve ever heard….ever known….
Alpha’s…..using their Omega’s…..
-pause-
-hitched moan-
Y-you’ll only use me….if I ask?
-moans-
Oh~
-pause-
Yes……yes, I want to…..
I truly do--I…..I want to……
P-please……b-breed me? A-alpha?
-moans-
Oh~
-pause-
W-wait!
I….well……allow me to take off yours…..and you….can take off mine?
-chuckles nervously-
-shuffling on bed-
T-together?
-soft clinking of metal-
-intentionally sniffs-
O-oh……that’s what you smell like……
-pause-
Of course I’ve caught hints but….-sniffs-.......it’s…..very nice…..
-moans softly-
Oh!
-Chuckles-
Y-your beard--it tickles~
-sharp moan-
Ah~
I……I think I can feel it……
Th-the heat…..
It’s….here…….in my stomach…..I can feel it…..
It’s…….-moans softly-.....I’m reacting to you……
-moans-
P-please? Can we?
-gasps-
Ah~
F-fingers? But--I……
-moans-
N-no….it’s g-good…….I just……
-whispers-
It’s…….yours are…..bigger…..
-pause-
-hushed-
Than my own…….
-moans-
Ah…….
-soft panting and moaning-
Mmmm……oh--oh---OH~!
-Warbling moan-
-panting-
W-was that…?
-pause-
I…I’ve never been able to reach it before……..
-soft panting-
I…..will you….please? I……I want you inside……
-pause-
P-please? A….Alpha?
-moans into a kiss-
-pulls away panting-
-shuffling on bed-
I…..what?
B-but this is the…..I thought……presenting……won’t it be easier?
-pause-
-hitched breath-
Y-you….want to see my face?
-moans-
A-alright….A-Alpha…..
-shuffling on bed-
B-but….p-please…hurry….I can….I can feel it more….getting stronger……
-pause-
-moans miserably-
You--I……I feel……empty........
P-please……b-breed me?
-pause-
If I’m…..in pain…..I will….say something……
-soft kiss-
-hushed-
…Why are you so kind to me?
-pause-
-long trailing moan-
Ah~~
N-no! It’s…..it’s alright….please….please don’t stop…….don’t stop until you’re all the way inside……
-soft moans and pants-
Oh~.....you’re so….large……stretching me……-whines-
It’s good……I swear, Alpha….it is…..
-panting-
I……uhnnnn~
-pause-
Everything is….getting so foggy…..I……I want you….I want……want your k-knot……
-hushed-
Never wanted anything so badly…….
-hitched breath-
-deep kiss-
-soft panting-
-hushed-
Want you to lock it inside me and flood me with your seed…….
-wails-
Oh~
N-no! More---more! Please more!
-panting and moans-
Haaaaa…..it’s…..oh Alpha….it’s good….it’s feels so good~!
H-how? Oh~
-through moans-
You’re touching p-places I’ve never touched---making me feel things….I’ve never felt…..It’s a little……little frightening---but don’t you dare pull out…..
-whines-
You don’t get to pull out until your knot settles down…….
-Wailing moans and pants-
F-fuck me~! Breed me, Alpha~!
More….please….more…..you won’t hurt me…..I promise….I would sayyy~
-kisses and moans-
Please…..I want you to lock your knot inside…..pump me full of your seed…..want you to put so much in me--ohhh~--that it leaks out….even while you’re still inside……
-panting-
W-want it to catch……want……want your p-pups~
F-fuck~!
-harsh panting and moaning-
P-please Alpha….breed me--breedmebreedmebreedme~!
Oh~! I c-can---I can feel it…y-your knot……pushing against me……
Please…..put it in…..I need it put it in……
M-make me….
-hushed-
Make me a Mommy…..
-harsh gasp-
Oh~!
-crescendoing wails and moans-
Yes! Yes-yes-yes-yes~!
I’m---gasp-
I’m coming~! K-knot meee~
-sharp keening moan-
Y-yes~ Oh~~~ Y-yes!
-through tears-
Thank you A-Alpha…..thank youuu~
-sharp panting and moaning-
Oh…..s-so b-big…….mmmmmm~
-moans, a little delirious-
Right where it belongs……
Y-your seed…..so….hot…..
-moans-
-panting-
-panting slows-
It’s alright……you can lay on me…..until it goes down…..
-sighs wistfully-
What a shame that will be…..
-pause-
-grunts softly-
-chuckles, a little strained-
What? Lose all your energy already?
-chuckles again-
It’s alright…..I won’t tell anyone…….
-hums softly-
-sniffs deeply-
Mmmmm………
-pause-
Intrinsically….I know why the collars are important…..and….I’ve asked those who have bonded what it’s like….not to have them…..and what their mates smell like……but……I understand now when they said that it’s hard to explain…..and nothing will come close to actually experiencing it……
-pause-
-smacks softly-
Excuse me for being articulate while your cock is still lodged in my ass……I’m not that far gone yet……
-chuckles-
-pause-
-groans softly-
Oh don’t get so sentimental already…..there will be no living with you…..
-pause-
Of course I don’t mean it……I’ll be staying here….this……is my home now……
Just…..
-long pause-
-softly-
Please don’t abandon me……
-soft kiss-
-pause-
-soft gasp-
Ah~ Oh….your….knot……
-heaves a wistful sigh-
-pause-
May I---clears throat- May I have some water? I think you---chuckles on a cough---I think you fucked my voice rather raw……
-pause-
Besides….I’d like to have some before another wave hits……
-pause-
Oh--well….yes…..I--um…..I have…..particularly heavy heats already…..and I figure…..with an Alpha King such as yourself as my mate…..they’ll only be…..more…….I can feel it…..here……
-hushed-
I’m going to need to be filled….over and over……
-moans softly into kiss-
Oh…..thank you, Alpha…….
2024-12-01 04:01:47 +0000 UTC View Post
Sometimes we all need comfort in a different way
Contains: "realistic" comfort, advice
A short one, but I think it has a good message to it! I also have to remember that sometimes listeners can't actually listen for longer periods of time all at once, so having some shorter comfort audios is nice sometimes! The sort of catalyst for this audio was me thinking about how Loki would offer comfort, and while I think that occasionally, he would be more soft and gentle, I think this is a more 'canon' way that he might offer comfort and advice. I hope you all enjoy, and continue on and be kind to yourselves, and give yourselves grace!=
~Audio Transcript Below~
Loki: It is not unnatural to yearn for comfort in times of strife.....however I believe one must be careful not to fall into the hole of toxic platitudes that aim to placate you, and prevent you from taking hold of the power that you wield....
Comfort is not always comforting......
There are days when kindness and gentility, grace and compassion are what's needed.......
But not always......
Everyone wishes to hear "everything is going to be alright".....but you must acknowledge that while many things will go right.....some things will not.....
Some things will get broken......and they will be fixed......but there are other times where things will become so broken that they cannot be fixed.....
In that case.....grief is inevitable......but completely and utterly normal.....
And you will continue on....
Life goes on.....with or without whoever and whatever......
And while the moments of grief may threaten to sweep you under.....and outside forces attempt to convince you that you are to blame.....remember......
Even if things are broken.....even if they are difficult......you desereve softness, you deserve rest.......
You deserve to be challenged by choice.....not stressed by circumstance.....you deserve a world that's built for you to thrive in....
Trust that instinct. Never let them convince you that life is supposed to be cruel and hard. You're not too idealistic. It should not be this way......
Yes....not everything will go right......but you cannot hate yourself into a version that you will love when things don't go right......you cannot punish yourself in any way that will unmake the past.....
You will continue on....
So rest well......eat.....drink....for you will need the stamina......
But you will continue on......
Perfect, more room for garbage and activities~
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2024-11-11 17:00:15 +0000 UTC View Post
It's been a long day, but Connor is there for you, just like always.
Contains: Comfort, Pampering, Shower, Kissing, Light Body Worship, Shower Sex, Up Against the Wall Sex, Fingering, Bareback Sex, Slow Loving Sex, Light Dirty Talk, Desperate Connor, Creampie, Aftercare, Cuddling, Petnames (Sweetheart, Dear)
A lovely commission where the commissioner wanted Connor to take care of the listener after a rough day working on the field as a detective. I really enjoyed having Connor be sweet and endearing and caring, as well as having him become a little desperate during sex because he's that attracted to the listener. I hope you all enjoy!
~Audio Transcript Below~
~Detroit: Become Human: Connor X Listener NSFW: Bathed in Comfort~
Connor: -sighs-
I agree.....that was......rough.....to say the least.....
-pause-
Hey.....it's alright......sometimes.....at the end of the day....you can't save everyone......you did your best....that's all anyone could ever ask for......
-pause-
That's all I could ever ask for.....
-soft kiss-
You are amazing....and you did everything you could.....
I know it's a poor consolation prize.......
-soft kiss-
Why don't you go on and take a nice long hot shower....I know that usually helps you feel better.....
-pause-
I know you just want to crawl into bed and fall into the abyss of sleep, but I promise, you’ll feel much better if you’ve cleaned yourself up first……
How about this, why don’t I shower with you? Help you out?
-soft kiss-
No problem at all, Dear….I promise……
-pause-
Go on and I’ll meet you in the bathroom in a moment…..
-soft kiss- I’ll be right there……
-Fade Out-
-Fade In-
Do you need any help getting your clothes off?
-hums-
Alright, go ahead and do that while I get the shower ready……
Don’t worry, Sweetheart, just put them anywhere….I’ll clean it up later…..
-shuffling, then the shower turns on-
There we are……go on and step in, I’ll be right in after I take my own clothes off….
-long pause-
-softly- Hi there…..did you get distracted?
It’s alright, I’ve got you….
-pause-
Here....let me wash away everything......sometimes we need a fresh start to feel like ourselves.....
-soft wet skin touches-
Hm......does that feel nice?
-chuckles lightly- I'm glad, Sweetheart.....
-hums softly-
I think you need a good pampering....it's been far too long......
-pause-
Of course.....please don't ever feel like you ask for me to kiss you too often......I quite enjoy it myself....
-soft kisses that turn into harder kisses-
-pulls away panting softly-
Ah.....yes....that......
-swallows-
Forgive me.....would you be offended if I were to say that you were the cause?
-pause-
You're just......very attractive to me, Sweetheart......
You being in front of me, wet and naked? It makes sense that I would get hard....
-pause-
But this isn't about that......pay it no mind......I still want to pamper you.....you deserve it....especially after a day like today.....
-pause-
Hm?
You.....too?
-pause-
Ah...! You're aroused by me as well.......-chuckles- I'm glad.....
-pause-
Forgive me, I'm not laughing at you......we're just being quite silly, aren't we?
-pause-
It's alright.......no need to worry about it. Sometimes silly-ness is needed, don't you think?
-chuckles softly-
If you're in the mood, we could always....'fool around', was it?
-laughs-
How unsexy of me......
Either way....spending time with you is what matters to me.....
-hums-
Of course, Sweetheart....
-soft kiss-
Did I turn you on by touching your body?
-pause-
-hums-
That's good to know.....thank you for telling me.....
-chuckles softly-
Of course....
-soft kisses-
-lowly-
Do you want to get out of the shower, or?
-pause-
It might be a little more comfortable......but I don't think I'd have a problem fucking you in here....if that's what you wanted......
-pause-
Yes.....you do remember how strong I am, don't you?
Here.....let me show you.....
-shuffling-
-soft panting-
Allow me to move your legs?
-pause-
Now put your arms around my neck and.....
-huffs softly-
There we are......
And if I put your back against the wall.......
-hums-
There.......
Easier to kiss now, too......
-chuckles softly into a kiss-
C-can I finger you for a bit? Stretch you out so you can take my cock?
-pause-
-chuckles-
Well...I imagine that would be something that someone would say in porn....but no....that came from my own processor......
-chuckles into a kiss-
Mind....came from my mind......
-between kisses-
So? Can I?
-moans softly-
I bet the pre-come dripping from my cock would help…..
-pause-
-laughs-
Still not from porn, I swear.....
-shuffling-
It’s ok...I can still hold you with one arm, but it might be better….oh~ If you wrap your lets around my hips….a little tighter
-soft slick noises-
-moans-
That's it....that feels good, doesn’t it? This is an angle we don't usually have, is it?
-soft kiss-
It feels nice to me too…
-soft wet noises and soft panting-
The look on your face is so sweet.....I adore seeing you in pleasure, Sweetheart......
-pause-
-lowly-
If you think my fingers are good, just wait until I fuck you with my cock.....
-laughs-
Alright, yes, that one was from porn, but no more, I promise....
-soft kissing and moaning and wet noises-
Hmmm....that's it....can you….can you rock your hips a little…? It’s ok…I've got you......
Let me know when you're ready for me.....
-slow moaning kisses-
We don't need to rush....it's alright......
-soft panting-
Felt a rush of desire? You want me inside you?
-pause-
-hushed-
Please? I wanna hear it....
-pause-
-moaning kiss-
-hushed-
F-fuck….you are so wonderful.....how did an Android like me ever get lucky enough to be with you...…?
-kisses-
Alright, hold on tight, let me adjust for a moment.......
Deep breath….don’t forget to relax……
-hushes-
I know you want me……let me give it to you….
-soft moan-
Oh….so hot…..as always……
fuck......
Mmmm….wait a moment…..just a moment…..
-chuckles-
I need time to adjust…..
-soft moaning and panting-
-hushed-
You feel so good inside……
-pause-
Yes…..I’m afraid you aren’t going to have much leverage beyond rocking against me….is that alright?
-pause-
-soft kiss-
Of course, Sweetheart……
-soft moans and pants-
Mmmm….so good….as always……
-soft panting-
No….not too fast--oh~…..just like this……the angle is nice, isn’t it?
-hums a moan-
I’ve got you…..I’ve got you…..
-moaning and panting-
Yeah? Am I hitting just the right spot? Mmmmm…..you feel so good, clenching down around me, fuck……
Oh……I….I think it’s my turn to have that hot wash of arousal……
-moans-
I think--oh~--I think we shouldn’t hold back anything, just…..just let things happen how they happen……just let ourselves feel good…..
-lowly-
And oh do you feel good……incredible really….feels so good to--to fuck you…my cock is so hard because of you……fuck~
-moans into kiss-
-moaning and panting-
I think I’m gonna to come soon….don’t want to hold back….you feel so good……
Just a nice…..hot…orgasm…..
-harsher pants-
Yes, yes…..inside…I’ll come inside….yes Sweetheart~!
-pants and moans in between kisses-
Oh Sweetheart…..close---close….need it….close!
-soft gasp-
Oh~ Clenching so tight around me……come, Sweetheart, come with me~
C-coming~!
-harsh groan-
-harsh panting-
-panting subsides-
Hey....shhhh....shhhh I've got you......
Take a moment....everything is OK......
-long pause-
Are you ready for me to put you down now?
-pause-
How about this? How about I set you down for just a moment so we can dry off, then I'll carry you to bed, and then I can cuddle you all you want.....
-soft kiss-
Perfect......
-shuffling-
Easy does it....right down on the toilet now........
-hums softly-
Lets get a nice fluffy towel for you.....
-pause-
Don't worry, I know, no scrubbing your head with this.....just going to get your body all nice and dry......do you want to dry your hair yourself?
-soft kiss- Here......clean cotton t-shirt, just like you like......
-pause-
I got it while you were getting ready for the shower......
-soft lingering kiss- It's no trouble at all......here you are, Dear......
-long pause with soft movements-
There we are.....all down your arms.....on your palms and in between your fingers.......
Now down your chest and your hips.....
-pause-
Lift a leg up for me, Sweetheart?
-soft kiss-
-chuckles-
Thank you....and don't worry, I'll give a kiss to your other knee as well once this leg is all dry.....
-shuffling-
There we are.....other leg please.....
-soft kiss-
See?
-chuckles-
-soft shuffling-
Don't forget to dry your ears....I know sometimes the leftover water is uncomfortable for you there.....
-soft kiss-
Perfect....you're perfect......
-long pause with soft humming-
There we are......
Let me dry myself off quickly and then I'll carry you off to bed......
-long pause-
There we are......you ready?
-hums- Perfect.....
Put your arms around my neck again?
There we are......
Now for your legs?
-shuffling- Excellent!
Now......
-hums- Lotion yes, to help our body be nice and soft so you're as comfortable as possible......I can even light a nice scented candle if you'd like......
-soft kiss-
No problem at all, Dear........
Nice and gentle settle onto the bed.......Do you want lotion now, or after we cuddle for a bit?
-pause-
Cuddle it is, Sweetheart.....
-shuffling-
Get nice and comfortable......it's time to settle down and let the worries of the day melt away......
-shuffling-
There we go......I have you......
-soft sigh-
I know I said it earlier.....but you did your best.....and what happened today might have been rough.....but you made it through.......
Remember.....you've made it through all of your worst days......this is just one of those......I'm here....I have you....and I'm going to do my best to make this day end on at least a slightly higher note.....
-hushes-
I'm doing this because I care about you, and sometimes we need someone who cares about us to take over, to make things easier, and I am more than happy to provide that for you, Sweetheart......
-pause-
Everything is going to work out and be alright.......
-soft kiss-
Just shut your eyes and let yourself drift.....I'll wake you up in a bit so we can get you even more comfortable.....
-pause-
Of course, Sweetheart.....any time......
2024-11-09 17:00:08 +0000 UTC View PostStarting off the Bloopers right with a Drawfee Quote and finishing it off wrong with a bad song pun, everything is right with the world.
2024-11-05 17:00:07 +0000 UTC View PostHi Everyone! A couple days late—sorry about that!—but it's time once again for you to leave your questions for this month's AMA!
If you're new and don't know how this works, it's quite easy! At the beginning of every month, I make a post where you can leave any question (or questions if you have more than one) you'd like to ask me in the comments of that post, and at the end of the month I will create an audio answering those questions!
So go ahead and leave any questions down below, and please don't worry about asking questions that I've answered before, I know not everyone has the time to go back through and listen to all of them!
I look forward to your questions!
Sorry it's taken me a bit to get this out—life has been really wild for me recently—but here it is! Thank you for all your questions and I hope you all enjoyed your Halloween!
2024-11-04 20:12:47 +0000 UTC View PostHe's not actually as opposed to it as you might initially think Contains: Bisexual Bucky Barnes, Talk of Threesome, Threesome Fantasy, Fanta
He's not actually as opposed to it as you might initially think
Contains: Bisexual Bucky Barnes, Talk of Threesome, Threesome Fantasy, Fantasy Discussion, Talk of Subspace, Talk of Dom/Sub Dynamics, Service Sub! Bucky, Mentions of Oral Sex, Handjob, Mentioned Pet Play, Mentioned Humping, Dirty Talk
I have always been and will always be a Bisexual Bucky Barned truther lol. With this audio I was thinking about how a threesome with Bucky would work if he had a partner— considering everything that he's gone through—and I figured that he obviously has fantasies, just not ones that he feels safe or comfortable exploring on his own. So it kind of led me to the idea of him describing his fantasies to his partner in a safe space! Also, I jut couldn't help the title pun, I am weak lol. Anyways, I hope you all enjoy!
~Audio Transcript Below~
Bucky: -pause-
I mean…..if you’re asking whether or not I have a third lined up, the answer is no……but if you mean whether or not I would be interested in bringing a third into our…..sexual relationship…..
-pause-
I mean…….I have thought about it…..but not in any real depth…..
-pause-
Well…..not a whole lot of people in this world that I trust in that way……so….like I said……not something that I’ve thought about in any real capacity……
-pause-
Are you…..interested in that?
-pause-
-chuckles- I’m asking more for your benefit……you wouldn’t have brought it up if it wasn’t something that you were thinking about in the first place……
-pause-
Don't worry.....I'm not offended.....or mad or really even turned off by it.....
Remember.....I told you I've thought about it......
-pause-
I think it could be something we can talk about......
That might....actually be an easier way to......ease me into it? I guess? Like.....I don't have to completely trust another person just to....talk about it....right?
-pause-
Well.....
Didn't know the word for it back in the day.......and I guess it doesn't matter too much to me nowadays....but....guys....gals.....people outside of that or....inbetween......never really had any issues being attracted to....well.....pretty much anyone....
And I mean ....gender just.....didn't register? If I'm attracted I'm attracted.....
Especially after.....everything.......and here.......in 2024? I care about it even less....as in--
-pause-
Ok.....-chuckles breathlessly- Just wanna make sure I don't sound like a complete dickhead here.....
-pause-
Good......
-pause-
What I've thought about....right.....
Before I do.....can you.....come sit next to me?
-clears throat- Yeah......
-pause-
Well....I guess....I've thought about just.....not having to think......you and.....well in my fantasies they don't really have a face or like.....a form other than a vague feeling but......just thinking about......
-deep inhale and exhale-
Being used......not having to think about....everything that's knocking around inside this head of mine.....
You and them.....just.....bossing me around......giving me instructions to follow.....
-swallows-
I've always been good at following instructions......
-pause-
-chuckles- I'm talking about my fantasies of being fucked by you and another person......you should be worried if I wasn't getting hard.....
-pause-
Well......easy things......like.....undressing you.....giving you pleasure.....with my hands.....my mouth.......
-lowly-
My cock.......
-pause-
There's....this one....specific scenario.....where......both of you are sitting on the couch......fully clothed and watching a movie or something......and I'm......
-soft panting-
I'm in between your legs......your pants are undone and.....I'm using my mouth on you.......not paying attention to anything other than....servicing you......
And......the other.....they're petting my head and running their fingers through my hair......but other than that......you don't acknowledge me at all......I'm not something to be focused on.....just a......a pet.....who's gotta serve.......
-lowly-
I don't have to think......all I gotta do is use my mouth.....
-pause-
....maybe I've thought about it more than I've let on......
-swallows-
You don't gotta do anything, Doll....I just--
-moans softly-
Y-yeah?
-hushed-
Ok......
-shuffling-
-hisses softly-
Fuck your hand feels good......
-soft panting-
I-uh.....-clears throat-
Well......I would be naked........with maybe......like....--oh fuck--a collar around my n-neck......
-through soft pants and moans-
And once you were......you were done with me....you'd say something.....tell me to stop....but I'd be so....so deep....that I'd keep going.....keep....servicing you...and--oh--the other.....they'd.....they'd grip my hair and pull me back.....just to look at me.....and---and show you how much of--of my mind I had lost......
-swallows roughly and whines-
A-and you'd both.....make this face.....and tell me how--how sweet I looked.....and how.....
-hushed-
Mindless.....
-moans-
Oh.....
-panting-
And......you'd call me......your pet.......and scold me....f-for not listening the first time......
-harsher panting-
O-oh......oh I'm.....I'm close, Doll......
-panting-
-swallows and whines softly- O-h.....ok........
-through crescendoing moans and pants-
A-and......you'd scoot me back, and p-put your---your leg....right against my crotch.......and I'd.....I'd notice for the first time.....that I was so hard.......
-whines-
F-fuck~! I---I----
-hisses sharply-
And you'd make me hump your leg until I came......w-with you....oh fuck!---a-and our th-third t-telling me.......what a d-dumb little p-pet I am~! F-fuck-fuck-fuck~!
-grunts-
C-coming~!
-moans sharply-
F-fuck~
-harsh pants-
-panting slows-
I-- -swallows- f-fuck.......
-chuckles -
Y-yeah......thank you......shit......
-pause-
You uh.....did you want me to--?
-pause-
You sure?
-exhales softly-
Ok.....lemme know if that changes?
-pause-
Yeah......
-long pause-
-chuckles- Sorry.....might be hard to make that fantasy a reality.......not a whole lotta people I trust like you in this world.....
-pause-
-chokes and coughs-
I--fucking--Steve?! S-shut---laughing- Shut the fuck up!
-joking- I hate you, you're awful, never speak to me again....
-fading out-
No....no....you've ruined it....your kisses do nothing anymore.....
2024-10-28 19:55:40 +0000 UTC View PostNo matter what the world or your mind says, you are not broken.
Contains: Comfort, Advice, Talks Of Mental Health
Just something that I've been really struggling with, trying to get back on my feet again. It's something I believe that more people need to hear, so I hope that this helps those who need it, and even those who may not 💚
~Audio Transcript Below~
You are not broken
With everything going on in your life and in the world it may seem like it.....may seem like you're one minor inconvenience from falling apart.....and that's....well....it's not ok....we shouldn't have to live like that....but it's an unfortunate outcome of....this....this world that's somehow turned into wasteland....a scenario where Big Brother tells you that you're not working hard enough, that you're lazy, and entitled and if you just 'pull yourself up by your bootstraps' then all your problems will be solved, and then in the same breath they convince you that you and the rest of the common-folk are to blame for the state of the world, for the state of your mental health.....and they shame you for it.
It's why a lot of us are burnt out messes, just trying to get by....
Burnt out....but not broken....
-pause-
Sometimes all we can do is keep ourselves alive....even though in comparison to how we felt before....it feels paltry and useless and not enough....
Before....the past....that's always the comparison.....it easier to compare our present selves to our past selves, because that's the part we've lived already....the parts that we remember....the parts that haunt us....
Of course you can't compare yourself to the future, because it hasn't happened yet, so all you have is the past.....and even then....when you get to that future....it just becomes the present again.....because time....though it keeps marching on....is strangely static in that way....
-chuckles ruefully- And you know what they say, hindsight is 20/20....
And I know there's a sick form of penance that comes from pouring over the past....thinking of each and every moment that you wish you could change.....making yourself feel worse because then maybe you'll feel something other than the dread mixed with apathy that threatens to pull you under.....
But it's not good to obsess over what you can't change.....
I know you know that.....but it's....-sighs- it's not just a reminder for you.....
-pause-
It's alright to be afraid.....it's alright to struggle....you're not worthless....you're not broken.....
You may be tired, angry, depressed, taken advantage of, belittled, afraid, stressed out of your mind....
You might feel like you're held together by a roll of ever thinning duct tape and dreams most days....
Maybe cracked or chipped.....but not broken...
You may have to pick up some pieces that fall off....tape them back on the best you can, or simply....hold onto them tight in your palm until you can find the glue that makes the fixes last.....
But you're not broken.....never broken
Even if all you did today was survive, I'm beyond proud of you....whatever has kept you here....whatever keeps you going now....and whatever brings you to the future.....it's enough....even if it's the hardest thing you've ever done....whatever it is that plagues you.....surviving is enough....
It's enough.
Is it really a bloopers with me not talking to myself, cursing everything that makes sound outside of my booth and also begging to be released from said booth when I'm done?
2024-10-07 21:04:12 +0000 UTC View PostHello Hello! It's time once again for you to leave your questions for this month's AMA!
If you're new and don't know how this works, it's quite easy! At the beginning of every month, I make a post where you can leave any question (or questions if you have more than one) you'd like to ask me in the comments of that post, and at the end of the month I will create an audio answering those questions!
So go ahead and leave any questions down below, and please don't worry about asking questions that I've answered before, I know not everyone has the time to go back through and listen to all of them!
I look forward to your questions!
Thank you for all the questions everyone!
Also I was close, the online SFX library that I use is Sound Snap not Snap Seed 😆
I may be a garbage monster who rifles through everyone's trash cans but at least I'm not mean to Linus.
Mods:
• Seasonal Outfits - Slightly Cuter Aesthetic by Poltergeister:
https://www.nexusmods.com/stardewvalley/mods/5450
• Dynamic Reflections by PeacefulEnd:
https://www.nexusmods.com/stardewvalley/mods/12831
• Gift Taste Helper by tstaples:
https://www.nexusmods.com/stardewvalley/mods/229
• Mini Bars by Ophaneom:
https://www.nexusmods.com/stardewvalley/mods/8329
• Part of the Community by bmarquismarkail:
https://www.nexusmods.com/stardewvalley/mods/923
• Yet Another Dog Mod by spacesheepcaptain (with modded colors for the
corgi by me):
https://www.nexusmods.com/stardewvalley/mods/1853
• Stardew Notification by Sakorona:
https://www.nexusmods.com/stardewvalley/mods/4713
• UI Info Suite 2 by drewhoener:
https://github.com/Annosz/UIInfoSuite2/releases
• Visible Fish by shekurika:
https://www.nexusmods.com/stardewvalley/mods/8897
• Please Remember My Marriage by nraittanna:
https://www.nexusmods.com/stardewvalley/mods/9065
2024-09-25 16:00:08 +0000 UTC View Post
Jason just wanted to walk you home, but it turns out you've both been beating around the bush for too long.
Contains: First time, Implied F! Listener (use of the word "breasts" twice, no other gendered language), Light Nipple Play, Half Dressed Sex, Safe Sex, Teasing, Kissing, Dirty Talk, Body Worship, Fingering, Handjob, Cowgirl/Riding Position, Mention of Dom/Sub Dynamic, Aftercare, Light Sub Drop
Another lovely Jason Todd Commission! This one was a fun one! I did really like the sort of...I don't know, 'Slice of Life' vibe I got from it? Like it felt more real and down to earth and I liked it! I hope you all do too! I will say that I didn't explicitly tag the title as having a Feminine Listener, only because the only 'gendered' language used in this is Jason saying the words "breast" and "breasts", him mentioning how he likes how squishy they look, and him mentioning that he's massaging and touching them. There are some Masculine presenting people who still have/like their chests, so I didn't want to exclude them! However, do be be mindful of that if you do in fact have some dysphoria about your chest! Otherwise, I hope you all enjoy!
~Audio Transcript Below~
Jason: I know that you're perfectly capable of walking yourself home.....I just......Gotham is dangerous......even with its gaggle of masked vigilantes at its beck and call.....especially at night.....
-pause-
Besides....even if this wasn't Gotham.....isn't it nicer to walk home with a---friend.....rather than alone?
-pause-
-chuckles softly-
You really should start taking a heavier jacket when you go out.....otherwise you wouldn't be shivering as much.......
Here......stop for a second.....
-pause-
You can use my scarf.......
-pause-
There......
-slightly awkward silence-
So....have any fun plans.....tonight?
-pause-
Just....home alone......
At least that'll be......relaxing?
-more slightly awkward silence-
Well.....this is it......your....door....
-pause-
You know.....I....well.....I could walk you home more often......if you'd like.....
Even if it isn't....at night.....
-pause-
It's no problem.....like I said.....it's nicer to walk with a......friend.....
-long pause-
How about this.....you can....keep the scarf until the next time I see you......
Besides.....
-lowly-
It looks good on you.....
-long pause-
You've got snow in your hair.......you should.....go inside....before it gets too heavy......
-pause-
-lowly-
Come inside?
-hushed with a soft chuckle-
What will the neighbors think?
-pause-
If you really want me to come inside.....I can......
-pause-
-hurried shuffling-
-chuckles softly-
-pause-
-lowly-
Here.....let me unlock the door......sometimes it's hard when your fingers are cold......
-whispered-
I know.....
-door opens-
Go on.....before we let all the heat out......
-shuffling-
-door closes-
-hums-
You have a nice place---soft gasp-
-thump against the door-
-chuckles tightly-
I'm---sorry....I never thought that you would ever try to push me against a door......caught me.....on guard......
Are you alright? I didn't push you too hard, did I?
-pause-
Good......
Sorry.....I rumpled your jacket......and the....scarf....
-shuffling-
Might as well....take it off.....now that we're....inside?
-pause-
-shaky sigh-
-hushed-
I don't know if I can play this game anymore......
-lowly-
We shouldn't......we shouldn't and I should go......
But......
-hushed-
God do I want you.....
-kiss-
-pulls away panting-
Please.....tell me to stop......I don't know if I can hold it all back if you don't.......
It'll be easier to walk away with just the taste of you in my mouth.....
-gasps softly into another kiss-
-moans and deepens kiss-
-frantic kissing-
G-god----this whole fucking time.....we are---chuckles into a kiss---so stupid--
-laughs into more kisses-
-pulls away panting-
Now--this---you want this too, right? I'm not just.....reading into things?
-pause-
Oh thank God----kisses again-
-shuffling of clothes-
-through kisses-
B-bedroom?
N-no? No time? -groans into kiss-
-pulls away panting-
Wait....wait....just.....just a second.....just......
-panting-
You're ok with this? Half dressed and on your couch?
-pause-
I do.....God do I.....
Now that I know what your lips taste like? And how much you actually like me? How we've been tip-toeing around this? Of course I want you.....I just want to make sure that this is how you want it.....
-soft kiss-
Ok......if that changes.....you have to tell me.....please.....
I get no pleasure from force.....unless it's explicitly asked for and negotiated beforehand.....
-pause-
-chuckles-
Oh Honey.....you don't even really know what you've gotten yourself into.....
-soft kiss-
-lowly-
Come on.....couch awaits.....
-shuffling-
There we go....…
-breathes out- Look at you…..just…..you are so incredibly stunning I can’t……I can’t take my eyes off you…..
-lowly-
Feels like I haven’t been able to keep my eyes off you since they first landed on you…..
-chuckles softly-
Never said I wasn’t a sap……
-soft kiss-
Can I touch you….here?
-pause-
To be perfectly honest….I’ve been wanting to touch your breasts for a while…..just…..-chuckles to himself- they seem to soft to the touch…..squishy in a way that I---chuckles on a cough, embarrassed- I really like…..
-pause-
You really are just…..so sweet you know that?
-soft touches-
-chuckles-
But you’ve got a little wild side in you, don’t you? The part of you that tried to push me against the door……that’s the same part that likes the feeling of my hands massaging your breasts……feels kind of naughty…..but good, doesn’t it?
-groans softly-
I’ve only just touched you and I can barely get enough…….
-lowly-
And what if I pinched here…..would you like that?
-pause-
-hums-
Only one way to find out, isn’t there?
-exhales shakily-
Oh…..you do like that….don’t you?
-pause-
Tell me? Please? I….I wanna hear everything….I wanna know how nice this makes you feel…..and how it’s me the one doing it……
-pause-
Oh…..Sweetheart…..
-soft panting and shifting of clothes-
-chuckles- sorry….I’ll stop teasing you…..
-pause-
Just…..kind of got lost in you….you know?
-chuckles into a soft kiss, a little embarrassed-
Go on Sweetheart.....take your bottoms off......
-pause-
-chuckles-
You yourself said you were in a hurry.....
Here....Why don't I help you?
-pause-
-hums-
Thank you.
-soft kiss-
-kissing and clothes shuffling-
-belt buckle clinks-
-pulls away, panting softly-
Hey....don't.....don't hide from me Sweetheart.....Not any part of your body you reveal.....or any noise coming out of your mouth.....I want you to show me it all.........
-pause-
Is that ok? Can I see you, Sweetheart?
-moans softly-
Thank you.....thank you.....
-soft kisses-
What a sight.......-breathes- what a sight......
-gasps softly-
And what a sight that is too.....you straddling me......
-shuffling-
And where did you pull those out from?
-pause-
-groans, then chuckles-
You are.....incredible......
-pause-
Will you get me ready while I get you ready?
-hums-
Oh....yeah....
-soft wet noises-
-moans and pants interspersed by kisses-
I'm.....f-fuck Sweetheart....would it be too soon to ask if you're ready? Just--s-shit~--don't know how long I'll be able to hold it once I do get inside you......
And I'd like to be inside when I come......even if it's into a condom.....
-pause-
Oh thank God……
-shuffling-
You wanna ride me, Sweetheart?
-moans-
Do it…..would love to see you and watch you bounce on my lap as you throw your head back in pleasure…..
-moans-
-soft panting-
That’s it Honey……nice and slow……go on…..
-groans-
F-fuck…..yes……oh…..you feel like a fucking furnace.....fuck.....
-panting and soft moans-
Yeah…..test it out….see how it feels and what feels best……want you to feel so good….
-groans- Ohhhhh yeah…..just like that…..
-panting and moaning-
That's it....f-fuck that's it......I've got you....you don't have to worry about a thing.....all you have to worry about, is feeling how good my cock feels inside you.....
-moans- Oh fuck.....
Yeah....ride my cock, Sweetheart.....take what you want.....
-lowly, with a bit of a smile-
That's an order.....
-laughs through a moan- Oh.......someday.....someday I'm going to push you on that little Service Sub streak you so obviously have in there.....but for now.....I just----I just want.....f-fuck
-panting and moaning-
You look so good......so good......
Something--something about us being half dressed....fucking on your couch of all things--f-fuck--after all this time.....
All this waiting and tension........
-moans into a kiss-
-through moans and kisses-
I've got you Sweetheart.....I've got you......you can just let go.....let go......I'll catch you......I swear that I won't let you fall where I can't catch you......
-sharper moans-
F-fuck.....yes....that's it.....take it~
Come on my cock Sweetheart~
-harsh pants crescendo-
Fuck--fuck--fuck~!
C-coming--F-fuck~!
-harsh moan-
-moans into kiss-
Ah--S-sweetheart~
-panting-
-panting slows-
Hey….hey come here……it’s ok….you’re ok……
You want to lay on my chest?
-pause-
Of course…
-shuffling-
Can I touch your hair?
-soft kiss-
I’ve got you…..take some deep breaths with me…….
-slow intentional breaths-
-long pause-
-hums softly-
You feeling a little bit better now?
-pause-
Hey, shhhh…. there’s no need to apologize…..that was a lot…..it’s understandable that you’d have a big crash of emotions after the fact…..
-pause-
And I’m not gonna be weirded out or leave you just because of that……I’m not an asshole….
-pause-
-sharp barking laugh-
Ok, I’m not that much of an asshole…….
-pause-
We can lay like this as long as you like……I’m not going anywhere……
-hums softly into a kiss-
-pause-
-laughs-
I told you I wouldn't last long!
-heave a sigh-
Fuck~
I can't tell you how long I've been thinking about that....fantasizing.....
-pause-
It was amazing......
-hums-
-soft kiss-
I'm glad you felt so too.....
-pause-
Oh---chuckles- Honey.....I'll have sex with you as many times as you want......we've got all night to catch up with.......
A nice long time to explore all the things that make you embarrassed....the things that make you squeal.....but also make you come so hard your vision goes white.....
-hums into a kiss-
And I'm determined to hear them all......if you're of a mind.....of course.....
-hums into a kiss-
Good~
2024-09-24 22:43:57 +0000 UTC View Post
Sometimes a date doesn't go entirely to plan, but that doesn't necessarily mean that it's bad
Contains: Light Mental Health Talk, Comfort, Encouragement,
I'm not quite sure where this came from to be honest! This didn't really start out as a Bucky audio, but the more that I wrote, the more that it felt very him, and it turned into this -gestures-. I'm not sure why the premise involved rain, maybe it's because I genuinely yearn for Autumn and it hasn't hit where I live yet. Regardless, I hope you all enjoy!
~Audio Transcript Below~
Bucky: Thank you, for agreeing to have a little....well....a little walking date I guess......I know we were gonna go to the theatre I just—you know--I know...you know—feeling a bit.....out of whack.....
Feel better in a wide open space......where there's.....a lot of light....
-pause-
-chuckles ruefully- You'd think that, wouldn't you? But....wider open space? Easier to um--well.....see people coming.....
-long pause-
Anyway.....uh--Steve told me that the flowers around here were beautiful around this time of year--
-pause-
--and....I didn't mean to...rhyme there....no......
-chuckles-
Thank you.....I'm glad one of us has got their shit together.....
-pause-
I...sor—pauses then sighs—thank you.....for being patient with me....
-walking-
-pause-
Yeah.....therapist says that I gotta get better at reframing things......instead of apologizing for....things I'm having difficulty with or things that I can't control.....I'm....trying to get better at thanking them for their kindness.....
-pause-
Yeah.....
Feels better than begging for forgiveness......
So thank you......
-pause-
Steve was right, these are beautiful......
Nice to see something like this sometimes......makes you appreciate it, you know?
-pause-
-chuckles-
We're almost literally stopping to smell the roses.....
-pause-
There are still hard days......I think there will always be hard days......that's just.....a part of being human you know.....but....now the good days outlast the bad....
-pause-
And I've lived through every worst day I've had so.......
-pause-
Fresh air is nice........
Plus the company......
-soft kiss-
Thank you......
For this.....for everything......
-pause-
Ah--oh--it's raining---
Oh--oh shit it looks like it's really gonna come down....
Come on--! Oh shit---laughing- Shit! Go go go...under the tree!
-running and panting-
Well....-chuckles softly- I guess that's what we get for not checking the weather before we left....
-pause-
I don't think it's ruined...I figure if we just wait for a bit it'll pass.....
-pause-
-chuckles-
'It is raining, Master Dwarf, and it will continue to rain until the rain is done!'
-pause-
-breaks out laughing-
-through laughs- I'm sorry, it was just too perfect....
-laughter dies down-
-hums, concerned- Wow yeah....it's really comin' down ain't it?
Just when I was talking about things getting better......
Well....no umbrella.....do you want to wait? Or should we brave the storm and try to get back to the car?
-pause-
I think there's enough coverage from the trees.....could go from one to the other? That way we can still kind of see the flowers? Plus if it's a quick shower we won't have to leave?
We will get more wet though.....at least it isn't cold rain.......
-hums softly-
May I have this dance?
Come on.....who says only kids can play in the rain?
-pause-
If you want, I can try to reenact "Singin' in the Rain" for you....but I can't promise it'll be any good......Steve was the one who was better at show tunes than me......
-pause-
Part of my reintegration, now come on....you gonna leave me out here to get soaked?
-pause-
You're the best, Doll......
-chuckles- Don't worry, once you're fully soaked you won't care as much......
-pause-
I know.....but just look at me, yeah? It doesn't matter what those other people think.....
Just slow......like this.....
-hums "Making Whoopie"-
See? How romantic is this? Like an old Hollywood movie.....
-laughs-
And when we get back, we'll change into some dry clothes, I'll get you a nice hot drink, and we can snuggle on the couch and watch a movie....kind of like we originally planned.....how does that sound?
-soft kiss-
How about....."Singin' in the Rain"?
-whistles "Singin' in the Rain"-
2024-09-24 19:47:35 +0000 UTC View Post
I get through the loud interruptions of cars and other things by cursing at them and thinking of fun and creative insults so I don't descend into madness. Hope you all enjoy!
2024-09-17 19:19:12 +0000 UTC View Post
We've started again! But this time, with a few changes! I hope you'll enjoy this new save with new mods! I'm excited to show you more once we get further in!
Mods:
• Seasonal Outfits - Slightly Cuter Aesthetic by Poltergeister:
https://www.nexusmods.com/stardewvalley/mods/5450
• Dynamic Reflections by PeacefulEnd:
https://www.nexusmods.com/stardewvalley/mods/12831
• Gift Taste Helper by tstaples:
https://www.nexusmods.com/stardewvalley/mods/229
• Mini Bars by Ophaneom:
https://www.nexusmods.com/stardewvalley/mods/8329
• Part of the Community by bmarquismarkail:
https://www.nexusmods.com/stardewvalley/mods/923
• Yet Another Dog Mod by spacesheepcaptain (with modded colors for the
corgi by me):
https://www.nexusmods.com/stardewvalley/mods/1853
• Stardew Notification by Sakorona:
https://www.nexusmods.com/stardewvalley/mods/4713
• UI Info Suite 2 by drewhoener:
https://github.com/Annosz/UIInfoSuite2/releases
• Visible Fish by shekurika:
https://www.nexusmods.com/stardewvalley/mods/8897
• Please Remember My Marriage by nraittanna:
https://www.nexusmods.com/stardewvalley/mods/9065
2024-09-10 20:18:26 +0000 UTC View Post