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Zhu Crouched

I wanted to turn this into a sticker for personal reasons. It feels cathartic to express myself above words alone. I know I"m not a total failure, but right now my personal growth is not at the level where I want it to be.

I'm not satisfied with my current life or state of being, or sometimes with the people I'm surrounded with feels isolating instead of inviting for petty thoughts. My physical self could be stronger, my confidence could be better, I could be making more money, more art...

Failure

More frequently than not these days, I've been waking up with a nagging anxiety that I'm not doing enough, or never will. This has lead me to pandering, in many ways to gain a sense of significance.

Today I hit my limit, and I feel like a nobody. A failure. And it's okay. This is going to be my time to reassess who I am and what I am doing. I think I need to write down a few ideas for myself of what's going on and spend time alone.

Arma + GB Sandwich

I posted the final result up on Twitter, but tonight you guys will be getting some extra drawings I've been working on the side.

Here's the cleaned up image of the two giants Armageond2dm and Gigantic Beast having at one another with a smaller Zhu in between them!

Father's Day Sandwich - WIP

So after some advice from my giant friends for Patreon. I'm posting alternates and sketches exclusively here, advice or comments from you guys at any point to grow things will be included.

That makes life a lot simpler to release the finished product online and you guys get an early look into my art process.

Today I will be coloring and painting this! Fairly hype :D.

World 5 - Catch

This is for the Gator Rex's world, his volcanic jungle. Old tune that I loved so very much! I hope you like it too. (It's catchy)

Lunawave

Inspired by 4mat's Lunawaves song, I put this into my games Cove world soundtrack for the Tiger.

I still feel weird crossing streams of game art mixed with my adult account. But you guys have reassured me it's okay =].

WFA Redline - Zhu Cigars

Got a crazy growth commission from WFA above, and my redline is down below. The gist of it is my bison Mihk and vampire orc Rohr smoke growth cigars. After trying one, they take bushels of cigars and shove it into their mouths, undergoing growth everywhere almost like a weird and sexy muscle horror cartoon. They moan and grunt deeper in pleasure and shove cigars into their cocks and let themselves steep in the stuff, grabbing their socks, undies to amplify their sweat, trap it, use the socks ...

Arma - Moon Tranformation

Hey, it's another Armagedon2dm! The black borders you see around him are actually the crops of a photo I took of my sketchbook as the base drawing I inked and colored over. This is a new technique I'm trying to optimize speed and flow of sketching gestures for fans.

The ideas here are different phases of the moon transform Arma into a beast. Not just the full moon! Blood moons, blue blood moons, sapphire moons, full moons, crescents all affect his growth. Over time he can con...

Comm - Aradaise

Another bit of a slow month,  but picking up speed fast. Been learning new keyboard shortcuts on Clip Studio Paint after it corrupted and crashed a few of my files, halting or reversing some of my work. I also drove back down to SoCal coming back from what I can proudly say has been my boyfriend's place. (I had the most wonderful time I could imagine.)

With all that squared away, today has more or less been my first real work day back in SoCal. I plan to make Washington ...

Big Eyes

Some more sequences where cartoonish eyes look over a big son's hairy muscled ass, and then stuff it, to the point where the son mutates into a self indulgent muscle freak, wanting hyper stimulation, stuffings, and out of control growth, his throat and face bulging out in every way.

This is among my w...

Freakish Faces

In my Zhu custom / style, I get curious about cartoonish shapes with every part of anatomy. 

I even freak myself out at times, even though I find it terribly arousing. I love muscle growth! So Gigantic Beast, a growth fanatic he is, encouraged me to go wild, spiral out of control. And so I did! He mentioned he gets so rage induced his forehead veins flex like biceps, and his tee...

Gigantic Titan

In Gigantic Beast's previous DnD campaign he played the class of Goliath and rolled a glitched number of which his Dungeon Master clearly stated you get what you roll. I think 2,300 pounds of muscle being classed as "medium sized" 8 ft tall is pretty darn lucky.

A lot of his interactions involved demolishing armies of men. His past is a flawless war run among t...

Gigantic Beast Barbarian

Another update to this image, added more definition to his hair. I plan on doing some DnD type art I'll be posting early here hosted by Gigantic Beast. In general I want to collaborate with the guy more as he's a lover of all things growth. I hope you guys enjoy it too!

This will be a part of set of image packs I'll be releasing soon.

Breakneck Beta OST

https://www.dropbox.com/sh/9minh03lgr8p90n/AADDTTvxV4TNFObnv5wEU6Oja?dl=0

Alright guys, here's 3 hours 40 minutes worth of album music. I worked hard on a bunch of new songs the past 6 months ( 2 hours worth ) and compiled another 1.5 hrs worth from old tracks.

This month I worked a lot on the release of my game, went to Biggest Little Fur Con in Reno, Nevada, then d...

Gigantic Beast Barbarian - WIP

This has been a bit of a silent month, going to break that spell and post a good deal in the next few days. <3

Breakneck: Emergence - Beta

https://www.dropbox.com/s/rqpblagfdgn77eu/BreakneckEmergenceBeta.zip?dl=0

This is an early access beta. For those of you have a PC, open it, and open breakneck.exe

The PC controls are z, x, c, and arrow keys. z is jump, x is dash, c is attack I think.

There's a lot of levels! There's probably going to be a lot of errors too! Feel free to add...

Bird Glades - World 2 Level 2

Some more music I'm producing! You'll be getting my album releases early with my voice work here. <3

Sharing is Caring - Comic

Some horny antics I went through tonight after much encouragement to be myself and show the types of daddies I like, Zhu chooses a big bearded dad that sucks him dry and outgrows him to return the favor. What gentlemen. <3

Kin - Load Screen

Some game art for you all, updating my painting work today!

Zhu's Emporium - PG 01 WIP

Going to be coloring a comic artist Mamabliss made a while back, and possibly continue it with my own art style, or draw over it. I'll see how I paint over this and transform this when I clean it up.

I commissioned this back in 2014 and wanted to get it finished since then, even pooling $100 for further pages, but she hasn't posted much since 2017-2018 and people have called her a scam artist. She hasn't responded to my e-mails for years, so I take it she's gone AWOL.

This hits a...

Jacomus Demon

Doing some painting studies to post. Happy with my productivity these days, let's hope I can keep it up. :3

Breakneck Title WIP

Submitting some personal art of my game. Cleaned up the clouds on this and added colors.


Some future plans are to make the primary rocks in the center look less like a glove, move the main monster baddy with the veins a little to the right so it clutters the title that goes over it less.

For the music I want to add more variations to the theme in the beginning and add interest.

Excited to maybe have the beta of my game out tomorrow!

Music - Prophecy

I'll also be releasing music now in the Audio tier, if you want to hear early album work of mine! This song is based on Legend of Zelda Link's Awakening's, Southern Face Shrine.

Link's Awakening blew my mind as a kid with the narrative, combining tools, realizing the world is a dream (but not in a cliche way) and have to release the island by defeating the nightmares.

In the same vein the Coyote is a naive boss that wants to make peace with his alien invasion...

Minh Ande - Parkour 02

Oh boy, a sequence or comic of Minh Ande! I'm getting the hang of scheduled posts and a painting pipeline, which is hype.


I really like steamy sweaty bulking guys! Here's also an example of a mask I like a lot.

Minh Ande

Doing some parkour super hero stuff and more involved backgrounds with hyper characters spraying or moving about.

I often times like to challenge artists or commissioners to think of poses outside of the normal arms splayed out "I can't move!" pose. Usually muscles are made for movement, are they not?

I do a lot of standing poses so this is a lot of fun to break free from.

Breakneck Boards - Coyote

https://www.dropbox.com/sh/xy174h3eatj474z/AADO64a8XQgw3ErAdQvRdARIa?dl=0

Posting some personal comic work I've been doing for my game this month. Lots of work to be had and done.

I'll try to post some growth comics tomorrow.

Dashiel

Another commission to post early here! This month I'm grinding painting hardcore to see how fast I can make good results happen.

I normally am not into jockstraps or locker room scenes, but he seems really friendly here, wanting to play another round of rugby or catch. 

I hope you like my more whimsical approach to these scenes! I feel a lot of men like to pose or do rough stuff, but honestly locker rooms can be casual and fun.

Jaka WIP

Some huge giant manly men. Comics and animation coming this weekend, with a few audio growth clips!

Eralo

An image done for Eralo! Going to be posting a bit daily before the end of the month. Hope you guys enjoy! 

Seems he's going out for a healthy jog!

Evert

A quick painting sketch style to post. Voice and animation work coming today and tomorrow!