Meow
Added 2020-03-12 12:04:03 +0000 UTCSo, unfortunately I stopped writing here because I felt bad that so many of you were wasting energy trying to lift me up and I was probably bringing you down with how much negativity is actually in my head. That’s not conducive to my mission here and I don’t want to lie to myself and overextend even more by putting a happy face mask on when I feel like imploding right now. I’m so emotionally on edge and burned out I feel so lajflenankfkand everywhere and tired of pushing through this muck.
Just the usual stuff. We’re all just trying our best and I appreciate and love you. Let’s not give up, no matter how lonely or burnt out or tired or bad we feel.
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Oh I'm so negative, I'm so dull and boring, no one likes me or wants to talk to me, I'll only bring them down, may as well put myself in a box and throw away the key so I'm not dragging everyone down, I don't deserve to be picked up. Heard it. We're here for you sillyhead. You need to get that through your thick skull, stoopid. Easier said than done I know but I gotta say it if there's even a chance you'll see it and it helps interrupt a spiral. I just did that whole "but what's the point" to myself and I'm still posting dammit, still posting.
Alexis Lee
2020-03-14 13:44:29 +0000 UTCPlease don’t ever feel like you are burdening us. Whether you want to vent or tell us some good news, everyone needs an outlet where they feel they can express anything. You are an amazing person and have so much on your plate, you deserve to take some time to vent, plus I love how real you are that you don’t act fake, you show us the real shit that most don’t! 💗💗
Ashley
2020-03-13 23:35:03 +0000 UTCShould you continue the journaling, I'm here for it.
Breezy
2020-03-13 18:33:43 +0000 UTC❤️ 🦊 ❤️
Charlie Jenkins
2020-03-13 01:33:05 +0000 UTC<3
Ryan Hunter
2020-03-12 15:13:19 +0000 UTC❤️❤️❤️
2020-03-12 14:43:59 +0000 UTC❤️🦊❤️
Mitch Connor
2020-03-12 14:40:53 +0000 UTCIf I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you, And share with you it’s beauty, On the days you’re feeling blue If I could build a mountain You could call your very own, A place to find serenity, A place to be alone If I could take your troubles, I would toss them into the sea, But all these things I’m finding Are impossible for me I can’t build a mountain, Or catch a rainbow fair, But let me be what I know best A friend who’s always there -anonymous
Joon_Ho
2020-03-12 14:38:27 +0000 UTCTrust me, there's no wasted energy here and your not bringing me down. Not only are you trying to help people while dealing with your own stuff, but also being yourself on twitch instead of putting on a fake personality. No wonder your emotions are all over the place. Just remember to take care of yourself while your helping everyone else. ❤️❤️❤️
chris pacos
2020-03-12 14:35:42 +0000 UTC💖💖💖
Tony XM
2020-03-12 14:09:42 +0000 UTCLauren, I'd rather read how you truly feel, then feel that you need to put on a forced smile thinking you are bringing us down. We are all on this crazy ride together. If you feel your flaming out, step back and take a break. Take care of yourself. We are here for you, as you are here for us.
Bruce Bromley
2020-03-12 14:06:03 +0000 UTCI don't think feeling some empathy for someone and then expressing it counts as being brought down, personally. I had noticed you'd stopped, figured it may not have been helping any more but if it was...i say keep going. Plus like Hummer says, it is good to know what's going with you.
Tom (Zoigle)
2020-03-12 13:55:23 +0000 UTCNot sure if you saw my vid on multiplicity stuff, but you going through this and feeling this is understandable, esp with how the world is changing rn. Jibuktew wasoqweg - your sacred fire is lit, sometimes what the shadows/or ancestors show us can be horrifying, but we can transmute that into beauty by just being mntu/Spirit and going with alikt/the flow. Everyone I know has been talking the same thing: getting through wendigo by letting those love vibes do their thing, especially letting them love you. As a trans nb lnu/indigenous folk who's surprised to still be alive in this reality, and who's always focusing on everyone's pain, I get it. Kesalul. Wela'lin. You help more than you know.
Agent SKYHOUSE
2020-03-12 13:46:16 +0000 UTCI really appreciate your talking on here and especially the asmr you post. I've been working 70 to 80 hours a week and the asmr is actually helping me keep things together right now. I just want to make sure you know how thankful I am for what you do, and that you keep going too. Anyway.... Thanks 😊
James Scacco
2020-03-12 13:44:34 +0000 UTCWe're always here for you Lauren no matter what, take your time and go at your own pace. We'll be here always 😁👍
2020-03-12 13:43:31 +0000 UTC<3 <3 <3
Dima Horn
2020-03-12 13:39:42 +0000 UTCThe past week for me has actually been awesome, I've found a huge career opportunity and I feel like I have a purpose. And frivvi never forget how much you've helped me through the process.
drewwu
2020-03-12 13:29:03 +0000 UTCWhat happened. I was high as a kite
Dominick Gibbs
2020-03-12 13:14:15 +0000 UTCYou bring us up not down because we can so easily relate to how you feel!
DW_9999
2020-03-12 13:11:22 +0000 UTCYou can never bring us down, and us trying to help you isn’t a waste of our energy. We truly care about you and part of being friends with someone is making sure they’re doing okay and that we’re there for them if things aren’t going well. Part of it is also being open and honest with our feelings, which is why I, personally, don’t expect you to always put on a mask and pretend to be okay when you actually may not be okay. We’re all here for you and available to listen to whatever you have to rant about, and if you want, allow us to share our thoughts to help you out. This is never easy, but we can all work through this together, and continue to show love, kindness, and appreciation to each other. Take your time, we’re all rooting for you!
unleashluis22
2020-03-12 12:35:15 +0000 UTCI would rather feel lajflenankfkand than myself putting on this "im okay" mask. Always here for you. Let's get through lajflenankfkand together ❤
Dom
2020-03-12 12:32:31 +0000 UTCIt’s sucks to have to push through every day. Believe me I know, but we have to keep pushing. I’m here for you. I’m never going anywhere. Need my strength? Take it. Need a shoulder? I got you. We can get through anything. Love you❤️❤️❤️
Phillip Coe
2020-03-12 12:31:37 +0000 UTCLove uuuu
Ciara Rose Richardson
2020-03-12 12:31:31 +0000 UTCWE LOVE YOU, MOM!!
Elias
2020-03-12 12:24:06 +0000 UTCi had never felt so lajflenankfkand as now (kappa) ❤
Juan Ruiz
2020-03-12 12:09:02 +0000 UTC❤❤❤
MrAtalon
2020-03-12 12:08:26 +0000 UTCNo onenwastes our energy reading. If this is one eay for you to vent your negative energy to be okay, we are okay with you doing this. Do what you need to do, we love you and want you to be okay.
2020-03-12 12:08:03 +0000 UTCWe love you too kiddo. When times are down and bad there is only one way UP. Stay as positive as you can and we'll be here to lift you up the rest of the way. You have people that care, friends, all over the world. Not many folks can say that. 😘
Blain Eno
2020-03-12 12:07:52 +0000 UTCCan only speak for myself here but I want to know how you are doing and feeling, you're not taking any energy from me ❤❤❤ WE CAN DO THIS!
Hummerdummer
2020-03-12 12:07:47 +0000 UTCNever going to give up on you or myself. We're worth it!
Finnigan
2020-03-12 12:06:35 +0000 UTC
