dear diary: when you a freak fr and your best friend knows but your still a little shy abt it 😣

a few days before i got my breast implants i randomly hooked up with my best friend. we hadn't planned it at all, it was during the crazy heat wave we had last week. we were watching tv at my house and ended up stripping down to our underwear because it was so hot. we see each other naked all the time so this was by no means out of the ordinary, but then we kept touching each other. it was accidental at first, like my leg would brush against hers or her elbow would poke into me, but gradually got more intentional and escalated. she started resting her hand on my thigh, i caught a whiff of her shampoo and pulled her closer to me. eventually we paused and gave each other a look, like, that look, and both started giggling. a few seconds later we were making out really hard lol.

because it was so hot our skin was already tacky as we pressed into each other but that honestly added to it, it was like we were melting. i could smell her as we pressed our mouths together and shared hot breathes. after a few moments she leaned me back and started feeling me up. i always love the way she touches me (this is not the first time we've had sex lol.) she's like a little octopus, she runs her hands and arms all over me, squeezing and pressing her face into my soft spots. shes much skinnier than i am and i always love feeling the differences in our sizes as she explores my body.

while she was feeling me up i closed my eyes and imagined myself getting bigger wherever she touched me. i imagined my ass rounding out and widening as she grabbed it and my belly and tits filling with hot air as she pressed her face into me. i was getting so turned on thinking about inflating while she touched me, i moaned out loud and she snickered. i wanted her to make me huge, to feel my arms and legs go stiff as i puff out let out little huffs and puffs, until i'd get so big that i wouldn't be able to stop her from touching me wherever she wants. i wanted to be her blimp.

i was so worked up when she finally went down on me. she put a hand on my belly while she stuck her tongue between my legs, something she knows drives me crazy. it didn't take her long to make me cum twice, the second time i climaxed so hard i cried. it was extra even for me. after that we took a few minutes to breathe and cuddle. she thought it was funny how hard i came and said i'm not usually like this. i just laughed.

after we caught our breathes she put her arms back around me, reached down and started fingering me. she had her hand between my legs and was kissing me while i moaned into her mouth. i started fantasizing again, now about her blowing air into me and making bigger while she stuck her fingers in me. there were a couple moments where i almost wanted to just blurt out my weird little scenario to her. specifically, i had this overwhelming urge to ask her to blow into my mouth for real. like, "please blow me up!" unfortunately, it was just too embarrassing for me to actually commit lol. like, she knows all about my fetishes and would probably be game to indulge me (even more than she already was.) she's told me she thinks all my kinks are cute before. but even so, part of me still cringes hard when i think about actually telling someone in person that i want them to blow me up like a balloon, it always feels like the most embarrassing thing i could possibly ask for. and its not like she has an inflation kink herself. maybe next time i guess.

it only took a few minutes for me to cum a third time, and after that i was spent. i asked her if she wanted to me to do anything to her but she declined (which i was grateful for.) she honestly always spoils me so much, and i can't deny that i'm a pillow princess at heart either. i'm grateful she's in my life haha. when the rush finally wore off we showered together, got dressed and went out for drinks. we were mostly done being flirty, things were back to normal. but every so often, for the rest of the night, i would think again about blowing up under her touch and shudder a little. i kept looking at her lips and hands, and a few times she caught me and smiled, but there was no way she knew what i was actually thinking. i'm such a fucking freak 😵