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Okayu New Years + Update

Hey everyone, I don't really know what to say but I'll try my best.

So, last month was not good to put it mildly, even by my own slow standards. I'm thankful that I set up the Discord so at least I could post stuff there throughout the month and didn't leave you guys completely hanging.

There were no new sets in January, and the one I'm posting now is obviously one that was meant to come out then (right after the Aki set!). I hope you like the finished version after a month of seeing WIPs of it on discord! Okayu's New Years fit was a pain in the ass to do and I had a hard time figuring out how to pose it, but I really liked the fireworks theme.

Anyways, let me explain where things went oh so wrong in January.

1. Medication change: I've been open that I'm taking medication for ADHD/depression now. I was on 150mg and doing better (but still slow), so I tried going up to 300mg. That was a disaster. I went from being slow to having too much nervous energy and being unable to focus on doing anything meaningful. I'm on 450mg now and so far it seems to be a lot better because I actually have energy and focus.

2. My Cat: Just when I started on the new dose and was getting back into a rhythm, I had a huge health scare with my senior cat. He was barely moving and not eating, so I honestly thought he was dying. I took him to the vet and it turns out he just has really severe arthritis in his hips. He's doing much better now that he's on pain medication, but I've been keeping a close eye on him over the past week so I haven't done much prompting.

3. The Mental Block: I think I was just depressed in general because I went into the new year with so many ideas and so little of them completed. There's so much I want to do and I dunno how to make it all happen.

Anyways, I really appreciate you all for sticking with me and being patient. It's been a rough few months to say the least, and your support is genuinely helping me cover these vet bills so I'm really thankful for you.

Now that the cat is stabilized and my focus is finally back, I’m ready to dive into all those ideas I’ve been sitting on. I’m going to do my best to make February the month I actually get these out of my head and onto your screens.

Here's hoping this month is a turning point! See you soon~

Okayu New Years + Update

Comments

I'm glad you like the set! It took awhile to put together so I'm glad it was worth it. Timing the action with the fireworks intensifying/dying down was a lot of fun. Yeah that random girl showed up as a bystander at the end lol, I wasn't even planning on it. But I liked her so I left her in, I think it adds a nice touch. I'm welbutrin. 450mg is the max dosage so I can't go any higher. 450 is safe though dw, about me. Thanks! Fortunately he won't need surgery. He'll just get a monthly pain killer shot. It's actually kinda crazy to me that there's painkillers that last that long in animals, but so far he's been almost back to normal now that he's had the painkiller. He just doesn't go up stairs anymore. Thanks again for the help, pets can be super expensive later in life so I'm very thankful that you guys have made it easier to care of mine. I don't think I'd be forcing it at this point, I really have a lot I want to get done! But yes I will try and pace myself as not to burn myself out again.

Mogu mogu

That Okayu set is a masterpiece !!! The poses and expressions are very well done & super hot !!! The lighting is also looking amazing with the fireworks, having Okayu with glowing eyes is very very nice too, it goes so well with the overall lighting of the pics !! The tail wrapping around the dick on pic 5 is super hot, the climax pic looks amazing too with the firework & the squirting !! Having no fireworks on the last pic is a very nice detail, the gapping asshole and a huge load from the guy is perfect ! Also loving that random girl in the back lmao And you know me... a lot of bonus points for the pubic hairs ! I'm not familiar with medication but now you're taking triple your initial dose ? Is it safe ? Poor kitty... I hope he'll be okay from now on, won't he need surgery ? Mental block is tough... but there is also the model versatility & how fast it can generate a good base pic, there is so many factors that can hinder your creativity and it's not easy to bypass them without sacrifice... I'm glad my subscription is helping your cat getting better ! Don't put too much pressure on yourself for February, I know you want to post a lot more but don't force yourself to go from like 3 posts to 15 posts. Small steps are also a victory, like if you made X posts the previous month, posting X+1 or X+2 the next month is already great !! Also don't stress yourself over a schedule, post whenever you feel like it !

Nyaostic


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