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leaving patreon

It's tough decision but I'm closing my account here. In 12 days this account will be gone.

I'm thankful to everyone who has supported me through this site - I'm not sure about my future, and having to leave patreon is unexpected.

It's honestly, a weird and worrying time, but I'm not giving up - I'm keeping my head up too... It's important to communicate, to share, and be open - it's not a time to be afraid but to be brave , fearless and unshamed - no hate no fear no shame- an...

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important update~ my future plan, a:n manga & brand transition

( ˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈♡)Hello again, thanks for supporting me thru these times.... On my holiday I made a turning-point life-decision to change things around a bit so I'm giving you an early heads up.

The next "A:N" is a manga-comic and Patreon will get early access to the chapters before I release them publically & freely via a webfront. I'm going to rebrand my accounts, patreon & itch-io, to conform with the new publisher brand (preliminary name is "FAKE").

The new brand...

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diary ~ art thoughts

excuse any typos~ I do have some disability with reading words ~ yh... you bet your celestial dabloons cpu has took herself on a holiday to school 2 get educated on taking a break and not make art.... I believe I burnt out~ and have been burnt out since several years ago~ and I've never fully recovered from it because I never took a deep enough rest~ whoops~ so I'm doing that right now...... I'm trying to 'graduate' and become a more mature artist~ I needed some self-discipline honey.

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radio show

a friend asked me to send over 27 mins for a radio show and also include a recording of myself as an intro... At first I thought no,,, but then I decided why not.... I actually don't know what the radio show even is, but I trust my friend. I didn't sleep last night because my mind's racing and, I edited this together first thing when I got up~ so its fresh off the pan for you and I don't know when the radio will happen (or where). Some of these maybe you heard in other posts. This 'part 1' ...

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art collection

hey~ thanks for supporting me. Some of these pics have H energy just FYI.

I'm sharing an assortment of art made in recent time.

I'm drawing more than anything else. I did end up making some 'music' with the sp in the kotatsu. I have fantasy of anime girl media that is paired with 'noise music'. "noise music" being a dominant sonic component to counterbalance the dominant visual "anime girl" component. There are many ideas and directions on my plate ~ Most of it is just in my head...

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trashbagbeattape

made this for a portrait vn experiement abt trash bag and her journey on the kill plane. WARNING: SUPER distorted, super loud!

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laidiepsiel abudiueps

u know who dis be (sipss coffyee!!!!((me)

Thanks to all of u who supported me this month :) If you bought trad art tis going out in a few days.

Y'all kinda savin my ass thru hard ish... Or, there are days I can lose hope but that doesn't last 4ever with friendship & love. I believe.

Everyone's making some flavor of game these days aren't they? Ofc, myself included.... I remember when lofi beats was this weird niche thing~ then we got study beats! If history does...

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diary: pacman nuked my system

long story short, few day ago I updated my computer (sudo pacman -Syu) and she self nuked her superblock & friends to hell ~ had to downgrade mobo/ram/cpu (not some haunted MSI gamer bs) ~ then I migrated to VOID ~ I'm happy it happened but I lost a fair amount of data / art made the past few years~ i.e. lost the supercollider beat looper, samples, some recent paintings ~ probably lost a bunch of other ish I am blissfully forgetting ~ this is no burden on my mind.

2025-03-19 23:31:24 +0000 UTC View Post

my kofi is back online

they unsuspended me because I am a good girl ;). soz for the many post.

You can support me thru it again and get some art~ @~@ squisshly!!

https://ko-fi.com/teamcpu/shop

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twitch

i will do draw/paint streams here~ see how it goes~

heres the test.

https://www.twitch.tv/videos/2406116971

plan atm @ end of month to drop a digi zip of digi art~ which may stream some of that process etc.

might set up a mic if need.

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trad art for sale on Kofi (FIRST WAVE)

https://ko-fi.com/teamcpu/shop

Art for sale.......... I'm in money trouble ~ so you can support me & get something in the mail. You can pay more if you want, I'll think of it like a fundraiser of sorts ~ if you know someone who would be eager to own my own traditional art please share to them I don't know where to post aside from here atm.... Some are some scribbles ~ some are studies~ some are vision questin n that~...

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update,finalparty

hej~ update n some art. This first pic is a promo experiment for a VN. (I don't know who this girl is even).

I'm dropping GameDev because I reached a point I can't do it anymore ~ other things of urgence need me (Drawing/Writing) ~ I have to take care of my hands and be more select what activities take my time. I'll consider GameDev seriously again if I can work with some peeps, but as a solo indie, I'm going back to VN ~ I'm happy. U know the drill(?) ~ fixed up the nu scenario ~ alche...

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praise be!

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update...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T_TVcb7VDns

Here is an unlisted video I took just now. In it, I'm showing how the edit mode looks~ I can make maps easily and save to binary... Code isn't done, I can only texture X walls right now lol. The ceiling texture is also looping incorrectly~ there are few detail I want (tiling floors/ceilings based on 16 poss wall combinations) I have to implement bitwise mask. f...

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evendeeperthanlasttime

hello ~ thank you for supporting me ~ I was grinding anatomy / anime girls having little to share (practice everyday)... recently had breakthru with raylib doing game dev in C. I have many ideas so I'm going for it. (I accept this path) ~ I'm SOUPER excited. My goal is to build a prototype to share privately on this patreon. Testers / feedback will be welcomed. My vision for the prototype is a single map/level with the basic functions implemented. The rest is a secret.

I scrapped...

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a;n comics

Haven't been able to make more so putting these here...

I have some ideas what can do but have to wait until I feel it...

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/f - 3rd bully

 

alt cover.

just posted /f - 3rd bully on bandcamp. I think most of these I already shared on the patreon~ but there is one longer track at the end "apophenia" that's the latest mix I did from today.

i'll be posting later about my dargo reader and how all thats turnin out...

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a:n

heres the first batch + xmas extra..

@kaleyanka on X

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freaky / LOTS3 / freakl7 / negoase / sylvia5

(´t . t`) ♡

November is over. Dargo reader @ v1.5b ~ various stories floating around~ nothing solid manifest yet.

December I'm hungry for kolourpaint... I found an old note when on cid ~ "painting is your life"

I made an X account on a sudden impulse ~ I doubt I'll last long on there but I wanted to post art in a public area @kaleyanka

edit: just to clarify, the black sphere is a depiction of one of them sphere uap~ I saw 3 crafts some time ago and have been dealing...

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dargo reader prototype (ep3 update)

I made a new prototype 'dargo reader' that runs in the browser.

If you want to be a tester please send me a DM

dargo_art@protonmail.com

or on patreon..

It will be a zip with a html file you can run locally. I will send it around XMAS time. This gives me a month or so to crank and build as much story as...

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flowers for fred quake pony and emma99 patrons

Thx for joining and supporting me~ I continue my obligation to doodle for new patreons assuming they don't quit the moment they join. I give you a warm up ~ maybe i won't draw more today tho~ hands are slightly on vacation for I grinded like a mf the past week to arrive at a major creative breakthrough. I'm eager to move forward but this breakthrough was so tremendous I had to stop, not only for my hands, but my brain as well to even process it...

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ep3 info dump

https://lovecorp.itch.io/ep3

Here's a new itch page with a fresh morning info dump to talk abt the scenario set up a little bit. I've been world building AJN/APOPEHNIA for a while now and is a big character in itself but for the actual script I'm treating ep3 as a character drama (ajn/apophenia is just a setting).

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3 flowers for 3 patreons

thx for subbing to me!!!!!!!!!!!

arm is burnt out on some carpel tunnel~ i draw this for u anyways ~ cant type much now, but thx to some sort of global world affection I was summoned with many ideas to put to paper~ so i did~ but so much I cant do much else after~ outline on my desk. Courage in my heart. Many tasks laid out with my task commandline program... and we'll see what happens.

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focus,bandana,cake,collector,beat,philosophy

just sharing frequencies of late~ free beat improvisations and some are sped up a little.

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archangel:nemesis reuploaded

I did not touch these original distros and posted just now.

Although I feel these are absurdly flawed works of art, I believe the merit it does have is worth keeping up.

https://lovecorp.itch.io/archangelnemesis-ep12

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run6.wav

hi dears, thx for sticking around, or even being a non-paying supporter... why not... Are you waiting for me to give a treat? Maybe you'll accept this /f beat from the other day.

Regarding my VN mama still has her apron on....

yes: it has a new 1000th codename.

no: I don't want to post preparation work till I hit some milestones.

Because of this, I might not have much to post about it.

Sofa's VN special girls story is coming out soon, and (as of rn) the entire bg...

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flowers 4 patrons... steve,rileystewart,kraftpunk

I dedicate my morning warm up to you 3.

Thanks for supporting it helps me so much~ ill be posting my monthly diary update in abt 2 weeks

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/f - please

loud sounds warning.

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ragaga

SC routines -> multichannel -> mixer

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flowers 4 supporters

thx Thor & Cavi~ I dedicate my speedy morning warm ups to you. Our printer is being a B**** so we are frazzled to start the day. The mate tastes good though. Will go for a walk~ just to get space from the all-consuming grind.

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