An Update and Busty Boi Mistaken

Mistaken for a woman, he places a hand on his hip and dryly mutters, "Yeah, because nothing says 'lady' like this," nodding toward the bulge at his crotch. He shifts slightly, feeling the weight of his chest and adds, "Guess these just confuse the whole situation, huh?" with a sarcastic smirk, though the frustration lingers in his eyes.

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Right away this month fucking ruined me. I'm exhausted and greatly stressed. I'm sorry if I'm coming off as angry. I am.

I posted this to my discord earlier in the month:

SO, my sis lives with me. She doesn't pay rent. Sometimes she pays for utilities or food for our home. Last month she decided (without asking) that she would not pay for food or help with any utilities. She said she was saving for a convention she sells at. Me and my significant other help too. We were told she’d be paying for the event. I had to take out a loan I did not want to make things meet. I wanted to ask her to take a better part in the utilities and rent after. She said she would take care of things like the food at the con. She bought me mcdonalds once while i was there. I had to pay half the room (found out while I was there) and had to pay for my own parking. I told my SO that we had to stop this and rent would have to be helped with without complaing every month. We approach her and confront her. She announces oh she's planning to move out. She HAD agreed to help with rent from january this year. Well it's 9 months later. She burned me. She was in her 30s living at home when I offered her to get out of my parents 'toxic' environment. It’s 4 years later. I'm livid. This is a nightmare.

I was very angry, numb, feeling betrayed. Rereading this, it's very poorly written. At the time I was distraught. I needed the help and my sister abandoned me. There's just so much that had happened by my sister doing this.

She's older than me, but had been living with my parents up until 4 years ago. I pulled her out of that; she told me it was a toxic environment and I agreed that it was. However, she didn't have a full time job and was instead trying to get her art to be a source of income. She hadn't grown, and I felt with my experience I could help her. More important, I wanted my sis to be in an environment to focus on her art and to eventually make an income from it. I wanted to support her and essentially get her to stand up on her own two feet. Instead, she took advantage of me.

I wanted to be a good sibling, but instead she hurt me. I've had to try to keep things together this past month. October is here and I don't if things will workout.

I had thought about lowering the amount I streamed on twitch to focus on my art a few months ago. Now, I'm in a situation where I need to do both. Somehow I need to make it happen. Little breaks, my weekends resting are minimal, my evenings are diminished.

I tried being a good sibling, and got rewarded. :(

Please, if you can help, look at ways to help either on my ko-fi, subbing on twitch, or please continuing to support here. I greatly need it and I won't get out of this storm without you. Thank you for any consideration.

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