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Spacedrakes posts

story posts? [do you like them?]

have a few ideas of small narratives I'd like to jot down and wasn't sure how much you guys liked my other written stuff i've posted here.

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wistful [sketch]

I guess he looks more pensive than anything else, oh well.


was a fast doodle of Hades earlier because I've been feeling depressed all day today, and rather listless..I had a lot of ideas and shit i wanted to draw and then man...I did nothing.


my back pain has been LEGENDARY for the last week or so, like my tailbone and my hip/ass have been on fire. I have pretty bad sciatica in my right leg, and that's been completely intolerable recently as well x_x

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Feels [HR]

Aidoneus & Raine(rika) gettin extra close.


I decided I wasn't feeling this enough to actually go through and do all the shading it would require so I'm just going to call it done with slightly detailed flats. Not everything needs to be 100% completion so...whatever.


it's nothing in particular that caused it, something about the way the background and how it kinda..melted into the chars themselves was too muddy for me color-wise and I am just far too lazy ...

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Eo [Sml + HR]

personal piece: 

Rain(Rika) & Aidoneus giving each other affection


probably the single image in all of 2020 that I truly enjoyed working on. Did some test/shading style things and here we are. I made sure to worry less on getting things perfect and more on enjoying the effort.


I think they really like each other.

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thank you for the support/happy birthday me

I'm OLDDDD. D:<


I'm tempted to go to the store and buy myself a cupcake to blow out a candle by myself and my gramma called me and said I should but i think its too depressing lmao x.x;

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works in progress[image/sketch dump]

I've got several things going at once right now, so here's a bit of a sneak peek i suppose.

some comms, some personal. mixing them all in


a lot of rika, a few of these are hades, a  lot of them are aidoneus. I know it's pretty much impossible to tell them apart without their colors.

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shower fun

commission for maxtheshadowdragon of indigo [his lady] & dominic [my male]

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sweetest slumber [icon gift]

soooo, super sappy shit here but I keep prattling on about how grateful I am for the friends in my life and really there's not enough time in the day for me to shove my love down all their throats DX< 


but this is a gift for one of the most supportive people I know, who is trying their hardest to grow and become an amazing person and i've been watching them grow for years and it makes me warm and fuzzy inside. 


plus, when you're plagued by absolu...

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wistful [mid res] & maw midres


a rather fast 1/2 body calming piece of Hades (my male sona) being his beautiful self in some flamey-background. and rika's drooly maw. I love love love maw stuff, not gunna lie I love saliva and slobbery kisses so much you'd think I had a vore fetish xD

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Wistful [high res] & Maw

a rather fast 1/2 body calming piece of Hades (my male sona) being his beautiful self in some flamey-background. and rika's drooly maw. I love love love maw stuff, not gunna lie I love saliva and slobbery kisses so much you'd think I had a vore fetish xD

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so sleepy ;_;

ugh it's only 8:30 and i want to go to bed already. what is my liiife



i hope the ppl following this patreon had a good week.


mine was okay, just very emotional and tiring. and I think the shock of what my ex did to me is settling in, since i've become emotionally devoid in the last few days.


I think I just wanna sleep for a week x_x

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Retro vibes

was feeling some 80s vibing today. Like roller skates, roller rinks, neon lights, and excessive use of glow.


Rika, showing off her terrifying maw of teeth

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"Horny as fuck"

when things are bleak and awful, there's little point to deny your baser instincts.


so let's just be the animal we really are-



someone, feed that poor aberrant wife drake, before she eats you!

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Caelum update

now up to date with todays canon lore. commission for alcatrazhopeflyte on FA

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voiceless [ipad/sai hybrid piece]

"When no one ever hears anything you say..."

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Drowning in despair [HD + eyes close ver]

In my life, I can say I've lost both loves of my life now.


I'll never be whole again.


And I truly don't know why this happened to me. 


I've done so much good this year. For others. I've fed the homeless, helped old ladies, I've given what little I had to people around me, I poured my soul and broken body into loving one man, and being truly loyal to him.


And I wasn't good enough.


I was told I'm a bad per...

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This is my life now (gift in progress)[Rika + Asura]

it's funny because I drew this before things fell apart, I drew it the day before meg's birthday.. Things felt off and bad and wrong for a while...I'm very lucky for cheebs [asura] and that she's brought me into her family [jo, lunar] without them I probably wouldn't be alive today. 


I wanted to make rika canonically stupidly oversized for a female drake. I'm not sure why, I just wanted her to dwarf the size of all other females, possibly even ezrael 9though ez could sti...

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FYR shirt design

a mock up of a shirt design I made recently. before my entire world fell apart on me

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Cum -but in space [HD]

I had to fill the void in my life i've had for a long time now, so a few weeks ago I designed Hades, a partial aberrant male abyss drake. and no, the first pic of him was not nsfw...the 3rd was. see, I can behave myself.


I haven't fleshed out his personality yet, but he's already a character I really love. and yes, as a tropical, he has 6 toes. also yes, I was extremely lazy and used my old sketch for dominic & icarus to flesh out his design. the headshape on the ref [on ...

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sorry.

a lot of things have been happening in my life recently, more than I can cope with. In a sense, i've crumbled and I don't see a light at the end of the tunnel. when you spend a whole year+ after splitting with someone bad, rebuilding yourself from the ground up, taking therapy, taking medicines, and wanting to change, and making those changes, then be told its not enough, its never enough, youre not enough


it's very hard to endure.

for many years ive felt i had no purpo...

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commissions are open

you may claim a slot here, by discord or anywhere else that my information is at

prices: https://www.weasyl.com/journal/162761/commission-openings


images in the image above are all current/new 2020 artworks.

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Lore sheets updates: 2020

several changes made to all 3 of these, not gunna go into it more than that since I a quite tired right now



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Eros & Fen (HR)

commission with my male dragon eros genderbent as a female, and paired with fenra's horse of the same name.


I probably won't do many more genderbend images, theyre not really my personal cup of tea, and I mugh prefer eros as his proper gender.


but either way! hope you enjoy

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a tiny shoutout

small thanks [at random i know] to cheebs [chibi] and lunar [her pal she introduced me to] for being around and hanging out with me lately, spending time with me, letting me vent, venting on me, etc. we have a really nice triangle of friendship growing and it makes me really happy. i always strive for equality and honesty in every relationship I have [yes, friendships are relationships] and for the first time in what feels like forever, I have achieved something working towards that.

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Zos the Aesthari & "Ika" [HD/public sizes]

designed an Aesthari as a gift for the kiddo Lunar, who has been a positive thing to have around. We had a crappy night a few days ago (anniversary of a death in my life, and him having issues w/his female) so I doodled some ventart up, since he doesnt have his abyss drake yet.


"Ika" is just an aesthari with rika's coloration and pattern, but is not rika "transformed" or anything like that. Drakes dont transform, i just rly like my sona's colors k. lol.


life ...

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streaming live

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snarky [midsize]

 

the green is the original, purple ver is alt.
I liked both tho, but the green makes hims eem more like he's up to no good which was what the client asked for x3

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Snarky [pinup commission] for max [hd version]

the green is the original, purple ver is alt. 

I liked both tho, but the green makes hims eem more like he's up to no good which was what the client asked for x3

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commission wips + other wips

at any moment in time I have 20+ files of active/working art on my desktop. and I usually [always] forget to post wips here, since 1. a trecharous skank named raven mined and stole dozens of sketches/lineworks from my patreon and 2. I've never been overly fond of showing unfinished work.

images 1 & 2: commissions in progress, 2nd one featuring a feminized  version of one of my dragon chars Eros.


#3. secret personal project.


#4. personal paintin...

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"Adjot drake" comparison to "Abyss drake"

this post came about from circulating nonsensical rumors, based with 0 fact to back up absurd claims that 1. I have traced adjot and 2. that I have copied  him.


i made this chart and drew over multiple headshapes from both of our "oldest" versions of our drakes to their latest/last versions. (as he has since discontinued his species)


I want to make a very clear point that i have absolutely nothing against adjot/snowskau whatsoever, he is very talented, h...

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