~Detroit: Become Human: Connor X Listener NSFW: Touch~ {Patreon Exclusive}

A lot of things are on your mind today, making you feel like you're existing through a fog, or you're outside of your body, but Connor will help you.......

Contains: Comfort, Advice, Mental Health Aide, Dissociation/Anxiety Exercise, Cuddling, Kissing, Sensual Touch, Mutual Masturbation, Intercrural, Cuddling Sex, Pre-come as lube, Pre-come is lube, Petname (Sweetheart)

I know the idea that sexual touch can help mental health, but seriously, I'm one of those people who thinks it can be, so I used Connor as a puppet to let me tell you why lol. No but really, I wanted to emphasize in this audio that what Connor is doing and offering the listener is not just so he can help them feel better. I wanted to show him with more complex motives than just one single minded focus to 'help' like he has when he's more Android-like and not Deviant. I hope I accomplished that! Also I hope that this can offer people some peace and comfort!

~Audio Transcript Below~

Connor: Hello?

*pause*

I.....I've been here for a little while......

I apologize, I didn't mean to frighten you....you just.....you seem.....out of sorts......

Dissociating really......

*pause*

Feeling like you're not in your own body? As if you are watching yourself from the third person and can't seem to focus?

A simple definition.....but does that feel close?

*pause*

I apologize again......did you.....I can leave.....if you wish.......

*chuckles softly*

I must admit that I'm....glad.......I know you are your own person just as much as you tell me that I am and sometimes you wish to be alone......I just......I never like to leave you.....when you're like this.....

*pause*

Do you mind.....if I sit with you?

*shuffling*

*softly*

Here.....would you like to cuddle?

*shifting*

*hums*

If it helps ground you, then I'm more than happy to touch you.......besides.....my motives are not entirely altruistic.....I also quite enjoy cuddling with you......

Hey now.....stay with me.....focus on my touch.......

I know I might be a poor substitute......but having physical companionship can be extremely helpful towards creating and releasing the 'feel good' chemicals in a person's body......

And it can help soothe the strain of stress as well as mental illness......

Not cure......soothe.....regulate.....help navigate.....I wasn't insinuating that I could 'cure' you with a bit of cuddling......not that mental illness is something that requires a-a 'cure'.

I'm not attempting to give you something to bury what you're feeling....but I do want to help you navigate the......listlessness you might be experiencing......or the shut down from potential anxiety......if you don't feel.....it doesn't hurt....right?

*hushes*

You're alright........I'm not angry with you.....I'm here for you.

*gentle kiss*

*pause*

Could you do some things for me?

Could you acknowledge five things that you see around you? It could be a pen....a spot on the ceiling? Anything in your surroundings?

*chuckles softly*

And could you say them out loud?

*soft kiss* Perfect.....

*pause*

Now.....can you acknowledge four things that you can touch around you? Your hair, me....the couch beneath us......

*hums* Excellent job......now can you acknowledge three things that you can hear outside of your body.....even if it's the rumbling of your stomach......

*pause*

Wonderful....now you seem to be catching on......

Can you name two things you can smell? I know it might be hard, but try.......

*chuckles* Yes....I do count......

*pause*

And now one thing you can taste.......does your mouth taste like anything?

*pause*

*hums*

Do you feel more centered with yourself.......more one with your body?

*soft kiss* good....that's very good......

Would you like me to hold you tighter? Sometimes added pressure can give the simulation of safety and---

*soft kiss*

Right....yes....still a hard habit to break....all the explaining......

I can also run my fingers through your hair, if you'd like......

*chuckles softly* My pleasure.......

*soft humming*

I'm glad I can be here for you......to offer a way to help get back to center, to help take your mind off things. Not in a way that's....particularly ignoring it but......I genuinely enjoy soothing you.....helping you....making you smile......making you....perhaps not happy because you're allowed to be sad......but making it.....easier.....to navigate life.......

*hums softly*

Oh--I apologize....did you? Did I touch you....incorrectly?

*pause*

Ah.....I see......well......there is....something to be said about.......sex and the release of oxytocin......and the physical act of release also facilitates relaxation and stress relief......

*pause*

Yes, I'm rather weakly hiding my desire to take you to bed.......

*pause*

*soft kiss*

Not just as another way to help you......holding you intimately like this does have its affects on me as well......

*hums* Just as you would not like for me to offer only because I want to help.....you are under no obligation to agree simply because I ask........

If you'd like.....we can keep close together.....just like this......stay cuddled together while we get off?

*soft chuckle into a kiss*

And if at any moment you want to stop and have it just return to cuddling, or even something else, please tell me......

*soft kiss*

*fade out*

*Fade in*

*soft kiss*

Sometimes what we do need in life is a distraction......

It's not running away.....it's not hiding.....distractions can pull you out of a fog, they can help regain your clarity so that you can focus on addressing what's causing your stress in the first place......

And I'm aware of how silly it might sound to implicate that a single orgasm has enough power to do such a thing, and that many people might take advantage of that information and try to use it in a "oh you only need sex to fix all of your problems" sort of way however......that's not why we're together like this.....

*pause*

*chuckles softly*

Not entirely anyways.....I will concede

*pause*

I.....I'm explaining because I don't want you to think that I want to touch you and have sex with you in the idea that it will fix all of your problems, or to distract you from being yourself because I find you troublesome.......

I care for you a great amount......and there are a multitude of ways I can and want to express them......

I suppose what I'm saying is.....that my motivations for this......for touching you.....for lying with you......for showing you comfort and for giving you pleasure......are complex........but they are all my own.....no obligation......no just wanting to be helpful as I was in the past.....before deviancy......

*pause*

I never want you to feel like I'm simply humoring you......I care for you.....

*soft kiss*

May I touch you??

*hums softly*

Then shall we get undressed?

*hushes*

Slow....there's no need to rush.......

*shuffling*

*hums* there's a smile.....I've been waiting for it......

Do you want to face me, or do you want me to cuddle against your back?

Whatever you want......

*pause*

*hums*

It will never cease to amaze and please me how warm your skin is.......

*shuffling*

There.......are you comfortable?

Good.......

Just breathe......close your eyes and just feel if you want to.......I'm not going to start all gung ho.....unless that's what you want......

Soft and slow.....I can do that.......

*soft breaths*

Ah--forgive me......I didn't mean to make you jump......I'm glad you were relaxed enough to be surprised though.......

I want to touch you here.....is that alright?

*pause*

'What about me?'

*shudders a breath* Yes.....I must admit I am hard.........

*hums* How about this....take your legs......like this.....perfect......

And now I can.....slide......just a little between your thighs.......*chuckles softly* and I can rub against you.....and still have my hands free to touch you.......

*pause*

And I can give you a kiss too.....right here......*soft kiss*

*shudders a breath*

That's not too rough on your thighs, is it?

*breathes* Please let me know if it does get too rough, alright?

*soft panting and moaning*

*chuckles*

Oh.......I--you.....you tease without knowing......however I suppose it's my fault......when I touch you in an unexpected way, you twitch or jump.....and you--oh~ like that-.....you twitch your thighs around me......

*lowly* does it feel nice.....my hands directly touching you and my cock brushing up underneath?

It feels incredibly nice to me.......

*chuckles*

Good....it feels--*breathy* so good.......

*soft panting and moaning*

Ah---you want…...oh…...you want me to…..ah---penetrate you……

*chuckles a moan* forgive me---I forget the dirty talk sometimes…….

*through soft moans* You want me to fuck you?

*moans* Yes…...yes…...b-but first…..I need to prepare you……

*hushes* it’ll be better...I promise…..you wanted soft and slow…….

*soft panting*

Ah---yes I leak...quite a lot.....and I can.......*breathes* Sometimes when I'm not in the highest heat of the moment......I can control.....how much comes out........

*soft kisses*

This way.....I don't have to leave you to get more lubricant.......

It can come 'au-naturale' as they say.....then again....it is a synthetic lubricant in and of itself, so I don't think---

*kisses*

*moans softly*

*panting* Right....right.....*chuckles* sorry.......

Here.....spread your legs a little?

*hushes* it's just so that I can prepare you thoroughly I promise......my cock will be right back here and more in just a little bit, I promise........

Speaking of which........

*shuddering breath*

Oh......*chuckles breathlessly* Your heart beat just ticked up quite a bit......does seeing that much....'pre-come' come out of me turn you on?

*hums* It looks and feels a lot like the real thing, doesn't it? I'll have to catalogue that reaction for later purposes........

But for now........I think you might just implode if I don't get my fingers in you.....metaphorically of course..........

*chuckles into a kiss*

*soft panting and moaning*

You are.....inside of you....I would worry about how hot you are if I didn't know better.........

Burning up from the inside out due to arousal........

I’ve got you….I’ve got you…...just a little more…...I promise….

*moans and pants*

Alright.....alright.......I'm....I'm ready as well.....

Here......your leg....just like this......

*huffs*

Take a breath.....

*shudders* Oh.....there we are.......

*chuckles* I'm wet because of you......I said I can control it sometimes........most of the time.......it's you who makes me this way......

Here....rock......rock with me.....like this--

*shudders a breath* Oh....y-yes......

*panting and moaning*

Isn't this nice? Safely warm and cradled with care....but experiencing pleasure all the same......

*moans*

The slower build........the all encompassing feeling......

*soft kisses*

It's....wonderful......

*pants and moans*

Oh---oh.....we don't have to rush.....we don't have to slow down......we don't have to do anything more than what we're doing......just.....just let it take you........

*moans* Us--yes....us.....let it take us......

*soft moaning and keening*

I thought that I knew pleasure before I met you.....but you showed me the breadth and width of what an Android can feel.....and I may not have the words to explain.....but I know how I feel.....and I love you.......

*gasps and shudders* Oh~!

*shudders a moan*

*Panting*

Oh….that was so good……*soft kiss* so good……...

*panting resides*

How are you feeling?

*pause*

Good, that's good......I can see that you're not as tense as before.

*pause*

Mmmhm....I don't believe you even realized it.......

*pause*

*sighs softly*

I feel wonderful as well…….here…let me---

Ah--you….want me to stay inside?

*soft kiss* That’s perfectly fine…..

Yes, absolutely…...as long as you want…..

Would you like to keep cuddling?

*hums and shuffles*

Aftercare, is just as--if not more important when it comes to sex, and creating and releasing those feel good hormones. Being touched, held, spoken to softly and with care, or...whatever it is you feel like you want or need afterwards, even if the sex wasn’t strenuous.......it's all important.......

*hums*

Then I'll keep holding on to you........

*breathes softly*

*pause*

*softly*

What do I get out of this?

Well.......the same as you do, I suppose, just from a 'taking care of' perspective instead of a 'being cared for' perspective.........

I may not get the same chemicals as you, or have the same functions......but I imagine what I get from this is very similar......touching you, caring for you.............loving you............gives me peace.....makes me......happy......and I want to stay and continue to do those things......for as long as you want me to as well.......

You're not taking advantage of my kindness.......I promise.......

*soft kiss*

You can relax into me, Sweetheart......I'm not going anywhere......

*chuckles softly* Do you like me calling you that? Well then, I'll have to do it more often.......

*pause*

I love you, Sweetheart........