XaiJu
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I'm full-time Patreon now

(Also please ignore that little "paid for by members" in the corner of up updates posts it's so annoying and these are always free)

My Powerhouse contract ended today after five years. Layoffs came for us too. I know it's old hat to a lot of creators but I've never been an independent artist before. I've been so consumed with preparing the whole spring and summer to fly solo that I didn't have anything left in me to reflect on my time there. It's been hitting me lately. It was my first animation-industry job. I'm proud of my contributions to Castlevania, my role in unionizing our studio last year and negotiating our first Animation Guild contract, and my growth as an artist. I will miss it dearly. The good news is the design team became such good friends that we'll always keep in touch and those of us who are still in Austin get to see each other as much as we want.

(My little old man Samson)

It's been something to watch my passion projects that I do on the nights and weekends turn into my next thing. I started out in architecture school that turned into a graphic design job that turned into an animation career that turned into becoming a full-time Patreon creator. I've been joking for years that I wished I could draw my little guys all day for money and if I could I'd go back and be like HELLO IT'S 2024 I HAVE SOME NEWS FOR YOU!! But you, wonderful people, are the ones who made this possible. It was a move made out of both love for what I do and out of necessity-- I don't need to explain how dry the animation industry's been. This was the most solid plan I had for financial support in the long term, and you all proved that it's doable. I'm extremely grateful that it's aligned with what I love most about drawing and what you enjoy, too. I make art for a number of reasons but I share it to connect with you and I'm so glad we can do that. This is my dream job in the truest sense.

This was a leap of faith that needed to happen but it involved lots of planning and hoping. Honestly this year was the most stressful I've had in a long time and I've had a lot of anxiety over taking this step. You should see my spreadsheets (or not, they're scary). It's too easy for me to get wordy and emotional about how grateful I am for your support but you guys really came through. Some of you I've seen around for a very long time, from back when I first started putting my horrible little scribbles on tumblr. I'm so happy both the old and new are here and I very much hope you're getting half as much joy from this as I do from sharing it with you. A lot of other creators can flourish on their own because of people like you and every one of you are important to the success of the art industry. It's not all about studios and investors. It'll take some time to quiet my own fears and prove to myself that it can work but I'm mostly just looking forward to spending more time making what I love and sharing it with you. I can't thank you enough, and cheers to many future sexy pictures (and more)! πŸ’–

Comments

oh wow I didn't know we couldn't say naked.. lol that sure bodes well

Suzanne Sharp

Yeah it is true that part of the pressure is those patreon rules closing in and the credit card companies looming Β¬_Β¬. You can't say the word 'naked' in an image post now, which is absolutely bizarre considering they allow nsfw creators. Anyway! It's still nice to be reminded how fortunate it is to be supported and support others on here while it lasts. Thank you!

Malacandrax

That's awesome that you're able to make a living too on patreon! I don't know where you're pressure's coming from but I think when we settle into something after a time it's easy to get restless and wonder if there's More To It somewhere else. If you're curious about other areas you should try it out on the side. I'm not taking opportunities for freelance work off the table. The beauty of this is we have the freedom now to engage with other work only if it really interests us-- and it's definitely useful to have more than one stream of income especially when your livelihood can be decided by a platform TOS. Labor will always be labor no matter if it's your favorite thing or not but it definitely goes a long way to feeling fulfilled when it *is* your favorite thing :)

Suzanne Sharp

I feel like reading this (and reading it again just now) is such a nice perspective shift for me, adult work on patreon does amazingly provide me with a full-time income, but I often feel a pressure to get a 'real job' (graphic novel etc) so it's kind of refreshing to be reminded of how absolutely incredible it is to be paid to do pretty much whatever you want. For you to have done the reverse route to a lot of people, and to find such joy in that is really lovely to read!

Malacandrax

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Suzanne Sharp

goodness thank you, you're so incredibly kind!! I'm happy my work is worth it ❀️ The beauty of this is people giving just what they can and hopefully that makes a career for me and nice perks for you. Hope you have a wonderful day!

Suzanne Sharp

Solidarity forever β™₯️

helcarakse

bumped up my sub to the 2nd tier, it's not much but in these fraught economic times, an extra few dollars towards the rent never hurts πŸ™‚πŸ‘

Rebecca Brown

I can't thank you enough! I'm glad my work is worth it to you ❀️ I'm so happy you're enjoying Clover, he means a lot to me and I'm glad he means a lot to you too!

Suzanne Sharp

I love him very much, that's his usual position right behind me while I work all day :)

Suzanne Sharp

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EDav

Hi! I'm usually not much of a commenter but I wanted to show my support. I can't support many patrons here because dollar is very expensive to me, but I will keep doing it for your art, because... It somehow speaks to my soul lol Edit: I accidentally hit send 😭 I wanted to add that I don't know if that makes sense, but I can relate to Clover in a few ways. And what he has with his beloved, is something I envy a bit x) It's really silly of me. Your art isn't silly at all, though. I hope your new journey goes well, and that you can keep finding success in whichever form. I'm really happy to be able to support someone's dreams! Wish you all the best.

Aoi

Thank you! I hope it works out!

Suzanne Sharp

Congrats on taking this next big step!! And much love to Sampson, who looks like an *excellent* little old man. ❀️

Lunasariel

So proud of you!!! Well done! You've taken risks I can't dream of and it paid off. I hope it continues to be the next natural step!

Mossy

omg you were there for the ancient texts ❀️ thank you for following for so long!

Suzanne Sharp

That's such a kind offer, thank you!

Suzanne Sharp

Thank you so much!! I do love it more than I can say, I hope I can do it forever. I'm so glad you're here!

Suzanne Sharp

aaah you almost made me cry, thank you so much ❀️ I'm as proud as, if not prouder of our achievements in forming a union at our studio as I am making Castlevania. Everyone did their part to make it happen and it's going to outlast us and get better and better. That's so cool that you also organized in Texas!! It's not an easy state and that's incredible, congratulations. Solidarity forever indeed and may the wave continue!! πŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺ

Suzanne Sharp

Congratulations on this exciting new chapter! Can't wait to see how you fill it. And I gotta give a lil extra kudos; as a former union member and organizer in TX, congratulations on such an amazing achievement unionizing your workplace! I'm so happy to see more unions in artistic spaces cropping up. Solidarity forever!

Zoe

Happy to be here! If you ever want to do a LIVE on there I can send over a message, I have a solid following, I would be happy to get you out there more.

Lt

This is such exciting news!! It's always such a joy to see wonderful artists get to make a living through their work, it's honestly inspiring. You can feel the love you have for what you're doing. It's so much fun seeing what you create ❀️

Sj Draws

It's been an honor and a joy to follow your art journey since I first found your account in the Angbang days! I'm so glad you're able to have this dream come true - you deserve it and much, much more!

Sasha

I am too! It's amazing to see indie studios and independent artists carve out spaces for themselves right now and I hope they just flourish. Those are the people that really care about each other and you're also a part of that. Something has to change and I'm following the IATSE negotiations very closely. Thank you for your support. πŸ’–πŸ’–

Suzanne Sharp

Aye thank you, our team is becoming a bit scattered but I'm glad we got the time together that we did. Thank you so much for your support, I'm excited to jump in!

Suzanne Sharp

awww man that means a lot, thank you so much! I know it's tough for a lot of people right now so it's so kind of you to think of me. I'm glad you're here! (and thank you for loving Clover omg I am obsessed with drawing him)

Suzanne Sharp

Thank you! I'm pretty excited too :)

Suzanne Sharp

Thank you so much!! Whew let me tell you it's hard to market my patreon on tiktok so even more amazing that you came over!

Suzanne Sharp

Welcome!!!!!

Suzanne Sharp

oh ISN'T it. Thank you so much for the vote of confidence and thank you for being here!!

Suzanne Sharp

oh man you remembered! Thank you for sticking around for so long!

Suzanne Sharp

I'm glad you're here too!!

Suzanne Sharp

Thank you so much for being here!! We really did choose careers where it can be scary and uncertain at times. I wish the best for everyone and I'm glad we have this corner!

Suzanne Sharp

I am too, it was a lot of our team's last day today so it was quite teary for everyone. The industry is definitely uh. Going through it. But it will come back.

Suzanne Sharp

It can be so difficult sometimes so I'm glad you're persevering! Pursuing that creativity is so worth it.

Suzanne Sharp

Thank you!!

Suzanne Sharp

You're such a real one, thank you! And I know everyone else appreciates it too.

Suzanne Sharp

I really appreciate it, I'm glad you're enjoying it here! It sure has been a year but it's looking up!

Suzanne Sharp

Thank you so much!! It's always a joy to chat πŸ’–

Suzanne Sharp

aHH that's so wonderful to hear, thank you!! Believe me I wish I could split myself into two people to draw them faster lol

Suzanne Sharp

Thank you so much, it means a lot!

Suzanne Sharp

MinJi, dearest friend πŸ˜­πŸ’–πŸ’– I don't know where I'd be without you!!! I know you're kicking ass day and night you amazing artist you

Suzanne Sharp

BABS!! Thank you so much for talking shop with me and giving me more confidence with how to navigate patreon, you're so kind and such a wonderful artist 😭😭 I'm really looking forward to this!!

Suzanne Sharp

Sorry to hear your contract was ended, but happy you've had such great support here on Patreon. Your art is so incredible!

BonneFyre (fka geekychic)

hiii, i’ve been following you for a couple years now, admiring your work on your socials but not having the money to join your patreon. last week i finally had the chance to join and i’m so so glad i did, both bc i love your work but also so i can support you in this new chapter!! i wish you all the best, i can’t wait to see your future contentπŸ–€βœ¨ (also clover i love you you’re so pretty i love your freckles)

Niro

Can't wait to see where you go from here, I'm rather excited for you! :>

ShellPuppy

Honestly I look forward to your work, it’s a little thing that keeps me going, I found you through TikTok πŸ’œ

Lt

Talking with a Professor, we are excited about the rise of independent content creation outside of studios, because audiences can tell that's where the heart is now and where they can find genuine, passionate storytelling. It is beyond encouraging to see you branch off on your independent journey as well, and I hope you know this silly, wonderful, (sometimes degenerate) corner of the internet appreciates you. ❀️

Slenderdoodles

Yay! I'm so happy for you! I am excited to see what you make as a fully independent artist. I am a newer fan to your stuff but it is absolutely gorgeous and I hope to the best of luck to all your future projects!

averageghost

Any shift in career is a scary, harrowing endeavor, but I know with your talent and rapport you'll be able to thrive here. Beyond thrilled for you and happy to support where I can.

Akiwuff

I've been here since your LotR comic, and it's been a joy to watch you and your art grow. Here's to a new horizon!

Morningroserising

That’s beautiful news! Congrats! I’m glad to be here and thanks for my favourite couple 🐻🦊πŸ₯°

Christina

How about since your seduction of Mairon comics on deviantart πŸ˜‚? So excited for you!! Can’t wait to see where you take things from here ✨✨✨

Ismene

excited for you! I cant wait to see all the stuff you'll be creating!

Sorceringingarts

It's getting harder and harder for artists to support themselves, the industry is not kind. This had to have been a stressful time for you I am excited to see more of your personal work and to be a Patreon member at the time where your going full independent artist. All the best to you! You will do great!

MsAlleyCat

Super happy for this next part of your journey! I cannot wait to see the fruits of your labor πŸ’«

Angie Gone

So happy to read this! (Not the stress bit, of course!) Wishing you success in your plans, growth and happyness ✨

Paula (Zalagath) M.

I'm sorry you job in the industry is discontinued, things truly don't look very promising to young people who aspire to work there. But I'm also really excited to see more of your work on Patreon ❀

GalCaw_35

Im so happy for you! πŸ₯° Your work inspires so many people. I -for one- am extremely grateful for all the beautiful work you do; it has inspired me to pick myself back up and work towards the same goals. It's hard out here πŸ˜“ Cheers to moving forward πŸ»πŸŽ‰ can't wait to see what more you have in store!

Megan Ritchie

I support creators gladly, you included. Happy to be part of that. Can't wait to see what tou will bring to us in the future πŸ–€

LuminousDecay

🫢 I'm always in support of helping creators, especially your work which is beautiful

kat.paints.the.world

I'm always so thrilled to support creators that I love. Wishing you nothing but success!

Krysta Scripter

Happy to support your journey and can't wait to see what else you do <3

Bunnidarling

It’s awful that it’s such a stressful time, but I’m so happy to be able to support you in the little ways I can. πŸ’–

Nyxie-Cup

That's amazing! Congratulations!

YesDanger

This is such exciting news. Congratulations. I can’t wait to see where you go

Rogue

Do you ever do commissions? I have a Rolan/Halsin AU RP with a friend I'd love to get art for...

Jaeme

A big leap! Scary but also exciting. Congrats!

Robyn C.M.

I'm so glad you will be doing what you dream of! I can't say how often I look forward to seeing your art and sometimes I just go back in the patreon feed and look at all the previous images to quench my thirst for it haha πŸ˜‚

Ira_zee

thats amazing, wishing you all well with this, happy to support you!πŸ’–

chimmyboi

Congratulations!

Katie

I’m so so happy that your whole career has built up to help u get to the point where ur little guys can support u financially <333 and ty for blessing our eyes w ur art

MinJi Yoon

What a wonderful update. Congratulations, and I look forward to seeing you future work!

toomanyschwas

😭😭🫢🏼🫢🏼🫢🏼 welcome to the other side dude!!!!! It has its rough spots too like any job but overall I think you’ll be much happier!!!! I’m so happy for you!!!!

Babs Tarr

Congratulations on your big news! Very proud of you!

Marie-Michele

you’ve got this!!! happy to keep supporting you wherever you go

Cai


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