Sell you a Bridge chapter 271
Added 2022-10-13 19:20:48 +0000 UTCJune 7th 2016 The Nightside 12:00 PM EDT
The next day found us all gathered together, waiting to head out on a little trip that Sindella had arranged. Despite multiple rounds of questioning she categorically refused to tell us what the Arcadia Project was, though she sent Taylor out to secure us a few entry spots. Julian had actually had to go with him because apparently the place was exclusive enough that even Taylor's terrifying rep couldn't get him in. Suzie had gone along too, mostly because she seemed to want to be away from Sindella, who she'd been openly glaring at for the entire night.
Sindella, aside from being friendly, sweet, and as warm as my own mom was, impressed me by not flinching even a bit at the glower. Suzie was a scary woman, not just to us but in general people seemed to treat her like a walking nightmare. Sindella just ignored her obvious animosity though, being perfectly friendly the few times they had actually interacted. Say what you wanted about Mama Zatara, but no one could claim she didn't have guts. Hell, even I was kind of afraid of Suzie, and I was basically unkillable by mundane means at this point.
While we waited for everyone I pulled Zee against me for a long kiss. She threw her arms around my shoulders and after she pulled back, rested her forehead against mine. The feeling of love and affection through the bond was indescribable as I held her against me. She stared up at me with gleaming eyes. "I can't describe to you how happy I am Morgan. My mom is just...she's everything I remembered and more. I feel so at peace having her back. Talking to her, sharing all the things we've been through..."
I stroked her cheek. "Of course. I'm glad I could give her back to you. So, did you talk to her about everything with your dad? She's going to find out what happened from someone. It's better if it comes from you. Don't think I didn't notice all that spin you put on the story you told her. It's clear that you don't want her to hate him. Does he really deserve all the effort you're putting in after everything he did?" Thinking about the nights since we'd been back that I had to hold her while she cried because that coward couldn't shake off his soup pot puppetmaster just made me crazy.
For a second I thought I might have upset her but when she pulled back she just gave me a soft smile. "I know you don't like him. You saw some of his worst character traits, and I won't try to excuse that. He was controlling and distant and he was especially awful to you. But he was still my daddy. He taught me how to read, how to ride a bike. He took me out to dinner to celebrate when I did well learning a new spell and put on special magic shows on my birthdays just to see me smile. I love him. I'll always love him." She gave me an arch look. "Or do I need to explain why I care about my imperfect father."
I stepped back, putting up my hands in surrender. "Of course not. I never asked you to sever ties. The guy royally pissed me off but I'd never try to control who you cared about. I know he had sides to him I didn't see. Just saying that your mom maybe deserves the unedited version. I'm not saying you should throw him under the bus, but she's been gone a long time. If she goes into their meeting with rose colored glasses its only going to hurt all the more when he shatters those illusions. If nothing else he's been dwelling on her death for a long time. That can change a person."
My tone was gentle. I didn't want her to feel like I was trying to pressure her. They were her parents and this was all her choice. I loved Zee, but I didn't own her. She'd given me space to make my own mistakes and do things my way, and I'd give her the same. From her despairing sigh though she knew I was right. "I'm afraid of whats going to happen Morgan. My mother left behind a charming charismatic husband and a loving father. She's coming back to a deeply bitter and probably slightly broken older man. How do they make that work?"
Drea's voice cut in, and I almost collapsed with relief. She was much better at this. A factor of having some empathic abilities. "It might not." Zee turned to look at her with hurt in her purple eyes, but our goddess just smiled at her sadly. "It's the truth, love. Nothing in this world is permanent except for change. Your mother has been gone a long time. The person she is now might not have room in her life for your father as he is. That doesn't mean she doesn't have room for you. Your family unit hasn't existed for a long time, but you never stopped being her daughter, and you never will."
She stepped up and pulled Zee close to her, pulling me in with her for good measure. We stood there like that for a while, me just holding my girls. Finally though we heard a soft throat clearing noise. Sindella was standing nearby. She'd been out of the room getting something ready but had come back into Julian's entryway. I'd been too distracted to notice. Even the best detection skills in the world only work if you use them.
Zee looked conflicted, but Sindella stepped up as we retreated from our sorceress, pulling her into a hug. "Oh, askim none of this is meant to be your burden. I am so proud of the strong and loyal woman you've become, but you're still my child. Leave me to my matters. I can handle more than you might think." She kept her tone gentle, but firm. She turned to us. "The two of you impress me more every moment I know you. I can see why she's so fierce about her care for you. I'm glad she was able to find such love. Any mother would wish for as much."
That actually made me blush. I'd only ever been good at the emotional thing when talking to Zee or Drea. They both got through my defenses in different ways, Zee because of her sunny optimism and attentive care, and Drea because of her calm and helpful affection. Aside from with my girls though, I didn't really discuss my feelings with people, and having Zee's mom just lay that out there was embarrassing. It was also flattering, and I stuttered out a thank you.
Despite all the good vibes though, I had to ask a question that had been burning a hole in my head since she got back."What does that mean for you? Despite everything that has happened Zee is eighteen. Legally and chronologically she's eligible to live on her own, are you planning to make her move back to Shadowcrest with you? Not that we don't want you around, you're welcome to live with us on the island if you like, but I don't think Zee really wants to go back to the manor."
She gave a sad chuckle. "I expected that question, as did my daughter. We discussed it. While I would like nothing more, I recognize she's far too old and far too different than the girl I used to put to bed to expect to take over her life like that. I'm essentially a stranger, and as you said, legally she's in her twenties in any case. I will happily take you up on your offer to move to your island, at least for a time. I suspect my home is not as I left it. Regardless, you need not worry about me taking her away from you. I'm proud of the life she's made for herself. I won't do anything to get in the way."
I exhaled in relief. Zee had already covered that I guessed. At almost seventeen Zee was technically eligible for emancipation even if it wasn't for the time skip, but it was a lengthy and annoying process, and usually hurtful to the family. If nothing else her dads bullshit with Doctor Fake had kept him from trying to control what she did in her life after we got back, which was nice.
As much as our ages made it seem to some that we should be under the aegis of others, the truth was we didn't live in that world. The world of combat and adventure where we spent our lives had more in common with an ancient society. We were warriors, and warriors matured early. We were also way too powerful for conventional systems of limitation to actually affect us, so there was that. I thanked the gods my mother was as understanding and supportive as she was. I couldn't have imagined fighting about this with her all the time. It seemed Zee's mom understood the same things.
Before the situation became awkward, Sindella gave us all a wide smile. "No need for any of this grim talk. It's a happy day. I'm back with my daughter and I get to spend all day getting to know the people she loves most in the world. In the spirit of that happiness I've arranged a little day trip. I'd love to extend it for longer, but even managing to wrangle enough slots for the lot of us for a single afternoon cost me favors I wasn't sure I even had anymore, not to mention what poor Johnny and Mr. Advent paid."
I noticed she referred to Julian in a very respectful way, and I assumed it was because he had been around for decades and had probably already been a big name when she lived here as a girl. She was right though. This was supposed to be a nice day out. I felt bad for derailing it, even if I was also insanely relieved I wasn't going to have to resort to constantly breaking into Shadowcrest to spend time with Zee. I would have done it, but that whole process sounded tedious to an absurd degree.
I looked around and saw that Wally, Artemis, John, Suzie, Taylor, Jim, Tommy, and Julian had all arrived and were getting ready to head out for wherever we were going. Once everyone arrived, Sindella grinned widely and led us out to the street to catch a carriage. The inside of the thing resized to fit us all, which was interesting, but it was the same kind we'd taken various places so in general the ride was pretty unremarkable.
We spent the whole time chatting with Sindella, who was trying to get to know Drea, Artemis, and I, while deftly ignoring the vitriolic glares she was getting from Suzie. I wondered how she was planning to deal with that mess, because I didn't see the blonde bounty hunter as the type to hug it out, but she'd known the woman way longer than I had so I didn't see how I could do much about it.
When we finally stopped and climbed out of the carriage we found ourself in...an alley. I wanted to make a sarcastic comment about the alley so badly I could taste it, but I was trying to earn brownie points with Zee's mom so I kept my mouth shut and just waited. Sindella led us down the alley to a steel door, which she rapped on smartly in a specific pattern. After a minute of waiting a slot in the old dull metal door slid open. Sindella passed a piece of paper through it and there was a grunt before the slot closed and the door swung open. As the brilliant light behind the metal flooded out, washing the alleyway in a warm glow I thanked past me for not making a sarcastic remark. This had definitely been worth the trip.