Hey everyone, I don't really know what to say but I'll try my best.
So, last month was not good to put it mildly, even by my own slow standards. I'm thankful that I set up the Discord so at least I could post stuff there throughout the month and didn't leave you guys completely hanging.
There were no new sets in January, and the one I'm posting now is obviously one that was meant to come out then (right after the Aki set!). I hope you like the finished version after a month of seeing WIPs of it on discord! Okayu's New Years fit was a pain in the ass to do and I had a hard time figuring out how to pose it, but I really liked the fireworks theme.
Anyways, let me explain where things went oh so wrong in January.
1. Medication change: I've been open that I'm taking medication for ADHD/depression now. I was on 150mg and doing better (but still slow), so I tried going up to 300mg. That was a disaster. I went from being slow to having too much nervous energy and being unable to focus on doing anything meaningful. I'm on 450mg now and so far it seems to be a lot better because I actually have energy and focus.
2. My Cat: Just when I started on the new dose and was getting back into a rhythm, I had a huge health scare with my senior cat. He was barely moving and not eating, so I honestly thought he was dying. I took him to the vet and it turns out he just has really severe arthritis in his hips. He's doing much better now that he's on pain medication, but I've been keeping a close eye on him over the past week so I haven't done much prompting.
3. The Mental Block: I think I was just depressed in general because I went into the new year with so many ideas and so little of them completed. There's so much I want to do and I dunno how to make it all happen.
Anyways, I really appreciate you all for sticking with me and being patient. It's been a rough few months to say the least, and your support is genuinely helping me cover these vet bills so I'm really thankful for you.
Now that the cat is stabilized and my focus is finally back, I’m ready to dive into all those ideas I’ve been sitting on. I’m going to do my best to make February the month I actually get these out of my head and onto your screens.
Here's hoping this month is a turning point! See you soon~
Mogu mogu
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