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Who is this?

It looks like me, it sounds like me, but I'm not sure^^,,,,


Hello my dear Patrons!!

 How are you doing. I know it's the end of summer and especially the end of the vacations period for those who are working :/ I hope you enjoyed your holydays and the sun !

It's been a few days without any updates because I didn't do much and because PAIN. I don't know if some of you are in the same situation but: 

I have been unable to  sleep (or at least very very poorly) since a couple days, I mean , I'm used to having trouble sleeping, but this ? No. I believe it's related to the full moon but I don't know why this one. So when I get up, it's like I haven't slept at all and the pain is stronger, I don't even know how I'm able to do so much with this amount of pain XD.
Luckily, despite being in bloody pain all the time I still have some energy and having energy when you are in pain is a lot easier to bare than having no energy at all :).


So, I received this beautiful wig a couple days ago. It is destined to  a disneybound photoshoot I was planning to make at home and ...I barely recognize myself XD


I'm planning the photoshoot with this prom dress and also with my old tangled costume . I did a fitting session, be warned, lots of selfies incoming:


How the hell can this be me ? I look like an american barbie girl XDD.
Anyway I bought the dress  while I was in Romania, when I saw it I knew I needed a photoshoot with it XD. It was made in Romania and I'm pretty glad I own something made in the country. For girls who like to dress like princesses, Romania is your  country ^^ There are tons of prom/party/wedding dresses everywhere in every street o_o!



best quality ever :


okay I can recognize myself here:


And while I was taking selfies, my neck got stuck once again ;;; ><. So today it's even more painful than it was 2 days ago and I have been struggling moving my head. It's the second time it happens in a short pan of time, I wonder why this muscle in particular? ( exact same side that last time)


Here I recognize Pascal the Chameleon and...could it be Jennifer aniston? XD no really, it's not me!




But, seriously ?!  Now I look like i'm ready for a 16-rated photoshoot. What the heck ???! XD


OKay, just smile and it will be fine XD



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So now I'm waiting for Monday to go to my etiopath, hopefully she will help with my neck issue besides the usual stuff.

Sorry for the spamming ! 

I don't know when I'll be able to make the photoshoot but I hope very soon :)


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at the same time I'm still working on :

I guess this wig had  way too much hair for my taste XD.


Toulouse from the artistocats:

And Yuu from Creamy mami

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Comments

*I* am sure. ;-)

Steamboat Willie

Ah oui quand meme le photoshoot😍. Pour ce qui est du sommeil, moi c'est tout l'inverse en ce moment, j'ai du mal a dormir de petite période, pourtant je suis pas habituer a ça. Ah oui, et ne soit jamais sorry pour du spam de selfies, surtout quand c'est de cette "qualité" lol

âge à la carte !

Me too I have been having insomnia since I'm a child. But this is another level of insomnia. Especially since my illness. If I dont sleep well the pain is multiplied and days are very tough which wasn't the case before where I would just be the usual tired but ok. I tried everything. Neurofeedback seems to help on this issue however but I didn't have a session since mid July. I'm waiting for the next one. hopefully it will help because without sleep , no amelioration.

moi aussi ça me perturbe XD

I can't have oral magnesium st all, it makes my tummy way too much upset. I haven't been able to drink spring bottle which contains too much of it for years. But I had a magnesium chlorure + green clay and baking soda last night and it helped relieve the stiffness. Hopefully the etiopath will do the rest. It didn't help for the night however. Another sleepless night . My head feel like it's gonna explode. I know neurofeedback will help on this issue. Can't wait to have a session. Because without sleep, no regeneration.

Nothing to worry. it's just a simple neck sprain because of solicitating my neck a bit too much for the pictures I guess. Normal people shouldn't get anecksprain so easily however.

I eat bananas to help with night cramps, probably the magnesium that Chris mentioned. Insomnia I've had since a child, I find listening to music through headphones sends me off or, if it is a troubled thought keeping me awake, I write a letter to a close friend explaining all the aspects of my dilemma, I never send the letter, but putting it all down on paper seems to stop the mental anguish. Best advice anyone gave me about insomnia, though, is "Don't worry about it!" Not sure about the new look, do you have a twin sister who's taken over your website? Hope the Etiopath is able to help, take care and stay safe.

C'est dans un autre registre, ça fait vraiment femme, mais ça te va très bien aussi... Finalement tu peux devenir un caméléon aussi, 15 ans, 25 ans, 35 ans, pas de soucis tu peux choisir sur commande xD

I love it! 😻

(Don't) Call Me Angel

Also, magnesium is awesome for sleep if you can have it. Alternately, trick your brain into giving up and going to sleep (if it's mania) by boring it. Just keep repeating the same mantra over and over and over and over in your head for as long as you can. I had mania a few years ago because of a new medication (which was simultaneously frustrating and awesome!) and this worked.

Probably just all the moving around and activity causing the neck stiffness (muscle strain/cramps). Could be Lyme of autoimmune though. One test: make sure you can bend your neck forward (touching hin to chest). Potential concern if you can't or if the pain really dials up. Look out for sudden headache or fever tagging along with the neck stiffness. Etiopath should be able to help if just muscular. May want to look into or ask him/her about craniosacral therapy (if she's not already doing it). Good to see you up and moving about more though!

J’adore 😍 Mais c’est perturbant, et je m’explique pas pourquoi, je sais pas si c’est juste la perruque qui fait ça, mais ça fait un sacré changement et j’arrive pas non plus a expliquer a quel niveau 😂 Bref ce costume produit un gros bordel dans ma tête déjà bien désordonnée 😂 Mais il est vraiment cool !

ça fait comme pour Black widow. J'ai l'air d'une femme çe me fait peur XD

Ça te va vraiment super bien ! C’est vrai qu’on dirait pas que c’est toi sur certaines photos


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