general update + some (i think) previously unseen 'fella land' stuff!

i've still been having some trouble getting work done, but i do at least have something to show this week since i had some "fella land" clips laying around that i don't think i've shown outside of the playtester discord!

the first clip is of the cooking mechanics for some fast food-themed level i wanted to make, where at some point you'd be shoved into a kitchen after only just learning how to make every type of food once and you'd have to serve customers under a time limit! the second clip comes from a level themed after "you're in a house party for giants" which shows off a few new transformations like the Ball Form that lets you ramp off of slopes and generally go pretty fast!

something interesting came up in that i think i finally realized a major problem that should've been obvious way sooner: i think my anti-psychotic had been killing my imagination the entire time i'd been on it.. that's basically an anti-psychotic's job, to make your imagination less active so hallucinations don't happen and more, but i hadn't realized how much it affected my regular "art imagination" until i was stuck off of my medications for a few days recently. thankfully, i didnt experience any major psychotic symptoms, instead it just felt like my artistic Soul came back to me and i was filled with all sorts of inspiration and ideas and drive to make them and i finished an entire 1 minute rough animatic for something with my mouse in a single day..

so things may be looking up soon! between rethinking how i want to approach making art in the first place via using the "rosie" account, and me wanting to potentially reduce or even get off of my anti-psychotic at the benefit of my ability to make art, because i don't really experience major psychotic symptoms anymore in general. don't worry about me when it comes to that, because it seems i'd only benefit from it! the largest fuel to psychosis to me initially was fear which would just feed back into itself, so when i learned a lot more from professionals, i started to Fear a lot less, and by extension stopped having so many hallucinations which were mostly just auditory..