~Castlevania: Trevor Belmont X Listener NSFW: Forge Our Way~ {Patreon Exclusive}

Wait, this whole time, he's actually been.......?

Contains: Confessions, Kissing, First Time, Body Worship, Fingering, Bareback Sex, Carefree/Playful Sex, Petnames (Love,My love)

I just feel like Trevor's not the best at love, so it's really fun trying to write where he's confessing, because he's so emotionally constipated that it just comes out wrong, but then it comes out beautifully when he's just being honest. I also just love the idea that he and the listener have been having this unrequited love spiral where they both think the other is uninterested when in fact it's the exact opposite, and then they celebrate with sex because they can't contain it anymore lol. Also there needs to be more joy and playfulness and laughing in sex, full stop. Anyways, hope you all enjoy!

ATTENTION: For those who are new to the $25 Tier, this is NOT a NSFW audio for March, it's the last one for February. There were some extenuating circumstances with finishing it before Feb ended, but it's finished now!

~Audio Transcript Below~

Trevor: Hey....I......before you go.....there's......something I need to tell you.....

It's not bad.....at least.....in my opinion it isn't a bad thing, but well.......

Right, I'll just....get to it before I make any more of an arse of myself.....

*deep intake*

*almost blurts out* I-love-you!

*long pause*

God--Christ that was stupid I......

I'm sorry....I just....I knew if I didn't get it out right this moment that I might not get the chance and I didn't want to--

*pause*

*takes a deep breath*

Alright.....I.......

*exhales*

*pause*

For the first time in my life......I think that....I've actually fallen in love with someone.......authentically.......where it isn't just some passing fancy or just....sexual attraction.....not that isn't a given since you are, so insanely attractive.......

But......I.....for a long while wasn't quite....comfortable with expressing it.....or even the idea of it for a while.....the....Belmont family isn't the best role model when it comes to love so......

I tried to repress it.....I thought it was a waste of time and that if I just ignored it for long enough that I would get over it......but that didn't happen obviously *chuckles*

In fact......my love for you only grew......

And even though love is.....largely out of my comfort zone......and communicating it even less......

I.....don't really know what I'm doing.....this.....isn't my area of expertise by a long shot, but......everything within me.....my instincts are telling me that this is right.....that this is what I need to do........I....I need you to know how much I love you.......

So to say it in a not asshole-ish way......I'm in love with you......

*pause*

I know it's not some....grandiose......flowery confession.......but....that's not really my style......and......I don't want you to think that I'm lying or.....playing a joke or something like that.....

So I figured....that's the best way to tell you.......is to just tell you.....to say it right out......

I confessed to you because I couldn't hold it in anymore.....it just......everything boiled over and I just.....couldn't keep quiet about it........I needed to tell you.....

And whether or not you love me back isn't important.....well.....that's not exactly true, I would be over the moon if you were to reciprocate, however, what I'm trying to say is that there is no obligation for you to---

*kiss*

*panting softly*

*chuckles*

*starts laughing*

*laughs into kisses*

*through chuckling* It's......I can't tell you how good it feels to know that.....that I'm not the only one.......

I love you so much......

*kiss*

So much......

I'm....I'm sorry if this threw off your whole plans.....I.....that's all I wanted to tell you......you can.....go ahead.....you were about to leave.....

*kiss*

*pause*

I'm.......I'm man enough to admit that I'm.....that I'm glad......I didn't want to assume.......

*kiss*

*softly* I'm glad you're staying.......

*Fade Out*

*Fade In*

*laughing*

I don't know....something inside me.....I feel almost.....giddy.....that you're here.....and you......you reciprocate......

It almost feels as though I can do anything…….*chuckles* that’s what your love inspires in me……

*gasps softly and stutters a moan*

Ah, well…..yes…...that is not all it inspires *chuckles* I seem to remember that I said that you were…...unfairly attractive, didn’t I?

*pause*

Really?

‘You’ve been waiting long enough’ you say? *chuckles* Well then…...let’s not keep ourselves waiting any longer…….

*kiss* I would love to……

*kissing that slowly turns heated*

Come….now…..let’s…..remove all this……

*shuffling and kissing*

*chuckles* It’s…...I can’t get enough of kissing you…..it feels so new, and yet like we’ve been doing it all along at the same time…...refreshing….new….*kiss*

But also like coming home…….comforting, and…...where I want to be…….

*pause*

You look…..fantastic…..just like I knew you would……*through a smile* unfair really, how incredible you look…..

*pause*

*chuckles* I would be modest…...but I’ve been called ‘pretty boy’ one too many times for me not to realize things……

Thank you…..it’s still nice to hear form you……

*kiss*

I sort of…..have an idea of what I want to do……would you like to hear it?

I wanted to prepare you…..while I finally get the chance to explore your body with my mouth…….

*pause*

*kiss*

Kisses….among other things……

May I?

*chuckles* I can be a gentleman…..sometimes…..

One moment….I think I have something I can use to slick the way…..

*shuffling*

Get as comfortable as you want…...there we are……

Spread your knees, just a touch?

*soft kisses*

*in between kisses* I said….I wanted…..to use my mouth…..on your body…...I believe……..the inside of your thighs…...count…….

I want to…..stay down here for a bit…….why don’t you shift your legs a bit? *shuffling* Up over my shoulders……gives me better access this way…..and should hopefully be more comfortable for you…..

*kiss*

If it isn’t, let me know, alright?

*breathes a soft sigh*

Ah, *chuckles* Can you forgive a man for getting distracted while looking at his love naked?

*pause*

You like that? Being called my love?

Well…..I’ll just have to do it more often then, won’t I?

*kiss*

Alright, here we go…..

*breathes a sigh*

*wet noises*

I know we don’t want to beat around the bush much…..but I wasn’t sure what your definition of ‘beating around the bush’ was……..don’t want anything to get too intense too quickly because of any miscommunication……

*chuckles* Hey, I think you’ll find I’m the perfect gentleman when I’m incentivized…..

*soft kiss*

A joke, I apologize if it was a poor one, I realize how after saying it……..I’m being careful because while I’m so….excited it feels as though my heart is going to burst free from my chest *breathless chuckle* I never want my wants to overtake your own……..

*kiss*

Alright….alright…...more then…..I can do that…..

*soft kisses*

*wet noises*

*soft panting and moaning*

*breathes a sigh* Oh…..you take my fingers so easily…..so eagerly……..*chuckles lowly* It’s good to know that I’m not the only one who’s…..extremely excited about this……

*kiss* It has been a long time coming, hasn’t it?

*pants and moans*

*pause*

Hm? You’ve never seen me smile so much?

Well…...to be perfectly honest *soft kiss*....I didn’t think I’d ever have something like this…..this whole experience…..is new for me…...I’ve never been intimate like this with someone who I was in love with…….I…...like I said…...I’m….excited…...so full of love that it’s…..welling up inside me and coming out of me in the form of smiles…….also of laughter…..*chuckles* I can’t seem to stop it…..

*kiss* And kisses too……

I’m happy, I’m fairly certain…..so happy that I cannot contain it……

And that’s because of you…...because of the love….that we share…..

Oh~ did that spot feel good? Your voice got a little wavery there…….plus…..*lowly* you clenched ever so nicely around my fingers just then…….

*hums* I planned on eating you out…...but it seems like you’re itching to get to the main event……

*kiss*

We can do it next time?…....there will always be a next time, if I have anything to say about it, my love…...

Here, let’s adjust, just a little…..and let me--*shuffling*--slick up my cock a little more…….never hurts to be extra--prepared……

Let me know if this position gets uncomfortable, alright? We can move your legs around my hips instead of my shoulders…….

Let me look at you? For just a moment?

*breathes*

*soft panting*

I knew I needed to tell you........

If I did not have the courage to confess to you, to follow those feelings and those instincts, then how could I hope to face the coming trials and tribulations of my life?

You.....you inspire this courage in me.....this excitement in me.......it's.....intoxicating.....

*kisses*

*shudders a breath* Oh.....you feel.......divine.....

Everything alright?

*soft kiss*

I want to make sure that you feel just as good as I do……if pleasure is what you want, then it should be shared…...equally between us…….

And I want to give that to you….

*panting*

*between pants and moans*

There may be--*swallows*--a great many things in this world that I am willing to fight for, but you---you are what I am willing to give my life for…..and not just to protect you…..but give you myself…..all of me…...the good and the bad………

Together---f-fuck…..we can do anything…..we can be anything……

*laughing breathlessly* This might seem a little disingenuous while we’re---we’re having sex but…..in all honesty…..this----this is the best day of my life……

*panting and moaning*

Y-you want me to kiss you?

W-well….I’ll either have to….bend you in half…...or we can move your legs….b-but…..but the angle might change, I might not be able t-to hit this spot as often---d-depends…..on what you want……

*chuckles breathlessly* It all feels divine to me, Love…..

Alright, shift down…...there we go…….slowly…..

*soft kiss*

*soft panting* There…..I didn’t even have to pull out of you……

*kissing*

*lowly* Harder? I can do that…..

*moaning and panting*

Ah---It’s building….I can…..I can f-feel it……*chuckles*---and….and by the noises you’re making….I imagine--oh fuck--you’re right there with me?

Good….f-fuck---good…..

*harsh panting*

Yes---everything--together!

*panting and moaning*

Going t-to come…..f-fuck…..

*through pants and moans*

Oh….you are…..the most magnificent person I have ever met, in my life…..and if how I feel…..in this moment, is what love between two people is, then I will do everything within my power t-to cultivate it…..to help it grow…..because I-I never--f-fuck--I never want this feeling to end~

Close---Christ!--Close…..oh f-fuck……

Yes---Yes----Yes~!

Oh~! F-fuck--fuck--fuck!!

*growls into a kiss*

*harsh panting*

*panting resides*

*soft kiss*

*in a whisper* I love you too......

*chuckles* It feels.......I don't know if I will ever get over how it feels to say that......and to hear it reciprocated......

I'm sorry if I'm insufferable about it for the next while......I.....I don't think I've ever been this.....content.....happy really......in my life......

*kiss*

Even though.....I'm inexperienced with love.....and I'm sort of planning to fly by on the seat of my pants and just let it happen rather than worry about the experience.........I think that together, we can....figure it out......or figure out what works for us......

*soft kiss*

We'll forge our way......together........