I wanted to make a bigger post and send it sooner but I've got no internet on my computer for a couple weeks ( not on my phone obviously) . So it's not as easy to write a long post as it is on my computer. ( Can't put as many pics as I'd like) I just want to let you know I'm still here, still trying new remedies , improving my symptoms even though you can see my very bad days on Instagram. I'm still trying and fighting and all of this because you, people I dont even know and my friends and family are always cheering me up and I don't want to disappoint you. ( I dont want to disappoint myself either) I'll be back with more pics when internet is working again. Oh, And I wanted to tell you that my mom and I booked a week in a small studio near the west cost ( I live 1h30 from the sea). I'm so tired of being stuck in my hometown that she offered me to drive me to the place I wanted ( not too far) and spend some time breathing some fresh air. Even if I'm not doing anything, at least I'll be doing it looking at the ocean :). I also feel like I could do more photoshoots in my home studio ( I have got more energy lately) but I need help to do so because well... I'm still moving like a granny XD. So I have invited some cosplayer friends ... I dont know when and who will come yet, but... you know what it means: I found my inspiration back ! I wish you a beautiful day or night. Thank you for being with me.