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Sound Alerts Coming Soon

Working on some new stream integrations, one of which being some stream alerts and sound alerts. Nothing too too fancy, just some visual and audible flourishes for your eyes and ears.

I think I will wait until the eventual Twitch Partner milestone to add some more entertaining sound alerts and redeems and all that bunch -- but for now I thought a sound alert for a new follow would be a nice touch. :)

I want to be sure that whatever additions I make here, it not be too distracting/...

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Sample Test for Ambienced Scripture Readings

I recorded a short sample of just speaking so I could go back and experiment with dipping and peaking and pulling frequencies to get a certain tone. I do intend to read the last five books of the Old Testament before going through the New Testament, one of which is the book of Jonah; I thought it would be a unique and cool idea to make it have the spatial audio of a voice inside of a whale's belly so you can listen with that perspective and be immersed in the sound of a voice reading to you f...

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[F4M] Rags to Royalty [Queen Speaker x Commoner Listener][Rags to Riches][Fire Ambience][Sleep Aid]

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Commoners, nobles, royalty. Mere labels, yet these labels mean the world to those in question. A clear divide in society, it is of no surprise that you would be shocked when royalty took you, a commoner, in. Best not disappoint, lest you wish to be cast away once more....

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[F4M] Your French Roommate Leaves You a Special Voicemail [Very Special Voicemail from a Very Special Person][CW: Brainrot]

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You have been warned.

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[Update]

Just a quick update here, as I've been spending the past couple days recording and editing (heavy on the editing). I've finally recorded a few French audios in a row so French Fridays will be steady the next few weeks. Amongst those recordings is a fulfillment of that French accented brainrot at last, haha! It was hinted at two months ago but I haven't forgotten. And you guys will be the first to hear it all!

On a last note, in addition to commission edits, my lineup currently has a var...

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[F4A] A Hypnotic Introduction to the Spacestation [Commander Speaker][Officer Listener][Hypnosis][Mind Control]

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You've finally been sent to work on a Spacestation, whose new Commander introduces you to the vastness of Space and its possibilities.

Script courtesy of Reina_Emiya

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Time for more audio releases..!

I finished a handmade-feel lyric video for the last song I wrote and sang in the last video posted to YouTube.

This is me turning the page now. <3

I'm currently a bit under a weather so I've pulled out the laptop and been doing everything from my bed, recording and editing from my bed-- which also means I don't have all my tools at my hand, but most of them I do! So what I plan to do is just keep editing and upload the early releases to Patreon and get them YouTube-ready when I...

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[F4A] “I’m Not Playing Favorites” [Tired Professor Speaker x Quiet Student Listener][Platonic][Praise][Napping][Head on Your Lap][Wholesome][Sleep Aid][Consent Checks][French Accent]

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˗ˏˋ I'm not playing favorites... ࿐ྂ

You’ve been staying late after class because you want to spend more time around your favorite teacher and also avoid going back home, for personal reasons. One Friday afternoon, she comes up to you...

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[Sneak Peek] I finally finished this Friday's audio!

I hope you're looking forward to enjoying a hot cup of cocoa with your beloved teacher :)

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Even when you don’t feel like it

Even if you end up having one of those days you don’t feel like doing much for yourself, even something as simple as preparing or getting a meal for yourself, please still *feed* yourself. Feed yourself, feed your body the nutrients it needs to keep you doing good on the inside and the outside even when deep down inside you’re not feeling your best. Help your body be there for you even when you might not want to be there for you. Invest in your health, it‘s a relationship that doesn’t...

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[Sneak Peek] Next Upload, French Friday!

If she was tired, would you let her fall asleep in your lap?

*Note: This is not the true thumbnail, it just kept freezing so this is what we're going with for the sneak peek!

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[BTS] This sneak peek is peak. AI Upgrade? Yes!

Despite my wanting to create more detailed visuals for content whether it be for audios, presentations, videos, streams, and/or future music releases, I have remained loyal to my main AI prompting tool. It's been somewhat easy to remain loyal to it since most free or affordable text/image-to-video AI tools simply do not match the tier of quality I am looking for.

So the happiness that accompanied astonishment when I tried MJ's new animating tool... It feels like patience has been rewar...

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Do you like honey? I sure do.

To be completely candid, I’m not 100% sure whether I do this out of laziness, efficiency, or what, but rather than mixing up a dressing and then pouring, often times I’ll just drizzle some (lately I like using infused) honey, some olive oil, and call it a day! Whatever gets you eating more healthy things is still a healthy choice (unless… gasoline or mt dew is your beverage 💀) so “I’ll be taking fries with that, thank you!”

Honey is so versatile I love it. I’ve been slo...

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[F4M] Cultish Comfort [Part 2][Massage][ASMR][Visual Ver.]

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Your hands do so much for others. Tonight, let someone care for them—and you. Soft-spoken hands cradle yours with care, gently massaging away stress as you’re reassured, seen, and soothed. Close your eyes. Let the world fall away. Allow yourself to e...

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[F4M] Cultish Comfort [Part 2][Massage][ASMR]

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Your hands do so much for others. Tonight, let someone care for them—and you. Soft-spoken hands cradle yours with care, gently massaging away stress as you’re reassured, seen, and soothed. Close your eyes. Let the world fall away. Allow yourse...

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[F4M] Shy Ex-Classmate Confesses to You [Barista Speaker][Cafe Ambience]

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You never spoke in class… but she never stopped noticing you. Now that graduation is behind you, a surprise run-in at a cozy coffee shop gives her one last chance to say what she never could. Soft-spoken, sweetly awkward, and trembling with regret and hope, she ...

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[F4M] Shy Ex-Classmate Confesses to You [Barista Speaker][Cafe Ambience]

You never spoke in class… but she never stopped noticing you. Now that graduation is behind you, a surprise run-in at a cozy coffee shop gives her one last chance to say what she never could. Soft-spoken, sweetly awkward, and trembling with regret and hope, she finally gathers the courage to ask: Would you like to get to know me, for real this time?

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[F4M] Rescued in the Rain [Scottish Accent][Puppy Listener][Rain & Thunder & City Ambience]

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After a long, tiring shift at the club, the last thing she needs is another thing on her plate. It's a good thing a neglected puppy looking for love and someone to care fits better in her arms than a plate...

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It's finally happening..!

It's been too long.

While Patreon was quick enough to respond and follow up back in December of 2024 (they confirmed it was a Discord-oriented issue), Discord kind of left me in the dust ^^;

But tonight, everything's changed.

I spent a good amount of time troubleshooting once more and for once it's resulted in a solution!

LavCord coming sooner than soon...

Finally!

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[F4M] Rescued in the Rain [French Accent][Puppy Listener][Rain & Thunder & City Ambience]

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After a long, tiring shift at the club, the last thing she needs is another thing on her plate. It's a good thing a neglected puppy looking for love and someone to care fits better in her arms than a plate...

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[MMHA] What do you find to be the most draining?

What drains you / your energy the most?

Is it overthinking?

Negative people in your life or that you come across?

Social media?

Drama?

Self-defeating habits?

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[MMHA] Let's talk *control*.

What is the most challenging to control?

Emotions..?

Impulses..?

Expectations..?

Ego..?

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[F4M] Last Day of School [Teacher Speaker x Student Listener][Favorite Student][Driving You Home][Eating in the Car][ASMR]

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It's the last day of school, and instead of rushing home or out to start the summer with friends, you stay back to clean up the aftermath of senior pranks in the classroom of your favorite teacher...

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Hey, checking in!

Are you remembering to get your vitamin C & D in?


Last week I had a bit of a grocery mix-up in which I also ended up with a couple oranges I didn’t order. It’s been years since I ever brought home oranges so this was a pleasant surprise.

Honestly, that biting into orange slices was such a nostalgic moment I felt like a kid again. Even for a little bit. I gotta remind myself to buy an orange every once in a while :)

It would seem I have bought all of the F...

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[F4A] Spray-Painting with Your Best Friend [Street Artist Speaker x Tsundere Listener][Platonic][Graffiti][Encouraging][Teasing][Art Nerds][Spray Paint ASMR]

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You’re a student in college studying for an art degree. You take this work very seriously, even to the point where you lose sleep. But no matter how much school worries you, it doesn’t come close to what you’re doing tonight. You’ve decided to help your best friend one ni...

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[BTS] Le next audio is uploading as we speak!

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[MMHA] What still keeps you up at night?

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[MMHA] Love... Think back...

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Want to know a secret? ;)

This Friday’s audio…


(Warning: aggressive blowing)

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[MMHA] What reminds you of your inner child?

If you wish to skip to the questions, scroll to the bottom of this post!

I won't hold you hostage, haha <3

. . .

Usually I get annoyed when I hear this "I'm just a girl" thing come up simply because of the ridiculous contexts it tends to come up in. However, I realize it's not all bad, and purely contextual, because my own "I'm just a girl" moments are always prompted by happy and innocent things.

Today's...

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