teamcpu

art collection

Added 2025-04-20 23:57:38 +0000 UTC

hey~ thanks for supporting me. Some of these pics have H energy just FYI.

I'm sharing an assortment of art made in recent time.

I'm drawing more than anything else. I did end up making some 'music' with the sp in the kotatsu. I have fantasy of anime girl media that is paired with 'noise music'. "noise music" being a dominant sonic component to counterbalance the dominant visual "anime girl" component. There are many ideas and directions on my plate ~ Most of it is just in my head ~ Love Corp VN~ Myth HRPG~ a comic book style VN called "kill plane" ~ Love Corp VN has the most materialization cuz I wrote a fair amount into an outline then I lost the momentum....... I started studying programming again taking online class. I'd like to see everything merge into one medium ~ Id like to not think in terms of separation with my art~ altho I'm learning programming again I'm not practicing it~ I'm mostly drawing because I believe that's what I need to be the most committed and loyal to...

I considered opening up to working with others or programmer adepts in the name of gay art fuckery ~ but I accept being alone since I feel aware that I can be a difficult artist to work with.

It might take me a long time to 'finish' anything because I'm still on a soul search. I considered doing smaller projects, just 'one chapter' of a manga style, or 1 chapter of a vn, but even small projects I can't focus on because I'm too focused on develop my visual technique... I even consider light novel format (a single image and a chapter) ~ this would be easy, but I don't feel it in my bones enough to propell me into action (actually taking a week or two planning 1 image and text to pair it with) .... I also found, trying to excessively limit myself thinking that's going to hack products out of me doesn't work either~ art expression just has it's own willpower..... I know, at some point it comes down to my attitude to say when enough is enough but I don't feel that way in recent time ~ I am slowly materialize characters I am very fond of tho and they are recurring themes regardless of the setting or story I conceptualize ~ so there is a consistency that will eventually be channeled into a medium to support it ~ whatever medium that end up being.