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Assignment – A Nice Evening

Choose a period of time. It can be an evening, or any stretch of time that works with your schedule. Spend that time tending to yourself. Select the safe activities that give you the most enjoyment. Spend some time taking care of your body. Massage yourself, make yourself feel good. Breathe, and relax. Eat and drink things that you enjoy. Enjoy feeling good, enjoy spending time on yourself.

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Student Materials Folder - May 2023

Downloads of all Student and free files can be accessed on the Student Google Drive.

If you are at the Extra Credit level, you may email the name of the extra credit file you desire to AureliaAlder@Gmail.com.

Thank you for your wonderful support!

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Free MP3 Folder - May 2023

Downloads of all free files can be accessed on the Free MP3 Google Drive for patrons at the $1 level and above.

Thank you for your wonderful support!

- Aurelia

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Assignment – Disciplined [NSFW]

Submission means having a disciplined mind. A submissive mind can focus where it is directed. It attends. It is still and ready, entirely attentive on the task at hand. When you are serving, all of you is serving, body and mind, entirely dedicated. Entirely focused.

Pick a task. It could be something like doing the dishes, cleaning your room. Do the task with as deep discipline as you can, with as complete and total focus, your mind always focused on the task at hand. You notice your at...

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From the Shadows: Energy Vampire Thrall [NSFW]

From the Shadows: Energy Vampire Thrall - Free - 25:03 min

After finding and accepting a strange amulet, a mysterious being has been tugging at the edges of your mind, at the edges of your vision. Drawing out your mind, feeding on your energy. Turning you into prey.

Includes confusion, amnesia, and mind fucking.

Available above and in the Free MP3 folder. Versions with layers, with binaural beats, and with both, are available for Students in the Student dri...

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Assignment – Being of Service

Choose someone in your life you interact with. If you have a sexual partner or partners, you could choose them, or one of them. If you do not have a sexual partner, you can do this exercise in a non-erotic fashion through another relationship.

First, get their permission. Explain to them what you would like to do. Ask them for their consent.

Then, spend some time with them that is entirely about their enjoyment. About doing their most favourite things to do. Whatever it is that th...

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Drop Deep Trigger

Drop Deep Trigger - Free - 17:52 min

This is a simple trance anchor, using the phrase *drop deep*. I first guide you into a deep trance through progressive relaxation, resistance, and some mild fractionation. I then expand the anchor, setting it deep and allowing you to remind your mind just where you are going to go when you or someone you trust and have consented to says the words and set them loose.

This file ends on a trigger and does not contain a wakener, so...

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Student Materials Folder - April 2023

Downloads of all Student and free files can be accessed on the Student Google Drive.

If you are at the Extra Credit level, you may email the name of the extra credit file you desire to AureliaAlder@Gmail.com.

Thank you for your wonderful support!

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Free MP3 Folder - April 2023

Downloads of all free files can be accessed on the Free MP3 Google Drive for patrons at the $1 level and above.

Thank you for your wonderful support!

- Aurelia

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Release Without Relief [NSFW]

Release Without Relief - Student - 18:58 min

This submission and masochism-themed track highlights that pain influences your body while ongoing, and your mind when it ceases. The slow fade of the burn of a spanking or paddling, the fade when a clip or clamp is removed from for example your nipple. These unite into one note of pleasure but the clamping or enduring attachment of a masochistic pleasure source causes dammed up submission to wait for the right moment to esca...

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The Pearl Mirror 2 [NSFW]

The Pearl Mirror 2 Short - Free - 32:51 min
The Pearl Mirror 2 - Student - 49:10 min

Your transformation from The Pearl Mirror continues, with the aid of the seductive mermaid who tempted you last time.

As the transformation completes, you experience the erotic helplessness of being beached, having lacked the foresight to enter the water before com...

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Student Materials Folder - March 2023

Downloads of all Student and free files can be accessed on the Student Google Drive.

If you are at the Extra Credit level, you may email the name of the extra credit file you desire to AureliaAlder@Gmail.com.

Thank you for your wonderful support!

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Free MP3 Folder - March 2023

Downloads of all free files can be accessed on the Free MP3 Google Drive for patrons at the $1 level and above.

Thank you for your wonderful support!

- Aurelia

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Better Visualization: Symbol

Better Visualization: Symbol
Free - 18:39 min


Visualization, the internal “seeing” of imagined vistas, people, objects… is such a special phenomenon.

It is so unique, varying greatly between different people. For some, visualization is at the heart of how they think, how they remember, how they imagine. For others, other senses take center stage, or sometimes even abstract, less sensory representations of things…

This audio may be of interest to ...

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Wind Up Pleasure Toy [NSFW]

Wind Up Pleasure Toy - Student - 27:29 min

We’re going to play a game. I am going to perform a little experiment, with you as my subject.

First I wind you up, tight, so tight, as tight and desperate as we can get you, edging you with words alone.

Then I let you go, and watch my toy run through its paces, desperate and driven to the heights of sensation by the momentum of your own arousal.

Gender and genital neutral. Includes instructions to masturbate to climax. Inc...

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Student Materials Folder - February 2023

Downloads of all Student and free files can be accessed on the Student Google Drive.

If you are at the Extra Credit level, you may email the name of the extra credit file you desire to AureliaAlder@Gmail.com.

Thank you for your wonderful support!

...

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Free MP3 Folder - February 2023

Downloads of all free files can be accessed on the Free MP3 Google Drive for patrons at the $1 level and above.

Thank you for your wonderful support!

- Aurelia

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Sunbathing

Sunbathing - Free - 7:24 min

A short piece that would work particularly well as an induction, or as an audio to doze off too. Relax under the warmth of a clear, blue sun-filled sky, open and soothed.

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Ecstatic Release [NSFW]

Ecstatic Release - 43:52 min - Extra Credit
Ecstatic Release Short - 21:37 min - Student

A long fractionation, relaxation, and confusion induction combines to lead into encouragement to edge into an oblivious orgasmic haze. Adding more and more pleasure and enjoyment to your system, enhancing sensitivity, and adding hands-free elements to encourage deep powerful pleasure and release. Gender and genital neutral. This file can serve as either a jerk off instruction or hands free orgas...

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Student Materials Folder - January 2023

Downloads of all Student and free files can be accessed on the Student Google Drive.

If you are at the Extra Credit level, you may email the name of the extra credit file you desire to AureliaAlder@Gmail.com.

Thank you for your wonderful support!

...

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Free MP3 Folder - January 2023

Downloads of all free files can be accessed on the Free MP3 Google Drive for patrons at the $1 level and above.

Thank you for your wonderful support!

- Aurelia

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Free to Unmask

Free to Unmask - Free file - 18:20 min

The world shames us so often. It tells us how we look isn’t okay. How we think isn’t okay. How we move isn’t okay. How we speak isn’t okay. We don’t want to be shamed. So we start to guard ourselves. We start to watch ourselves. We start to limit, to monitor, to restrict and police our bodies, our minds, and voices.

We start to shame ourselves. We build cages, and we keep ourselves in them.

You want to be hap...

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Energetic Expansion

Energetic Expansion
20:07 min - Student File


This audio helps you find a deep, relaxed state and plants a seed in your mind, a seed that can grow into a storehouse of energy for you to draw on. The “expand” trigger can grow in strength over time, and can allow you to return to a state of focus and energy that can be directed as you envision.

This audio can be used as a stand alone file. It could also be used as a permissive awakener or as a deepener if the...

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Free MP3 Folder - December 2022

Downloads of all free files can be accessed on the Free MP3 Google Drive for patrons at the $1 level and above.

Thank you for your wonderful support!

- Aurelia

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Student Materials Folder - December 2022

Downloads of all Student and free files can be accessed on the Student Google Drive.

If you are at the Extra Credit level, you may email the name of the extra credit file you desire to AureliaAlder@Gmail.com.

Thank you for your wonderful support!

...

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Extra Credit: Real Chastity Affirmations [NSFW]

Real Chastity Affirmations: 23 min - 21 audio clips

These are a series of affirmations, designed to pair with the file Real Chastity. You can repeat them silently to yourself, or you can repeat them out loud.

Chasing pleasure drains your energy. It unfocuses your thoughts, scatters your intentions. It weakens your discipline. Trapped on the hedonic treadmill. Craving, pursuit of physical pleasure, pleasure, craving, pursuit, pleasure. But if you are listening to ...

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Good Kitten

Free - 14:08 min

Sometimes it feels nice to take a break from everything and let go of your worries, concerns, all the things you can get weighed down by as you go through your day. Curl up as a kitten in a warm lap. Letting yourself be relaxed, and held, and cared for. Soft, and safe, and soothingly stroked. A precious little kitten without any cares.

Available in this post and in the Free MP3 Folder. Available with binaural beats in the Student Folder.

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Student Materials Folder - November 2022

Downloads of all Student and free files can be accessed on the Student Google Drive.

If you are at the Extra Credit level, you may email the name of the extra credit file you desire to AureliaAlder@Gmail.com.

Thank you for your wonderful support!

- A...

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Free MP3 Folder - November 2022

Downloads of all free files can be accessed on the Free MP3 Google Drive for patrons at the $1 level and above.

Thank you for your wonderful support!

- Aurelia

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Real Chastity (Extra Credit) [NSFW]

Real Chastity - 27:05 min - Extra Credit

You’re interested in finding out what you could become, with a little more discipline. With a little bit of control being exerted, over your body and mind. To learn about chastity, to learn new ways you can examine, and shape, and sculpt yourself.

Some so-called chastity, isn’t really chaste at all. Sure, you may avoid orgasm. But your mind becomes less and less chaste. You free up less and less energy, because you tie...

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