I am at a place that's not my house
Added 2024-08-25 08:58:59 +0000 UTCfor secret reasons.
For those keeping score, I have not left Kansas City since late 2018, and then COVID happened, and I haven't left my house for anything more than doing an errand (except possibly one time, because I can't remember when it happened, when I had one of those psychotic episodes and got really fucking drunk for the first time in years and went to my childhood church to see what it was like and they called the cops and I got out of trouble because, by sheer stupid luck, the church that morning was hosting the wedding of a guy I went to grade school with and haven't seen, or thought of, in probably 25 years, so I could tell the cops I was in the neighborhood and saw it was his wedding and stepped in to pay my respects)
recapitulate that sentence: I have not left my house for longer than the time it took to do an errand since the last week of 2020, and mostly I think that was the correct decision, but now, suddenly, I've had to leave my house.
Anyway, I thought I was going to be able to do a show at this place, but now I'm not at all sure that this will be the case, so the show for what I suppose is technically this week, now that it's Sunday – i.e. Friday 8/30 – might have to be on Sunday/Monday if I can't do it here, and I'm guessing I can't do it here.
Sorry, I'd hoped to use one night here on an extra show & then get the normal one done on time, but the layout (inside my brain) is somewhat other than as expected, so I'll do the next one as soon as I can & hopefully still do the extra thing too, presuming I remember what it was, which I can't right now (update: I remembered).
Appy polly loggies, drooGEH (the way David Bowie says it on "Suffragette City")
(don't crash here / there's only room for one / and here she come, here she come!)
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Not sure where to post this but new reporting from Chad Nagle indicates that there is video of the JFK assassination that shows a bullet hole through the front windshield of JFKs limousine. Warren Commision exhibit 350 if you want to look it up. It’s not a blurry image either, it’s clear as day. What the fuck. JFK facts article: https://jfkfacts.substack.com/p/does-the-new-jfk-film-show-windshield?utm_source=post-email-title&publication_id=315632&post_id=148515679&utm_campaign=email-post-title&isFreemail=true&r=20e7k2&triedRedirect=true&utm_medium=email Warren Commission report: ctrl-F “exhibit 350” https://www.jfk-assassination.net/russ/jfkinfo/wcr3.htm
DeadPrince
2024-09-09 17:47:30 +0000 UTCHell yeah plz do, seems good to get out there in the open! Thank you again!
Tammy
2024-08-27 20:33:38 +0000 UTCIt’s an outrage. The UN Rapporteur mentions it in her 2019 report on Holland. They report numerous claims of abuse of terror suspects within the prison. I can link it if you want.
DeadPrince
2024-08-27 20:03:33 +0000 UTCSame 😂
DeadPrince
2024-08-27 20:01:40 +0000 UTCI was listening to the Chapo guys talking about the repetition of that word and had a similar moment of recognition.
DeadPrince
2024-08-27 20:01:32 +0000 UTCThat’s epically disgusting, gonna look that shit up. Thanks for sharing
Tammy
2024-08-27 19:57:28 +0000 UTCYou know it just clicked for me that the DNC "joy" sloganeering is literally exactly the lyrics to Gold & Youth's Empire State of Mind from the outro.
Karl Childers
2024-08-27 17:27:09 +0000 UTCSaw this and thought it was just an esoteric ass title for an episode lol
Spectro
2024-08-26 19:29:44 +0000 UTCthanks, I'll probably try something else for me, then. Really made me feel like a fucking zombie all day. Not depressed or bad or whatever, just not really alive either
Watermane
2024-08-26 15:41:22 +0000 UTCI've been on clonidine for years now. Unfortunately the pacifying effects only last if you take it very, very rarely & disappear almost entirely with prolonged exposure. I'm still on it now because it's really a blood-pressure medication, and I probably have hypertension, and because I don't want to quit any more fucking drugs – be advised that if you take clonidine regularly for any length of time & then suddenly stop, your blood pressure will spike like all hell & foul things will happen, which in my case meant the most unbelievably painful eye-bursting bone-splitting migraine of my life
Michael S. Judge
2024-08-26 13:11:24 +0000 UTCMuch of my life could be written thus with very little massaging. Alas alas.
Michael S. Judge
2024-08-26 13:06:42 +0000 UTCthis reads like an excerpt from Molloy about podcasting (<3)
hypomnnqn
2024-08-26 13:00:54 +0000 UTCMichael, while I never was on junk for extended times, I have been subjected to most psychiatric drugs at this point. What recently stood out to me was Clonodin and the way it abso fucking lutely pacified and lobotomized me at 100 micrograms. And while this isn't a state either of us is looking for, I am at least positive that this shit does something in my neurons which results in not going insane by manically thinking in circles and wanting to off myself. I read that it works for people suffering from intrusive thoughts, opioid withdrawal and anxiety, so personally I'll stay on that shit for now but maybe quarter my dose and work up from there. Maybe this stuff could be helpful for you, too, maybe not. Take care
Watermane
2024-08-26 11:10:40 +0000 UTC❤️
Jill McCarthy
2024-08-26 11:09:27 +0000 UTCDon't like
Divad Kong
2024-08-26 10:30:16 +0000 UTC1) we all love you 2) surely i am not the only one who instantly came to the conclusion that this is all because they didn't provide you with a room service menu
Dom Camella
2024-08-26 05:33:57 +0000 UTCgods help us
Shivvy
2024-08-26 04:30:09 +0000 UTC"What's most important are a person's eyes, and his feet. One must be able to see the world and go towards it" https://youtu.be/rAqHuB7OmKo?t=539 Enjoy your trip!
Alex Hennessey
2024-08-26 02:12:49 +0000 UTCproud of you godspeed 🖤
Laura
2024-08-26 01:54:34 +0000 UTCA church calling the cops on a person who needs help is so on point. I couldn't listen to your last episode as someone who has 2 half Palestinian sisters and a Palestinian step dad and just having empathyfor any person in general. It fucked me up in the first 10 minutes and I was crying and had to turn it off. You're dealing with a lot of shit. Insh'Allah you will be OK. Witnessing a genocide is horrific and dealing with all that comes from a lack of dopamine stimulator like drugs or just general goodness adds to the bullshit. Thank you for putting a spotlight on these issues but don't burn yourself out or feel bad for things beyond your control like the venue. You seem like you have a beautiful soul and that is hard to maintain in this violent world.
Bored at Work
2024-08-26 01:51:11 +0000 UTCMichael, hope this doesn’t ruin your day. Maybe you already know this. I was listening to a pod about Islamophobia and came across something that I feel belongs in the 4th Reich microfiche. The Vught concentration camp (built 42-43) in Holland is open both as a Holocaust museum and as a prison. This prison houses mostly migrants, refugees, and « terror suspects » I.e. Muslims.
DeadPrince
2024-08-25 16:53:15 +0000 UTCIt’s not bad, but I wouldn’t put a rush on it. I’m generally inclined to like Perkins but he’s been on a streak of making one half of a good movie every time out and this is # 4.
Rohmer Simpson
2024-08-25 14:35:15 +0000 UTCHow was it? I want to watch but am too busy to dedicate two hours to it.
NYCM&AHole
2024-08-25 12:37:46 +0000 UTCNo worries if the ep is late. I gotta get in a car and go on a trip cranking overkill’s “welcome to the garden state” the whole way down this state’s coast. Gonna go where the medical waste and the water meet the sand.
NYCM&AHole
2024-08-25 12:37:01 +0000 UTCI LOVE the Walker version, but tonight was a Warwick vibe, for me.
malpertuis
2024-08-25 10:30:28 +0000 UTCLocal reporters have noted claims of The Nasty Man's presence but have not, as yet, been able to substantiate them with any eyewitness accounts or, god help us, physical evidence
Michael S. Judge
2024-08-25 10:27:51 +0000 UTCCos breaking up Is so very very Hard to do-oo-oo (I'm not breaking up with anyone, but you should hear the Walker Brothers song)
Michael S. Judge
2024-08-25 10:26:46 +0000 UTCLike Miss Warwick said "Make it easy on yourself"
malpertuis
2024-08-25 10:05:05 +0000 UTCI have to kill a man who looks exactly like my paternal grandfather. The twist is that I've never met my paternal grandfather, because he died in 1960 (true)
Michael S. Judge
2024-08-25 09:49:32 +0000 UTCThis was a spooky email subject line to read at 4 in the morning after having watched LONGLEGS before going to bed
Rohmer Simpson
2024-08-25 09:36:10 +0000 UTCtake care big man we'll listen to it when it comes hope whatever secret reasons you have for going out there are good ones
GP
2024-08-25 09:28:41 +0000 UTCTha Nasty Man wuz heere. - T.N.M.
M H
2024-08-25 09:13:39 +0000 UTCHope you're doing well, man.
Nathan
2024-08-25 09:11:50 +0000 UTCWalk, Don't run amok
Divad Kong
2024-08-25 09:09:41 +0000 UTCI feel you. My partner got bad COVID complications around this time last year, and we stayed inside strictly isolating until the spring (still gotta be careful) Did a number on both of us mentally, and it’s been surreal to get out even after nine months. Four years is intense. Just re-read the Pökler/Ilse/Peenemünde episode (second GR read through) in so I’ll be revisiting some of your previous GR material in the meantime. Take your time & care of yourself man.
Philip Wailes
2024-08-25 09:07:46 +0000 UTCBe at ease MSJ, all true D/C heads don't mind an unpredictable show schedule. We know it will be worth the wait. Good luck in the place that isn't your house, I've had gnarly experiences in those too.
Connor Moloney
2024-08-25 09:04:23 +0000 UTC
