Video Update

This is an update I really don't want to have to make, especially after just coming back for the New Years.

The current project I've been working on has been lost due to my hard drive becoming corrupted. Not only did I lose the project itself, but the script and my gigs of images I had saved on the thing. It has dealt a pretty hearty blow to not only my work but also my drive. This work is something I wanted to be special for the new year so I was making something inspired by my good friend Miss Ishizu. Without them I never would have started making content in the first place. But now I have lost all the work I have done on the project and need to start from scratch.

This doesn't mean I'm not going to make the video, if anything its made me more riled up to do it. But I need you all to know that it pains me to say I may not have a video up before the end of January. I hope I can get it done but I can't make any promises. I know you all have been very patient with me in the pass and you have no idea how much that means. Every time something happens I keep thinking to myself that I'm going to disappoint everyone but it turns out you are all extremely understanding and the only person I ever seem to let down is myself. On that note, I may need to take some advise that has been given to me from friends who have spoken to me about my mindset and workload. They now how many other things I do through the week besides my project, and they are worried I am running myself into the ground. And I'm worried they might be right.

I enjoy making videos for you all. Its been so fun to give back to the community after enjoying so many peoples content and I'm blown away with the support I have gotten for mine. But to help maintain a healthy balance between work, life, and play I will need to relax myself on how hard I push myself on making videos. The revenue has been life changing in ways you won't believe, but I can't risk crashing into the ground and having all my hobbies and goals crumble. So if I can only push out only one video a month I hope you aren't too upset by that. If I can make 2 I'll be very excited for it, but please tamper expectations for me moving forward.

You all mean so much to me, thank you for all of the support you have given me so far and for the support I'm sure to have moving forward as well. This might be the lowest I've been in a while but I know we can get back up and keep moving forward.