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to you, from italy #5: crumbling

toxic positivity: the act of avoiding, suppressing, or rejecting negative emotions or experiences.

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Rereading like I do every other day and MAN. Oikawa is just pretty in all universes huh? Like what.

Neba

Oikawa going into protective older brother mode is so sweet and is everything I want for this type of relationship between him and Shouyou. It’s a dynamic I absolutely love for them, but what I love the most about this, from a storytelling perspective (and also what absolutely shatters me) is the absolutely emptiness in Shouyou’s eyes and he way he has to tell himself to smile. The way he has to force himself to emote because he doesn’t want Oikawa to know what he’s really feeling even though in the omegaverse there are other tells that he can’t hide, and he has to know that deep down Oikawa would find out, but he’s trying so hard to divert his attention in other ways, but it’s that dead expression that just breaks my heart because it’s SHOUYOU! And Shouyou doesn’t look like that. Shouyou has the sparkle in his eyes! Shouyou is the LIGHT! And to see him dim like that just absolutely crushes me to pieces. 😢

Vanessa N

My sweet baby boy, I feel so much for him it's just frustrating when communicating with your love ones fail and leaves you wondering what's wrong 😭😭😭😔💖

Xochitl De lira

Oikawa being there for Sho is everything. If he can’t get under his rival/protoge (Kags)’s skin, then at least he’s comforting compadre for Sho! 🥹 international friendships, we love to see it! ::whispers:: ✨and personal growth! ✨

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Ouuuhhh I really wish that we get more friendship scenes with Hina and Oiks. Anybody knows any good fanfics with these two??🥹🥹

Acaylin

Oh shou babe 🥺💕

ZoMarie

STOP MY POOR BABY SHOYO U ARE OK BABY WE LOVE YOU😭 also the shoyo oikawa friendship has me in a chokehold and i’m so glad tooru is there for sho rn

sam!

differenduo is SO GOOD. I love those two together! And Oikawa always seems so good at caring for Hinata, without babying him! I love it😭💖

Sydney Lawrence

Oikawa being a strong and reliable Senpai for Hinata OH my heart😭

Georgia21

your’e evil, still on a cliff hanger from chapter 4 and now throwing in emotional hinata?? (at least tooru is there for compensation)

bambi21

oh he just like me fr (horrible coping mechanisms and ways of processing/dealing with negative feelings)

WORMTIME

Nooo, baby :((( I'm so glad Shoyo has Oikawa with him to comfort him 😭

Inna

tooru really knows all the tea between kagehina and sakuatsu 😭 he’s such an amazing and nosy boifriend

hyo

It’s an interesting episode and it’s always a pleasure to see Oikawa ** ♡ But I’m kind of lost, is it a flashback? I can’t correctly connect that part to the previous one >~<

Nana

my baby kawa 😭 oh my love so so so precious

ji

I was not expecting Oikawa but gosh straight to the feels 😭 no one elde better to teach our sunshine that is ok to hace cloudy days. Best of all is I bet Touro learned it from Iwa to not hide his emotions 😭😭😭

MsCriss ?

not the comforting…this is such a beautiful moment 😭😭

Fallen Parker

Same I thought I missed an update or something 😅

itachinari

my sweet shoyo :((( i love that big bro oikawa is taking care of our babyyy

animiuna

I love Oihina interactions so much... they have this chemistry that doesn't necesarily involve romantic love... but they do so much for each other... and at the end of the day they care for each other... Bc they are friends, they are like brothers... I love this so much...

Solamis

the fact that it took not even a second for oikawa to know something is wrong with shoyo, he truly knows his kouhai very well 😭😭😭

jimin = shoyo

😭😭😭 poor baby!

Lisa Packard

Oikawa coming to the rescue!!! 🥺🥺🥺

Laney

BIG BRO OIKAWA 🥹🥹

Tragicqueenie

🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭 babies 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

Chanel Gravier

Aww oikawa hinata besties 😭😭😭

TJ

i love tooru comforting his fellow omega

TJ

My poor bb shoyo 😭

Nicole

oikawa writing down another reason to hate tobio on his list ✍🏽

gin

my heart is breaking for shoyo🥲🥲

TJ

tooru is so pretty i just needed to say this

junie

oh my baby 🥹

junie

AAAAH FINALLLEEEE

junie

Idk seeing Hinata so serious like that gives me the chills sheesh😣

Maryssa

This may be my favorite arc, I mean, I LOVE kagehina and a good against KNOWING THAT THEY WILL BE OK AND FORM THE MOST BEAUTIFUL FAMILY❤️

Andrea Villacis

OMG the first page… the against, hinata getting hurt even when tobio looks at him with the most loving eyes… poor baby

Andrea Villacis

OMG! The cutest of friends. Thank you for the best comic!! How you transmitted Hinata feeling is amazing. His eyes his face you can see he is not himself.

Ari22SS

God I LOVE how this is so real.....like hearing that would cut deep for me.....like to know he loves you but feeling like he doesn't want everyone to know.... Poor baby

Courtney

YAAAAS OIKAWA!! TAKE CARE OF OUR ORANGE BOY 😌💕

Jen

nooo poor baby :()((

mir

Tobio! Why are you soo slow to realize your feelings. Oikawa you are soo cute thank you for Comforting our orange haired baby 😭 you are a wonderful friend also go yell at tobio!

Faylan Lee

OIKAWA MY BEAUTIFUL BOY ALWAYS PROTECTING BBY HINATA 🥹🥹

ValMan

SHOYO😭😭😭😭

Hydragea

Awww Tooru😭💕

Hydragea

Oikawa, Hinata besties are the best. I love Oikawa so much 💕💕

Hoot

Oh sweetie 😭🥺

LJ

wait did he maybe go through a drop or smth like that? that’s why he was sick in the other chapter 🤔🤔

mccauliflower

crying, sobbing, throwing up I'm loving this though. Tobio's heartbreaking expression when saying goodbye, my poor baby Hina just being all puffy eyed and going through it. Amazing job like always Ally we appreciate so much💜🥹💜

steph

🥹🥹 have you been reading my diary ally

Haras

OIHINA BESTIES SOBSS!!! 🥺 god I’ve always loved the way their relationship grew, their lil meetup during Brazil arc has always been my favorite and seeing them in this AU is just so !!!!! Tooru being Shouyo’s support through this time the way Daisuga were for Tobio !!!! I love them both having their lil safe-heaven people and how they’re exactly what each needs!!! I’m so excited to see Shouyo’s side here 🥺💖

Monica

of course oikawa would notice instantly that something is wrong😔😔 i love to see details like interactions between omegas to understand pack dynamics or just dynamics among pol with the same secondary gender, adds so much to world building :)

nau

omg. I love love love love Omegas looking out for each other like this. Hinata and Oikawa’s bond is so dear to me ..

ShidouRyusae

I bet that Oikawa suggested him to stop calling Kags for a while.

Kisiel Mars

oh dear lord, hinata's facial expressions here??? especially that fake smile with the empty eyes KILLED ME. i love that oikawa is there for him, and i love their friendship bc oikawa is freakishly perceptive so of COURSE he'll know hinata is not okay, but the way hinata curls into himself just like he did in that one panel of him being homesick in brazil during the timeskip?? i absolutely LOST IT god this bean deserves sooo much. the inner conflict is so real too bc he can tell that everything tobio does points towards how much he loves him and then he doesn't want it out there and of COURSE hinata's like ??? why????

Lo

Now I'm wondering, too... Why did Tobio hesitate to make their relationship public? Is it because they aren't properly mated yet, and he's afraid of the impact being mated could have on Shouyou?

Rute_Aranwen

Chest constricting, heart clenching, buckle up - we're in for the angst. (I adore this chapter so much, there are so many things worth to point out, your art is truly insane ally)

Pawtiful

Awwwww no no, Shouyou, my beautiful idiot, don't you dare bottle up!!! Thank goodness for Oikawa. An older omega who knows how it feels to have a spiky alpha with a tough exterior. Oikawa will help him, it'll be fine 🥺

Rute_Aranwen

Ohhh alright !

BlossomFall

I forgot to add TOBIOS TENDER EYES WHILE SAYING GOODBYE TO HINATA??? He is head over heels in love, knows he is in love but still in denial? Truly a masterclass in self sabotage😭 Good thing they will have their deserved happy ending

Ilea

Kageyama with his little eyes begging Shoyo not to leave.😭

Suga Koushi

Oikawa is an Omega too (forgot to say it sorry 😂)

Whisky

My heart can be found in the nearest ditch😭 Look at Oikawa being a good friend trying to comfort our boy<3 The title and toxic positivity are so fitting for Shoyou in this very moment :/ Tobio better comes to his senses until smth happens (#4😭😭😭)

Ilea

We get more angst before the more angst. Love it 🙏😌

chiappy

Actually heard my heart crack right in half. Ouch.

S Perl

I love angst when I know comfort is coming… Cause it’s coming RIGHT? 🙂

ailuig

Am I gonna be crying for the foreseeable future??🤧😭

Harringtonfont

Shojo is emits stresful pheromone’s while Oikawa emits peaceful one’s ☺️

Whisky

MY BABY NOOO 😭😭😭

arrow ☽

I think so!

shortyycakee

I'm so confused 😭 is this a flashback?? ahhhh

StopKiwiBea

Oikawa is an omega, I think when omegas are distressed their pheromones are purple, Oikawa’s ones are gold because they are comforting

ailuig

shoyou 😢😢😢😢

dae

SHOYO.. SWEET BABY 🥺😭 Thank you Oikawa-san for comforting Shoyo

J.M. Lee

Noooooo shoyoo 🫂🫂🫂🫂

Rubear

awwww shoyouuuu 😭😭😭😭😭

Princess

The way Shoyo’s thought bubble reminded him to “smile” 😭

Kayla Brown

It’s just angst before fluff- it’s just angst before fluff- it’s just- 😭

maj go

TOORU PLEASE GIVE HIM A BIG HUG FOR US

Yura

why do you do this to usss!! i can’t with the wait

haikyuubb

poor shouyou :< its crazy how faking a smile can be so easy glad tooru saw right thru it qwq so sweet

rando bumbo

Ohhh wait is oikawa a beta? Their pheromones doesnt have the same colour

BlossomFall

OH SHOYO MY POOR BABY OH SWEETHEART 😭😭

anniething

Oikawa coming to the rescue! But still need to find out what happened from part 4! 😫

shortyycakee

Whoooo. More angst ✨

Michelle

Aww baby 🥺

Eren

Poor shouyo 😔🫶🏼

beefcakebo45

AHHHH IM GONNA CRY!!! NOT MY BABY!!!

Taffy

The great Oikawa-San to the rescue 💕🩷🫶🏼

beefcakebo45

YESSSSS I LOVE THIS FRIENDSHIP ❤️♥️❤️♥️

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