☆ I love you, Still ☆

Hello! This is the first fic of the spin-off series I'm going to be doing for the NGTHYB fic I made for Kendall. This series will be somewhat linear unlike the Love Bunny series.

 NGTHYB! Kendall x NGTHYB!Reader, Word Count: 2,833

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It has been a long week, but Kendall is grateful that she survived it. This weekend she has an event to attend, but the tables have turned this time.

Two months Kendall and Y/n have been dating each other. Their relationship wasn't a complete secret, but it was hush-hush. The official news that her and her fiance have broken up just hit the media a few weeks ago. The last event she went to she knew people were expecting to see her sad and defeated. Their gaze wanted to see a bad look, and even something as asinine as horrible make-up. She wasn't going to let them see her sweat, even if she didn't have Y/n in her life. Her smile was brighter, skin shinier, and the satin dress that draped off her body -- she was having her post-breakup glow.

Y/n was actually hesitant to ask Kendall to the event. Once again she was in charge of an event going on in West Hollywood and she would need to be in attendance. Kendall was more than happy to say yes, she was actually beaming, but she noticed Y/n's hesitance.

"You know babe, you really don't have to go if you don't want to."

Kendall knew in her heart that Y/n wanted her there, but the feelings from her last relationship still lingered and she felt some rejection from Y/n's apprehension.

"Of course I want to, why wouldn't I?" Kendall becomes a little defensive, but she tames herself. This is Y/n, someone who has no intention of hurting her.

"Do you want to be public? I understand completely why we're still being super private and there is no rush, so wouldn't you coming with me give us away? This event isn't necessarily a Kendall Jenner event."

Y/n had a point. This was some event, a gala probably, for investors. Kendall would stick out like a sore thumb; there is no excuse for her to be there.

"How much paparazzi could really be there? I know how to move quietly Y/n, especially if my mom doesn't know about it," Kendall had a mischievous smirk on her face. Kendall has omitted a lot from her when it came to Y/n. Her mother, and her family, knows that she is seeing Y/n, but her mother doesn't think it's super serious. It only has been two months, but Kendall feels so strongly towards Y/n and that's why she wants to be there to support Y/n.

"Alright. It's this Friday night at 7 pm, you can-"

"I wanna arrive together."

Y/n humphs. Her girl is so stubborn and steadfast, but she can't say no to her.

"I'll pick you up."

Now it's the evening and Kendall and Y/n walk in through the back of the back of the building. She can't keep her eyes off of her. Y/n rarely gets super dressed up for any event, but tonight she looks stunning. Her red lipstick matches her red dress. Kendall opted for something more simple, not wanting to draw attention to herself. Her and Y/n compliment each other in the best ways.

"You ready princess?" Kendall jokes.

"Only if you are," Y/n responds back.

There are a few times in the evening where Y/n has to leave Kendall and she's left at the bar with a drink. She suspects that at least one or two people have recognized her, but she brushes it off. Most of the people here were older and probably don't give a rats ass about a Jenner or Kardashian. It was relieving to be in a room that wasn't filled with loud music or drunk people spilling their drinks on other people. It was also nice to not be noticed. 

At times she would catch glimpses of Y/n running around in her heels and directing one of her colleagues to make sure something is running properly and that the kitchen staff hurries up with the next meal. It was endearing to watch her in the act. It's no secret that Y/n is a workaholic and that she loves her job, she has made that a known fact since their relationship's conception. When the night was finally winding down and going smoothly, Y/n joined Kendall for the rest of the night.

"You're so cute when you're bossing your co-workers around."

"Oh? Do you have a power kink Ms. Jenner?"

"Perhaps I do."

Everything felt refreshing being with Y/n in this moment, like it was just the two of them in the world.

"Y/n?"

A woman's voice interrupts them prompting both of them to look in the direction the voice is coming from.

"Claudia!"

Kendall is taken back by Y/n's reaction. She thought this woman was probably a co-worker, but she wouldn't be surprised to see someone she works with at one of their events.

"It's been so long!"

The blonde woman wraps her arm around Y/n's neck to pull her into a hug and Kendall dials back the urge to roll her eyes. Kendall's jealousy has always been a problem but it was amplified by her last relationship. Maybe she's just imagining how long Claudia's hand is lingering on Y/n's body and how she's holding Y/n for so long.

When Y/n pulls away she looks towards Kendall and Kendall feels like she has won. She put herself in some one-sided, unspoken competition with this woman who is a stranger to her. 

"Claudia this is Ken-"

"Kendall Jenner, duh I know! I don't live under a rock," she responded goofily. She sticks her hand out for Kendall to shake. Kendall looks at her hand with a scowl on her face, but takes it and gives her a weak smile to which Claudia ignored.

Y/n didn't introduce Kendall as her girlfriend nor was she given the chance since she was cut off. Kendall expected Y/n to say something after Claudia interrupted her, but she was left unsatisfied.

"What have you been up to Claudia?"

What turned into a night for Y/n and Kendall to enjoy each other outside of the house, turned into Kendall's emotions being in turmoil. Claudia had an obnoxious laugh that pissed her off, but she had to hear it every second. Y/n is great and funny, but Claudia's laugh sounded so fucking fake. Kendall tried to smile and offer a few words, but she knew she sounded bitter. Her jealousy was palpable, but Claudia still kept trying it. How was Kendall a third wheel on her own date? She thought she was saved when one of Y/n's co-workers came up to her and asked her to sort something out, with Y/n gone hopefully Claudia would fuck off, but maybe she's too obiviously to realize Kendall doesn't care for her presence.

"How do you know Y/n, Kendall?" Claudia asks once they're alone.

"She's actually my girlfriend."

"Oh...oh."

By the look on her face, Kendall knew she got her. This time she didn't bite back the smug smirk on her face.

"How long have you two been dating?" Claudia cuts through her own shock to ask.

"Two months."

"Lucky you. Y/n's a great girl, too bad I only got to date her for a few weeks."

Shit. Maybe Claudia wasn't as unaware as she thought.

Claudia had rendered Kendall speechless for a few seconds. When Y/n told her that she truly has no type, she wasn't lying. Claudia looks nothing like Kendall; she's shorter than her, blonde, and she dresses in a sort of tacky fashion.

"Yea, Y/n is great."

Like Bloody Mary, Kendall spoke Y/n's name and she appeared. She looked annoyed, Kendall could tell that something just happened that made her want to call it a night early.

"What's wrong?" Kendall instantly goes into protective girlfriend-mode and ignores Claudia's presence.

"It's nothing. Just a few newbies who are going to get an earful from my boss Monday morning fucked something up. It's okay though. This party is running smoothly and it's almost 11 p.m. so people are going to be leaving soon. I think we can go." Y/n turns to Claudia and gives her an honest smile. "It was good seeing you Claudia, take care."

Y/n was short with Claudia which neither Claudia or Kendall expected after she spent nearly an hour chumming it up with her while ignoring Kendall's presence. Kendall gave Claudia a petty wave as she looked backed while Y/n guided her out of the building.

There was a weird atmosphere in Y/n's car. It was hard to discern if the bad vibe was Kendall's jealousy that was still radiating off of her or if it was Y/n's now sour attitude.

"Claudia seems nice. Kind of dumb, but nice. She told me you guys dated."

Y/n didn't respond. Kendall didn't take her silence as a sign to just shut up.

"Why didn't you introduce me as your girlfriend?" Y/n sighs when Kendall asks her this question.

"Claudia is someone who likes gossip, she's very invested in celebrity life which is why I didn't want to tell her our business and is also why I couldn't be with her. I can see past a little ditziness, but she was so obsessed with digging for dirt and trying to get me to spill about celebrity clients that I had to dump her," Y/n explained.

"Well it didn't seem like you were on bad terms with her the way you were ignoring me."

Y/n lets out a loud scuff.

"Kendall are you serious right now!? You're acting like a kid!"

If only Kendall could see herself right now, with her arms crossed and a pout on her glossed-lips; she indeed does look like a child. 

The rest of the ride is silent. Kendall put her foot in her mouth and let her jealousy rear it's ugly head. She didn't do it on purpose, but she also didn't stop herself. Y/n already seemed pretty upset from whatever happened at the party (which Kendall knew that Y/n was lying when she said "nothing" was wrong).

Kendall had agreed to go to Y/n's tonight. It's been a while since she has stepped foot into her place since most of the time Y/n comes over to her house. She sort of regrets that decision now seeing that both of them are a little bit cold to each other right now, but she doesn't want to make it worse by asking Y/n to take her home.

Kendall was used to going to bed upset and not talking about the problem, but Y/n wasn't going to let that happen. When they got to her house, Kendall was still seemingly quiet. She had gone to the bathroom, probably to wash her make-up off and wash up. Just like Y/n, Kendall also had some personal items and clothes at Y/n's house. Of course her collection wasn't as big as Y/n's is at her house though. Kendall was wrong, both of them knew that, but Y/n didn't want to fault her or make a big deal about her being jealous; it's natural and Y/n has been jealous plenty of times before. Y/n also knows that Kendall's intense jealousy is probably a symptom of her last relationship. Y/n thought her interactions with Claudia were harmless and friendly. She doesn't want to say Kendall is overreacting because that just seems unfair to her girlfriend. Instead Y/n just wants to make it better.

Kendall finally exits the bathroom after taking some extra time in there. The wave of guilt she feels after a bout of jealousy has finally hit her. She finds Y/n in the kitchen, her dress also discarded, but her make-up still fresh on her face. Two glasses of wine sit on her kitchen counter. The subtle moonlight from outside dances on her face making Y/n look ethereal. Kendall is nervous to approach her, but she can't hide in the bathroom all night.

Y/n quickly notices Kendall's presence. She holds up a glass of one in her direction, signalling for Kendall to come over and take it from her. Kendall is compliant, sheepishly coming closer to Y/n to grab it. She doesn't have a chance to go sit down because Y/n pulls her in close.

"We didn't get to dance tonight."

Kendall can smell the faint wine on Y/n's breath and it's intoxicating along with her perfume. Y/n had put on one of her records and it hums softly in the room. The glass of wine warms in Kendall hand.

"Dance with me?"

Kendall puts the glass of wine down and embraces Y/n. The slow dance in her kitchen as if it's a dancefloor. Kendall closes her eyes and melts into the loving embrace of her girlfriend. The melody of the music fills her ears and she takes in the entire mood and feeling in the room. Her mind captures this memory and makes an imprint.

"I'm sorry," her whisper is faint.

"I know." Y/n runs her hand down the back of Kendall's head.

Kendall can't help but kiss Y/n. The taste of wine mixes on their lips. Kendall is aware that her lips are going to be stained red but she doesn't care, she welcomes it instead. She pulls up Y/n's thin pajama and her hands roam the bare skin of her sides and lower back. Y/n moans into their kiss and the vibrations make Kendall buzz.

Y/n breaks the kiss and she stares at Kendall's red-stained lips. She can't help but giggle at how messy she looks, usually it's Kendall staining Y/n's lips with gloss or lipstick.

"Get on the counter."

Kendall is more than happy to oblige. She hops up and her bottom hisses against the cooler counter. Y/n grabs her legs and pries her open. Kendall often sleeps with no underwear and tonight's no exception. Her inner thighs are smooth and Y/n can feel the residue from the lotions on her skin.

It's an awkward bend, but Y/n bends her knees to bury her face in Kendall's pussy. Kendall's hand instantly runs through Y/n's hair. Kendall pushes Y/n into her pussy and her hips slowly rock against her mouth. Y/n's mouth is warmed up now and it's hot against Kendall's sex.

"Just like that baby," Kendall purrs.

Y/n hums against, savoring the taste of her beloved girlfriend. A coy smile forms on Kendall's face, she can't help but feel on top of the world when Y/n starts to get into eating her pussy.

Soon her cunt is filled with two of Y/n's fingers. The smile on her face dissipates and her mouth falls open in pleasure. Y/n's tongue licks at her clit while fucking her deep. Her finger tips graze the most sensitive parts of her walls. Y/n's mouth is magical.

"Don't stop. Don't ever stop." Kendall throws her head back in ecstacy.

Neither Kendall or Y/n are the 'dominant' or 'submissive' one in their relationship, but in moments like this Kendall likes to call the shots. She likes to tell Y/n how to bring her to orgasm, no that she needs the extra help, but because it's so fucking hot to beg for Y/n to make her cum. And, it turns Y/n on to hear it too.

Y/n looks up at Kendall to see her in her own little world. She tastes so good and she can feel Kendall's pussy tightening around her fingers. Y/n pumps in and out her cunt faster. The added combination of Y/n's hot mouth and fingers deep in her is going to make Kendall explode. She already feels herself melting under Y/n's simple touch, so she can barely withstand the onslaught she gets from Y/n's tongue.

Her eyes are begging for Kendall to cum and Kendall can't resist. Her pussy has a strong grip on Y/n's finger. Y/n can feel her shivering against her mouth but she doesn't let up on Kendall's pussy. Her orgasm makes her weak and Kendall cries out. The sound of her moans fill Y/n’s ears and satisfy her in the best way. It takes Kendall to push Y/n's head away from her on her own for Y/n to stop.

"Enough...enough," she says desperately. Kendall can barely keep herself up and it takes all her strength for her to hold herself. Her chest rapidly rises and falls; she has to calm herself down. 

Y/n straightens up and grabs Kendall's limp body. She pulls her into a sweet kiss, one that brings Kendall back down to Earth.

Pulling away, Y/n smiles at her girlfriend's dazed face.

"You're so cute," Y/n takes to thinking out loud. 

Kendall opens her eyes and finds Y/n gazing at her with so much adoration. She lifts her thumb up to Y/n's mouth and wipes away her own cum from her bottom lip. Kendall gets a quick taste of herself, something she knows Y/n loves to see her do.

"Our wine is going to waste," Kendall's mention of the discarded glasses makes Y/n look over to them.

"Want to get drunk and look at the stars?"

"If only you can point out all the constellations to me."