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kintsugi

I love your [stretch marks]

River had very large breasts for a girl her size and I had lost a lot of weight very quickly. She would kiss mine and I would kiss hers. And then we'd fuck and cum and hold each other. River could make anyone feel beautiful. That was one of her [many] superpowers.

what a fun week

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this was so great to read today. Thank you, Angel

Ray Purchase

Revisiting this old post because I took an "Intro to Kintsugi" class last weekend and it was 100% inspired by this audio. I had wanted to take the class for a minute, but the class filled up quickly at the studio where it was on the schedule regularly. About a month ago, I saw there was a waitlist to join for the next one. I figured if nothing else, it'd give me a chance. I promptly forgot about it until a week before the class happened I received an email that one slot opened up. I paid the fee and was super-excited. Fast forward a week. Besides a word salad delivered at the beginning of the class because they wanted everyone to say our names and the reason we signed up for the class, it was a-maz-ing. Rebuilding the broken dish was meditative. Sitting there, holding the pieces together as the epoxy hardened, you kind of lose focus of everything else. You just focus on getting the pieces to stick together, then apply the tape and move on to the next piece. The hardest part? Having to wait 48 hours for the dish to cure before I rinsed off the excess gold powder to reveal the final piece. I was so excited to put some soap and water on it to wash away the powder, carefully dry it off, and see the result. It's not much, but I'm proud of it, and I put it on my bookshelf so I remember that process and why the thought of taking such a class even entered my brain. Thanks, doc.

Angel

Welcome. Very glad to have you here 💜

Ray Purchase

There’s a *chance* I’m writing this under the covers because I’m a shy little duck and I don’t share much or very often…who knows. This is also a little long and contains a scootch of trauma talk. I’d just like to express some thanks for how intentional you are with your words. You take time to look at my stretch marks, you trace them, redeem them. They are a part of me, and I have had so much trouble with them. I don’t feel like I’ve “earned” them in the sense of my body going through something difficult; they’re a result of growing rapidly and not having the most elastic skin in all the land. I reached 5’10” by age 16 and 6’0 shortly after. I love being tall. I can crush a volleyball and I’m very proud of the level of sport I’ve been able to play at. But my stretch marks are one thing that just don’t make sense to me. The trauma I’ve endured and am working hard to heal hasn’t made any attempt to be present in my body any easier. It took me a bit of time and being in a very safe spot to listen to this audio. I sat outside on my balcony, looking at a rich sunset with a sweater on, hood up, and a fuzzy blanket covering my legs when I pressed play. I did my best to welcome your eyes studying my body, and resolved to do the same. In my efforts to be present in my body, I studied my stretch marks. I am being intentional in my own version of redemption and acceptance. I’ve started gently tracing them, feeling their depth and looking at the scar tissue patterns. Sometimes I have tears as I am continually learning that healing requires gentleness and reverence. So I gently trace over my scars, knowing my body has carried me this far and will continue to do so. Thank you for your intentionality, your passion, your acceptance. It’s teaching me to do the same.

Suz

This was like a little bit of kintsugi for my soul. Helping put the pieces back together that have been shattered for a long, long time. Thanks, Doc 🖤

LadyTheGray

Your voice and body adoration touched and warmed me deeply, drR. [Goddess is so pleased, darling]

Ria

Omg! Yesss so hot

Delicada19🫀

My quinnfession: when we were guessing what the topic would be and I saw people choosing morning pussy or stretch marks, I wanted it to be stretch marks but thought ‘Sisters you are asking for too much. He gave us cellulite, that’s enough. Yea he’s Tactile Feminist Lover but…. ‘ Plus he’d gone on and on about pussy so he’s been hinting right? So when I saw it was stretch marks…. Fuck!..doc…wow…and in sub/adoration form 😳🥹💜 thank you💜

Mare

🩷🩷🩷

IndyMndy

Mister Doctor Sunshine…. I just feel very redundant saying what I’ve said before and what others say…. But this was a really, really special audio. And I *did* cry. I imagine I’ll cry again. I think I cry mostly for the 13 year old girl who first saw stretch marks and stopped believing she was pretty or would ever be pretty. I cry for the 22 year old woman, the 35 year old woman, the 49 year old woman who still didn’t really believe it. If I’m honest the 56 year old woman doesn’t either most days. But audios like this help remind me that I should *try*. I’m glad you’re an actor practicing your craft here. But I’ll never not view you as a friend to all of us…as someone who *cares*. You mean so very much to so many, but *this* group of patients? Yeah. Safe to say we all love you a bit.

Bama Angi

Three musketeers of ass and thigh 💀💀💀

The Lady Is A Tramp

What if I got a few of my lil stretchies tattooed gold…

sleepykitten13

On Tuesdays and Fridays I have a QuinnRitual™️ that I developed to really pay attention (no listening and scrolling) to the audios and create a super comfy space (lowlight or no light, comfy in bed with blankets and headphones, sometimes a candle) and I then decide my “playlist” based on who posted, tags and saving the ones I know are going to send me over the edge for last. With the following of creators on Insta and joining a few Patreons’ I peer pressured myself into reading and having to comment and spoilers and totally forgot my ritual. I got behind in listening and it just was a quinntastic CF. Last night I reintroduced my QuinnRitual™️ and listen to what I’m calling the Three Musketeers of Ass & Thigh. Doc, Adrian and Lux (a Doc in the making if there is such a thing) and I am so glad I did. Doc loves all women in all their glory and to talk about something we may not love about ourselves with such reverence was so profound. Doc, you need a Men’s Town Hall or a TED talk to help other dudes get with your program. I’ll going back to my QuinnRitual™️ so my comments may be late, but my love for what Doc creates and the community of this Patreon knows no end.

Vanessa

30 min later, I wanted to keep myself spoil free, and work was unusually nuts today, so i just went though all the comments. I'm breathing again. Looks like I'm not alone in by breakdown. I can actually form words now. Doc. Your way with words, its so beautiful. You make it feel SO real. Like I actually FEEL your words in my heart. You make me believe in ME. You make ME feel worthy. The way you worship....Godsdamn. I don't know what magic you are working but keep doing it. You really are a doctor, you know. You heal us in all the ways. Hell, I'm pretty sure you could make a zombie feel beautiful the way you worship. (side note, thats kinda a funny idea for halloween) p.s. the mention of wabi-sabi reminded me of the King of the Hill episode where they grew roses. 😄

Lina

OMG...i just finished it. I'm not ok! 😭😭😭. Full on, blowing my nose ugly crying over here. Damn.

Lina


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